Dear Mr. Shi

After a pause, he continued: "I felt lost at the time, but I felt relieved. You are finally married and have a child. I want to bless you, and then I can find my own with peace of mind. Happiness. But when I heard you say that you are divorced again, I found myself ecstatic and uncontrollable like crazy. At that time, I knew that I didn’t want you all these years, but I was afraid that I would not get it. I’m suppressing my feelings. When you say you’re married, I take it for granted as I think, but in fact, I’ve always loved you forever, until you say that you’re divorced, and the years of love and love will all be vented. ."

Such a confession of eating Guoguo made Song Qinghuan very at a loss.

Si Canan said again: "I don't know what happened between you and that man, but you are divorced after all, so it means that you won't be together again. You need to find another person to be the father of the child. I want to love you now, will you give me a chance?"

Song Qinghuan looked at him silently, and recovered from the shock a little bit.

Shocked Si Jianan, she would have such deep feelings for her, but she also believed that Si Jianan's feelings for her were true.

It's just that she can't afford this precious relationship, because she already has someone in love, and I'm very thankful that that person also loves her.

With a time to protect against the cold, her world is perfect and complete.

Therefore, she doesn't need extra feelings, nor can she have extra feelings, otherwise it will only add to the annoyance.

She lowered her eyes and sighed.

Then, he looked at Si Jianan and said seriously: "Si Xiangbei, thank you for thinking about me and loving me. But I already have someone who loves me, and I don't need it anymore."

Si Jianan's heart was shocked, and he slowly let go, putting his hand on Song Qinghuan's shoulder.

Song Qinghuan sat back, distanced herself from him, and continued: "I am not a person who loves memories, but also a person who does not like memories. I have been living in the present and only thinking about today and tomorrow, so I have already remembered when I was young. It's very vague, and I don't want to lie to you. I actually don't remember what Si Xiangbei looked like back then. But whether I remember him or not, Si Xiangbei is my friend and a lifetime friend." Song Qinghuan said in a decisive tone.

Si Canan looked at her, only feeling sour and bitter in his mouth: "Even if you can't be with him in the future, you..."

Song Qinghuan interrupted him: "I only want to be with him in my life. If I can be with him, I will be with him. If I can't be with him, then I will be myself and take the child through this life."

Si Jianan fixedly looked at Song Qinghuan, and suddenly burst into laughter, but he laughed extremely ugly.

He laughed at himself: "I was rejected three times in a few days."

"Sorry, Si Xiangbei!" Song Qinghuan bit her lip.

Si Canan forced a smile: "Qinghuan, don’t say sorry to me. You didn’t do anything to apologize to me. I missed you because I didn’t really go to you, so I am not qualified to ask you to be sorry. From now on I will still not forget about you, but I only hope that happiness will make you happy and not destroy your happiness. But I hope that when you think of me occasionally, remember that I was what you said and will never forget Secretary to the north."

"Hmm!" Song Qinghuan wanted to cry.

But at the same time, she breathed a sigh of relief. Because of the regulations, she was worried that Si Jianan would do some extreme things after being rejected, but now it does not seem to be.

Si Jianan is really a good mature and stable man.