Don’t Show the Son

After leaving the palace, the imperial concubine is quite different from before.

It was hard for Lin Xiu to believe that she, who had always been a girl, would say such philosophical words.

The past cannot be changed, and the future is unpredictable. All people can do is cherish the present.

Human beings are likely to have no future. No matter what the results will be in three years, in these short few years, we should not leave any regrets for ourselves.

In terms of regrets, Lin Xiu's life has very few regrets.

His parents are still alive, the family is harmonious, and the people he loves the most are by his side. What he wanted to do at the beginning has been realized one by one now. If there is no alien invasion, he can actually retire to the countryside, give birth to a group of children, and watch them grow up , to teach them how to practice, or, to bring them with spiritual sounds, to see the vastness and splendor of the universe...

If I have to say that I have any regrets, there should be some.

Lin Xiu looked at a figure who was playing chess with Lingyin in a certain pavilion, and her heart was slightly disturbed.

He thought that he could pretend that nothing happened like Lingjun, and regard what happened that night as a friendly match for all mankind, but in fact he couldn't do it at all.

These days, her figure often appeared in his mind.

Lin Xiu looked at Lingjun, she was chatting and laughing with Lingyin, when Lin Xiu walked over, she stood up and said to Lin Xiu, "I just plan to go back to my room to practice, you and Lingyin can go down..."

After Lingjun left, Lingyin glanced back and asked, "Did you quarrel?"

Lin Xiu shook her head and said, "No."

When nothing happened before, their relationship was normal. They could chat about the universe all night and practice together. These days, Lin Xiu clearly felt that she was avoiding him intentionally or unintentionally.

After that happened, the two could no longer get along as friends.

Lingyin tugged at his sleeve, and said: "My sister will hide her thoughts since she was a child, she will not say what she wants directly, she just likes duplicity..."

This point, Lin Xiu already knew after obtaining the mind reading.

She clearly thought about many things in her heart, but she was very resistant on her lips.

So she often said "no" with her mouth, but her body was very honest.

Lingyin touched him with his arm and said, "Do you understand what I mean..."

Naturally, she couldn't hide her small thoughts from Lin Xiu. Lin Xiu breathed a sigh of relief and said, "I got it, I got it..."

night.

The bright moon is in the sky.

Whenever there is a moon in the sky, Lin Xiu always looks for the aliens on the moon habitually, and he will feel at ease when he sees him honestly staying on the moon to practice.

He walked into Lingjun's room carrying a bowl of mushroom soup noodles with poached eggs, and said, "When I was cooking noodles for Lingyin just now, I accidentally cooked an extra bowl, do you want to eat?"

Zhao Lingjun sat cross-legged on the bed and practiced without opening her eyes, and said, "I'm not hungry."

Her voice fell, but the scent was closer. When she opened her eyes, Lin Xiu had already picked up the poached egg and brought it to her mouth. She moved her throat instinctively, but said: "I... woo ..."

She wanted to emphasize that she was not hungry, and just said one word, Lin Xiu's poached egg had already been fed into her mouth, she subconsciously took a bite, regretting it, but it was too late.

Lin Xiu asked, "How does it taste?"

Zhao Lingjun swallowed the poached egg and said, "Not bad..."

Now that she had eaten, she simply got off the bed, took the bowl and chopsticks from Lin Xiu, and said, "I will do it myself."

Lin Xiu sat across from her, watched her sip, and suddenly asked, "Lingjun."

Zhao Lingjun looked up at him.

Lin Xiudao: "What if we lose after three years?"

Zhao Lingjun said: "If you lose, you lose, at worst, you die."

Lin Xiu asked: "You are still so young, and you are so indifferent to life and death, don't you have any regrets?"

Zhao Lingjun said lightly: "No."

When she said "no", she paused with her chopsticks, and a trace of complexity flashed in her eyes.

If she hadn't left willfully that night three years ago, at this moment, she should really have no regrets.

Lin Xiu asked suddenly: "If you had the chance to go back three years ago, would you make the same choice as you did then?"

Zhao Lingjun trembled and looked at Lin Xiu. If she had such a chance, even if she didn't fall in love with him immediately, she would definitely not make the same choice as before.

Unfortunately, there is no if.

She shook her head and said, "That question doesn't make sense."

Lin Xiudao: "It means a lot to me."

Zhao Lingjun looked at him again. What happened between the two of them made there always be a rift between them that could not be repaired. It was her fault. She was not qualified to beg for his forgiveness, nor would she beg for his forgiveness.

So be it.

She said "no" in her heart, then looked at Lin Xiu, and said, "yes."

Lin Xiu smiled, then looked at her, and said, "There is something I didn't tell you."

Zhao Lingjun said softly: "What?"

Lin Xiu looked at her and said, "I can read your mind. I just need to look into your eyes to know what is going on in your mind."

Zhao Lingjun froze for a moment, her first reaction was naturally disbelief.

Lin Xiu said slowly: "You are thinking, how is this possible? If I knew what you were thinking, wouldn't I know that you regretted it, and that you have fallen in love with me, but I just pretended to be like that on weekdays..."

A trace of panic appeared on Zhao Lingjun's face, her heart was beating violently, and she immediately covered her eyes with her hands.

Lin Xiu held her other hand, and Zhao Lingjun felt that one force in her body was dispelled, and another force was added.

As if realizing something, she slowly moved her hand away and looked into Lin Xiu's eyes.

The two stared at each other for a long, long time.

Lin Xiu looked at her and said, "I don't know what will happen in the future. Our time may be running out. I don't want to leave any regrets."

Zhao Lingjun's lips moved, and Lin Xiu stretched out her index finger to touch her lips, and said, "Needless to say, I know everything."

She looked away in a panic, but couldn't help but look into Lin Xiu's eyes.

Worried that he would see through her thoughts, so she started to let herself think wildly.

Although he is lewd, he is really handsome and worthy of his name.

She is also very knowledgeable. She doesn't know many things he said.

Looking at it this way, his eyes are very deep, his nose is very straight, and his lips are also beautiful. I don't know what it feels like to kiss her. Will it be different from Lingyin's feeling of secretly kissing her when she was a child...

Lin Xiu looked at her and asked, "Do you want to give it a try?"

Zhao Lingjun was taken aback, and immediately said: "No!"

Lin Xiu looked into her eyes, smiled slightly, lowered her head and kissed her lips, Lingjun's mind went blank, she stared at him blankly, worried that he would see through her thoughts, and immediately closed her eyes, forgetting that she could resist.

After a long time, my lips parted.

Her eyes opened, and the numb feeling made her a little nostalgic. Just as she had this thought in her heart, there was a soft touch on her lips...

After an unknown amount of time, she pushed Lin Xiu away, leaned against the head of the bed, her chest heaved slightly, and said, "I, I'm in a mess right now, let me be alone..."

Lin Xiu asked, "Then I'm leaving?"

Zhao Lingjun nodded, subconsciously looked at Lin Xiu, and then quickly covered her eyes.

But for a moment, Lin Xiu still saw what was in her heart.

A moment later, on her bed, under the brocade quilt, the two slept with their clothes on, and they slept on the same pillow. Lin Xiu held her hand, and she didn't resist.

Lin Xiu looked at her and said, "Go to sleep."

Ling Jun gave a soft "um" and then slowly closed her eyes.

They've been married for three years, but in a sense, this is the first time they've shared the same bed.

The next morning, when Lin Xiu opened her eyes, she turned her head to look at him, and Ling Jun also turned her head to look at him.

At this time, a figure pushed the door in from the outside and said, "What time is it, it's still..."

Zhao Lingyin stared at the two sitting on the bed, was stunned for a moment, then held back a smile and said: "Someone is coming from the palace, the meeting of nations will be held soon, Your Majesty invites you to come over..."