Difficult

Lu Zhenqiu stood at the door of the bathroom, and the person on the other end of the phone shouted a few times: "Lan Lan? Lan Lan? You pretended not to be there, right? You promised your dad to go to the party to present the awards, but he didn't care at all, hello? Lan? Lan?"

He Jinmei looked at the phone, but no one responded, which was not in line with Jin Shuilan's style. She guessed that the signal was not good. After saying something strange, she hung up the phone. Lu Zhenqiu held the phone and felt rude, but at that moment, she really She didn't know what to say, there was a breath stuck in her chest, which stuck in her throat, making it hard for her to breathe, and she couldn't make a sound.

Come to the stage, Mo Bai, and present the award.

Lu Zhenqiu took a deep breath and looked down at her phone. She knew Jin Shuilan's password, but she had never opened it. Even if no one was there, she had never touched Jin Shuilan's phone. For the first time, she wanted to open it. .

The sound of water in the bathroom was rustling, and Lu Zhenqiu's thoughts were very confused. She heard the sound of slamming the door next to the door. She turned her head to the door of the room, opened it, and Mao Mao rushed out. Seeing her very happy, she stood beside her with her tail wagging. Lu Zhenqiu rubbed its head, and was pushed by Mao Mao and sat on the sofa. Mao Mao was still in a begging posture. After Lu Zhenqiu rubbed it, he bit his lip and opened Jin Shuilan's phone.

She didn't look at the phone records or messages. She just opened the Sanshui live broadcast platform after hesitating for a while. Although she was mentally prepared, she still fell on the sofa after seeing the familiar name.

Why, is it really her?

Lu Zhenqiu gritted her teeth and felt dazed for a while. There were a lot of fragmented conversations flashing in her mind, and she couldn't make up a sentence. Pillow Qiu was dizzy for a few seconds, and the whole person was sluggish.

She leaned on the edge of the sofa, put down her phone blankly, looked blankly at the direction of the bathroom, slowly curled up, and Mao Mao squeezed in, and was pulled into her arms by Lu Zhenqiu.

Soon, the sound of the bathroom stopped.

There was no sound of water, and the whole room was terribly quiet. Lu Zhenqiu rubbed Mao Mao's head and lost his eyes for a moment when he heard Jin Shuilan ask, "Has dinner been delivered yet?"

The tone is gentle, bringing the scent of the body wash when approached.

Lu Zhenqiu turned his head and saw that Jin Shuilan was wearing gray silk pajamas, which were very textured. The surface of the pajamas was reflected by the crystal lamp, which was a bit dazzling. Lu Zhenqiu squinted his eyes and said, "No."

Her voice was slightly hoarse, and she had no strength. Hearing this, Jin Shuilan looked down at her, sat down and said, "Release Mao Mao?"

"You are so tired today, don't make trouble with it."

Lu Zhenqiu nodded, "Yes."

She agreed with her mouth, but still didn't let go of Mao Mao, she hugged Mao Mao and lay on the edge of the sofa, her fingers unconsciously poked Mao Mao's nose, and Mao Mao's breath sprayed on her fingertips, which was very warm.

Seeing her like this, Jin Shuilan didn't know if the wine was coming up. She was about to ask when there was a sound at the door, and then the food delivery staff knocked on the door. Jin Shuilan pushed the cart in and saw that Lu Zhenqiu was still in the same position. , she asked, "Do you still eat salad?"

Lu Zhenqiu shook his head: "I don't want to eat it."

She said, "You have dinner."

Jin Shuilan sat beside her and handed Lu Zhenqiu a cup of hot milk before eating. Lu Zhenqiu took it, her palm was warm, she took a sip, it was the sweetness she liked.

Lu Zhenqiu turned to look at Jin Shuilan, she lowered her head to eat, the light fell on her long eyelashes, she had just taken a shower, and there was still moisture, her eyelashes were wet, the profile of her face was very beautiful, and her contour was a work of art. I heard from others that being a writer is the occupation that is most likely to get sick. Because of being sedentary for a long time, it is easy to have various problems, but Jin Shuilan seems to be an exception. She is healthy and self-disciplined. Say where it hurts.

Her thoughts were so chaotic and messy that Lu Zhenqiu didn't know what she was thinking now. She just quietly watched Jin Shuilan eating dinner, and occasionally Jin Shuilan asked, "This dessert is good, do you want to try it?"

As she spoke, the spoon was brought to her mouth. She opened her mouth and bit it. It was very sweet, but she couldn't taste it.

Jin Shuilan asked her with a smile, "Is it delicious?"

Lu Zhenqiu said, "It's good."

Jin Shuilan nodded: "My mother can do it too. You like to let her cook it for you next time."

Lu Zhenqiu didn't answer.

Mao Mao leaned on her for a while, got up and walked around in the room. She didn't go downstairs for a day. She was venting her excess energy in the room. Lu Zhenqiu also got up and walked to the balcony. Looking downstairs, she suddenly felt stupid. of.

Mo Bai said before that the hotel was covered with three waters, so how could Jin Shuilan still live in it?

And in Sanshui, the special cases she got, even Xiaoyu couldn't help but stunned when she heard that she was the host of the party: "Awesome, it's the first one who can host the party within half a year of coming in."

Not to mention those minor exceptions, Sanshui's recommendation, the high popularity of the live broadcast room, and Mo Bai's attitude, I didn't know why before, but now I suddenly understand.

Jin Shuilan walked over to her after dinner. The balcony was huge with a hanging chair. Lu Zhenqiu was standing beside the window with a thin figure. Jin Shuilan walked over, hugged her from behind, and asked, "What are you looking at?"

"Look at the lights outside." Lu Zhenqiu didn't look back. The smell of alcohol on his body was faint, blending with the milk smell just now. It was very sweet. Jin Shuilan couldn't help but lowered his head and kissed her cheek, and asked, "What's so good about the lights?"

Lu Zhenqiu said, "The lights are very bright."

In a thoughtless sentence, Jin Shuilan coaxed her when she was drunk: "Okay, it's cold here, let's go back and see."

The window was half-open, and the cold wind was blowing in. Maomao raised her head and barked, as if she was still aggrieved by not going out today. Lu Zhenqiu turned her head and stood at the window to look at Jin Shuilan, and she said, "I want to sit here. "

She looked at the hanging chair, Jin Shuilan leaned on her, but still closed the window, the light outside the window reflected a lot of shadows by the window, Jin Shuilan sat beside Lu Zhenqiu, the hanging chair supported the weight of two people, the middle was concave, the two The individuals were next to each other, and Jin Shuilan shouted, "Qiuqiu."

The voice was very bewitching. Lu Zhenqiu turned her head and looked at Jin Shuilan. Her eyes were bright and clear. She washed up briefly after dinner, and there was a faint mint smell in her mouth, which was Lu Zhenqiu's favorite smell recently. She raised her head slightly. , watching Jin Shuilan slowly approaching, against her forehead, her breathing intertwined, Lu Zhenqiu is already familiar with Jin Shuilan's approach, her eyebrows, mountain roots, clear eyelashes, fair skin, contour curvature, all are Knowing it in his heart, Lu Zhenqiu was kissed by Jin Shuilan just as he was about to speak.

The lights in the living room were dimly lit, the balcony was not turned on, and the light was intertwined. Jin Shuilan's movements were light and soft, as if she was afraid of pain, and he sucked less forcefully. Lu Zhenqiu thought of those things just now, and her chaotic thoughts were messed up again. Pulling on the collar of Jin Shuilan's pajamas, she suddenly grinded her teeth and bit Jin Shuilan's lips. The soft touch was more obvious than usual. Jin Shuilan was bitten and subconsciously twisted her brows, trying to loosen it, but Lu Zhenqiu still clenched her pajamas tightly. He took a bite harder than before.

Pain irritates nerves.

It's impossible to say who ignited who. Lu Zhenqiu's rare madness provoked Jin Shuilan's repressed heat. She hugged Lu Zhenqiu's waist against the guest and held her directly on her lap. The hanging chair swayed because of her actions. The two moved closer together because of their shaking postures, almost sticking together.

Jin Shuilan didn't think there was anything wrong with being bitten at all. Instead, there was an inexplicable emotion in her body. The blood flow was faster and more surging than before, and invisible flames rose in her heart. When Lu Zhenqiu let go of her.

Not too loose.

Just lying on her chest, panting.

Jin Shuilan listened to her breathing and her brain was buzzing. An instinctive desire drove her hand to slip from her waist. When she went down, Lu Zhenqiu shouted, "Jin Shuilan."

Such as the cool wind blowing towards her face, Jin Shuilan was a little awake, no movement, her hand still stretched in the air, she curled up her fingers and patted Lu Zhenqiu's back.

Lu Zhenqiu said, "My mother got married for the second time several years ago."

Her voice was light and soft, with the charm of memories, Jin Shuilan hummed and heard Lu Zhenqiu continue: "It was the first time she brought that person back and told me that this is just her colleague, she said that person is in the company Treat her very well and take good care of her, so she wants to invite that person to dinner."

"She was afraid that I would think too much, and said that she would not be good to others, that she was just an ordinary colleague with that person."

After Jin Shuilan listened to her, the surroundings were quiet, and Mao Mao was very interested in lying at their feet without saying a word.

Lu Zhenqiu said, "The second time we met, that person came out of my mother's room. My mother said that they just had something to discuss and nothing happened."

Jin Shuilan said, "Qiuqiu..."

Lu Zhenqiu was deep in his memories: "The third time we met, he hugged my mother shirtless, right in front of me, Qiuqiu, who my mother said was okay, even if I was with your uncle, we would still be the same hurts you."

"Actually, I don't mind who she is with." Lu Zhenqiu looked at Jin Shuilan, because her eyes were flushed from the memory, she looked uncomfortable and wanted to cry, and her voice was slightly choked: "She has been working hard and tired all the time. , I know, and I also want her to find someone who treats her well, so that she can live happily and peacefully for the rest of her life."

When the conversation changed, she said, "But I don't like her lying to me."

"The first time she brought that person back, she had decided to live with that person in the future. She had decided not to want me, but why did she give me hope again and again and lie to me again and again?"

Jin Shuilan didn't speak.

Lu Zhenqiu said, "I really hate others to lie to me." After she finished speaking, she looked at Jin Shuilan, focused, and asked calmly, "Jin Shuilan, do you have anything to lie to me?"

Jin Shuilan was startled, raised her eyes and looked at Lu Zhenqiu, she was silent for two seconds, and shouted, "Qiuqiu."

Lu Zhenqiu got up from the hanging chair, looked at Jin Shuilan, and said angrily, "You have, your silence now is lying to me."

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