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Jin Shuilan sat on the chair with her phone in her hands. The sound outside the door gradually became quieter as she walked around. It seemed that the world was quiet. She opened the drawer, put the phone in, touched the notebook, and then pulled out the notebook.

In the quiet study room, there was only the rustling sound of the pen tip rubbing against the paper. Jin Shuilan raised her head, wrote the time on a full sheet of paper, closed it, and continued to put it in the drawer. Live reminder.

[Your favorite anchor is on the air, pillow autumn, come and see me? 】

Jin Shuilan clicked in inertialy, and before the page jumped, he had already heard Lu Zhenqiu's voice.

"I'm asking for leave, but I still want to come up and broadcast it for a while." Lu Zhenqiu changed his clothes, a light pink sweater, his hair was tied into a ball head, light makeup, no beauty contact lenses, and his pupils were refracted by the screen. .

She couldn't sleep. She originally wanted to wash up and go to bed earlier, but she couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning, and she couldn't read the script, so she just came up and sang live.

Many of the live fans were her old fans. After wishing her a happy birthday, she asked her to sing a happy birthday song. Lu Zhenqiu suddenly thought that when the cake was pushed up after dinner, everyone also sang a happy birthday song. Jin Shuilan sang while watching her smile. Gentle.

Maybe many times, she missed such small details, so that she didn't realize that Jin Shuilan had other feelings for her.

She has been posting Weibo until that birthday present.

What Jin Shuilan sent was different from them.

What she sent was what she needed. Her mobile phone was broken, and it was just what she needed.

If it wasn't for paying attention to her, how would you know her needs?

When did it start? Did you play basketball that day? Still in the recording studio? Or, when we first met? She was too slow to notice...

Lu Zhenqiu lowered her head, the barrage had already been swiped a lot. She was about to speak when she saw a familiar ID entered the live broadcast room. This ID is the administrator, and the special effects of entering the live broadcast room were different from others. Zhenqiu glanced at it and said, "Welcome boss."

The barrage screamed, saying that it had not seen the boss for a long time. Jin Shuilan was busy writing books for the past two days and did not come to Lu Zhenqiu's live broadcast room, or sometimes hung in the background and did not interact, so other fans thought she was not there. Now seeing the boss coming in, fans greeted loudly.

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Lu Zhenqiu's voice was indifferent: "What if?"

She said, "I search for songs."

The barrage was still swiping the boss, and Lu Zhenqiu asked, "There are several songs, which version does the boss want to listen to?"

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Jin Shuilan clicked ten times in a row, and the barrage sent: [Sing it all again. 】

Lu Zhenqiu: ...

Okay, boss is the biggest.

Lu Zhenqiu found the tune, adjusted the equipment and began to sing: "How many misunderstandings can a love endure, survive the snowy winter, how deep the ties can be torn apart by a single sentence, and become farther than strangers... If After I don't let you go for many years, I will blame me for hating me or being moved..."

She sang several songs in a row and her throat was dry. Lu Zhenqiu turned her head to look at the cup. There was no water in it. She got up and went out to pour water. There was light under the door of the room. She stood for a few seconds and went to the kitchen to pour water. When she turned back, she saw that the light under the door was gone and it was pitch black. She went back to her room, and the light in Jin Shuilan's room next to her turned on again. , stood alone at the door, his figure blocked part of the light, and the light and darkness under the door were intertwined. Jin Shuilan held the doorknob in his hand, and released the door when he heard Lu Zhenqiu's room closed.

One of the two went back to the bed, the other sat in front of the computer, and Mao Mao was locked in Lu Zhenqiu's room. It was the first time he lost his freedom here. Xi look.

Lu Zhenqiu sang songs all night, and her ears were full of music before going to bed, which disturbed her and turned around and shouted, "Maomao."

Mao Mao pricked up her ears, got up, and jumped onto Lu Zhenqiu's bed in three or two steps. Lu Zhenqiu held it in her arms, her chin touching her head, and the furry touch made her feel a little more comfortable.

"Sorry," she said softly.

Mao Mao leaned in her arms and licked her cheek.

Lu Zhenqiu, who fell asleep, didn't know what time she fell asleep. She was woken up by the alarm clock. It was still early in the morning after six o'clock. She changed her clothes and washed and stood in the kitchen. Said, "Let's go out to eat."

With a whimper, Lu Zhenqiu stretched out his hand to cover its mouth: "Shh..."

One person and one dog left the house very lightly. When the door was closed, the person on the bed in Jin Shuilan's room turned over, turned his eyes away from the door, covered his head with the quilt, and fell asleep.

She didn't rest all night, her eyes were sore and astringent, and it hurt when she closed her eyes. The voice outside the door became calmer. She clearly wanted a quiet environment most in the past, but now she has palpitations and panic. When she walked to Lu Zhenqiu's door, the door was closed, she grabbed the door handle, and she could open the door with a little force, but she was a little timid.

From childhood to adulthood, she has never experienced feelings. In Lu Zhenqiu, she experienced it again. Jin Shuilan closed her eyes, gritted her teeth and opened the door. Everything inside was there, and the live broadcast equipment was also there. Inexplicably, she was relieved. In one breath, all his strength was taken away, Jin Shuilan leaned against the door, turned and went back to his room to change clothes.

The cold wind in the morning was rustling, and the cheeks of those who shave hurt. Lu Zhenqiu walked with Mao Mao while eating egg burritos, carrying two bags in his hands, one for the other breakfast, one for her soy milk, and Mao Mao. Walking swayingly, leading the way in front, this is probably the route that Jin Shuilan took, and Lu Zhenqiu rarely walked this way.

The fewer people there are, the better you can see her at a glance. Standing at the corner, Jin Shuilan sees Lu Zhenqiu wrapped tightly, the down jacket is very long, the hem reaches to the calf, slim fit, wearing the down jacket does not affect her slenderness, Jin Shuilan didn't come close, just Following behind her and watching from a distance, Lu Zhenqiu turned her back to her, Jin Shuilan looked at the narrow shoulders and the curve of her waist, thinking of that day she thought she was dreaming and hugged Lu Zhenqiu.

Will there still be such a chance?

Jin Shuilan lowered her head and turned back to the house.

Before Lu Zhenqiu went home, she went downstairs with Mao Mao for two more laps, rubbing shoulders with people who got up early for work, and Mao Mao stood beside her obediently. Before going upstairs, she called Hua Luo, who was surprised: "One Why are you calling me in the morning, is something wrong?"

"Well..." Lu Zhenqiu hesitated to ask, "Are you awake?"

Hua Luo said, "I just went to the toilet and woke up. I guess I drank too much drinks last night. It's so cold outside!"

As she spoke, she quickly got under the quilt. She didn't have floor heating in her community. In winter, she was almost stuck on the bed and couldn't get off. Hua Luo was immersed in the sudden warmth and asked, "What's the matter? Are you looking for me?"

Lu Zhenqiu blew the cold wind and said, "It's okay, I'll remind you to have breakfast."

Hua Luo sighed: "I won't eat it, I'll slack for a while. I chatted with Mr. Bai last night after two o'clock, and I was sleepy. I fooled her and posted it right away!"

The voice was still a little excited, but Lu Zhenqiu didn't spoil her good mood and said, "Then go back to sleep, I'll hang up first."

Hua Luo wondered: "Is it all right?"

Lu Zhenqiu pursed his lips: "No."

After she hung up the phone, she went to buy a mobile phone online. It was the same model that Jin Shuilan gave her before, and she bought a brand-name bag with the same price as the mobile phone. Mao Mao sat beside her and looked up at her busy, Lu Zhen Qiu bowed his head, put away his phone and said, "Let's go back."

With a bang, Lu Zhenqiu took it to the elevator.

Jin Shuilan stood on the balcony and turned her head when she heard the door open. Lu Zhenqiu walked in with Mao Mao. She did not leave Mao Mao in the living room as usual, but brought him into the room. Zhenqiu took a half step back and shouted, "Mr. Jin, early."

"Morning." Jin Shuilan's voice was slightly hoarse, she rubbed the corners of her sour eyes, her attitude and expression were the same as before, which eased Lu Zhenqiu's embarrassment, Lu Zhenqiu said, "I was just outside, I brought you breakfast. ."

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Jin Shuilan's brows twitched, she reached out to take it, the burrito was still hot, but her heart was full of ice **** and it was cold, she tilted her head: "Thank you."

Lu Zhenqiu said, "It's okay."

After she finished speaking, she scratched her head: "Mr. Jin, I'll go in and change clothes."

Jin Shuilan watched her walk into the room, closed the door, and Maomao barked twice. Jin Shuilan turned to look at the balcony, and the dog bowl where Maomao was eating was also gone. She carried the breakfast, but felt heavy.

Lu Zhenqiu walked out of the room and didn't see Jin Shuilan, but heard the sound of washing in the bathroom. She walked over, raised her hands, and knocked on the door a few minutes later: "Mr. Jin."

Jin Shuilan's voice came from inside, a little dull: "Huh?"

Lu Zhenqiu said, "I went to the shed."

The water in the sink was rushing and flowing, flowing over Jin Shuilan's wrist, the cold water stimulated her nerves, Jin Shuilan recovered: "Okay, you can go."

After she caught a cold, she didn't go much, and Lu Zhenqiu always drove there.

Lu Zhenqiu breathed a sigh of relief and left the door of the bathroom. Jin Shuilan came out when she heard the door closing. The living room was empty and there was no sound. She was a little flustered when she was quiet. Inside, she threw herself directly on the bed, pulled the quilt over her head, and the surroundings were silent. She heard her heartbeat pounding faster and faster.

After a long while, the person on the bed sat up, Jin Shuilan walked out of the room barefoot, and came to the living room. Seeing the breakfast Lu Zhenqiu had bought before, she sat at the dining table, opened the burrito and soy milk, took a sip, the soy milk was not as sweet as before, It was also cold, so she still finished the burritos and soy milk. When she went back to the room, she passed by the coffee table and had a meal. The soy milk she just drank tasted even more bitter.

She saw that the car keys lent to Lu Zhenqiu were now left alone on the coffee table.

The author has something to say:

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