doomsday lamb

First, I need to take half a week off.

Not a want, but a need.

Although today is April Fool's Day, I am serious.

I'm probably the kind of person who doesn't like to joke around, and this time I took leave, I really pushed myself to the limit.

To be honest, I have been in a bad state recently. Friends who are following me can tell that in the last few days of March, the update time of "The Last Lamb" is unstable, and the writing rhythm of Sheep Zodiac is also relatively messy.

Of course, all the uneven parts were corrected last night.

Then, I stayed up until two o'clock again. Then, it was time to get up early to go to work and work non-stop.

2020 is a very special year, and it should be the same for me.

For the first time in more than 20 years, I am not celebrating the New Year at home, and many of the familiar and even accustomed atmospheres are missing.

After that, the duty hours are automatically extended during special periods.

The duty has doubled, and compared to others who have doubled the Spring Festival holiday, if they say they are completely willing, it must be a lie.

Fortunately, when I first entered the workplace, Chicheng still had some professionalism in his heart.

He could leave early tomorrow, but he still voluntarily stayed.

The epidemic has added a lot of extra work content. Fortunately, I can still continue writing in my free time. The whole February is not boring, but more fulfilling.

Later, in early March, the epidemic had a serious impact on our unit. The brother project next door in Qingdao had a serious manpower shortage, and there was not even a single person in one department.

So half a month ago, I was transferred to where I am now. Because my colleagues from Hubei have not returned yet, I almost have to work as one person for two people.

I have to work all day long, and I may have to stay up until 4 o'clock at night to write novels after get off work.

The 100,000 words I updated this month as promised were the price of six consecutive days of inflammation and increased mental stress.

Life instability should also be counted as a factor.

Because I have the kind of temperament suitable for a stable life.

Living there is always a bit of a makeshift job, sacrificing a lot of comfort for the sake of work progress.

Fortunately, I should be able to rent a house in a few days, which will bring a happy end to my stay there. My colleagues will also end their isolation and return to work, and everything will be back on track, and I will probably settle down as well.

Well, I hope I can update more in the future. Telling the stories I want to tell as soon as possible is still one of the things I want to do most right now.

In March 2020, the second month of novel updates was completed.

I'm still trying to find an ideal balance between work, life and ideals, and the respective proportions between them.

I haven't found it yet, I'm just trying to survive by staying up late and saving my manuscripts. But I think I will do it, and at worst I will just give up on entertainment.

The next half week will be a stage for the Sheep sign to reorganize its status.

Afterwards, I will regroup with a more complete attitude and continue my voyage.

Long writing is always a painful thing, but "the joy comes after all the hardships" will still be the deepest desire of us people.

——Sheep Zodiac by2020.04.01

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