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After Xiang Yi was emotionally frustrated, she read a novel by Zhang Ailing called "Missing the Past".

There was a passage in the article that left a particularly deep impression on her.

——I don’t miss you very deliberately, because I know that you should be grateful when you meet me, and let go when you pass by. I just think of you in many, many small moments. For example, a movie, a song, a lyric

, a road and countless moments of closing your eyes.

And this passage seems to best explain Xiang Yi's state of mind at this moment.

Since that day, when they decided to take it easy, they have had no contact.

She no longer logs into msn, logs into qq, or reads weibo. In fact, she even changed her phone number completely.

She did this just to be more cruel to herself!

Because she was afraid that she would not be able to help but contact him, go to him, beg him, and then continue to pester him and tie him up...

She didn't know if Dou Ran had contacted her, probably not!

He should live a relaxed life without her harassment!

……………………

Time passed bit by bit in suffering.

Xiang Yi's life seems not to have changed at all, but also seems like everything has changed!

She began to be willing to participate in various group activities and integrate into the circle of classmates. Her life began to no longer involve the Internet, but a more practical social circle, and she would even occasionally participate with female classmates in the class and male classmates from other departments.

Social activities.

Although no male classmate can seduce her, Xiang Yi no longer resists talking to and getting close to boys as before.

According to Wen Xi's words, "I think you are the Xiang Yi I knew back then!"

Perhaps girls really need to go through an unforgettable and failed love in order to learn to grow and learn to manage future love!

Xiang Yi also knows very well that he is living a very relaxed and comfortable life now...

No worries, no ties, no need to think about someone all the time...

But only she knows that every night, in her dreams, the same face will appear on time!

In the dream, they were still so friendly, not tired, not disgusted with each other, the only thing they had was love and laughter.

Every time she wakes up in the morning, her heart will be empty for a long time...

Breaking up with him is not simply taking the person you once loved most deeply out of your life, but...eviscerating your heart with your bare hands!!

Pain, pain, loneliness, emptiness...

There are too many words to describe the most real feeling in my heart.

Only those who have truly experienced it can understand.

After Xiang Yi froze on the bed for dozens of minutes, he finally lifted the quilt, got off the bed, and prepared to wash up.

"Xiang Yi——"

At this moment, the bedroom door was pushed open by Wen Xi from the outside.

"What's the matter?"

Xiang Yi looked back at her.

"Have you cried? Why are your eyes red?"

Wen Xi seemed to have noticed something wrong with Xiang Yi.

"No!"

Xiang Yi quickly denied, "I just had a nightmare and woke myself up with a fright!"

right!

For her, dreams with Dou Ran are all nightmares!! They are nightmares after she wakes up!!

Only she knows how happy she was in the dream and how painful she was the moment she woke up!!

"It's okay to have nightmares, they are all fake."

Wen Xi quickly comforted her.

"You came to see me for something?"

Xiang Yi asked her.

Wen Xi paused, glanced at Xiang Yi, and thought for a moment, "Xiang Yi..."

Wen Xi stood on the edge of the door frame of the bathroom, looking at Xiang Yi who was about to rinse his mouth inside, and finally spoke out, "Do you know that the group of international students going to France... have... arrived early..."

Back!"

Xiang Yi's action of gargling his mouth suddenly stopped.

He tilted his head and looked at Wen Xi at the door.

His expression was a little dull.

Wen Xi nodded.

Xiang Yi froze there for a long time, then regained consciousness and continued to rinse his mouth.

There was no extraneous expression on his face.

It was as if he had never heard Wen Xi's words before, but the action of rinsing his mouth sped up a little.

The toothbrush brushed against her white teeth and touched her gums, causing blood to ooze out. However, Xiang Yi seemed to have never noticed it and kept rinsing there, while the brushing movements in her hand continued to intensify unintentionally.

A little more.

"Xiang Yi!"

"?"

Xiang Yi tilted his head to look at Wen Xi.

Wen Xi pointed at her teeth, "Stop brushing, they're bleeding..."

Xiang Yi suddenly reacted and looked in the mirror, only to find that her baby was full of foam! Her mouth was already covered in a sea of ​​blood.

"fine!"

She grinned, took a sip and spat out the foam in her mouth, "I just get angry, it's okay, it happens every day..."

Wen Xi glanced at her, sighed, and patted her shoulder, "Okay, you can wash up and get ready for breakfast and class."

"……good."

Xiang Yi finished washing up in a daze, and walked out of the bedroom with a book in hand. He was about to ask Wen Xi to have breakfast when Zhou Jiao suddenly jumped out and said, "Xiang Yi, do you know that Dou Ran of your family is back?

Got it!!”

Xiang Yi's expression was sluggish again, and his heart was obviously twitching.

After a long while, he replied calmly, "I haven't paid attention to his affairs for a long time! I went out to have breakfast first."

Without even calling Wen Xi, Xiang Yi hurriedly escaped from the dormitory.

Dou Ran...

Dou Ran...

The name that lingers in her mind every moment of every day...

That name seemed to have been carved into her bones and blood with a knife...

Xiang Yi ran away from the dormitory, holding her books in her arms, and walked to the cafeteria in a daze.

Dou Ran is back...

Her heart was obviously beating very hard.

Is he really back?

Isn't there still two months left before his study abroad career ends?

But what if I come back? Coming back is just... parting again!!

Nearly two years later, she is now a sophomore, and Dou Ran is...a senior!!

He once said that he would study as a graduate student at this school, but now, I don't know if he still remembers this agreement...

Or maybe, it’s not really an agreement.

"Senior Dou Ran!!"

Suddenly, Xiang Yi heard a girl scream, "Are you really back? Long time no see..."

"Well, I'm back."

Dou Ran's magnetic voice sounded loudly behind Xiang Yi.

At that moment, it was like a bomb, with a "boom" sound, it exploded in Xiang Yi's mind.

For a moment, my mind went blank!!

The steps under his feet stopped stiffly.

Somehow, she turned back...

Then she saw, not ten meters away from behind her... Dou Ran!!

At that moment, Xiang Yi's tears almost burst out like a flood.

But she forced herself to hold back!

She can't cry, she can't cry in front of Dou Ran!

Dou Ran is still the male god who attracts the admiration of many girls. Wherever he goes, he shines.

A simple white T-shirt, washed jeans, short hair, and very energetic.

It seemed that there was not much difference from the one she had seen half a year ago, except that he was a little more calm.

His eyes fell directly on Xiang Yi's face, looking at her for an instant.

There are too many complicated emotions in his eyes...

The ripples spread out in circles, swinging in Xiang Yi's heart, leaving her really unsure of what to do.

For a long time——

She nodded generously at him.

Counts as a greeting.

Turn around and prepare to leave.

"Xiang Yi!!"

Suddenly, a familiar voice sounded, calling Xiang Yi.

"Is it really you? What a good boy, we haven't seen you for two years and your hair has grown so long!!"

Besides the carefree A Qi, who else is there?

He rushed up, put his arm generously on Xiang Yi's shoulders, grinned and said, "You can't tell, you kid is a woman... Humph, you're quite beautiful!"

"Ah...Aqi..."

Xiang Yi greeted him awkwardly, escaped from under his arm, and touched her bangs, "You... are you back so early?"

"Yes! What are you doing? Do you think we are back too early?"

"Of course not!"

"Hey, do you know why we came back early?"

"Um?"

Xiang Yi actually... didn't dare to be interested.

I don't dare to have any interest in Dou Ran's affairs anymore.

"It's not because of Dou Ran..."

"Breakfast?"

At some point, Dou Ran suddenly came forward and asked Xiang Yi.