Difficult

Throughout the night of ups and downs, Lu Zhenqiu took the autograph and looked at Jin Shuilan in front of him. Suddenly, he suspected that he was dreaming, dreaming of a young idol, dreaming of being on the same stage with idols, dreaming of so many praises, but she I would never dream that Jin Shuilan would confess to herself.

In her heart, Jin Shuilan is the best person she has ever met. Whether it is writing or being a person, she is perfect and impeccable. If it weren't for renting, she would never have had an intersection with such a good person in her life.

Lu Zhenqiu was silent for a few seconds: "Mr. Jin..."

Jin Shuilan still looked at her, calm, and suddenly fireworks exploded not far away, with a thud, dazzling brilliance, the two were enveloped in fireworks, and a halo all over their bodies, Jin Shuilan said, "Get in the car first."

Lu Zhenqiu nodded and got into the car after her. She held the postcard in her hand. After getting in the car, she looked at Jin Shuilan several times, but she was so confused that she didn't know what to say.

Jin Shuilan also knew that her mood was not stable yet. After the two got home, she said, "Have a drink?"

Mao Mao squeezed over and leaned beside Lu Zhenqiu, she nodded: "Okay."

The two sat on the balcony, the glass windows blocked the cold wind, and everything gradually calmed down. When Lu Zhenqiu turned his head to look, Jin Shuilan stood in front of the refrigerator and took two cans of beer. Funny and hilarious.

Moving here, Mao Mao always seems to be so happy.

Afterwards, Jin Shuilan took something from the refrigerator and handed it to Mao Mao, but Mao Mao bit it and blocked her vision. She couldn't see it, but Mao Mao didn't follow.

"What are you giving Mao Mao?" When Jin Shuilan approached, Lu Zhenqiu asked, Jin Shuilan turned to look at Mao Mao and said, "Small snacks."

Afraid that she would be worried, he explained, "It won't affect its appetite."

Lu Zhenqiu hummed softly and wanted to take Jin Shuilan's beer. Jin Shuilan stuck on the button of the can with one hand, and when he pulled it gently, the beer gas came out. Lu Zhenqiu said, "Mr. Jin will also open wine with one hand. ?"

Jin Shuilan smiled at her: "Are you handsome?"

Is there such a childish question? Not at all Jin Shuilan.

Lu Zhenqiu nodded: "Handsome!"

Jin Shuilan handed her the beer, and then sat beside her, there was not a single star in the sky, it was dark and gloomy, Lu Zhenqiu sipped the beer and said, "My father is a gambler."

"I used to hate nights the most, because at night he would always come home and ask my mother for money."

Although they were divorced, the man didn't plan to let her mother go. During the day, her mother set up stalls everywhere, and she was also in school. The man couldn't find them. He only squatted at their door at night. Sometimes she went home. She would be startled, causing her to be very afraid to go home, to pass by the door of the house, and to be afraid of people who suddenly came out.

Jin Shuilan didn't speak, but just sat beside her. Lu Zhenqiu continued: "He is a gambler, and he owes debts. If he has no money, he will come to us. If he has no money, he will quarrel with my mother."

So she was especially afraid of sharp voices since she was a child.

Before she knew it, she drank half a cup of beer. Lu Zhenqiu's voice was a little lower, and she continued: "Afterwards, my mother and I changed places, and we were still worried about our daily life. We were relieved to hear that he was married."

Jin Shuilan also took a sip of wine and remained silent.

Lu Zhenqiu turned his head and said, "Mr. Jin, this is my past, we are people from different worlds..."

Jin Shuilan interrupted her: "What if I don't mind?"

Lu Zhenqiu was silent: "But don't your parents mind? If we were together, would you tell them, my parents?"

Jin Shuilan nodded: "I will."

"Then what would you say?" Lu Zhenqiu's voice was very soft, as if talking to himself: "You would say, my mother doesn't want me, or is my father a gambler?"

"Can they take it?"

Although she didn't get along with Jin Shuilan's parents for a long time, it can be seen that both of them are very cultivated people with good family conditions and backgrounds.

When I was with Tang Yingxia at the beginning, Tang Yingxia said that it had nothing to do with it. My family's situation might not be better than yours.

Although she didn't have a deep understanding, she also knew seventy-eighty-eight.

But Jin Shuilan is different.

Lu Zhenqiu finished drinking a can of beer, put it down, took out a postcard from his pocket, lightly a piece of paper, but as heavy as Mount Tai, it carried Jin Shuilan's feelings, whether it was a postcard or Jin Shuilan's feelings, she did not dare to hope s things.

She turned her head and handed it to Jin Shuilan.

Jin Shuilan didn't take it, just picked up the glass and sipped the beer, Lu Zhenqiu put the postcard on the table, got up and left.

There was a sound of the door closing behind her, Jin Shuilan turned around and saw Lu Zhenqiu entering the bathroom, she sighed, took the postcard from the table, raised her head and took another sip of beer.

Lu Zhenqiu washed up and came out. Jin Shuilan was still sitting on the balcony, her back was thin and slender, holding a beer in one hand against the edge of the chair, her fingers were slender and strong, with distinct joints.

There is no usual arrogant, fierce momentum.

Now Jin Shuilan is a little disappointed.

After having known each other for so long, she seemed to see Jin Shuilan for the first time.

Lu Zhenqiu's heart suddenly burst into fine pain, she bit her lip and looked away, turned her head into the room, the phone vibrated from time to time, several groups were at her, Lu Zhenqiu lay on the bed and didn't want to move. , Mao Mao leaned over and licked her face, Lu Zhenqiu hugged Mao Mao and lay on the bed together, the vibration suddenly changed to a ringtone, she didn't respond for a few seconds, and it took a while before answering the phone.

It's an unfamiliar number.

She frowned subconsciously, wondering if it was Tang Yingxia.

"Hello, is it Miss Lu? I'm the manager of Whale Entertainment..." The person on the other end of the phone introduced himself. Lu Zhenqiu leaned back against the bed. It turned out that someone from the entertainment company asked her if she wanted to debut.

Debut? Lu Zhenqiu didn't think about it at all, she declined: "Thank you, I don't have this plan."

"Why?" The people on the other end didn't understand: "Miss Lu is so good, looks good, and sings beautifully. As long as she cooperates with us, she will soon become popular!"

"Our company trains many artists. If Miss Lu doesn't believe it, you can come to the company to see."

The enthusiasm of the other party made Lu Zhenqiu a little overwhelmed. She said, "I really don't need it. Thank you for your appreciation. I have no plans to enter the entertainment industry. Thank you very much."

"Okay then." The other party said regretfully, "Then if Miss Lu changes her mind, she can contact me at any time."

Lu Zhenqiu hung up the phone.

She looked down at her phone, why she could be decisive in rejecting others, but couldn't do it in the face of Jin Shuilan? The phone was still vibrating, she glanced at the screen, and Hua Luo sent her several messages in a row.

【What about people? 】

[Ouch and Mr. Jin's couple hats? 】

[Qiuqiu, you are on fire! You and Mr. Jin were picked up! 】

What?

Lu Zhenqiu frowned and clicked on the link sent by Hualuo. It was a Weibo of a reading blogger. The first Weibo was: [Is this Teacher Jin? 】

It was the scene of the concert. When Zhang Xin named her, the camera showed them. She and Jin Shuilan shot very clearly, especially their hats, which were very conspicuous.

[It's really Teacher Jin! 】

[Mr. Jin and Qiuqiu? 】

[A pillow of autumn water hehe, hehe, hehehehe. 】

[I knew that the two of them were in a situation! A pillow locked in autumn water! 】

[I heard that Teacher Ji and the others also went, did the entire crew go? But they both wore couple hats and hit it! 】

Lu Zhenqiu exited Weibo and saw that Aite was also in several groups, as well as Ji Zibo's group.

Ji Zibo: [Many people came to ask if Teacher Jin and Qiuqiu were together hahahaha]

Wuwu: [I didn't even see Teacher Jin! sad! 】

Ji Zibo smiled and wanted to ask the two of Aite about the situation, but he was afraid of disturbing their world. He wondered how Jin Shuilan was doing now and whether he had won Lu Zhenqiu.

She was hesitating whether to send a message to Jin Shuilan when she saw the link sent by Jin Shuilan.

Ji Zibo: [You saw it too? Now the circle is talking about you two! A lot of people come to me and I don't know how to respond. 】

Jin Shuilan: [It is said that the crew is established, and we will go to the concert together. 】

Ji Zibo: [? ? ? ? ? 】

Ji Zibo: [Did you make a mistake? At this time, won't you take advantage of the situation to express yourself? 】

Jin Shuilan looked at the phone, rubbed his fingers on the edge, and didn't send it for a long time.

Ji Zibo: [Confession, failed? 】

Ji Zibo smiled dryly: [Yes, Qiuqiu just broke up, so she has to give her some time. 】

She walked down the steps to Jin Shuilan, Jin Shuilan replied with a full stop and put the phone aside, she picked up the postcard, and there were four or five empty beer cans on the right.

Zhang Xin's character is flying like a phoenix, and she said to her as she wrote, "I received a call from Director Zhang, and it is rare that someone still recommends me to sing the theme song."

She laughed: "It's because you have strength in yourself."

"I haven't been in the circle for a few years. Now it's the world of young people. Or thank you for your recommendation. The one who just came on stage is your friend?" Zhang Xin asked with a smile.

She thought about it and said, "It's someone I like."

Zhang Xin turned her head to look at her, raised her eyebrows, nodded her head, and finally handed her the postcard with a serious attitude. She said, "Come on."

Jin Shuilan squeezed the postcard and sighed softly.

She turned her head to look at Lu Zhenqiu's door, but within two minutes, she was already standing at the door. Jin Shuilan raised her hand to knock on the door, but her fingers curled up several times and did not knock, and finally shouted, "Qiuqiu."

Lu Zhenqiu was lying on the bed, she was startled when she heard the sound at the door, turned her head to look, and Mao Mao also raised her head, she patted Mao Mao's head to keep it from moving, got up and got out of bed by herself, hesitating for two seconds and walked to the door.

A bedside lamp was turned on in the room, pulling her figure very long, casting her shadow on the lower edge of the door. Jin Shuilan lowered her head, saw the shadow in the crack of the door, and heard the turning of the doorknob in her ear.

Jin Shuilan grabbed the door handle first and said, "Don't open the door."

She didn't really want Lu Zhenqiu to see her like this.

So drunk, so decadent, so unconfident, nothing like her.

Lu Zhenqiu held the doorknob, her fingertips tightened, her fingers hurt at the edges, pain penetrated into her body, and there was a feeling of slight pain in her heart.

Jin Shuilan stood at the door for a long time, the alcohol numbed her nerves, she was dizzy for two seconds, and what she wanted to say could not form a sentence, and finally pressed her forehead against the door and said, "Qiuqiu, good night."

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