Doctor crown beast, women relax!

Jing Mengxian went into the bathroom to take a bath.

Xiang Nan was sorting out the clothes he wanted to change for him.

His scent still seems to remain on the clothes...

His unique masculine scent is fuzzy and delicious.

There is no tobacco smell mixed with it.

Only then did Xiang Nan remember that it seemed that he hadn't smelled tobacco from his body for a long time.

Did he really quit smoking?

Xiang Nan felt a little relieved, feeling that she was just like a little wife at home.

This feeling is really strange...

After Xiang Nan arranged his clothes, he returned to the bed and turned on the computer on the mobile table.

Jing Mengxian had already copied all the documents, and suddenly she remembered what he had just told her...

Is there really something inappropriate for children on the f drive?

Xiangnan took stock of the f's out of curiosity.

When she saw everything inside, the mist unconsciously covered her eyes...

Inside, there are countless photos.

These are all photos of myself and Yangyang when they were in France in the past four years...

In every photo, the smile is particularly bright.

She held Yangyang's hand and walked through the streets of France...

Among them, many photos made Xiang Nan unable to hold back tears.

In the photo, Jing Mengxian's cold and handsome face is at the front. Perhaps because of the photo shoot, his expression is obviously unnatural.

Behind him is a long and winding river, and the river is very lively...

Boats, large and small, pass through the river, reflecting every bright smiling face of the tourists.

And Xiang Nan found himself and Yangyang in the background river behind him...

The expressions of the mother and son were captured so clearly by the SLR camera!!

And she has never met this man in France!!

so……

In the past four years, have you and Yangyang been living in his world at all?!

Because, in spring, summer, autumn and winter, there are photos of the three of them in every season...

It's just that it's not in the same scene, not in the same place, and it seems like it's not in the same space...

It’s just that she and Yangyang don’t know it!!

Looking at the entire folder of photos, Xiang Nan was completely confused.

My heart is full of emotions...

But what’s more, it’s suspicion and confusion!

Does the existence of these photos fully prove that this man still cares about him?

Yes!

Even without these photos, Xiang Nan could still clearly feel his thoughts towards her...

He still has her in his heart!

Moreover, that heart, she firmly believed, was not weaker than her feelings for him!

But……

Why was he never willing to give her any future promise?

Even though they were divorced, he never said he wanted to be with her, or even expressed his love!

And the intimacy between them...

It seems that it is maintained simply by...sex!!

However, these have nothing to do with pure love, let alone the future...

What happened to him?

Xiang Nan suddenly became uncertain.

It wasn't until he heard the sound of the bathroom glass door being pushed open that Xiangnan hurriedly closed the file on drive F and pretended to draw a picture.

Jing Mengxian didn't say anything. He lifted the quilt and walked unceremoniously to Xiang Nan's side. He sat half-sitting, his big hands wrapped around Xiang Nan's waist as if out of habit, and his eyes fell on the computer screen.

on, “How’s it going?”

"It won't be finished even after a while."

Xiang Nan felt a little guilty.

Jing Mengxian raised his eyes and glanced at the quartz clock on the wall, "I'll give you another hour. You must go to bed before midnight."

His strong attitude did not allow Xiang Nan to refute.

Xiang Nan had no choice but to nod in agreement.

In the next hour, Jing Mengxian not only did not make trouble to her, he even gave her various opinions on the first draft of the design very professionally from a customer's perspective, and also gave Xiangnan a lot of design advice as a colleague.

opinions.

His attitude is very focused and serious.

Finally, with the concerted efforts of two people, the first draft came to a perfect conclusion.

Exactly, one hour!

"Very good……"

Xiang Nan stretched his muscles and bones and felt really tired.

"Thanks."

She thanked Jing Mengxian.

"Go, wash your face and go to bed!"

Jing Mengxian patted her buttocks, signaling her to hurry up and sleep.

"Oh, good!"

Xiangnan got out of the quilt and entered the bathroom.

………………………………

Xiang Nan was lying on the bed, sleeping next to the man she had thought about day and night.

This feeling...

How amazing!

It's as if the sweet dream from the past has come into reality, so intoxicating and unbelievable.

His warm palms subconsciously rested on Xiang Nan's slender waist.

Sleeping sideways, thick black eyelashes hang down, forming a shallow shadow, the tip of the straight nose is like an artificial sculpture, and the cool and thin lips reveal charming sexiness...

Xiang Nan looked at him in a daze.

Such a beautiful dream, Xiang Nan was really worried that it would disappear in the blink of an eye.

She also imitated him, lying on her side facing him.

He bent his little arms and put them under his head, blinking his eyes and looking at him opposite, without blinking.

"Meng Xian..."

She suddenly called him.

"Um……"

Jing Mengxian groaned.

After a while, he slowly opened his sleepy eyes.

It can be seen that he seems really sleepy.

But when he heard Xiang Nan calling him, he still tried hard and opened his eyes immediately and asked her.

"What's wrong?"

A faint smile appeared on the corner of Xiang Nan's lips, and he blinked his watery eyes. A faint ripple passed through his eyes, and he heard her ask him in a very soft voice, "I never thought about staying with me for the rest of my life."

Are you going to live like this?"

this……

There seems to be a rhythm of forcing marriage!

Although Xiang Nan knew that something was inappropriate, it seemed that he was not so kind!

Well, after all, they just got divorced not long ago.

A look of confusion flashed through Jing Meng Xian's deep eyes.

The big hands wrapped around Xiang Nan's waist became tighter and tighter.

long time……

Just when Xiang Nan thought he wouldn't answer anymore, she heard him reply in a low voice, "I've been working hard..."

Then, with a little force, he hugged Xiang Nan tightly into his chest.

His chin gently touched the top of Xiang Nan's head, and the light stubble scratched Xiang Nan's scalp. It was itchy and numb, but it had an inexplicable magic that made her feel at ease.

Just like what he just said.

Although Xiang Nan couldn't understand it, it somehow made her feel at ease.

Being rubbed by his stubble, Xiang Nan couldn't help laughing.

She put her little hand on his chin in protest, raised her head, and looked at him with puzzled eyes blinking.

"Is there something you've been hiding from me?"

"Um."

Jing Mengxian nodded and answered truthfully.

He grabbed her little hand and continued to rub it against the roots of her hair.

His too candid attitude left Xiang Nan speechless for a while.

She pursed her lips and said, "Dr. Jing, are you too candid?"

"I don't want to lie to you..."

Jing Mengxian grabbed Xiang Nan's little hand and nibbled it between his lips lovingly.

Xiang Nan's heartstrings trembled a little.

This feeling seems to be back many years ago...

"But I have many questions to ask you."

Xiang Nan moved slightly.

Jing Mengxian frowned slightly, "I'll answer as much as I can, and what I can't answer..."

He shook his head, "I can choose to remain silent."

"All right!"

Xiang Nan doesn’t force it either.

"Ask."

That’s right!

So many things have happened over the years, and they always need a chance to communicate.

"Why did you suddenly abandon medicine and go into business?"

This question has really been lingering in Xiang Nan's mind for too long.

"If I say it was my mother who forced me, would you believe it?"

Jing Mengxian imitated her posture and fell asleep facing her with his arm resting on his pillow. He gently scratched her pink nose with his other hand and asked her with a crooked eyebrow and a smile.

"Of course I don't believe it!!"

Xiang Nan put a big 'x' on his chest, "I believe your mother will force you, but I don't believe you will be forced by her for no reason! Unless your fatal point is in her hand.

!Also, I heard what you said to your mother that day. I guess that the fact that you have worked so hard in the business world for the past four years... is to preserve your own strength and weaken your mother's power, so that...

...Protect me and Yangyang, right? So, you actually gave up your dream of being a doctor for me and Yangyang, right?"

Xiang Nan asked him.

Seeing her serious look, Jing Mengxian couldn't help but chuckle lightly.

"There's no point in laughing! Mr. Jing, please answer directly and don't change the subject! Also, remember what you just said to me. You said you didn't want to lie to me! There are only two answers now, one is 'yes' and the other is '

No'! Please give the most honest answer! Yes, or no!!"

"I'm scared of you!"

Jing Mengxian took Xiang Nan into his arms and said, "Like a little Tang Monk, nagging, don't you want to sleep?"

"Mr. Jing, are you answering my question from the side now?"

Xiang Nan blinked nervously and looked at him, "Changing the topic means silence, and silence means acquiescence!"

"..."

This woman!!

"So, you really did it for me and Yangyang..."

This thought actually crossed Xiang Nan's mind countless times, but...

She didn't dare to confirm!

I don’t want to confirm it either!!

She knows better than anyone what the sacred profession of a doctor means to this man!

"Don't think blindly, I'm not just here for you and Yangyang! Besides, my life is really good now, everything is fine!"

Jing Mengxian comforted her.

His big hand gently patted her back, soothing her guilty mood.

Xiang Nan's little hands grasped the collar of his bathrobe, feeling a little embarrassed and uneasy.

Four years ago, in order to save his son, he resolutely married a woman he didn't love, which led to his current tragic marriage.

Later, in order to protect her and his son, he resolutely gave up the dream he had been chasing for more than 20 years...

For the sake of her and her children, this man gave up the happiness and dreams in his life without hesitation...

Even Xiang Nan could think of his hesitation, helplessness, hesitation, and finally his determination!!

And what about her?

What did she do?

When he came back four years later, she was still fighting with him like an ignorant child?!

"Dr. Jing, will you still be a doctor?"

Xiang Nan raised his head and looked at him with longing.

She hopes he can return to the stage of his dreams...

Whether it's for him or for her.

The bright expectation in Xiang Nan's eyes moved Jing Mengxian a little.

But he still shook his head, "I'm not sure."

"uncertain……"

Xiang Nan's eyes lit up and he shouted excitedly, "I'm not sure that means there is still hope?! Dr. Jing will wear a white coat one day, right?"

Her mood seemed to be higher than his.

"White coat?"

Jing Mengxian frowned.

I deeply feel that this woman is so excited simply because of... that white coat!!

"Dr. Jing, are you worth a lot now?"

Suddenly, Xiang Nan asked again.

It seems that the topic has changed.

He is clueless and his thoughts are quite jumping.

"Um?"

Jing Mengxian expressed some confusion, "What?"

"Is it enough to buy a hospital?"

"..."

It turned out that her mind was still on the previous topic.

However, this suggestion is really good!

Perhaps, he could really consider building a hospital as a commercial investment, which seems not bad.

"I have another question to ask you..."

Xiang Nan simply transformed himself into a hundred thousand reasons.

"explain."

"Are you sick?"

She looked at him worriedly.

"Get ill?"

Jing Mengxian suddenly understood what she was referring to.

His eyes darkened, he closed his eyes and shook his head, "No."

His face, which had been gentle just now, seemed to have regained some of its calmness.

"You are not allowed to lie."

Xiang Nan hurriedly emphasized.

Jing Mengxian opened his eyes.

His deep eyes were bottomless, "I didn't lie."

"Okay! Then I believe you, as long as you are not sick."

Xiang Nan nodded and believed it.

"Then if you are not sick, then why..."

"I refuse to answer this question."

Xiang Nan's words were interrupted by Jing Mengxian before he could ask any questions.

"But, I haven't finished speaking yet..."

Xiang Nan was a little anxious.

Jing Mengxian took the anxious girl into his arms and held her tightly, not letting her move at all.

His deep voice came from the top of Xiang Nan's head, "I promise you, I will definitely find a chance to tell you, but not now..."

This is not a warm moment like this!

Talking about that kind of topic will only ruin the atmosphere!

He is reluctant to give up!

but……

No one expected that this secret would be revealed in the next two hours...

As a result, Xiang Nan was instantly pulled into the darkness of hell!!

————————————For the latest chapter, see “Red Sleeves Add Fragrance”————————————

Xiang Nan was awakened from his dream by a sound of rapid breathing.

At first, she didn't know what was happening.

In the room, the lights were dark, and she couldn't see clearly everything around her. She could only vaguely see a familiar black figure sitting against the wall through the silver moonlight.

And that heavy gasping sound came from between his nose.

Heavy, dull pain...

Little by little, it tore Xiang Nan's heart apart.

"Meng Xian?"

Xiang Nan hurriedly lifted the quilt and got up. He didn't even have time to put on his slippers and ran towards him.

"What’s wrong with you?"

"roll!!"

But she didn't want to. As soon as she walked to his side, he pushed her away hard.

Xiang Nan fell to the ground due to the fierce force, and his elbow hit the floor, scratching a piece of skin.

However, she ignored the pain and hurriedly got up and walked towards Jing Mengxian, "Mengxian!!"

Jing Mengxian suddenly stood up, grabbed Xiang Nan's hand and pulled it out.

Xiang Nan was frightened.

In the night, you couldn't see his facial features clearly, but you could clearly see his dark eyes, which were filled with a terrifying scarlet color.

He looks ferocious, like a ferocious beast, and may devour people at any time.

And that kind of emotion is completely out of control.

Because, Xiang Nan saw half of forbearance and reason in his deep eyes.

He is obviously in a tug-of-war with himself.

"Meng Xian, don't pull me..."

Refusing to go south.

She hugged his neck with her backhand and hung on him, refusing to come down even if she was dead.

Jing Mengxian angrily pulled Xiang Nan's arm with such force that it was like a vajra pliers, almost tearing Xiang Nan's arm off.

In fact, at that time, Xiang Nan really doubted whether his arm would be removed by him just like that!

it hurts!!

"go out----"

He used a hoarse, trembling voice to roughly order Xiang Nan.

The sense in his eyes became increasingly blurry...

To say that Xiang Nan is not afraid would be a lie.

She had no idea what was wrong with him!

It feels like something in a movie, where an angel suddenly turns into a murderous demon!

It's frightening.

But suddenly...

A big hand suddenly grabbed Xiang Nan's neck.

And there was no trace of reason in his red eyes anymore...

It’s all, crazy!!

Uncontrollable madness!!

It tightly clamped down on his thinking and also clamped down on Xiang Nan's neck.

"Meng...Meng Xian——"

"Cough cough cough..."

pain!!

It hurts!!

My neck felt like it was being strangled by a rope.

I couldn't breathe, I couldn't speak, and my whole head felt like it was about to be screwed off.

"Meng Xian!!"

"Please...please...cough cough cough...let...let me go!! It's me..."

"I... am... Xiang Nan... cough cough cough!!"

Xiang Nan struggled to speak out.

The sound was broken and almost inaudible.

And the force on the neck is getting heavier and heavier...

Jing Mengxian, who was controlled by drugs, had no way to control his thoughts. At this moment, he had no idea what he was doing.

He only knew that he was uncomfortable, and every inch of his body was suffering...

He wanted to vent, to let out all the unbearable feeling in his body.

Therefore, he pinched the 'object' in his hand desperately...

But suddenly...

Until, on the back of my hand...

Burned by a drop of burning tears...

Xiang Nan couldn't hold it back and cried, tears falling from his eyes one drop at a time...

She was afraid of pain and death.

But he was even more afraid that he would die in his hands.

She simply couldn't believe how this man would blame himself after she died, and then live with guilt in prison for the rest of his life...

The tears were burning on the back of Jing Mengxian's hands, but they seemed to be burning on the apex of his heart!

Jing Mengxian was shocked, and his blood-red pupils expanded and contracted...

Suddenly, he raised his hand and threw Xiangnan two meters away...

Xiang Nan was dropped heavily to the ground again, and all the bones in her body seemed to be falling apart, but she could finally breathe freely.

Tears, wetted on eyelashes.

She clutched her aching neck, inhaling and exhaling eagerly...

There was a "bang bang bang -" and the sound of breaking glass in her ears, just like the day she saw his messy room.

At this moment, the lounge was in a mess.

Glass shards were scattered everywhere...

Accompanied by the shattering sound of the broken heart, suddenly, a sharp piece of glass flew towards the south without warning, hitting the neck of the boob that could be broken by a blow to the south, cutting a bright red blood mark, and then splashed away.

go.

Xiang Nan let out a low cry of pain.

Subconsciously, he clutched his injured neck and took a look at it. Even without a light, under the moonlight, he could still clearly see the shocking blood in the palm of his hand...

Xiang Nan's figure trembled...

She had never seen such a crazy Jing Mengxian.

As if he didn't recognize himself, he was desperately venting the unbearable pain in his body and heart.

"Meng Xian——"

Seeing him like this, Xiang Nan no longer cared about his injured body, rushed towards him and hugged him.

My feet without slippers stepped on the broken glass on the floor without any scruples.

The glass penetrated into the soles of Xiang Nan's feet, causing her heartbreaking pain.

But now she has no intention to take care of this at all!

Her only thought was to think about how to bring the man in front of her back to reality!

"Meng Xian, don't be like this! What's wrong with you?"

"Wake up! Stop throwing things! You'll hurt yourself!"

He was actually injured.

Xiang Nan didn't know where he had hit, but his palms were already bleeding, as if they were scratched by broken glass.

Just like the time I saw him smashing things.

Xiang Nan was heartbroken to the extreme.

She can't let him continue to harm himself like this!

She simply hung her whole body on Jing Mengxian's tall and pine-like body like a monkey wrapped around a tree. She climbed her legs on his legs and hung her arms around his neck to prevent him from making any big moves.

action.

However, there is a huge gap between women's strength and men's.

What's more, the current Jing Mengxian is basically the crazy beast in the forest.

With a little force, Xiangnan was thrown away like trash.

There was a muffled sound of "Bang——"...

Along with Xiang Nan's scream of pain, her whole body was hit hard on the pile of glass fragments on the ground.

pain……

My whole body hurts!!

Even Xiang Nan could clearly feel that glass shards had penetrated into her skin.

The blood gradually stained the white bathrobe on Xiang Nan...

The white and tender calves had pieces of glass stuck in them, which looked particularly dazzling.

Xiang Nan couldn't hold it back and cried out.

As if because of hearing Xiang Nan's cry, the heartbroken beast suddenly stopped all its movements.

He stood there, his body a little stiff.

He lowered his head and stared at Xiang Nan on the ground with his deep eyes.

Keep watching...

Between the breaths, the hot breath exhaled was very thick.

However, it is particularly distressing.

Dripping hot sweat slid down from his forehead, spread over his temples, and fell down...

Broken on the ground.

I don't know why, at that moment, Xiang Nan's whole heart was twisted because of him.

She didn't know what was wrong with him, she only knew that he was like this...

Make her feel heartbroken... hurt!

It hurts much, much more than these wounds on her body!!

Meng Xian, what's wrong with you?

What happened to make him seem like a different person...

And how much pain and suffering has he endured alone over the years!

Xiang Nan stood up, avoided the glass on the ground as much as possible, and stumbled towards him...

But the man in front of him, as if he was afraid that she would be injured again, quickly walked towards her, picked her up and held her in his arms.

At that moment, Xiang Nan could clearly feel that his body was trembling extremely...

Moreover, it was shaking very badly!

His breathing was extremely heavy and unusually heavy.

And the strength with which he held her was so heavy that it seemed as if he was trying to absorb her into his body.

The two of them hugged each other like this for who knows how long.

Xiang Nan fell on his shoulder and cried like a tearful person.

But Jing Mengxian remained frozen there, motionless...

The drug addiction was still wreaking havoc in his body, and his self-control was so weak that he did not dare to move. He was afraid that he would move...

It hurt her!!

If it weren't for the familiar smell, the heart-wrenching tears, and the eye-catching blood...

How can we pull him back so easily!!

Until four o'clock in the morning...

Everything returned to calm.

Xiang Nan fell tiredly on the bed, the blood from the wound had solidified, and the pain all over her body made her frown.

Jing Mengxian stood in front of the bedside table, rummaging around in the medicine box for various medicines.

Sterile saline, topical wound ointment, bandages...

It is not difficult to see a little panic in the movements of his hands.

Injuring Xiang Nan was something he never expected.

He knew that he was a bit scary when he was addicted to drugs, and he had even hurt Chen's mother several times in the past, so he tried his best to lock himself in a claustrophobic space and let it happen...

However, there are always times when it is unavoidable, or when it is too late to regain your senses and avoid these injuries.

And this time...

He hurt the woman he loved deeply again!

And it’s…

There are injuries all over the body!!

On the neck, on the back of the hands, in the palms of the hands, on the thighs, in the soles of the feet...

From top to bottom, there are eye-catching blood stains!!

What on earth did he do to her!!

Jing Mengxian dug out a lot of medicine and sat down next to Xiang Nan on the edge of the bed.

Taking a look at the wounds on her body, her eyes were sunken and her pupils were constricted.

The five fingers holding the disinfectant tightened tightly, and there was a frightening paleness between the fingers.

Xiangnan felt the mattress sink in. She quickly sat up and pretended to be fine, with a smile on her lips, "I'll do it myself!"

As she spoke, she casually covered the wounds on her body with her bathrobe with her little hands, "It's just a small injury, it doesn't hurt!"

She didn't want him to apply medicine for her.

To prevent him from seeing the wound...

Guilt, self-blame!

Xiang Nan went to grab the disinfectant in his hand, but was held down by Jing Mengxian.

His gaze was deep and extremely oppressive.

"Lie down."

he ordered her.

The voice is rough and domineering, but yet gentle.

Xiang Nan pursed his lips, and finally lay down obediently without refusing again.

Then, he closed his eyes lightly...

Bathrobe, untied...

The coldness hit her, causing her to open her eyes slightly.

She met his handsome face that was focused but full of guilt.

His eyes fell on Xiang Nan's wound, his eyes turned red, and there was no way to hide his self-blame.

Holding a cotton swab dipped in disinfectant, he reached into Xiang Nan's wound.

"It will hurt."

He looked towards Xiangnan and was not in a hurry to make a move.

He was reluctant to do it, lest he would hurt her.

"Can you bear it?"

He asked again.

"It's okay, it's just a minor injury! It's much lighter than if I broke my leg."

Xiang Nan pretended to be relaxed.

Jing Mengxian's dark pool was filled with obvious ripples...

"Be patient."

The disinfectant touched Xiang Nan's wound, causing her to gasp in pain.

His eyebrows were furrowed, his body was stiff, and sweat could not be suppressed and poured down from his forehead.

pain……

It hurts!

However, she tried her best not to show it.

A forced smile appeared on his pale face, "I'm fine."

She also did not forget to encourage Jing Mengxian.

The more this happened, the more his heart ached.

This girl he had always tried every means to hold in his hands was almost...

Died in his hands!

Breathe, tighten.

He took a few deep breaths and gathered his emotions...

"From now on, stay away from me!"

he said.

He added, "I'm more dangerous than you think!"

In the past, he might have been able to deceive himself.

But now...

How could he continue to have sex with her regardless of his own injuries when she was covered in wounds?

This time it was almost...

What about next time?

What about next time?

Will he really kill her some time?

Those ferocious scenes just now probably frightened her, right? What if Yangyang saw it? Would he be so frightened that he cried bitterly?

The image of his father was greatly reduced in his innocent world?

When Jing Mengxian thought of this, the pain in his chest intensified repeatedly, and his eyes turned red, "If one day I really kill you..."

"Won't!!"

Before he could finish his words, he was interrupted urgently by Xiang Nan.

Tears moistened Xiang Nan's eyelashes.

My throat was choked and my voice was trembling.

The small hand clasped the wrist of his big hand tightly and said firmly, "You won't kill me! You won't let it go. If this happens again, it will just be like what happened just now. You will let go..."

When Xiang Nan thought about what he had just said... to stay away from him, she felt as if her heart had been run over by a blender. Her heart was crushed into crumbs, which made her twitch in pain...

Her hand squeezed his wrist, tightening it unconsciously.

It felt like she was afraid that he would disappear from her side at any time.

Jing Mengxian's hand that applied the medicine was frozen there, motionless.

The head was lowered and never raised.

"Yin Xiangnan——"

He picked up his eyes and looked at her.

His eyes were as calm as if there were no waves at all.

Little did he know that beneath the mask, something was already surging.

"Do you know why I do that?"

His tone was also calm and cold, as if he had no emotion at all.

Xiang Nan's heart tightened...

Suddenly, she was a little afraid of hearing this answer!

"Because, I'm on drugs!!"

he said.

The hoarse voice and trembling were not obvious, but they could still be felt.

Xiang Nan's eyes widened and he stared at the man in front of him in disbelief.

"No... no... impossible..."

Xiang Nan shook his head, the mist quickly rose, and his face turned as pale as a sheet of paper, "I don't believe it!!"

"What I did just now was not an illness, but... a drug addiction attack! I, Jing Mengxian, am an out-and-out drug addict!!"

Jing Mengxian held Xiang Nan's head and yelled at her.

The red eyes were dyed with a layer of cold and heartbreaking light.

He pressed her shaking head with his big hand and yelled at her, "Do you understand? I am a drug addict now!! As long as you call the police, the police will arrest me!! Such Jing Mengxian

, are you sure you still want to follow him? Can you really guarantee that when he becomes addicted to drugs, he will not kill you in a rage? "

"Impossible! Impossible-"

Xiang Nan clasped his arm, cried, and shouted at him in disbelief, "I don't believe it, I don't believe it!!"

However, the reality is that she cannot help but not believe it...

How could this happen?

Xiang Nan sat on the bed in a daze, letting her tears wet her eyelashes...

The cheeks covered with tears became increasingly pale.

She thought about all the reasons why he went crazy, but she never thought about it...

He...is on drugs!!

…………

That night, no one fell asleep.

The two men were lying on the bed with their clothes on, neither of them speaking or moving.

They all just closed their eyes and had their own thoughts.

It wasn't until six o'clock in the morning, when the sky outside the window was bright, that Jing Mengxian lifted the quilt and got up.

Xiang Nan still had his back turned to him, his body stiff.

There is no looking back.

About ten minutes later, the door lock was turned and he went out.

Later, until Xiang Nan got up, he never came back.

At eight o'clock—

There was a knock on the door.

Xiang Nan ignored it.

The knocks on the door kept coming, and Xiangnan finally opened his eyes and asked, "Who?"

She asked softly.

The voice is weak, and one can tell from the first listen that he has no energy.

"Miss Yin, I was asked by Mr. Jing to come here and give you clothes."

There was a strange female voice outside.

Upon hearing this, Xiang Nan quickly sat up.

Feeling sleepy and weak all over, and a little dizzy in my head, I said, "Come in."

Then, I saw a pretty girl pushing open the door and walking in, "Hello, Miss Yin."

When she came in, she greeted Xiangnan politely.

But when she saw the mess on the ground again, she was stunned for half a second.

Xiang Nan smiled and said, "Hello, just put your clothes on the table, thank you."

She thanks.

"Need not."

After delivering the clothes, the girl was about to go out, but she was stopped by Xiang Nan, "Is Mr. Jing outside?"

she asked him.

"No."

The girl shook her head, "I didn't see Mr. Jing when I came here."

"oh……"

Xiang Nan was lost for a moment.

Finally, he smiled at the girl and said, "Thank you."

The girl left the lounge.

Xiang Nan was left alone, staring at the messy lounge.

She got out of bed and started tidying up the room.

During this period, a part-time worker came, but she refused.

She didn't want such a scene to be seen by too many people, lest it spread out and spread.

He must not want too many people to know about it, right?

When Xiang Nan thought of the scenes from last night, his heart still felt like it was being squeezed and the pain was severe.

I don’t know what happened to his injured hand...

Xiang Nan didn't hold back, took out her mobile phone, and called him. However, the response she received was that the phone was turned off.

Shut down??

Xiang Nan was startled and became a little anxious, so he quickly called/called his assistant Li Ranyu.

result……

Also shut down!

What's going on?

Xiang Nan was really anxious.

After cleaning up the messy debris in the lounge, Xiangnan dialed Jing Mengxian again.

"Sorry, the user you dialed has turned off his phone, please call again later."

Listening to the cold mechanical sound, Xiang Nan's heart fell again and again.

After tidying up, he walked out of the lounge. Jing Mengxian was nowhere to be seen, and Li Ranyu didn't come to work either.

Jing Mengxian's assistant secretary Li Qian has already arrived.

"Secretary Li, did Mr. Jing and Assistant Li not come to the company today?"

Xiang Nan had no choice but to ask her.

"Mr. Jing is on a business trip, and Special Assistant Li is going with him."

After saying that, Li Qian raised her hand and looked at the watch on her wrist, "You should have boarded the plane by now!"

"That's it..."

Xiang Nan was a little hesitant.

"Then where did they go and how long did they go, do you know?"

Xiang Nan asked again.

"Africa, Madagascar."

"Africa?"

"Well, I was invited by the AA government to inspect the Maya Resort in the Seychelles."

Li Qian nodded and answered.

Xiang Nan felt a little disappointed, "How long will it take to go so far?"

"I heard from Assistant Li that it will take half a month at the latest! No, all work matters have been handed over to us!"

Li Qian smiled and complained, then said, "Then I won't talk to you anymore. I've been so busy these days, let's go!"

"Well, bye..."

Xiang Nan really hadn't seen Jing Mengxian for several days.

Not only have I never met him, I can't even get through to him on the phone.

Xiang Nan had a feeling that he seemed to be deliberately avoiding her.

During the days when he was out of the country, Xiang Nan often visited his home.

On weekends, sitting on his open-air balcony and basking in the sun, looking at the endless blue ocean in front of me, is indeed one of the most luxurious enjoyments in life.

Of course, for her, the most luxurious enjoyment is nothing more than...

The air here still has his scent!!

Chen Ma was cleaning in the hall. Xiang Nan turned around and asked her, "Chen Ma, has Meng Xian called back these days?"

"Yes, I was beaten."

Mother Chen answered truthfully.

Xiang Nan's heart sank slightly, "Then what did he say? About me."

After hearing Xiang Nan's words, Chen's mother paused for a moment before replying, "I told my husband, miss, that you will occasionally bring the young master over."

Xiang Nan stood up and sat down, crossing his legs, looking at Chen Ma expectantly, "Then what did he say?"

Mother Chen shook her head and told the truth, "Sir, you didn't say anything..."

"This...is like this..."

Xiang Nan felt a heavy sense of loss in his heart, and his eyes darkened.

"Miss, did you quarrel with your husband?"

Mother Chen is also very concerned about their emotional progress.

"Mama Chen..."

Xiang Nan took off his slippers and walked into the hall, "There's something I've always wanted to ask you..."

"Um?"

Mother Chen stopped what she was doing and looked at Xiang Nan.

"Miss, what do you want to ask?"

Xiang Nan bit his lip, as if he didn't know where to start, or whether he should ask this question.

"Mama Chen, Meng Xian was ill last time..."

Upon hearing Xiang Nan's words, Chen Ma's face changed slightly. Although it was not obvious, Xiang Nan still caught it.

"Miss, don't worry. There's nothing serious wrong with your husband. It's just his old problem. Sooner or later, he will get better. Don't worry..."

"Mama Chen, you actually know what's going on with him, right?"

Xiang Nan stared at Chen Ma with burning eyes.

A hint of panic flashed across Chen Ma's face.

Xiang Nan hurriedly took Ma Chen's hand and comforted her, saying, "Mother Chen, don't panic. Actually... I already know about Meng Xian's illness."

Xiang Nan deliberately said 'disease'.

Because she knew that Jing Mengxian would not want others to describe him as an 'addict', let alone be seen as a drug addict...

Xiang Nan will never forget the look on his face when he grabbed her shoulders and told her that he was an addict...

Guilt? Pain? Self-blame...

Too many emotions were entangled between his eyebrows, making Xiang Nan's heart still hurt when he thought about it.

Breathing, a little depressed.

"Mother Chen, can you tell me why he became like this?"

Xiang Nan's voice was choked with sobs, and the mist stained his watery eyes, which turned red.

"I……"

Chen's mother was a little embarrassed, but seeing Xiang Nan's heartfelt concern, she was really embarrassed to lie to him.

Xiang Nan took a breath and said, "Mother Chen, I know that Meng Xian couldn't have done this voluntarily! I know who he is. A man with dreams and pursuits like him is determined not to take drugs on his own! Yes!

wrong?"

He must have been persecuted, right?

But, who would do this to him?

And why do you do this to him?

How much pain has this man suffered over the years?

She wants to understand everything, wants to know everything!

Even if there is no way to seek justice for him, at least she will accompany him for this hatred, but at least she will accompany him for the pain in the future...

"well……"

Mother Chen sighed and asked Xiang Nan to sit down, "It would be a long story to talk about."

"Mother Chen, you say it and I listen."

Xiang Nan also helped Chen Ma sit down.

Mother Chen kept rubbing the rag in her hand with her fingers. She looked at Xiang Nan with her vicissitudes of eyes. There was a faint mist in her eyes. After a while, she slowly said, "I have been taking care of Mr. for four years."

It's about time. When I came, my husband had just gotten married and hadn't moved out yet. At that time, he was still living with the master, his wife and Miss Qu's family. However, the relationship between his husband and Miss Qu was not very good at that time.

, we have been married for a long time, and the husband has never touched Miss Qu. Later, the old lady found out about it and lost her temper, but the husband remained indifferent. Later, the old lady was anxious to hold her grandson, so she gave it to the husband again and again.

Give me an aphrodisiac, ugh..."

Having said this, Ma Chen paused and sighed, with a hint of sadness in her eyes.

"Speaking of which, this old lady is really cruel to our husband! But he is also very stubborn. Even in the winter, after taking medicine, he would rather soak himself in ice water for most of the day.

I don’t want to have anything to do with Miss Qu.”

Mother Chen wiped away tears as she spoke, her voice choked with sobs, "You don't even know how many times my husband has been sick because of this kind of thing, and it has caused inflammation many times..."

Xiang Nan's heart twitched when he heard this, and his hands subconsciously tightened, and there was already a thin layer of sweat on his palms.

All that ran through her mind was the scene where Meng Xian soaked herself in ice water in order to control the drugs. Just thinking about it made her feel unbearably cold, let alone the torture of the drugs.

It's not like she has never taken that kind of medicine before. Once an attack occurs, it is really difficult to control it with cold water alone...

The feeling of millions of insects and ants gnawing at the soles of your feet at the same time is probably nothing more than that!

"If it is really just a few injections of aphrodisiacs for Mr., then that's it! Maybe the relationship between Mr. and the old lady will not be so tense..."

Mother Chen continued.

Xiang Nan's heart was in his throat.

"Every time the old lady saw her husband, he was not controlled by the medicine. She thought that the medicine was not enough. The last time, I don't know where she got a medicine. I remember that it was yellow and very sticky.

The thick kind, when the husband was asleep that day, the old lady asked the doctor to inject it directly into his brain..."

When Chen Ma said this, her hands in front of her were clenched in anger, and her mood suddenly became excited, "Miss, I have lived for most of my life, and really, I have never

I have seen such a ruthless mother!! I can understand being ruthless to others, but how can I treat my own child...Tiger poison and not eat the child!!"

Xiang Nan's chest rose and fell intensified due to the intense breathing, his eyes were red, and his silver teeth were clenched, like an angry little lion.

"Haha... If that drug was just an ordinary aphrodisiac, that would be fine! But as a result, after taking the injection, Mr. slept for five whole days... But that drug was simply a poisonous injection!! The purity of the drug

As high as 90%... it hit the husband directly in the brain and almost paralyzed his entire nervous system. If the rescue was not timely, the husband might have really passed away at that time..."

After hearing what Chen's mother said, Xiang Nan finally couldn't hold it back and cried out while covering her mouth.

She thought that if Wen Chunyan was really standing in front of her now, she would definitely rush forward and slap her hard!

No matter whether she is Jing Mengxian’s mother or not!!

How can a mother treat her son so cruelly?!!

Xiang Nan was so angry that his whole body was trembling, his face turned red and white, his small hands were clenched into fists and placed on his legs, his emotions might get out of control at any time.

When Chen Ma said this, she also felt itchy with hatred.

"Although the old lady treats her husband like this, he is a filial child after all! Fortunately, he is still like me at heart. He is a kind man and can never be cruel to his mother... He is addicted to drugs.

I have never mentioned it to the old lady. I think the old lady may still think that such a dose is not enough to make her husband addicted to drugs! Although you see that the husband has collected all the old lady’s property into his own, he can’t do this.

Just to make the old lady restrain herself, she will not lose even a penny of the money that should be spent! The husband is really kind and righteous to her..."

After listening to Chen Ma's words, Xiang Nan felt that all his internal organs were crowded together...

My heart felt like it was being smashed into pieces by a blender...

Can't be put together anymore!

Xiang Nan simply couldn't imagine how this man had survived alone in the past four years!!

She suddenly regretted it...

I regret so much why they couldn't be by his side when he needed her and Yangyang so much!

In the end, Xiang Nan couldn't hold back his emotions, so he covered his face and sobbed in pain.

Drops from the eyes flowed out from between the fingers and fell down the back of the hand, making Chen Ma's eyes turn red as well.

Chen Ma hugged Xiang Nan's shoulders comfortingly, "Miss, Chen Ma, to be honest, my husband and I have been with him for so many years. I have never seen the girls around her, but he can really be so attracted by him."

There is no one else in my heart except you! I never quite understood it before, I just thought that my husband was a person without emotions and six desires. However, it wasn’t until you appeared that Mother Chen understood. It turns out that he didn’t have emotions and six desires, but that he had no emotions and six desires.

His seven emotions and six desires were locked up with a heart lock, and it wasn’t until you appeared that he released these desires again..."

Listening to Chen's mother's touching words, Xiang Nan cried even harder.

"Mother Chen, but...he is ignoring me now..."

Xiang Nan cried so hard that she held Ma Chen's hand, as helpless as a child.

"He's afraid of dragging you down! This kid... will always be like this..."

Mother Chen wiped away her tears and said, "This child is burdened with too many things! For him, except for the days when he is with you, which can be called happy, other times may be gloomy!"

Chen Ma shook her head and comforted Xiang Nan, "He has no confidence that he can give you the happiness you want... Miss, don't force him, take your time! I believe that the only person in this world who can save him is

You may really be the only one who comes out..."

Chen's mother held Xiang Nan's hand tightly, "Miss, I'm asking you to be my mother. You must... you must save this child..."

Tears burst out of Xiang Nan's eyes.

She nodded repeatedly, "I will!! I will... I will not give up on him, not in this life!! Even if he drives me away, I will never leave again!!"

Xiang Nan told Mother Chen, and she told herself the same thing in her heart!!

In this life, she is destined to rely on this man, and she will never be able to get rid of him!!

That day, Xiang Nan called Jing Mengxian many times, but the response she received was always that the phone number was not in the service area.

Later, she kept leaving him messages.

But the messages were like nothing, and there was never any response.

But she was not discouraged at all and continued to dial and leave messages.

Xiang Nan brought the dazzling heart of the ocean into the ear hole again...

Her hair was tied up and pulled back, exposing her earrings to everyone's sight.

"Wow! Sister Xiang Nan, your earrings are so beautiful! Where did you buy them? I want them too."

As soon as Xiang Nan sat down at her desk, Xiao Ba came towards her with an envious look on her face and touched the earrings on her earlobes and refused to let go.

"A gift from someone else!"

Xiang Nan answered with a smile.

"Oh! You are smiling so happily. Who gave it to you? Mr. Jing? Wow, could it be the gift that Mr. Jing brought back to you from his trip to Africa this time?"

Xiao Ba teased Xiang Nan.

Xiang Nan's eyes lit up and he grabbed Xiaoba's hand excitedly, "What did you just say? Is Mr. Jing back?"

Seeing Xiang Nan's excited look, Xiao Ba was speechless.

"Don't you know that Mr. Jing is back?"

Xiaoba looked at her in disbelief.

Xiang Nan was overjoyed. He didn't care about Xiaoba's problem. He got up and ran out in a hurry, but suddenly turned back quickly.

She quickly grabbed the breakfast on the table that she had not yet spoken about, and asked Xiaoba, "Did you just see him?"

"Yes! While I was waiting for the elevator, I saw him and Assistant Li entering the president's elevator together! They should be in the office now!"

"Thanks."

After thanking Xiang Nan, he was swept out of the design department like a gust of wind.

"..."

Xiaoba was speechless.

Does this mean that a little separation is better than a newlywed?

We haven't seen each other for only two weeks, so there's no need to be so excited, right?

Sure enough!! Missing is a disease...

…………………………………………

Xiang Nan struggled for a long time outside the president's office.

Standing outside the door, my mind was racing, and I quickly reorganized everything.

I have sent so many messages, but apparently they have all drifted into the Indian Ocean and there has been no response.

He must have seen her, but...he just ignored her on purpose!

When Xiang Nan thought of this, the excitement he felt when he was still in the design department had already subsided a lot.

She thought that what she might have to face next was Jing Mengxian's cold poker face.

But it doesn't matter, she can bear it!

She’s used to it anyway!

It was the same as when she risked her life chasing him when she was studying!

Xiang Nan comforted himself in this way.

"Dong dong dong——"

Xiangnan knocked politely.

"Come in."

A low voice, mellow, melodious, and magnetic came from inside.

Xiang Nan involuntarily tightened his heartstrings and even paused for breath, then carefully opened the door to his office and walked in.

After not seeing each other for half a month, and then suddenly seeing each other again, Xiang Nan's heart inevitably moved.

He seems a little prettier again?!

Where is the beauty?

The sharp and profound facial features are as perfect as before, impeccable.

If I have to point out the only difference, it's probably... it's a little darker.

Yes! He is tanned, but not like ordinary people, who are dark and dirty, but he has the moderate tan of a man in his calm dignity, making him look more domineering and charming than before.

He is like this...

Isn’t it even more overwhelming for women?!

"Mr. Jing."

Xiang Nan put away his scrutinizing eyes and shouted politely.

Hearing Xiang Nan's familiar voice, Jing Mengxian's hand turning over the documents froze slightly.

He picked up his head and looked at Xiang Nan, his eyes were light and there were no unnecessary ripples.

Just looking at Xiang Nan who was standing at the door with his hands behind his back.

It seems that she is slightly different today than usual...

Her long golden hair was simply pulled back, showing off her mature and capable temperament, but she didn't look clumsy at all.

This kind of dress suits her very well.

Beautiful, charming, but not coquettish...

And the blue earring on the left ear...

Heart of the ocean!!

Jing Mengxian's deep eyes narrowed a few times, with ripples floating around, but they quickly returned to their natural state.

Jian Mei raised his eyebrows slightly and asked Xiang Nan, "Is something wrong?"

Xiang Nan tightened her little hand behind her back, holding the breakfast paper bag, "Yes, yes."

When she said this, she really felt a little guilty.

"?"

Jing Mengxian was waiting for her next words.

Take a few steps towards the south and approach him.

He is really dark, but he is indeed charming enough.

Xiangnan stood in front of his desk and put the breakfast in his hand on his desk. "Actually, I don't have anything else to do. I...I just came to deliver breakfast to you. You should return it so early."

Haven't you tried it? Try it, I made it myself, it tastes pretty good, it's Yangyang's favorite taste, you should like it too."

Xiang Nan talked a lot by herself, but the last response she received was a particularly cold expulsion order, "If there's nothing else, go out."

"..."

To say that Xiang Nan is not disappointed would be a lie.

"Mr. Jing..."

Xiang Nan also wanted to ask him about the text messages.

"When you go out, take out your breakfast too!"

After Jing Mengxian finished speaking, he stood up, went to get the coat on the hanger, put it on elegantly and calmly, and walked out, saying as he walked, "There are still ten minutes left for a meeting of all members of the design department!"

"Ah, oh..."

Only then did Xiang Nan remember the meeting today!

He patted his head and quickly followed Jing Mengxian's footsteps and walked out.

Jing Mengxian is the host of this meeting, and the content of the meeting is nothing more than a series of discussions on this plan.

Xiang Nan, who was always serious and responsible about his work, didn't know why, but he was distracted several times during the whole meeting. Once his eyes drifted to Jing Mengxian's stern face, he couldn't take it back.

"Yin Xiangnan, come and share your opinion!"

Director Qin could tell at a glance that Xiang Nan was distracted.

A calculating smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. If I don't embarrass you at this time, how long will it take?

Xiang Nan didn't expect that her name would be called suddenly. She stood up stupidly and looked at all the people at the conference table, still a little confused.

Jing Mengxian's deep eyes were fixed on Xiang Nan, as if he was also expecting her answer.

Xiang Nan's breathing became a little unsmooth when he looked at her. She originally planned to bite the bullet and say a few random words, but in the end, he dropped his shoulders in frustration.

"I'm sorry, I was distracted just now, so I didn't hear what you were discussing clearly."

In the end, Xiang Nan told the truth.

Jing Mengxian's face seemed unhappy, gloomy and gloomy, like a prelude to a rainstorm, "Our company doesn't need designers who are so unfocused! We won't do this again!!"

He announced coldly, warning.

He didn't show any mercy to Xiang Nan.

Qin Weiru smiled proudly.

Xiang Nan sat back on the chair in frustration, knowing that this had indeed happened to her, but she had always been a more emotional person, and her emotional fluctuations were not just because of him...

Xiang Nan was so bored that he had no intention of working at all.

At noon, I suddenly received a call from Chen's mother, saying that her uncle in the countryside had passed away and she had to go back to attend the funeral, so she needed to take a week's leave. She hoped that Xiangnan could go to his house to help take care of her husband when she was free.

As you can imagine, Xiang Nan naturally accepted and agreed, and during her lunch break from get off work, she even got the spare key to their home from Mother Chen.

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