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Lu Zhenqiu had a high fever in the middle of the night. It was He Jinmei who went to her room when she wanted to rest and knocked on the door to see if she was feeling better. The knocks were ignored several times. The girl's room was elegantly furnished with items neatly arranged. There was only one water cup on the live broadcast table. He Jinmei hurriedly walked over to Lu Zhenqiu's bed and lowered her head to ask, "Qiuqiu?"

"Qiuqiu, how are you?"

Lu Zhenqiu didn't answer, just kept covering his head with the quilt, curled up in the quilt, He Jinmei was afraid that she would be uncomfortable, so he lifted the quilt, only to see Lu Zhenqiu who was trembling, and couldn't tell whether it was cold sweat or what. She was wet, her eyes were tightly closed, and she didn't respond no matter what she called. He Jinmei was in a hurry and called her name quickly. Lu Zhenqiu fell into a deep sleep and didn't wake up.

He Jinmei finally called the security, helped herself to take Lu Zhenqiu to the car, and drove to the hospital in a hurry. The doctor quickly finished her examination and gave her an IV. He Jinmei sat in the corridor outside the door and heard the doctor say it was fine. , take a breath.

When Jin Wei arrived at the hospital, He Jinmei had just sat down, and he walked over: "How is it? What's the situation?"

"It's okay, I have a fever." He Jinmei said, "the fever has just subsided."

Jin Wei nodded, sat down with He Jinmei, and turned his head again: "Have you told Lanlan?"

He Jinmei said: "Not yet. Lan Lan has been very busy recently. She said tonight that she would change the script overnight."

They didn't understand Jin Shuilan's work, so they rarely interfered, and they knew she was busy. Jin Wei thought about it for a while: "I still have to tell her."

"Tomorrow." He Jinmei said, "Tonight, she will definitely come over when she hears about this. I heard that she hasn't rested for several days, so she asked her to take a taxi tomorrow."

Jin Shuilan didn't have a good rest so late, and asked her to drive over. He Jinmei was not at ease. Jin Wei didn't say much, but nodded. The fever is gone now, so it shouldn't be a big deal."

Jin Wei was not at ease, so he simply guarded the old couple together.

Lu Zhenqiu fell asleep all night. She had countless dreams that night. She also dreamed that when she was a child, she and her mother were cooking together. Her mother said that Qiuqiu would eat more and earn money to support her mother in the future. She said yes with a smile, and then her mother took a man's hand and said decisively, Qiuqiu, let's go, my mother won't want you in the future.

She was helpless and wandering around the street, still not knowing where she was going, and then someone came over, holding a cup in his hand, and said, Qiuqiu, come with me, I will treat you well, She believed it to be true, and when she planned to leave with her, someone shouted, Qiuqiu.

She turned her head and saw the man in the mist getting closer and closer, standing in front of her.

In her dream, she spoke for the first time and shouted, "Jin Shuilan."

"Jin Shuilan..." A broken voice overflowed, and He Jinmei, who was lying on the bed, raised her head, Jin Wei went to buy breakfast, she just heard someone call Lanlan's name in a trance, and then listened carefully, it was Lu Zhenqiu.

He Jinmei shouted, "Qiuqiu?"

Lu Zhenqiu slowly opened her eyes and saw the whiteness all over the world. Her eyes were dry and painful. She didn't know if they were swollen or not. She could see things blurry. Lu Zhenqiu wanted to rub her eyes subconsciously, but He Jinmei took her hand. :"do not move."

She said, "I just medicated your eyes, you can't rub them."

Lu Zhenqiu blinked, feeling a little cool, she said, "Thank you auntie."

With a hoarse voice, He Jinmei said, "It's alright, it'll be fine in a while, bear with it."

Lu Zhenqiu nodded and closed his eyes again. This time, he could clearly feel the breath of the ward. Before she could ask, He Jinmei said, "Last night your high fever persisted. I don't know what to do, so I'll send you to the hospital. Here, there is nothing to burn now, just observe it for another day, no problem, we will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow."

"I still need to take medicine, and breakfast should be lighter, and I will eat some white porridge later..."

Lu Zhenqiu listened to her, nodded from time to time, and her mood was much calmer. After a while, she asked, "Auntie, have I brought my cell phone?"

"No, I forgot." He Jinmei said, "Who do you want to call? Use your aunt's cell phone?"

Lu Zhenqiu reported a series of numbers and said, "It's from Ji Zibo."

"I'll call you." He Jinmei dialed her number, and handed the phone to Lu Zhenqiu after the call. Lu Zhenqiu apologized first, because he definitely couldn't join the group on time because of the cold, and Ji Zibo said, "It's okay, it's okay. ,take a good rest."

Lu Zhenqiu was very sorry. After saying a few words, she returned the phone to He Jinmei. He Jinmei took the phone and went out. Lu Zhenqiu's eyes were better, but the things in front of her were still a little blurry. She got out of bed after He Jinmei left the ward. In the bathroom, when she walked to the foot of the bed, she felt a heart-wrenching pain in her toes. She bit her lip and held it back.

Slowly touching the bathroom, she closed her eyes and washed her face, and washed with a disposable toothbrush. When she went out, there were more people in the room.

"Mr. Ji?" Lu Zhenqiu wondered, "Why are you here?"

Ji Zibo smiled: "I live near here, have you forgotten?"

Lu Zhenqiu didn't even know which hospital she was in, and she certainly didn't know that Ji Zibo lived nearby. She nodded, a little embarrassed: "I'm sorry, I..."

"Cold and cold, who can control it? I'm sorry, you better rest." Ji Zibo said and walked to her side, wondering: "What's wrong with the eyes? The swelling is so high."

Lu Zhenqiu wanted to touch and thought of He Jinmei's words, she laughed, "It's okay."

Ji Zibo didn't chase after her and asked, but helped her back to the bed, watched her lie down and said, "Is the dinner party frozen?"

After all, she was fine before the dinner, but now she is sick in the hospital.

Lu Zhenqiu shook his head and said softly, "It's my physique that's not good."

"It's good to support more." Ji Zibo's voice just fell when he heard He Jinmei and Jin Wei's voices, they bought it and came back early, Lu Zhenqiu was just a bowl of white rice porridge and a little pickles, Ji Zibo smiled: "How can I get along with you? It's like abusing you."

He Jinmei burst out laughing: "What nonsense."

Lu Zhenqiu was also amused, the atmosphere in the ward was warm, Ji Zibo didn't eat breakfast, bit the cake and said, "This cake is still delicious."

"How many years have you been doing it?" He Jinmei said, "This shop existed when we were young, at least 30 years ago, and you haven't been born yet."

Ji Zibo was speechless: "No wonder the taste is so authentic."

Lu Zhenqiu lowered her head and sipped the white porridge, listening to their chatting. Although her eyes were blurry, she heard it clearly. Her parents were short-lived. She lowered her head and her eyes were slightly red.

Ji Zibo clapped his hands after breakfast and said to He Jinmei, "Auntie and uncle, go back, I'm here to accompany Qiuqiu."

He Jinmei and Jin Wei are getting old, and they are a little tired to take care of them all night. When they heard Ji Zibo say this, they nodded: "Then we will come over in the afternoon, you can watch."

Ji Zibo nodded: "It's okay, Shui Lan was hospitalized before, it was me, don't worry."

He Jinmei was relieved, said a few words to Lu Zhenqiu, and left with Jin Wei.

Lu Zhenqiu heard Ji Zibo sitting beside her and asked, "Jin Shuilan, are you also hospitalized?"

"Yeah, she is seriously ill. She has lived for several days. Qiuqiu, I told you, you have to take care of her. Once she works, she will never end, and no one will listen to her."

Lu Zhenqiu asked worriedly, "What's wrong?"

Ji Zibo said, "It's a cold."

Lu Zhenqiu: ...

If it wasn't for her not being able to see clearly, she would definitely see a mocking look on Ji Zibo's face, Ji Zibo smiled: "Just kidding, she is in good health, she used to have a cold, and like you, she has a high fever and said that she If I can survive, at that time, when the radio drama was in the late stage, I couldn’t do it alone, and she wanted to help me, so she came to the hospital.”

"So, this illness has to be cured." Ji Zibo said, "Whether it is physical or psychological, it will be fine if it is cured."

Lu Zhenqiu heard what she meant, bit her lip for a few minutes, her lips turned white, she turned her head and asked, "Do you know that too?"

Ji Zibo asked, "What do you know?"

Lu Zhenqiu said, "She gave me **** tea."

"Uh..." Ji Zibo was thinking about how to explain, but he betrayed her without saying a word. Lu Zhenqiu said, "I don't know."

She lowered her head and said softly, "I really don't know."

Ji Zibo was curious: "Then why do you think Tang Yingxia sent it?"

Lu Zhenqiu was silent for two seconds after hearing the name, and said, "She said it."

"I went back to get the door card and bumped into her. She was holding a cup in her hand." Lu Zhenqiu took a deep breath, her eyes were burning, and her eyes were blurred again. , The stabbing pain, Lu Zhenqiu said: "I asked her if you let it go, she said yes, and I asked her why she didn't tell me. She said that she was afraid that I would not accept it, so she dared not tell me."

Lu Zhenqiu's voice was choked and he coughed a few times. Ji Zibo rolled his eyes when he heard it, and cursed in his heart, scumbag.

She and Jin Shuilan thought about a hundred possibilities, but they all regarded it as a misunderstanding. It was an accident, but Tang Yingxia did it deliberately.

Recalling that during that time, Tang Yingxia's radio drama and Jin Shuilan collided and were suppressed in various ways. Was she...

Ji Zibo shook her head, and without saying a word, she said to Lu Zhenqiu, "Don't think about it, I'll go buy some fruit, come back and let's chat about the script."

Lu Zhenqiu responded and shouted, "Mr. Ji, can you lend me your cell phone?"

Then she bit her lip.

How to say, if she called Jin Shuilan, would it make her more worried, but she didn't reply to Jin Shuilan last night, and she didn't receive the call, Lu Zhenqiu was a little conflicted.

Ji Zibo said: "Okay." She handed over the phone: "Call her? You should persuade her, I was right just now, you know she only slept five or six hours this week, five or six hours. God, I only slept for five hours, and I changed the script all night last night!"

No wonder she called her in the middle of the night.

Lu Zhenqiu hesitated even more.

In the end, she returned the phone to Ji Zibo. Ji Zibo thought she had finished sending the message and didn't care, and turned to go out to buy fruit. Lu Zhenqiu was sitting by the bed alone, her eyes were not so sore anymore. He Jinmei took the potion. I told her how to use it. Just chatting with Ji Zibo for so long, her eyes were swollen and she could see things clearly. After Ji Zibo left, Lu Zhenqiu got up and went to the toilet. She was bored without a mobile phone. Just look at the window, her bed is by the window, so when she turns her head, she can see the dead trees outside the window, covered with frost and snowflakes, piled up together.

Lu Zhenqiu lived on the second floor, in a separate ward. The ward was quiet, only the sound from outside the window came in. There were crying children, pedestrians walking quickly, and old people who were supporting, trembling, she kept watching, Until Yu Guang saw a car passing by, it was black, and the model she was familiar with. She knew it couldn't be Jin Shuilan, but she was still a little flustered because of the familiar car model. Lu Zhenqiu immediately sat up, lifted the quilt and got out of bed. , and watched the car drive into the garage.

The license plate number was also familiar to her.

Jin Shuilan stopped the car and opened the door immediately. She didn't drive the car along the way. There was a colleague who came back with her. She drove over after sending the colleague home. She didn't contact Lu Zhenqiu last night, and she was worried that she said I had a cold, I couldn't hold back and was going to come back at three or four o'clock. My colleague said that he was going home to get something, so he stopped by the way. Jin Shuilan didn't see anyone after he got home, and just wanted to call He Jinmei, received news from Ji Zibo and told her Is hospitalised.

She was stunned for a while, and it took a long time to regain her senses in the car, and she rushed over immediately.

As soon as he got out of the car, a cold wind blew snowflakes off the tree. Jin Shuilan didn't care, he walked forward and saw a person standing under the tree from a distance.

Lu Zhenqiu was wearing a hospital gown, which was large and the wind was blowing against her body. Her eyes were red as she looked at the person who came out of the garage. It was not her fantasy, it was true, it was Jin Shuilan, the blood in Lu Zhenqiu's body. The surging, the cold wind does not feel cold, Jin Shuilan stared at her for two seconds, looked at her red and swollen eyes, at the tip of her nose slightly reddish by the wind, at her thin lips, pale and bloodless, thin and sickly. The clothes were close to the body, thin and slender, and further down, he saw Lu Zhenqiu's feet without shoes, standing in the snow, the same color as the snow.

Jin Shuilan walked over quickly, frowned and asked, "Why don't you wear shoes?"

Lu Zhenqiu lowered her head and saw that she was standing barefoot on the snow. She curled up her toes and said, "Forget it."

Jin Shuilan gave her a deep look and didn't ask any further questions. She just took off her shoes, bent down and squatted in front of Lu Zhenqiu, holding her calf with one hand. Beside the two, Lu Zhenqiu asked in a hoarse voice, "Why are you here?"

Jin Shuilan didn't look up, she was still helping her put on her shoes, and said softly, "I miss you."

Lu Zhenqiu put on his shoes for a while, lowered his head, collided with Jin Shuilan's raised eyes, and looked at each other, Jin Shuilan said, "Qiuqiu, I miss you."

Lu Zhenqiu's nose was sour.

She also misses Jin Shuilan.

Really Want.

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