Die For Life

It's a wonderful feeling that I can't deceive myself.

Leyu turned around now and found out the real reason why he stayed in Xingke County instead of getting on the train.

He could not deceive himself with the lies of ‘I can plan to succeed even without me in the white night’, and he cannot use ‘I don’t care about life and death’ to fool himself.

If Leyu is an ordinary person, he can make himself escape through fear and cowardice, but the ice-blood physique makes him face his purest desire directly.

He cares about the life and death of the poisonous tongue doctor Yin Yinyin, his eldest sister An Qian, the tool man Chen Fu and others, so he stayed in Xingke County.

In the past, Leyu could use many reasons to deceive herself. For example, I would embark on a journey to a secret realm in the future. For example, I don’t know how it feels like I like it. For example, I just simply greedy her body... However, after activating the'Ice Blood Physique' , He has a thorough insight into the truest thoughts in his heart.

Leyu sat on the bed and stretched out her hands to hug the cute Qing Lan tightly.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa about what for what to do swayed, blushing like small tomatoes bursting juice at any time, it took a while to hug Leyu shyly.

"Okay, so suddenly..."

"Love comes like a tornado." Leyu said casually in the lyrics: "I think it's good, the rain stopped, the sky is clear, the night is late, you like me, and I like you too."

"I can't wait to confess my life and death. In that case, I can't hold you well like this."

Qing Lan pushed him away shyly, holding his neck with both hands, looking at him with eyes and asking, "You like holding me very much?"

"There is nothing better than a hug. When I hold you tightly in my arms with my arms, there is nothing better than that to let the human body know what it means to have."

Le Yu said softly: "That night, you saved me."

Qing Lan knew what he was talking about, and asked warmly, "Is that maid named Shuangye important to you?"

"No, I didn't know her name until that day. But her death made me feel very lonely."

"So because of your loneliness, do you like me who is always by your side?"

Leyu nodded, then shook his head.

"I like your superb card skills when you play cards with me."

"I also like that no matter what I do, you will support my trust."

"I like your confidence in managing the newspaper office more prosperously."

"I have many reasons to like you." Leyu thought for a while, then said: "Perhaps, I like you, so everything about you becomes the reason."

Qing Lan raised her eyebrows slightly and said with a complicated expression: "But the reason why I play card games is because you like it, so I went to learn."

"I will only support you because you don't tell me anything. I have no reason to dissuade you. I can only silently wish you a safe return."

"If you didn't let me manage the newspaper, I wouldn't bother to manage it. It was for you to learn how to become a qualified editor-in-chief."

"There are many, many..."

Qing Lan lightly hammered Le Yu's chest: "You really don't pay attention to details at all, ruining a lot of my tenderness."

The Qing Lan under the light is still crystal clear without the powder, and Le Yu's aegyo expression makes Le Yu a little lost.

When he came back to his senses, he and Qing Lan had already drawn their lips together, and the thread connecting the two of them was unbroken, transparent and glowing, and there was a kind of inexplicable ambiguity, which caused the temperature in the room to soar.

"My son, are you going to do something dangerous again?" Qing Lan asked suddenly.

"Why do you say that?"

"The newspaper office also worked overtime today. The news of the defeat of the Heyang Army has spread to Xuanzhu County. Everyone knows that the people of Chenfeng are about to fight in." Qing Lan lowered her eyebrows, and her voice was as soft as a gossamer: "My son, you become today. So... take the initiative, so I think..."

"I think I'm going to die and recognize my own thoughts, so I want to show you my heart, at least I die?" Le Yu saw Qing Lan nodded slightly, he smiled and shook his head: "You are right, but not right. ."

"I am really going to do a dangerous thing, and I have confirmed my own thoughts, but the relationship is the other way around-it is because I care about you so much that I am going to do that dangerous thing."

Leyu changed his heart.

He wants to give up the idea of ​​traveling around the world, he wants to give up the idea of ​​leaving, he wants to give up the idea of ​​‘get it and leave’.

He wants to stay.

When you are alone, Leyu can of course just walk away. If one person is full and the family is not hungry, one person is killed and the family moves. Even if it is abducted by a trafficker, Leyu can enjoy himself and feel at ease.

But with the fetters and responsibility, his thoughts also changed.

Just like when he was in Xingke County, Leyu tried his best to send Qian Yuya away, because Xingke County would be very dangerous, and his inner moral laws could not sit back and watch him leave Qian Yuya in this chaotic place.

Xuanzhu County is now more dangerous than Xingke County, and Leyu has two ways: send Qinglan away or let her stay. Prior to this, Leyu tended to send her away. Firstly, it was simple and convenient and experienced. Secondly, for Qing Lan, Xuanzhu County was not her hometown, but the prison where she struggled to survive.

But Le Yu changed his mind.

He wants to stabilize. He wants to start a family with Qing Lan.

He can't deceive himself—why should he keep obsessing about the Well of Gods and Demons? Why do you always want to escape from Xuanzhu County? Why do everything have no desires and desires on a whim?

Because he is so lonely.

He has been alone since he came into this world.

He has no home, nowhere is his hometown; he has no relatives, and the "Leyu" that everyone knows is just a different world soul covered in human skin; he does not even have a comrade, and his inner moral law surpasses this era, and Everyone is out of place.

So Leyu became rootless duckweed, drifting with the flow, going wherever he wanted, seeking the well of gods and demons with all his heart.

That is his ultimate hope to return to'home' and get rid of'loneliness' completely.

How can he not know that the Well of Gods and Demons may be just a illusory legend, but if there is no hope at all, Leyu feels that sooner or later he will collapse.

But if Leyu has a home again and roots again, perhaps he can get rid of this tarsus-like maggot loneliness.

In fact, Leyu still has many fatal problems that cannot be solved. For example, Qinglan will grow old after all, but he is a long-lived species who has never stopped. For example, he has never been in love, for example, who is he and Jing Zhengwei green? ...

But Leyu just wants to follow his inner thoughts at this moment.

Become the president of the Silver Blood Society, unite with Bai Ye, reform Dongyang, and then...

Create a world where he and Qing Lan can live steadily.

"If I said, can you do dangerous things for me?" Qing Lan lay on his collarbone, rubbing her face, making Leyu feel a little itchy.

"Actually, I wanted the third brother to go, but the third brother refused this dangerous mission for his fiancée. Because he knew that if he died, his fiancée would also go with him." Le Yu Said: "While I am different, you are also different."

"Because I won't die."

"Moreover, even if I'm not here, you are already a woman who can be alone."

Qing Lan snorted: "It sounds good, but in the end it's not that she won't listen to me at all."

"Then I can only say... Come back early, I will play cards with you, I have found the winning method in the card."

"Really!?" Le Yu was surprised: "Teach me quickly, I want to live forever!"

Qing Lan nodded happily on her forehead in irritation, "Master, take a look at the atmosphere."

"But you didn't reply to me."

"What reply?"

"I like you, then?" Leyu asked: "Do you like me too?"

Qing Lan shook her head suddenly: "I don't like the son."

Then Qing Lan lay down on the bed with Leyu in her arms, touched his nose face to face, gently stroked his face and said:

"I just want to lie down on a big soft bed with you,

Open a little curtain in the morning,

Then I hug you and watch the sun shine inch by inch,

Wait until the afternoon, change into comfortable clothes,

Hand in hand, go to Damenshijie to eat delicious food

Stay in the bedroom after dark, I read, you write,

If it were you, I would like to live a lifetime like this. "

"What about work?" Le Yu asked: "Joining work is a characteristic of independent women..."

"Don't talk."

Qing Lan blocked Le Yu's mouth, both of them were jerky enough to be proficient in only a few minutes, and then they were able to draw out a perfect and beautiful silk thread.

While Mi Die outside listened intently, she suddenly heard her son's shocked voice.

"and many more!"

Leyu sat up with a serious expression: "I seem to be poisoned, and there is something weird in my body!"

Ice-blood constitution is not immune to toxins, but it can make Leyu ignore all the effects of toxins and reduce the duration of any negative state by 50%.

Therefore, the poisoned music will still be poisoned.

Seeing Le Yu's appearance, Qing Lan suddenly remembered something, blushed, and pulled Le Yu to lie down.

"Don't worry, I'm poisoned. Someone must have poisoned me. The Jing family is not safe—"

"I made it." Qing Lan whispered.

"Huh?" Leyu was stunned.

"Many people in the newspaper are discussing that the Chenfeng people will come to attack Xuanzhu County~www.wuxiaspot.com~ Some even say that the Heyang Army has been wiped out and Xuanzhu County will be captured at any time." He stammered and said: "So, so I think, this matter can't be delayed, so, so I put it in the honey five-flower tea..."

Leyu blinked: "The tiger wolf medicine?"

Qing Lan nodded.

Leyu people are stupid-you know that he is an intermediate warrior, and has weakened ice and blood physique, but the strange feeling of eagerness in his body is still so strong.

How many drugs did Qing Lan take!

"Are you in such a hurry?"

"I don't know if you are going to be so active tonight..." Qing Lan said as she said, she suddenly became awkward: "Forget it, anyway, I am the humble person that the son bought from Xiangxuehai, son, do you think Look at me whatever you want..."

"You are so gentle, I have noticed." Le Yu wailed his head: "Then I will take a good look at you--"

"Wait, I take off my glasses—"

"Don't pick it up."

Qing Lan blushed and said shyly: "My son, do you want me to look at you well?"

"Hmm...there is also the reason." Leyu said: "There is also a trivial little factor——"

"The glasses girl is actually my special hobby."

Then Leyu and Qinglan played a solo duel in the mid lane. Because it was the first time to play, both sides were very cautious at the beginning, making up the knife and touching the tower, but Leyu chose the early heroes, and soon Destroyed the first tower, approached the second tower, and even went to the high ground once, but soon Qing Lan was equipped to counterattack, and the two sides were in a stalemate in the mid-term. However, Qing Lan chose a late-stage hero, and soon pushed back. Fortunately, Leyu’s base suddenly spawned a large number of'tiger wolf super soldiers', successfully helping Leyu stabilize the line of troops, and went on high ground many times...