Diary of the life of a working wizard

"That's true. But I still think what you just said was a bit harsh." Naturally, Yang Shuqin couldn't understand what Xia Yunjie said, so she thought about it and said.

"Secretary Yang, I think you have double standards. Just now Lin Zhuoyan looked down on me as a mentor. Don't tell me that you didn't see it? Why didn't you say a fair word for me? My self-esteem was also hurt. ." Xia Yunjie knew that Yang Shuqin would not be able to understand what he said, so he said in a teasing tone.

"Tch, come on. If I were to become an associate professor at such a young age like you, I would be willing to be looked down upon by others and have my self-esteem hurt every day." Yang Shuqin rolled her eyes at Xia Yunjie when she heard this.

"Okay, then just pretend I didn't say anything. But don't worry about Lin Zhuoyan, I know it well." Xia Yunjie said.

"You are a tutor, I have no right to care about how you teach your students." Yang Shuqin rolled her eyes, but from the hint of resentment in her tone and the smile escaping from the corner of her mouth, it was not difficult to see that she still believed in Xia Yunjie.

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On the lawn in front of the School of Traditional Chinese Medicine building, Lin Zhuoyan sat alone on the grass in a daze.

In the past, because of his stuttering, people always had two completely opposite attitudes. They often either encouraged and pitied him or laughed at him. He gradually got used to people's attitudes towards him. But it was the first time that Xia Yunjie pointed out his stuttering problem mercilessly like he did today, and pointed out that all the problems were his own.

Could it be that Professor Wu Yongping's unwillingness to recruit me as a student is not his discrimination or his fault? Is it my fault too?

Am I willing to stutter?

Why is the problem not with others but with me?

Don’t think that because you have a stuttering disorder, you won’t tolerate others looking at you differently, or think that others owe you a debt and it’s all their fault, because you are also looking at others with a colored look!

Two completely opposite attitudes towards stuttering echoed back and forth in Lin Zhuoyan's mind, making him feel confused and confused.

Am I really looking at others with colored eyes like others? Lin Zhuoyan asked himself over and over again.

After a long time, Lin Zhuoyan stood up and walked towards the college building. Although he still felt humiliated by the discrimination and prejudice of Professor Wu Yongping and others, and felt angry and helpless at the arrangement of the college, he also admitted that he had indeed looked at him with a colored look just now. Xia Yunjie's is just like others looking at him with colored eyes.

Moreover, as a student, he has no right to object to the college's arrangements, unless he does not want to study at Jiangzhou University, so no matter whether he truly understands Xia Yunjie's words or not, no matter whether he has changed his attitude toward him because of Xia Yunjie's youth, He has to deal with Xia Yunjie because he is his mentor. At least the instructor was willing to accept him as a student.

"Do you understand what I just told you?" Seeing Lin Zhuoyan knocking on the door and coming in, Xia Yunjie raised his head and asked.

"No, no, no." Lin Zhuoyan stammered and spoke truthfully.

Three feet of ice did not last a day. Xia Yunjie also knew that it would be unrealistic to wake Lin Zhuoyan up all at once and change his mentality, so when he saw this, he did not continue to hit him or tell him to leave, but nodded and said: "It doesn't matter if you don't understand it now, but if you don't understand it in the future, then don't tell others that you are a student taught by me."

"Yes." Lin Zhuoyan replied.

"The stuttering in your mouth is not scary. You are a medical student and you use your medical skills to treat and save patients, not your mouth. What is scary is your mentality. If your mentality is not correct, even if you have learned a skill Regarding medical skills, when you face a patient in the future, you will always think that the patient is laughing at you, that he is discriminating against you in his heart, and that your mentality is unstable. You will not be able to truly use your superb medical skills. Therefore, do not attribute the problem to others. You have to look for it in yourself. Let me tell you the truth, I can help you cure your stuttering in every second, but I will not help you cure it now. I want you to learn to exercise your faith in stuttering. , your mentality. The day you can ignore its existence, the day you think you are a normal person, the day I will help you cure it." Xia Yunjie said seriously.

In his heart, Xia Yunjie still liked Lin Zhuoyan better. As a student with such a severe stutter, he did not give up on himself and close himself off because of this physical defect. Instead, he studied hard and never gave up, and finally achieved good results. This shows that there is a sense of dissatisfaction and persistence in his heart. The only problem now is that due to years of stuttering, his mentality is too sensitive and even a little distorted.

Listening to the stern instructions from a mentor who looked younger than himself, Lin Zhuoyan felt absurd or unrealistic. However, Lin Zhuoyan still agreed with what Xia Yunjie said before, but when Xia Yunjie said that he could cure his stuttering in seconds, Lin Zhuoyan couldn't help but flash a hint of disapproval or even a hint of ridicule in his eyes.

He was cured of his stuttering every second, and he was so bragging. For this stuttering, he had seen countless Western and Chinese doctors, received many corrective treatments, and even took a lot of medicine, but the result was that it did not get worse. Now the ridiculously young tutor in front of him actually said that he could cure his stuttering in seconds. What was that if he wasn't bragging?

Of course, Lin Zhuo's emotional intelligence is not low enough to accuse his mentor of bragging to his face. Since he has no other choice as a mentor, he can only choose to have a good relationship with the young mentor in front of him and find a way to succeed in three years. Get a master's degree.

As the saying goes, life is like rape. When you are unable to resist, just close your eyes and enjoy it. Lin Zhuoyan has this mentality now.

"Thank you, thank you, thank you teacher, I, I will remember it." Lin Zhuoyan nodded "humbly".

Xia Yunjie glanced at Lin Zhuoyan when he heard this. With his current social experience, he could naturally see that Lin Zhuoyan's words were somewhat insincere, but he did not point them out. There are some things that he will understand one day, but he is not in a hurry at this moment.

"Okay, there's nothing else to do. After registering at the academy next Monday, come back and report here. By the way, you can also get to know your three senior brothers and sisters." Xia Yunjie waved his hand and said.

"Okay, okay, Xia, Mr. Xia..." Lin Zhuoyan stammered.

But before he finished speaking, a woman stood in front of the open office door, knocked on it, and asked, "Excuse me, this is Associate Professor Xia Yunjie's office... Hey, why are you here?" he asked. Halfway through, the woman looked at Xia Yunjie sitting behind the desk in surprise.

"So it's you, are you Han Xuejiao?" Xia Yunjie also recognized the woman at this time. She was the woman who asked about registration at the booth of the College of Traditional Chinese Medicine not long ago, and he couldn't help but said in surprise.

"Uh, how do you know my name?" Han Xuejiao's face changed slightly, with a hint of disgust in her eyes. She was somewhat confident in her beauty, and thought that Xia Yunjie had specifically asked for her name afterward.

"Because I am Associate Professor Xia Yunjie." Xia Yunjie replied.

"Are you Associate Professor Xia Yunjie? How is this possible? You were here just now..." Han Xuejiao exclaimed with a look of disbelief.

But halfway through the words, Han Xuejiao realized that this was true, because it was impossible for a student to sit in the teacher's office so grandly, not to mention that there was a young man standing in front of his desk, and she vaguely heard it before knocking on the door. He called him Teacher Xia.

"Okay, I think you now understand that I am your mentor. Lin Zhuoyan hasn't left yet. Let's get to know each other. From now on, you will all follow me to graduate school." Xia Yunjie saw that Han Xuejiao's words stopped suddenly, and there was a look in his eyes. The mixed look of surprise and deep disappointment did not feel any displeasure at all. He pointed at Lin Zhuoyan and said.

Although Han Xuejiao felt extremely disappointed at this time, her mentality was very similar to Lin Zhuoyan. Since the tutor could no longer let them choose, they should have a good relationship with the tutor in front of them, and at least ensure that they could graduate successfully in three years.

With this mentality, Han Xuejiao smiled modestly at Xia Yunjie and said, "Okay, Teacher Xia."

After saying that, Han Xuejiao took the initiative to reach out to Lin Zhuoyan and said, "Hello, my name is Han Xuejiao, and I am a new master's student studying with Teacher Xia."

"Hello Han, Han Xuejiao, classmate, I, I am Lin, Lin Zhuoyan, also new..." Lin Zhuoyan's face began to turn red again as he talked.

Seeing Lin Zhuoyan's trembling lips and stammering words, Han Xuejiao seemed to understand something. She could not help but feel a sense of sympathy in her heart, and she looked at him with a hint of kindness and compassion.

If the pity in Han Xuejiao's eyes were replaced before, Lin Zhuoyan would involuntarily feel a sense of deep inferiority and humiliation deep in his heart. Because he doesn't need other people's pity, he doesn't need other people's strange eyes. But today, along with this deep sense of inferiority and humiliation, there was another voice echoing in his mind.

I want to allow others to look at me strangely, and I want to ignore such strange looks! All problems lie with me, myself!

With this almost shouting voice echoing in his heart, Lin Zhuoyan shook hands with Han Xuejiao, officially becoming acquainted.

After Lin Zhuoyan and Han Xuejiao officially got to know each other, Xia Yunjie chatted with Han Xuejiao for a few more words, told them to come back to him after officially reporting the day after tomorrow, and then dismissed them.

"I, I, I was pushed to Xia because of my stuttering. Teacher Xia, you, you are the cause, cause, for some reason, no, it can't be, it's you who retaliates yourself. , did you report it?" After leaving the 306 office, Lin Zhuoyan, who felt a bit like Han Xuejiao, was a rare person who took the initiative to ask.