Did Mr. Xu Confess Today?

  Chapter 334 Dangerous Signals

   "Maybe the second sister is just."

   "They always do this."

   Luo Xin seemed to want to tell a white lie, but he swallowed it again when he heard the words. Indeed, he couldn't see the element of kindness, and the lie didn't exist, only real helplessness.

  Holding his hand, I really thought of turning his head, if she was by his side, his heart would be less painful, and she would be willing to accompany him for the rest of his life.

  However, she suddenly felt that such a sickly appearance made her feel uncomfortable. Luo Xin seemed to clenched her fist forcefully. At this time, she was still eating his face and coldness. It was really hopeless.

   "Will you leave me too?"

  His words pull himself back to reality, leave? She will not leave, never!

"I will not."

  Xu Jun squeezed her hand, it hurt a bit, she didn't dare to dodge and let him hold it.

   "Why don't you let me release?"

  Luo Xin seemed to look at him carefully, he began to doubt life, he knew that he pinched himself, he deliberately.

  This is a dangerous signal, which shows that Xu Jun’s mentality has changed. He had always been a cold and indifferent person before, and reality broke through his defense. He was staring at her, waiting for her to answer.

   "I know your heartache, I will stay with you."

Luo Xin seemed to finish speaking, but Xu Jun suddenly let go of her.

   "Sorry, I didn't control myself just now."

Suddenly withdrawing his hand, he chose to start the car and drove back because he was afraid of himself and hated himself. For a moment, the demon possessed him to test Luo Xin. He knew that this was not possible, but he continued. The black dog and the external force appeared at the same time, he was out of control, and now he could only send Luo Xinsi back quickly, suppressing the evil thoughts in his heart.

  He wants to keep Luo Xin seeming to be by his side, but he can't use nasty methods, even if she is all in his heart.

  Luo Xin seemed to be thinking about how to enlighten him all the way. Looking at his face that had been forbearing, Luo Xin seemed to feel the unprecedented pressure in his heart, and Xu Jun's emotions reached a critical point.

   "Here, get off."

   Like an order, Luo Xin seemed a little angry.

"Mr. Xu, I am your subordinate at work, and I am your girlfriend in life. You can't hold everything in your heart. Every time you make me guess! People say that girls think boys don’t guess, but I’m here. I want to guess your current mind every day. If you have anything to say, I can understand it."

   "Understand? Are you sure it's not because you pity me?"

   "Poor? What are you talking about?"

   "When you got in the car, you were pitying me!"

  His unreasonable part lies in his paranoia and agility, and he is too good at capturing the small emotional changes of others.

  Of course Luo Xin doesn't seem to be a vegetarian, she knows what he is thinking.

   "You want to force me to leave you temporarily, and you will deal with these wounds by yourself. You don't want to involve me, right?"

  Luo Xinsi said what Xu Jun said in his heart. In the close contact with Luo Xinyou over the past few years, Luo Xinsi has long summarized a set of thinking patterns of patients with bipolar disorder and depression.

  Xu Jun’s depression will not make him self-harm, but it will make him tortured his own soul. Xu Jun is best at torturing his own heart.

   "Get off and go back."

   "I'm not! No! Unless you make it clear."

  "Give me some time and let me think about it."

"Don't think about it, you just say now: Do you like me or not? If you leave me alone, it's okay to be sad alone? For a lifetime that is so long, do you drive me away every time? Are you alone every time? What should I do? "

   Xu Jun was stunned there. It turned out that she had thought about it for a lifetime, a lifetime that was so long.

  I have never seen her criticize herself so much. Today, her angry little blushes, and she is really angry when she thinks about it. In the past, he only knew that his words were poor, but now he was speechless by her, and she had opened up his thoughts and didn't know how to deal with it.

   "Today I took the initiative to calm you down. I'm not a person who will come and go. Without me, will you live in peace?"

  Luo Xin seemed to get out of the car, leaving Xu Jun behind.

  She thought he would catch up, but obviously he still couldn't break through the defense in his heart. Luo Xin seemed to understand him, she could help him build his heart, but the only way to go was he.

   On the body of the bipolar sister Luo Xinyou, she tried to follow her non-stop, and the result was a blindly paranoid, increasingly anxious, galloping wild horse.

  Less than ten minutes, it was time for get off work, Luo Xin seemed to be in a daze at the computer. Alice didn't know if she was in a daze or she was in a daze. Watching the passage of time, she finally couldn't help but pat her.

   "Hey, what time is it, why don't you pick it up?"

  Luo Xin subconsciously looked at the time displayed on the phone.

   "Oh! It's over!"

   grabbed her backpack and dashed away.

  Alice stretched her hands in the direction of the bone spirit, wondering what kind of stimulation this girl had suffered.

   ran to the bus stop, she was stunned again, Alice repeatedly clicked the horn and she did not respond, just so dumb.

  No way, Alice got out of the car and patted her.

   "Silly? Follow me."

  Xu’s family’s hands-on skills began again, pulling Luo Xin seemed to get into her own small sports car, and when she stepped on the accelerator, Luo Xin seemed to feel the feeling of pushing her back from behind, pushing herself forward.

   "What's the matter with you? He is out of your mind. Did something happen to my brother? Depression is starting to break out again? The **** dog eats his heart again?"

  The **** dog is a very typical description of depression. Alice and Xu Jun grew up together. Of course, she knew that Luo Xin seemed to watch Luo Xinyou become like this, and she also knew the meaning of the **** dog.

   "Yes or not."

   "So complicated?"

   "He deliberately found fault with me."

  Alice confirmed that her brother is indeed sick again. Every time when the depression is the worst, he ignores others and hides by himself. This year, he has been under a lot of pressure, and his mood fluctuates naturally.

   "How does he find the fault?"

   "Pinch my hand hard."

"Do you know how he used to trouble me and my second sister? If you don't speak, he can talk to us alone for a month or two. He can pinch you, which means that he still knows that he is heartache, not to be numb, a good thing. ."

  The end of his emotions is silence. He doesn't say anything for a month, which is the ultimate silence.

   "So you are angry?"

   "I don't have one. I just want him to know that he can't do everything by himself."

Alice didn’t expect that the little girl would be so obedient and think about Xu Jun’s issues. Perhaps Xu Jun was stunned. After all, the way she, Xu He, and Xu Zhaodi used to treat him was to digest them by themselves. Each of them digests emotions on their own, and sometimes retaliates against people they hate, such as their respective parents, such as their closest people.

  (End of this chapter)