death train

"What do you want to know?" said Minghai

Ye Cha said: "all."

Minghai said, "that will take a little time."

Ye Cha said: "it doesn't matter, Mo Xi still needs a little time. We are at the moment of rest, so you can speak slowly."

Minghai said, "well, where to start."

Ye Cha reminds a way: "twist egg machine."

"Yes." Minghai said, "there's nothing to say. It's basically the same as what I told you."

The leaf Cha doubts a way: "eh?"

Minghai said: "I was originally a human, a very ordinary human. Then when the end of the world came, I escaped from the city. Then I found the egg twisting machine in the gas station, including the note I drew. I didn't lie. That's what happened. The only thing I didn't say is that I became the spokesman of the world's will in the world after that."

Ye Cha said: "what is the will of the world? I mean, you've been saying that you can't see, you can't touch, you can't deny its existence, and so on. I mean, have you ever communicated with the will of the world? "

"No," he said

Ye Cha said: "how do you know that you become a monitor?"

Ming Hai said: "it's really hard to explain. Just as you have doubts now, ask me and I'll give you the answers. I was like you at that time. My head was full of doubts. However, I don't need to ask. I know what I should know. It's as if those answers are in my head all the time. I don't need to have any communication with the will of the world to go I've got the answer

Ye Cha nodded, then pointed to himself and said, "well, what about me? According to you, if you find the egg twisting machine, it means that the will of the world has chosen you to become a monitor and watch the beginning and end of everything as a spectator. Then, what am I? I also found the egg twisting machine

Minghai said: "I'm sorry, I know the answer, but I can't say, I said the beginning and end of everything, or at the beginning, I made another choice, otherwise, everything can't end, it will develop according to the inevitable process, so I can't tell you, because you are already a part of it, I can't destroy it, But I don't think that's a problem. You should get the answer soon. "

Ye Cha said, "OK, next question, who is the conductor?"

Minghai said: "this is a very difficult question to answer, because I don't know."

Ye Cha said, "you are the monitor."

Ming Hai rolled his eyes and said, "I've said a long time ago, don't think that I'm so great. I'm a spectator. I'm not omniscient. Let's put it this way, it's like a train running. Maintenance, safety confirmation, driver, attendant, control center, everything goes in an orderly way, and I'm just the one who monitors the normal operation of everything, However, you can understand it in another way. If everything can be carried out in an orderly way, what do you want me to do? The conductor should belong to this unknown factor, which is also the reason for my existence. "

Ye Cha said: "OK, next question, what's the matter with Gaddis? When Gaddis appeared, you should have saved us. What happened to the Apostle Noah? "

Minghai said: "I know this clearly and can say it, but it's more complicated."

The leaf Cha way: "I said, now have time temporarily."

Ming Hai held out his hand and said, "well, let's start with limes. He is an apostle of Noah. When the apostle of Noah appears, it represents a new life."

The leaf Cha doubts a way: "new life?"

Minghai said: "the world will not be destroyed. What about the end of the world? The world has always been there. After the destruction of civilization, there will be a new civilization. The appearance of Noah's Apostle is the symbol of the new civilization. But something unexpected happened, and this accident is Gaddis. Theoretically, there will be no second Noah's Apostle. But I don't know how limes found Gaddis. I don't know why there will be a second Noah's Apostle, but It's against the law. "

Ming Hai said, and then suddenly rubbed his hair, feeling a little crazy.

Minghai said: "I don't know how to explain it. In fact, I'm also very confused. The appearance of Noah's Apostle is normal, and it's something that exists in the process. I can't deal with Noah's Apostle, but limes is a serious Noah's Apostle. When limes dies, Gaddis appears. He's not the supposed Noah's Apostle, but after limes dies, He is the only Noah's Apostle, so I don't know if I can deal with Gaddis

Ye Cha suddenly said: "so, did you scare Gaddis?"

Minghai said: "it's not to scare him. I really could do it at that time, because he broke the rules. I know you must ask him what rules he broke. I'm sorry, I can't say."

Ye Cha said, "it's about me, isn't it?"

Ming Hai looked up at the sky, like he didn't hear.

Looking at Minghai's attitude, ye Cha knows that he guessed right. Minghai evades his own affairs, and then in Gadis's affairs, the part he evades again is probably related to himself.Minghai said: "I have some doubts now. However, I think there should be an answer when I see the conductor. But I don't think I need to be so anxious, because no matter what the conductor wants to do, he may have made some mistakes."

Ye Chadao: "can't say?"

Ming Hai nodded and said, "well."

Ye Cha said: "all of them have something to do with me?"

Minghai sighed, "can you stop being so annoying?"

Ye Cha said: "whatever."

Minghai said: "your mood is very unstable now. Your curiosity makes you want to know everything. But when you know the answer is about to be revealed, you start to feel afraid again."

Ye Cha said: "do you know that it takes more courage to live than to die?"

Ming Hai doubts: "eh?"

Ye Cha said: "life or death is nothing more than an answer. I'm not afraid of death. I just want to live, but it's more painful. When it's over, I don't know the meaning of living."

Ming Hai suddenly said: "I don't want to win, just don't want to lose?"

Leaf Cha way: "almost meaning."

This is a very contradictory sentence, but it is not contradictory. The key lies in the inner pursuit and desire, as well as the goal that anyone should have when he is alive.

No matter how much you are afraid of the end of a book, no matter how much you like it, you will feel satisfied when you go to the end.

Some people hope that there is no end to the journey, so there will be endless scenery. Unfortunately, it is called a journey when there is an end.