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"You're looking for me?"

The low voice sounded without any warmth.

His temperament is still elegant and noble, but compared with before, it is less cordial and more indifferent and cold.

Xiang Nan was stunned for half a second.

Looking at the tall phantom in front of me, the thin mist instantly blurred my entire eyeballs.

"I want a reason."

Xiang Nan's lips closed and closed, broken pieces spilling out from between them.

Tears flowed down.

The two small hands hanging on the side were clenched in pain, "Jing Mengxian, give me a reason!! I want a reason..."

Xiang Nan's emotions were completely out of control, and his hysterical appearance made people's hearts ache.

Jing Mengxian still just stared at her indifferently. Finally, he lit a cigarette and took a few puffs. The white smoke enveloped his cold handsome face, casting a layer of concealment on his charming features, "

I got married for many reasons, which one do you want to listen to?"

Xiang Nan has interpreted thousands of explanations for him in his mind. For example, he did it for his children, for example, he did it for his father, and for example, he did it because of helplessness...

But I never thought that he would actually say such words to her with such an attitude!!

Xiang Nan was startled, and felt a little breathless in his chest...

There was a hint of obvious injury in his red eyes, and his throat was so hoarse that he could hardly make a sound.

long time……

She shook her head.

Forget it, actually at this point, really, the reason doesn’t matter anymore!!

"Thank you for saving our son."

Xiang Nan held back the tears in his eyes and didn't let them flow out.

After saying that, he walked around him and prepared to leave, but he still stopped in his tracks and didn't look back. He couldn't help but ask him...

"Are you really... married?"

When he asked this question, Xiang Nan clearly felt that his voice was shaking like a fallen leaf in the wind...

Even the heart is shaky, as if it will fall out of the atrium at any time.

"Um."

The dull answer, without even a hint of concealment, without any hesitation, the answer was so sure!!

"Bang--" sounded like a bomb that exploded in Xiangnan's mind, leaving her with a blank mind for a moment.

Her slender body shook a bit, but fortunately she held on to the table next to her.

She raised her lips and wanted to proudly wish him a happy wedding, but found that when the words reached her lips, nothing came out.

Only tears of dissatisfaction flowed out silently...

Xiang Nan quickly stretched out his hand, hastily wiped away his tears, then stepped forward to open the office door and walked out.

However, as soon as he left the office and breathed in the fresh air, Xiang Nan could no longer restrain his emotions and burst into tears.

In my mind, everything was filled with his cold and charming face just now...

Her heart was like being poked with an awl, one after another, each time it penetrated into the deepest part of her heart, causing bone-piercing pain and blood-eating pain!!

When Xiang Nan left the office, it was as if the air had been sucked out of the entire office, making Jing Mengxian feel depressed and had difficulty breathing for a while.

His eyebrows were deeply furrowed, and his dark eyes flashed with turbidity. His fingers holding the cigarette butt tightened, and after taking a few more puffs from the cigarette in his hand, he put the cigarette butt out in the ashtray.

Dai Yifeng frowned, "Why do you do this to her?"

Jing Mengxian raised his eyelids indifferently, his expression had returned to its original coldness, but he didn't say anything more, "I'll leave Yangyang to you, thank you."

After saying that, he turned around and left Dai Yifeng's office.

When Jing Mengxian's figure appeared in the brain surgery office, everyone was excited.

"Dick!!"

Yun Mo took the lead and ran over and hugged Jing Mengxian, "I thought you would never come back!!"

"Teacher Jing..."

When Yang Zishan saw Jing Mengxian coming back, she burst into tears of joy, "You're finally back, woo hoo hoo... I thought you didn't want me! You don't know, the boss has already transferred me to Dr. Cai's door."

"Isn't it good to become my disciple? Look at you, are you crying?" Cai Lin also gathered around and punched Jing Mengxian on the shoulder, "Boy, it would be great if you can come back! You don't know, you are like this

Being absent for a few days has broken the hearts of many female nurses."

"No, during the days when you were away, Sister Xiang Nan ran here every day..."

After Yang Zishan said this, he glanced at Jing Mengxian tentatively, and saw that his face was not very good, so he quickly kept silent.

Yun Mo also saw that the second child looked wrong, and hurriedly put his arm around his woman's shoulders, and said with a smile, "Second brother, don't worry, the little girl talks freely."

Jing Mengxian raised his eyebrows and smiled, "When did the relationship between you two get so good?"

He seemed to have turned a deaf ear to what Yang Zishan had just said.

Yun Mo scratched his head, "Okay, stop making fun of us! Tell me, when will you return to the team?"

"That's right!"

Everyone looked at him expectantly.

Jing Mengxian glanced at everyone, and then shook his head, "I won't come back."

"What?"

"Boy, are you serious?" Yun Mo's face instantly darkened.

"Um!"

Jing Mengxian's hand was in his pocket, and his index finger caressed the metal lighter inside intentionally or unintentionally, and looked at everyone, "I'm here to say goodbye to everyone today, and I'll see you again in the future... if we have the chance!"

After he finished speaking, without waiting for anyone to answer, he turned around and left the office.

"Dick!!"

Someone called him from behind.

It was very loud, but when he heard it, he felt a little misty...

"Doctor Jing!!"

"Doctor Jing..."

"Doctor Jing......"

Jing Mengxian didn't know if this title would have a chance to be associated with him in the future. Perhaps, in this life, he would be insulated from these three words!!

Seeing his leaving figure, everyone in the office felt sad. Yang Zishan even leaned in Yun Mo's arms and couldn't help sobbing.

They know that after leaving, maybe... it will be difficult for them to really meet again!!

They all say, see you next time, see you next time, but... when is the next time? Will we see you next time, that is, never again?!

Yun Mo suddenly turned red when he thought of this.

He actually failed to live up to expectations and shed manly tears!

Second brother, our brain surgery department will always wait for you to come back!!

Even though you are gone, Dr. Jing will always be there!!

——————————————For the latest chapter, see “Red Sleeves Add Fragrance”——————————————

Undoubtedly, Yang Yang's transplant operation was simply the biggest and most terrifying battle in life for Xiang Nan.

The surgery is scheduled to take place in a week, and this week Yangyang must start eating a detoxification meal, and all food must be sterilized by high temperature before being put into the abdomen.

Xiang Nan took Yangyang to different departments for consultation every day. Only after it was confirmed that Yangyang had no other symptoms except blood, could he arrange surgery.

Queuing up for registration and consultation every day keeps Xiangnan extremely busy, but she likes this feeling of being unable to take time off.

How wonderful it is, when she is busy, she can forget all the injuries and pains, as well as that man!

Even though, many times, she would see that familiar figure as soon as she looked up...

He would always wait with them in an inconspicuous corner, smoking non-stop, one after another, but never approaching them.

Xiang Nan also pretended to be invisible, but it was so difficult to really turn a blind eye and not be aware of it...

Yangyang was finally sent into the sterile transplant cabin.

All family members are not allowed to accompany the patient, and even daily meals must be handed over to the nurse, who will disinfect them before sending them to the transplant cabin.

Xiang Nan really hoped that she could go in and accompany her son to win this battle, but she knew that he could only go through this level alone!

Yangyang stayed in the transplant cabin for three days. After three days, the transplant operation was officially carried out.

Before the bone marrow transplant, Yangyang had to undergo a very large dose of chemotherapy.

When Xiang Nan heard the word 'chemotherapy', his whole body almost collapsed.

She knew that this was the only way for Yangyang to defeat the devil, but even so, she still felt terribly distressed, but she couldn't say anything, so she could only hide in a corner and cry alone.

Yes, she felt sorry for her baby. She couldn't help but watch him face such pain again and again. He was really still so young...

She would never forget the cruel torture her baby suffered after undergoing chemotherapy. She would really rather pour all the pain into her body. She just wanted her baby to be healthy and safe.

"Stop crying."

Footsteps sounded behind her, and finally landed beside her.

Jing Mengxian stretched out his hand and handed her a tissue, "This is a treatment process that every transplant patient must go through."

Xiang Nan looked up at him.

He was still himself, so cold and charming, but in his deep eyes, the old Jing Mengxian could no longer be seen.

He lost his former tenderness...

He has changed!!

Xiang Nan reached out and took it, holding back tears, and sobbed, "Thank you."

"It should."

He is very polite.

However, the more this happened, the more Xiang Nan felt heartbroken.

"Thank you for your willingness to save my son."

Jing Mengxian's dark eyes flickered slightly.

After a while, he corrected her in a mute voice, "Our son."

One sentence made Xiang Nan's eyes suddenly turn red.

She suddenly seemed to remember something, stood up, looked at Jing Mengxian in panic, and subconsciously grabbed his arm with her fingers, "Meng Xian, you...are you going to steal the child from me?"

When Xiang Nan thought of this possibility, she trembled violently, and her eyes were filled with tears of panic, "No, right? I beg you, please, don't take Yangyang away from me! Please help me.

Please advise your mother not to take away my child... Wuwuwu..."

If they took Yang Yang away from her, then she would really have no love in her life.

She thought, she would definitely not be able to survive! Without Yangyang, living would definitely not be better than death!

"Won't!!"

Jing Mengxian answered resolutely. He put his hand on Xiang Nan's still trembling hand, as if to give her some peace of mind, "I promise you, we will not compete with you for Yangyang!! I won't

, my mother won’t either! From now on, none of us will get involved in your life again, believe me!!”

After hearing his affirmative words, Xiang Nan should have been happy, right?

But……

The phrase 'none of us will ever interfere in your life again' was like a sharp knife, cutting her heart open with one stroke...

The pain made her wince, and in the end, she could only nod blankly and let her tears flow freely.

Ten days…

Ten days of chemotherapy almost killed Yang Yang.

The little guy kept vomiting every day, vomiting and eating, and eating and vomiting again. It felt as if all his internal organs were being vomited.

Xiang Nan wiped away tears as he watched.

She still didn't understand how God was willing to torture such a cute little thing...

She told herself again and again in her heart that it didn't matter, she would be fine after this time, and she would be fine forever.

Although, she knows better than anyone else that for bone marrow transplantation, this is just the first step in a long journey of thousands of miles...

After the chemotherapy, the doctors injected Qu Yuxi’s isolated stem cells into Yangyang’s body, and then waited for them to ‘take root and sprout’.

The whole process of the transplant surgery seemed to have ended here, but who knew that the next ten days would actually be the most critical.

Little Yangyang still lives in the sterile transplant cabin. The doctor is always observing Yangyang's blood condition. But fortunately, the little guy has not experienced any rejection, and the new stem cells are slowly growing in his body.

The little body took root and sprouted, and began to produce new blood. The blood level gradually increased and became more stable, until a month later, Yang Yang successfully left the warehouse.

In this month, Xiang Nan worshiped almost all the gods he could worship.

She knelt in front of the sacred Buddha at home, clasped her hands, shed tears freely, and kept kneeling before the Buddha statue.

In fact, she has never had any religious beliefs, but Yangyang's condition has improved and she is willing to believe in all good things...

Have faith, have expectations, have hope...

The world seems to have suddenly become clearer!!

Xiang Nan carried his lunch to the hospital. He was in a very good mood along the way. He greeted every doctor and nurse he met warmly.

When Xiangnan pushed open the door of Yangyang's ward, he was stunned.

I saw Jing Mengxian sitting on the hospital bed, accompanying Yang Yang and telling him the story of Snow White.

Her eyes became wet and she almost burst into tears...

She remembered, didn't he only tell stories about the Long March of the Red Army? When did he start to be willing to tell these childish stories?

Xiang Nan couldn't bear to disturb the relationship between father and son, because she knew better than anyone that such time was a luxury for them.

She retreated quietly, sat on the lounge chair at the door, waited quietly, and listened quietly.

"In the end Snow White and the prince lived happily ever after..."

Jing Mengxian made the final summary of the story.

Little Yangyang's head was tilted in his arms lustfully, and her big bright eyes blinked, "Dad, our family will live a happy life in the future, right?"

He asked Jing Mengxian in a cooing voice.

Jing Mengxian stroked the little guy's bare head, "You and mom will live a happy life..."

"What about dad?"

The little guy raised his head and looked at Jing Mengxian, his big eyes blinking, but a little pitifully, "Dad, aren't you going to be happy with us?"

Jing Mengxian pressed the quilt for Yangyang. He seemed to think for a long time before shaking his head, "I don't know."

happiness……

These two words are too far away from him.

He didn't even dare to think about it!

"Is dad leaving me and Xiangnan?"

The little guy, who has always been sensitive, seems to have sensed some signs of it.

Outside, Xiang Nan's eyes couldn't help but wet, but she held back and didn't let herself cry.

"Won't."

Jing Mengxian's answer was very affirmative, "No matter where you and mom go, dad will always watch you, and dad will never let you get hurt in the slightest again!!"

This is his final goal in his remaining life!!

"Dad, thank you!!"

The little guy buried himself in his arms and thanked her sincerely, "Mom said that Aunt Qu saved my life, so she asked me to tell you, and asked you to say thank you to Aunt Qu for me."

"good."

Jing Mengxian's throat was a little dry and hoarse.

Xiang Nan was worried that the food in his hand would get cold, so he finally pushed the door open and went in.

"southward……"

Yang Yang was very happy when he saw Xiang Nan.

Xiang Nan glanced at Jing Mengxian, raised his lips and smiled, then looked at Xiang Yangyang, "Come on, honey, it's time to eat."

"I'll feed you."

Jing Mengxian conveniently took the lunch box from Xiang Nan's hand.

"good……"

Xiang Nan was stunned for a moment and handed the rice in his hand to Jing Mengxian.

Like a skilled father, Jing Mengxian began to feed Yangyang one bite at a time, very carefully.

In the ward, a family of three looked like a family, but they... were not family!

This man already has his own family.

Xiang Nan looked at his serious look and felt a little bitter in his heart.

He poured a cup of hot water and placed it on Yangyang's bedside. He glanced at him and then said, "Originally, I wanted to say thank you to Miss Qu in person, but I think... maybe I'm not suitable to meet her, so...

…Please thank her for me, thank you for her willingness to help Yangyang, and of course, thank you too! I know that if it weren’t for you, she wouldn’t necessarily save Yangyang. You two are our mother and son.

My biggest benefactor...thank you!"

"It is only right for a father to save his son!"

Jing Mengxian's voice was light, "I don't like the word 'thank you' when you say it. Don't say it to me again in the future."

Hearing this, Xiang Nan smiled and said nothing more.

…………………………

Xiang Nan thought, maybe he married Qu Yuxi for the sake of his son!

But why does he insist on being so cold to her? Is it because he has a family, so he can no longer treat her like before?

In fact, she can understand it.

However, understanding is understanding, but the pain still hurts...

Forgive her, she is not a saint and cannot be that calm and calm.

Jing Mengxian, in this rainy and snowy season...

Yin Xiangnan, thinking of you!!

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