Devil King From The Otherworldly Dimension

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Human beings are very strange creatures, and they always like to be with people who are more compatible with them.

According to Asuna, she is the kind of girl who would not willingly succumb to someone's feet, and the reason why she chose to stay by Wu Lingfeng's side was because she found an existence in him that matched her.

People like to bury their secrets in the deepest place, not to let their secrets be seen, not to let their fragility be discovered, not to let the strong appearance that they have built be stripped away, always disguising themselves, because otherwise Can't live.

In the midst of hesitation, what people like most is to cover up or forget this hesitation, and then define a better position for themselves, to live hypocritically, there is no way, fragile people need this to allow themselves to have the ability to survive courage.

Trapped in Sao's world, Asuna was at first hesitant, but in the end she threw away this hesitation, and then set a goal for herself: "Even if I lose to a monster and die, I don't want to lose to this monster." The game and the world".

In Sao, Asuna thought about quickly conquering the entire world, and then escaped, sometimes even forcing others to fight together.

However, when she was reincarnated in this world, she saw the existence of a so-called sense of happiness from Wu Lingfeng. The harmony between Wu Lingfeng and the people around him made her feel that she might be too impatient, instead of struggling In this world, it is better to enjoy this world. The philosophical thinking of life is like this. Instead of being helpless, it is better to experience this beautiful world happily.

Asuna's heart knot was opened by Wu Lingfeng. So she has to pay back and help Wu Lingfeng open up his world.

Although Wu Lingfeng is very strong on the surface. He has done a very good job whether it is facing various things in the outside world or his attitude towards the people around him.

But Asuna knew. Wu Lingfeng is hiding the fear, anxiety, and hesitation in his heart, which are not brought to him by this world, but are in him.

"Don't run away anymore, or this will become your eternal fear!" Asuna said to Wu Lingfeng.

"What are you running away from? I don't understand what you're talking about. It's so late, let's go back. Really, what nonsense are you talking about?" Wu Lingfeng pushed Asuna's body away and walked forward.

"You coward. Cowardly guy, is it your ideal to escape yourself like this? A person, no matter how dirty his past is and how bright his future is, but he is always him, the past and the future are him, these Only the existence of the human being constitutes the human being, you choose to abandon your cowardice and leave your own strength. Are you denying yourself?" Asuna said loudly.

Wu Lingfeng turned around angrily and said, "I didn't deny myself, but you, the guy who said that to the master who summoned you, you don't want to stay here and you go away. I don't need it!"

"Did you talk about your pain? But if you keep this pain buried in your heart, it will become your eternal fear, even if it is suppressed now and has not burst out. One day you will also be covered by your own darkness. devoured." Asuna said seriously.

Wu Ling rushed to Asuna's side, staring at her with wide eyes. Said: "I tell you, no. I am so outstanding now, the most talented divine blood in the whole continent, and there are so many powerful people around me, and there are so many people who love me, how could I..."

"Snapped……"

Asuna immediately slapped Wu Lingfeng, interrupted Wu Lingfeng, and said: "This is just the perfect appearance you are trying to maintain, but your heart is actually fragile, come on, if there is any pain, you can talk to me about it." Talk it out and I'll be a good listener for you."

Wu Lingfeng sighed heavily, and said, "Did you see it?"

Asuna nodded, and said: "Well, you were completely involved in the battle and didn't show it, but in the past few days of stability, you are often in a daze, maybe others think you are too tired Yes, but I don't think so, well, maybe I have been in this state before, so I understand you..."

"Isn't it good to keep hiding? I'm living a very chic life now..." Wu Lingfeng said in a self-deprecating tone.

"Come on, tell me about it. It's uncomfortable to be alone in your heart. Although I don't understand your past, I am a good listener." Asuna said while sitting on the grass, while using her small hands He patted the place beside him and motioned for Wu Lingfeng to sit down.

"Um……"

Maybe it was because of the pain that had been held in his heart for too long, Wu Lingfeng also wanted to find someone to confide in, but he never found a suitable person, no, or he didn't like being seen by other girls when he was in a mess.

"You know? In fact, when I came to this world, I was actually faintly excited and happy. After leaving my family, friends and everything on the earth, I suddenly felt like I had gained a new life. I felt free and my life was brighter.

From the time I was born, my mother was gone. The aunt of the neighbor said that my mother died because of dystocia and hemorrhage when I was born... When I can remember, I saw other people’s children accompanied by their mother. pain and loneliness.

Dad loves his mother, so he never married any woman, but you know? Every time I face my father, his eyes are dead silent, and he looks at my figure without any emotional fluctuations. He goes to work on the construction site every day, and then returns home after drinking...

I started to be self-reliant when I was five years old, because I didn’t want to be hungry, so I learned to wash dishes and cook by myself... Once I was cooking and my father didn’t respond, so I had to go to the hospital for treatment by myself, hehe, at that time I was still very naive, I thought it was my own fault, the hot hand was caused by my own failure to do good things.

When I was seven years old, I went to kindergarten. In order to make my father happy, I started to study hard and got the first place in the school. I put the certificate, automatic pen and two yuan in front of my father, but you You know, he took the two dollars and went out to buy wine, but I still thought about the good, thinking that my father was pleased that his son was capable, and bought wine to celebrate...

Then in the first grade, I got the first place in the school again, two test papers with a perfect score of 100 in Chinese and mathematics were placed in front of my father, and there was a notice to go to the town to take the town's outstanding student exam, but...

but you know what? What did my father do! ! As toilet paper, at that time my heart was suddenly broken, I could no longer be strong, I could no longer work hard, I could no longer smile!

When I was in the second and third grades, I was still restrained. Although my ranking slipped a bit, I was still in the top five in the school, but gradually, the fatherly love I was looking forward to did not come. I was sinking and hating this The world, hating myself, yes, I think I killed my mother, I should be hated by my father, and I should hate myself too! !

It caused troubles and fights, skipping classes and surfing the Internet, and I even tried to rape a female classmate, although the last reason prevented me from taking the last step, and the reason why I didn’t do the last step was that the girl had a crush on me and she didn’t resist , in the face of such a girl who loves me so much, I can't persecute her...

I’m a scumbag, a jerk, and never thought about girls like that again. I just kept fighting and skipping class and surfing the Internet. In the end, the girl who had a crush on me also gave up on me. She liked me because she was in kindergarten. , Seeing that I have excellent grades, cheerful personality, brave and strong, so I thought I would get better, but hehe, I let her down.

No matter how strong a child is in the face of a family like mine, there is no such thing as being strong. I feel that if a car accident suddenly kills me, it will be considered happiness, so I am really happy to be in this world...

Just when I chose to forget the past, once, in a dreamy scene, I saw my father living in the hospital bed, and what he held in his hand was a piece of yellowed paper with a The dark red score of 100 is my elementary school test paper. Is this telling my father that he has been keeping it?

At that time, I thought that maybe I was wrong, maybe my father loved me, but I just couldn’t forget my mother’s death, so...then what is my self-sacrifice and depravity! ! ! !

Although it's just a phantom, I think it's possible that it's the truth. After all, which father doesn't like his child?

But is it true or false? I am afraid to go back by myself, if the scene in that phantom is fake, I might as well stay in this world, but if it is real, then I am so happy, without mother's love, I at least have father's love, although father didn't do anything It seems like a matter of love, but as long as he doesn't hate me, it's love. If he really keeps that broken 100-point piece of paper in his hand, then it's an extremely profound father's love.

I can't tell, Asuna, tell me, what should I do? Go back or choose to live in this world, deny the past or accept the past? "

Asuna was shocked immediately, he, his life experience is so tragic, it is already a miracle to be able to live, if it were her, she might not want to live long ago, yes, how can I help him judge? Should we go back? If it was a normal person, they would not want to go back, after all, it was a hell, a hell that devoured people.

Wu Lingfeng shook his head and said, "Forget it, let's keep it. We make any judgments. I hope you don't tell other people what happened today. I don't want them to know about my past..."

"Snapped……"

At this moment, Asuna grabbed Wu Lingfeng's hand and said, "Don't go..."