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Yun Jing twitched the corners of her lips coldly, "What if I just don't get what you want and don't go?"

After she finished speaking, she got up and walked out.

He didn't even look at Qin Lili who was bewildered behind him.

Qin Lili bit her lip sadly.

It's not like she doesn't know Yun Jing's temperament. She is usually a arrogant little princess. The more others hate her, the more annoying things she will do!

Yes, she, Qin Lili, just wants her, Yun Jing, to go to the United States, far away, and never come back again!!

That way, he, Lu Liye, would no longer have to hang around her!!

Qin Lili admitted that she was jealous, and that she was extremely jealous!

When has a playboy like Lu Liye ever been so obedient to a woman? Except her, Yun Jing!

——————————————For the latest chapter, see “Red Sleeves Add Fragrance”——————————————

There are only a few days left before leaving the United States.

These days, Yun Jing has been living in a state of confusion.

On the body, the traces left by that night of love gradually dissipated over time, and in the end... not even a trace was left.

Yun Jing wondered whether her love for him would one day fade away quietly like these traces. In the end, it would only exist in memory...

How great would it be if this was really possible?!

But unfortunately, she is still hoping...

He longed for her extravagantly and made words to save himself.

How to persuade her to stay? She has already gone to the mountain col without any communication equipment. Maybe he left just to avoid her entanglement!

Yunjing felt even more uncomfortable when she thought about it.

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The remote mountainous area where Jing Xiangyang is located can almost be called a plague quarantine area.

There are no communication signals here, and the only way to communicate with the outside world is through letters.

It is said that it is not easy for the postman to deliver a letter. It takes a whole day to ride back and forth.

There was no transportation in the village. When they arrived at the village, the bus sent by the hospital could not enter the mountain village. The villagers drove ox carts to bring them, the volunteer doctors, into the village.

This is the most remote and backward place Jing Xiangyang has ever visited.

However, although it is remote, it also has beautiful scenery and natural scenery that are not found in the city.

This is his fourth day in the mountain village.

During his lunch break, he took a break and leaned under a hawthorn tree to smoke.

The cool breeze blew by, making the leaves rustle.

The holy, jade-like white hawthorn flowers fell down like a shower of flowers and scattered on his broad shoulders, giving him an indescribable sense of loneliness.

In just three days, she will go to the United States!

Jing Xiangyang let out a long breath, and the thin smoke filled the air, clouding his eyes.

Suddenly, he heard someone talking in the hawthorn forest not far from him.

"Xiaoyun, you must hate me! Even though you know that you are suffering from the plague and will not live long in this world, you still selfishly hold on to you and refuse to let go..."

This is a man's voice.

There was a hint of sadness in the voice.

I want to come to the sick villagers in this mountain village.

"I don't allow you to say that about yourself, Xiaoyu. I don't hate you. On the contrary, if you choose to push me away after you get sick and prevent me from seeing you while you are alive, in the end... all you let me see is

A cold body. If that's really the case, I will definitely... hate you for the rest of my life!"

The girl's words were like a thorn, piercing deeply into Jing Xiangyang's heart.

'A cold body...'

Jing Xiangyang's fingers holding the cigarette butt trembled.

The pale finger bones became more distinct.

He is not afraid of becoming what she calls a 'cold body', what he is afraid of is...

The scene when that girl saw her cold body...

As the girl said, when a person is alive, she cannot see her; when she dies, she is left with a cold body that brings her pain, regret, remorse, and finally boundless yearning and yearning...

Jing Xiangyang suddenly felt that his nose and eye sockets were a little sore.

What seems like a selfless behavior is actually extremely selfish.

He did not consider her true feelings, but selfishly deprived her of the right to choose...

Later, Jing Xiangyang didn't listen carefully to the conversation between the boy and the girl in the hawthorn forest.

He threw the cigarette butt in his hand on the ground and stamped it out.

He gathered up his windbreaker, turned around and walked back.

The steps under my feet, like stepping on the wind, became faster and faster, and finally I ran towards my accommodation.

He stayed in a villager's house on loan.

The young children of this family have all gone out to work, leaving the old woman alone at home guarding the house.

I was lonely on weekdays, and it was rare for children from the city to come over to have some fun, so I was extremely enthusiastic about Jing Xiangyang, and I also liked him very much.

"Grandma Liu."

Jing Xiangyang stepped into the house.

Grandma Liu was sitting on the kang eating. When she saw Jing Xiangyang come in, she hurriedly got up and said, "Dr. Jing, have you eaten? Come on, if you don't mind, can you have something with grandma?"

On the kang, there was just a simple bowl of green vegetables.

Jing Xiangyang looked a little sour, raised his lips and smiled, sitting down on the kang opposite Grandma Liu, "Grandma Liu, I have already had a group meal, and I am still holding on! You can eat more."

"Oh! Then why are you back at this time?"

On weekdays, doctors like them don't have time to go home until ten o'clock in the evening.

"Grandma Liu, I want to come to you to ask something. Is there any way for our village to contact the outside world?"

"Yes! You can write letters or make phone calls, but...it's expensive!"

Grandma Liu looked distressed and shook her head, "I saved money for a year before I was willing to call my son and write a letter..."

Indeed, even a dollar is a luxury for them, who live in a remote and remote area.

But after receiving this news, Jing Xiangyang was very excited.

"Grandma Liu, where is the phone? Isn't there no communication in our village?"

It would be great if you have a phone!

He is now anxious to make a call to that girl, to persuade her to stay, to tell her not to go to the United States, but to go with him if she does...

"Of course we don't have one in our village! We have to go out and climb over the big mountain opposite. Can you see it? After you find the main road, then walk dozens of kilometers to the outside of the village."

Jing Xiangyang looked in the direction Grandma Liu pointed, and a majestic mountain peak came into view.

Jing Xiangyang visually estimated that it would take at least a whole day to climb that mountain by walking, right?

"Grandma, how long does it take to walk?"

"Soon, two days have passed. I have to take a trip every year to call my son!"

Jing Xiangyang took a deep look at the white-haired old lady in front of him.

He thought that after leaving the village, the first thing he should do is probably call his son on behalf of the old lady!

Two days...

Jing Xiangyang was in trouble.

"What about the letter? How long does it take to send the letter?"

he asked again.

"The letter is very fast! It can be sent out in more than a day, but that one is very expensive, very expensive! It's nothing important, so don't send it, it's terribly expensive!" Mrs. Liu waved her hands quickly.

Jing Xiangyang doesn't care about how expensive the letter is, he only cares about the timeliness!

Because, he has no time!

"Grandma, this is a very, very important letter..."

Jing Xiangyang was a little excited when he thought about it, and the depressed mood these days seemed to be relieved in an instant.

He shook the old lady's hand and said, "Thank you! I must send this letter. It may be related to my...lifelong happiness!!"

"A lifetime of happiness?"

The old lady blinked, then smiled and arched her eyebrows, "It turned out to be a love letter to the little girl..."

love letter?

Jing Xiangyang also laughed and nodded, "Yes, it's a love letter."

In this life, he has never written a love letter to anyone, and today...

Apparently, it's his first time!!

Jing Xiangyang lay on the kang and wrote a love letter seriously.

I don't know if it was because of his lack of experience, but for the first time he felt that this thing was so difficult to write.

It wasn't until he scrapped the third piece of letter paper that he straightened things out a little.

Bend at your desk and write.

The letter reads:

"Dear San'er, hello!

When you receive this letter, you must be surprised as to why in this day and age, people still express their feelings in such an old-fashioned way.

As I told you on the phone before coming here, this is a remote mountain village in a backwaters, no exaggeration at all. Transportation basically relies on walking, heating basically relies on shaking, public security basically relies on dogs, and communication basically relies on roaring.

Originally, I wanted to tell you what I was going to say next on the phone, but my landlady told me that if I wanted to make a call, I had to climb the mountain in front of the village, which would take two days, and the round trip would take about 10 minutes.

It’s only four days. It’s not that I’m not willing to leave, but I don’t have extra time. I need to treat my patients, and every patient here is dying and struggling on the line between life and death. So, I’m sorry, I don’t have the time.

I can't call you in person, let alone bring myself to you and say these words to you in person...

San'er...

The prelude seems too long, so I will officially enter the theme.

But I hope you will think about it carefully after reading the letter and don't make a hasty decision for yourself and me."

Jing Xiangyang paused as he wrote this.

She pursed her thin lips tightly and thought for half a second before continuing to write.

Vigorous and powerful pen and ink jump on the paper.

He said:

"I'm sick.

I have leukemia.

Don't shed tears in a hurry, don't cry, I'm telling you this fact because I don't want to see your tears. Be obedient and be good...

You probably know that I suffered from leukemia when I was a child. Thanks to the efforts of my parents, I was lucky enough to be cured, but to this day, my condition has still relapsed.

I'm afraid that you'll be sad, I'm afraid that you'll be worried about me, I don't want to see you shed tears for me, and I don't want you to miss anything because of me.

I don’t want you to know, and I’m also afraid that I won’t be able to grow old with you after all, so I try my best to push you away and keep you away from me...

In fact, the so-called wedding with You Qian I said was all a lie to you. I just wanted to keep you away from me!

I'm naive, aren't I? But this trick seems to be working.

You were jealous, and you shed tears because of me...

Damn it, in my lifetime, I have not tried every means to make you happy, but I have tried my best to make you cry!

I am no different from an idiot!

But, when it comes to You Qian..."

Jing Xiangyang's writing stopped here.

He put down his pen and looked at the bits and pieces on the letter paper, his eyes darkening.

He didn't know how to tell her about the drunken night he and You Qian had, so he planned to tell her in person after he went back.

Acknowledge your mistake with her, apologize, and be punished.

But, as long as she doesn't leave, he will never let go! Never let go again...

You Qian's topic was not continued.

It wasn't that he didn't want to say it, but he was afraid that the few words on the paper couldn't explain what happened that night.

"Baby, do you still remember that night three years ago?

I yelled and cursed angrily at you, scaring you so much that you cried.

Later, I cruelly kicked you out of the door.

In my mind, that was the first time I got angry at you.

Moreover, he still got so angry!

I know I must have scared you that day.

In fact, that night, what I was upset about was not you who was indifferent to the world at all, but me!

As a brother who is ten years older than you, he ruthlessly touches you while you are lying in his arms...

You were only fifteen years old at that time!

You are still just a child!

But I already have a desire to occupy you!

I think I must have scared you!

I was annoyed with myself for being so disgusting, so when you still crawled into my arms ignorantly, I yelled at you angrily and told you to leave.

In fact, that incident has always been like a thin cotton needle stuck in the bottom of my heart and cannot be pulled out.

I always wonder if Jing Xiangyang had already fallen in love with little Yun Xiaosan at that time, so he wanted to possess her and make her his own...

Is it because of this deviant incident that the twenty-five-year-old Jing Xiangyang began to resist Yun Xiaosan's simple and active love? He was afraid that something shameless like three years ago would happen to him again, and that he fell in love with the person in his mind.

Innocent and inviolable children...

Yes! In Jing Xiangyang's heart, Yun Xiaosan has always been a child, innocent, pure and willful.

It has nothing to do with love at all.

But, even so, no matter how much resistance, no matter how much psychological resistance, Jing Xiangyang still fell in love with Yun Xiaosan.

Moreover, the love is so real!!

San'er...

I want you to stay, stay with me, and don't go anywhere.

Not going to the United States, not going to distant cities...

Just like before, like a little follower, chasing behind me, never leaving half a step away.

He naughtily broke the heater in his room, complaining that it was too cold, and had to sleep with me.

Suddenly I miss the way you hung around my neck and leaned in my arms acting coquettishly.

I don’t know if my body will be strong enough to hold you and let you hang in my arms in the future, but I know that as long as I am still alive and breathing, I will have the strength to hold you in my arms.

Come here.

San'er, maybe you think it's selfish of me to keep you here as a patient. Even though we can't guarantee that we'll grow old together, I still want to hope for future happiness...

Yes! I admit that I cannot promise you that we will grow old together, but I can promise you that I will try my best throughout my life to make myself grow old with you.

Baby, I apologize to you for the hurt I have caused you due to my willful actions these days. I'm sorry! I am willing to go back and apologize and let you do whatever you want.

I have already thought of how to deal with it for you. For example, you can get angry and ignore me for three days!

However, it cannot be longer than three days, otherwise you will torture me crazy.

For another example, you can punish me to cook for you every day, and then you tell me with a straight face that the food is much worse than what Mrs. Li cooks and that I need to improve next time."

When Jing Xiangyang wrote this, he smiled unconsciously.

Suddenly, he saw Xiao San'er sitting in front of the high dining table, holding her chest, looking like a queen, scolding him with a serious face, "What kind of food are you cooking? It tastes terrible.

oh!"

And what about him?

He squinted his charming eyes and smiled, letting her pick and choose him. Finally, he took her tender lips in his mouth and asked her in a bad way, "What about me? The taste can still taste good to you.

Mouth?"

Jing Xiangyang finally recovered from his wonderful fantasy, smiled, and continued writing.

"San'er, actually when I was writing this letter, I thought about it for a long time. Finally, I thought, no matter what the outcome is, you have the right to choose, and we don't have the right to decide your future for you on our own.

road.

So, I chose to tell you all the truth.

But promise me, don't be sad, don't be sad, and don't shed tears.

Because, as I write this letter, I am in a good and happy mood!

I want you to stay.

Death is not terrible, but I am afraid... when I am alive and breathing... I cannot feel your presence!!

The period of pushing you away was the most difficult period for me, Jing Xiangyang, in my twenty-eight years of life.

I miss you……

I miss you so much, as if every cell in my body is missing your taste.

And that kind of thought is a little bitter, a little astringent, and a little... faintly painful.

Also, I love you!!

As for how much love...

I will use the rest of my life to prove to you how much I love you!!

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After writing so much, it’s time to stop writing.

at last……

San'er, I hope that after reading this letter, you will put it down, sit down, think about it quietly, and then think about your future seriously and repeatedly...

I am a patient...

Leukemia patient!

If you can bear the deterioration of your lover's health in front of you, if you have a strong enough heart to face your lover's departure; and when your lover leaves, do you still have the courage to continue to pursue new relationships and new happiness...

If you are able to bear these, then please... stay!!

I will try my best to make the above what-ifs no longer exist!!

Wait until I come back...

I love you, Xiangyang, and I’d like to write this.”

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