Doomsday Strikes Back

Ouyang Xiaxia said, "Later... we spent three years in college together. We were like lovers, but the two of us had not completely slept because once I asked him to take the road with me and take the opportunity, hehe...

...I wanted to find an opportunity and tried to sleep with him, but... he disappointed me too much. He was like a lump of elm, especially conservative, so... So I am still a girl, he is still a boy

, Later he changed, really changed, and it made me feel very scary, because an accident happened in his house. His sister was the girl who made me jealous. His sister got seriously ill and was not treated later

OK, his sister passed away, and later he returned to school, it was like a different person. I knew he was in pain, I knew the pain of losing his loved ones, I tried to comfort him, but I felt that he was deliberately avoiding me, and I felt that he had changed.

It's like a different person... I was like crazy at that time. I didn't know where I offended him or what made him unhappy. I made him deliberately avoid me. I don't know what it was.

Why?... Later, he wrote me a letter and I burst into tears. I found that I loved him so much, really love him. In the past, we were together every day, but I found that he left

After that, I was so lonely and felt so pitiful and helpless by myself. I was used to the days with him. I was thinking, how helpless and helpless I was in the days without him...

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Fu Sheng said, "What letter is it, what exactly is written in the letter, which makes you so sad and sad... Tell me..."

Ouyang Xiaxia said, "It's a breakup letter. I don't know why he is so cruel, why he just gave up our eight years of love so easily. It's not so easy to love someone. The letter reads: Ouyang Xiaxia

,sorry:

Sorry, I'm really sorry, I'm really sorry, I'm sorry, I can't give you everything, I'm sorry for my farewell without saying goodbye, my favorite sister left me, and I want to find a peaceful place and choose to become a monk, you may

I don't know why my sister died. There are some reasons for my sister's death. I regret it now. I'm so sorry to my sister, sorry to my own parents, sorry to everyone around me, my sister is suffering from it.

Sepsis is a difficult disease, but if it is transplanted through bone marrow, it may be saved. You may not know, I hate myself, why, why my bone marrow is different from my sister's, so that I can save my sister's

I'm so helpless, so helpless... My sister is still so young and so beautiful, and I didn't expect her... She... left me forever... Actually, my sister said,

She didn't blame me, she didn't hate me, she had a good brother, as long as my brother was good, she would be fine... Actually, I insisted on transplanting my sister's bone marrow, but my sister refused, but my sister... I don't want me

The bone marrow transplant, my sister said, she can, she can fight against the disease to the end, my sister is strong, on the hospital bed, I saw my sister's pain... You may not know, my sister even scratched her bald head

Even my eye hair was shaved, and my sister just felt good. Maybe it was because of chemotherapy!

My family conditions are not really good. My sister's story touched the society. Many kind-hearted people in society have sent money, donations, and flowers... My sister insists on updating Weibo every day

, because she doesn't want those who care about her to see her pain and unhappiness... My sister always posts her smile on her blog every day. Later I remember that day, my sister was particularly abnormal and she ate it.

There are so many things, my sister dressed up, and my sister felt that the illness seemed to be cured that day. My sister said to my mother, "Mom, let's be discharged from the hospital! OK... I feel much better, there's really nothing to do, go home."

OK... Later, my mother went to the doctor's place, and the doctor told her that it might be that my sister has not had much time, which is a reflection of the sunshine, but your daughter's vitality is particularly tenacious and can live until now. This is simply a

Miracle, every desire to survive is very strong, let alone your daughter? Right... Sister, take a look! Prepare whatever your daughter wants to eat, try to satisfy her, your daughter's time

There are really not many more, see if there are any last words... Sister, be happier, actually... Oh... I didn't say anything, we tried our best... The doctor started to cry...

I was crying sadly, my mother was extremely desperate, she began to hate herself, why didn't the disease linger on her body, why? Why did I have to suffer and torture my baby daughter... Why, why, what exactly? I saw my mother take it from her pocket

I cried for a long time after taking pictures of my sister because my mother didn't dare to cry in front of her, for fear that she would be seen by her sister...

When my mother touched her tears and insisted on smiling, she went to her sister's medical room. The mother smiled and said, "Baby, baby, we can't go home yet." My mother asked the doctor just now, and the doctor said, "It's much better, I'm observing...

...It's not a big deal, my sister said, haha... Well... Mom, don't worry, I really have nothing to do, don't worry! Then let's listen to the doctor. I've lived in this place for a while, Mom, don't worry, it's really okay

...I know this disease, haha... I want to live well and repay those people in society who are helpful to me, haha, right, mom, your daughter is the strongest, right?

Then my sister lay on the hospital bed and a doctor came in. The doctor's eyes were red and he brought a document. After reading it, his whole body was shaking violently. My mother said, is this my daughter's last wish?

OK... Let my daughter sign it!

It turned out that the document the doctor brought was my sister's last wish, and when I was about to die, I donated all the useful organs on my body. I saw that my sister readily took the donation agreement, looked at it, and then said, "No."

Thinking of how I can do more good things for our country when I die, I will never live in vain in my life, I will never come to the world in vain in my life, I will never come in vain, I will never come in vain, I will really...

It didn't happen in vain. Then I didn't know why my sister covered her chest and lay quietly on the hospital bed. I didn't know what my sister was thinking about. My sister called me to the edge of the bed and held my hand tightly. Brother,

OK, do what you like to do, life passes by, let us all cherish it, cherish it, love it every day, my sister will see you in heaven, brother, don’t cry, be stronger, it’s just a separation from life and death, my sister

Just go to another space, you have to take good care of your mom and dad. You are a man, do you understand?

I just nodded, and then my sister called my mother to her side and said: Mom, I love you too, in the next life, if there is a next life, I will be your daughter and still be your baby daughter. Mom, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry

, I don't know how to comfort you, I hope you are healthy and happy, and my dad, dad, don't be too tired from work, really don't be too tired, haha... Can you let me leave with a smile?

?No pain, no sorrow...

At night, my sister stood up and lay down, and it seemed very uncomfortable. The heartbeat chart accelerated and slowed down. Her heart rate was extremely unbalanced and unstable. Then my sister lay there and looked around.

Around me, I left quietly with a smile. Not long after, many doctors followed me in and pushed my sister away. I knew where my sister went. My sister went to the operating room. My sister's last wish before my death. Our whole family was immersed in sadness and pain.

A female doctor pushed open the door and saw that the doctor handed three letters to my mother. My mother gave me to myself. I resisted my grief and tore open the first letter. It turned out that these three letters,

It was all my sister's will. My sister prepared it during her lifetime. The first letter reads, Dear Mom and Dad, and my dear brother, maybe when you opened the envelope, we were separated by yin and yang, I was really lucky.

, I can be your daughter and your sister in this life. I can feel that I really don’t have much time left. Thank you for your parents for raising me over the years. Thank you brother, my best brother, you

He is the kindest brother in the world, haha... Actually, I really want to live. How much I want to live with you! How I hope I can accompany you every day, our family of four is together, having dinner and chatting together

, There is also watching TV, but... But I blame me for being unsatisfied, I am sorry for my parents, and my younger brother. I hope that when you read this letter, maybe I have already reached heaven, don't worry! I hope you don't feel sad,

Don't suffer, we are just apart, there is nothing in fact? There is really nothing. I am really happy in heaven, really happy, don't worry about me, I'm living well, I hope you take good care of yourself, I'm leaving, you

My daughter, your eternal daughter... When I opened the third letter, my sister wrote, first of all, thanks to the kind-hearted people in society for their help in my unknown help. Thank you, I bowed to you in heaven, good people have

Good rewards are just not coming. Dear Mom and Dad, I will leave a fee if I die. Those are donated by kind-hearted people in society. In fact, there are many people like me in society, and they all suffer from it.

A strange disease, my dear parents, donate that money to those who need help! Those people really need help, and they really need love. Buddha said that saving a life is better than creating a seven-level futu

Just think we did a good thing!...I opened the last letter, which was my sister's body donation. My sister said that as a human being, I just want to be a good person. It is easy to do good people, so I will do nothing.

The kind person I care about, donate all the organs I can use before I die, without reservation, and my dear parents, please sprinkle my ashes into the sea, and I will return to the embrace of the sea...

Dear Ouyang Xiaxia, this is everything about my sister, it is everything about my sister. My sister is a very brave and amazing person. Before she died, everything was explained very clearly.

No worries, my sister and I like Buddhism the most. Wherever we go, the Buddha is in my heart. Sorry, Ouyang Xiaxia, I am afraid I will not be with you in this life. Sorry, I chose to leave you, choose to be as empty as a Buddhist, cultivate one's own character,

Being a monk without human affection and accidents, I am kind-hearted and have a great relationship with Buddha, so I chose to do it without hesitation and not look back. Ouyang Xiaxia, I'm sorry, I may have to let you down in this life, if I have the next life, maybe

I will give you back... Actually, like Buddhism, I thought about this for a long time, and finally I finally made up my mind to be with the lonely lamp and save all living beings with Buddha. That is the meaning of my living in the world

Where, otherwise I would live like a walking corpse, that would be meaningless, and that would be better than die... In fact, the person I am most sorry for is you. You used to be everything to me, and my happiest beauty, but now I want to leave you

And go, I hope you will face it strongly, I hope you will be strong and brave, I hope you will be happy without me. In fact, everyone is a passerby to everyone, and it is impossible to accompany you for the rest of your life, Ouyang Xiaxia, come on, come on...you

It's a good girl, a girl that makes me fascinated. I've been with you for eight years. I've been so happy and so lucky because of you and with you... The most in the world

A happy thing, could it be that the two of them help each other until old age, but if you want to blame me, I am sorry for you, I don’t deserve to love you, because I am too selfish and choose to be as empty as Buddhism. I hope you can study hard

, find someone you can entrust to live your life, and live your life well, that kind of life is considered perfect.

Sometimes I think about my life with you, haha... Ouyang Xiaxia, can we break up happily? Don’t look for me, I went to a place you can’t find. Thank you for bringing me all the beauty and

Happiness, thank you... I kept you silently in my heart, and I didn't think about it anymore. There was also that night. Actually, I was a man and had the urge to love you. I'm really sorry, I don't want to have you

It’s not that I don’t want to love you, but that I’m afraid… I’m responsible for you, I’m really responsible for you, and I can’t take away your beauty. If I leave, I will feel wronged and I will love you in the future.

People have no way to explain, so I chose to restrain myself and suppress myself. But that night, we were lying on the bed. I didn't really sleep, just stared at you blankly, Ouyang Xiaxia, you really

It's so beautiful, it's so beautiful. You are the most beautiful girl in the world I've ever seen. Any girl is irreplaceable in my heart. In fact, I have loved it before, that's enough, it's enough... I have nothing to regret.

, In fact, regret is a disease, so we don’t have any illness. We are all healthy people, and there are Buddhist beads I have already repaired and will be mailed to you another day. Don’t forget your peace of mind, don’t forget your peace of mind, do it

Those who are useful to society must not give up on themselves, and must not follow the trend and be a good person or a good person to society.

I remember something that I can't forget. Ouyang Xiaxia still remembers in junior high school? The bird that hit my head, I cried very hard that day, because later I checked it

I have found a lot of information. That kind of bird is a bird that is about to face extinction in the world. It is strangled by us humans and has been treated with environmental pollution. I really hope that in the world, we can see blue sky and white clouds every day, and

The flying birds are flying in the sky, and there are some rare animals in groups, hoping that our home will not be killed or killed. Each of us must have a kind of compassion, that kind of heart

Like a mirror, bright and transparent... Ouyang Xiaxia, this is what I want to say to you, and the instructions before leaving. This may be the last time we communicate in this life. I hope you can live a happy life.

I will pray for you every day. May the Buddha bless you, may you have a good future and a good dream..."

Fu Sheng sighed and said, "Oh... I didn't expect that he was really like a Buddhist, I didn't expect that he really left you, I didn't expect that he really made up his mind, abandoned you, abandoned you whom you loved.

But how did you do later? Ouyang Xiaxia... Have you contacted him again? Have you ever gone to find him again? Is there still room for retention? Maybe..."

Ouyang Xiaxia said, "I looked for it, I really looked for him. Later, I found him. He became a monk in Henan. There is a magical name called Kongyi. Everything is like Kong. When I found him,

He said, donor, I don't know you, wherever you come from, the road is still long, the road is still long, I hope the donor will achieve the right result as soon as possible, my master is merciful, I Amitabha... After saying that, he didn't even have a head

Turning around, we left, since then, we have never contacted each other again, and we are not in touch. In fact, I have also thought about it. Everyone has their own way of living. As long as you live happily and happily, why bother?

I can’t get through everything. If one day I can’t think about it, I will also cut my hair into a nun. That way I can be free from fatigue, love, and desire. Be a person who faces the dry lamp, either...

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Fusheng said, "The past is over, don't think about it anymore. Look at the fish in this river, you can always live in this river, and be imprisoned forever, and we are only for human beings, and we have a broader world.

In fact, when we are alive, God has already arranged our path, arranged our lives, arranged our birth, old age, sickness and death... So everything is relieved, relieved... relief is the most important thing. Don't be unable to get through yourself every day, and there is also

Put any pressure on yourself, be calm, calm, just think about everything, think carefully, what I need, what I want, what I want, where I will go in the future..."