Doomsday Strikes Back

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A major earthquake in Wenchuan made me know what despair is! Standing on this sober crossroads, I can't move forward. I ask the sky and the earth. Where is my way? But all of this is spent in regret, please give me

This is my chance to wake up. Please forgive me for what I have done, because I only have you in my memory.

I spent the most unforgettable days in my life with my brother! I made a life-and-death vow: never abandon or give up! May you always be my legendary person. There is no physical close contact, but the eternal communication of the soul, but you left me,

Can you give me a message again, and let our mobile phones - the bridge, connect you and me again when we were apart?

military salute

Your brother Feng

"May 4th, Who Belongs to"

I don’t want to reminisce about anything, otherwise I will become an ancient person who is anti-ancient and spends his time in memories. Is it because I have not faced reality, or because people have different ideological realms.

, is it really wrong for a specially disabled soldier to have the power to persevere to the end, the laws of the motherland, and the divine power of our August 1st military flag?

I don’t know all of this, but I know that I haven’t given up yet. More than ten years of struggling alone and several years of struggling in pain have not only tempered my will, but also made me understand that people need

With emotional support, I take the characters in the ancient Chinese book "Hold the Faith" and the foreign "Death Is Afraid of Clenching His Teeth" as an example. Just because I believe in my heart, I dare to hope, but at this time, things often go against my wishes.

There is a huge difference between heaven and earth, but I can only look forward to my perseverance/

I seem to really have something, but in reality I really have nothing more than nothing. Although my sunny and confident side is left in the memory of others, the contrast of yin and yang in a day belongs to the laws of nature. Is it true that the laws of human life in a day are

Can change nature...

I don’t understand all this, because I once firmly believed in what Comrade Mao Zedong, the first chairman of our country, once said: “Strive on earth, and the joy is endless; struggle with heaven, and the joy is endless; struggle with people, and the joy is endless.

." But in reality, during the six-year painful struggle, and under an unexpected blow, I truly understood: "Everything in the world has the value and rationality of coexistence, and we should respect the laws and laws of nature.

Follow the rules and live in harmony with nature!”

I once read an article "Who Rules the World" that reminded me of a person. After he was buried deep in his heart and the tears came out, I kept searching and regretting, but one shovel could dig out a mouthful.

Can water wells build the Great Wall in one year? In this Greater China, where everyone is equal before the law, can the principles of non-reliance, non-love, non-arrogance, and non-regret in imperial studies work well?

I once remembered that on the May Fourth Movement in 1997, I received three prizes in one day. It should be the most glorious day in my life, but all the facts were reversed by others. In 2004, on March 27, I accepted the Shanghai Youth Award

When interviewed by reporter Leng Mei of the newspaper, she told me that middle-aged people are considered to be in their fifties and sixties, but can the physical changes in life be inferior to the Great Leap Forward that the motherland proposed in the 1950s and 1960s to catch up with the United States?

Forget it, no matter who the festival belongs to tomorrow, but I want to complain, physicists can say: "Give me a fulcrum, give me a lever, and I can lift the earth" but I want to complain!!!

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At the same time, I also hope that young people in their 18s, 19s, and 20s will understand that at this time you are at a critical age, your spirit is opening to faith, your heart is constructing your own appearance and character, and now you are making decisions about the path of your life.

When choosing between good or evil, I hope you will always remember:

Diligence: Like a brilliant spark, it can make life shine;

Laziness: Like rust on iron, it makes a person dull;

Humility: Like a rushing river, rippling waves of wisdom;

Pride: like a dry pond, exuding the smell of pedantry;

Brave: Like a sharp steel ax, the thorns are more invincible;

Cowardice: Like the pure blade of a sharpener, it is difficult to cut through rotten wood;

Honesty: Like clear spring water, it illuminates your pure heart;

Hypocrisy: Like a muddy stream of corruption, thoughts are gradually tainted.

May 3, 03:28 am

"Who can forgive me"

Who can understand me as a human being, what is right and wrong in my work? One is that I have something to say but cannot speak. I really don’t know, but I know very well the worldly way of "taking people’s money to eliminate disasters for others".

I have long since lost my way on a certain path, and my brothers and sisters who once brought me unity and joy have long since gone their separate ways...

I want to join the public and change my rebellious mentality, but now I often accept other people's gossip. If I still have the same personality as before, I would be 100% happy, but now I am different and can change.

Although everything has changed, my job responsibilities have indeed not changed, because I fully understand that

, a person who can't even handle his job well, doesn't deserve dreams, doesn't deserve a future, because of the past, tomorrow is still unknown, only this moment is the most real! So I must follow the factory's security requirements

, try my best to achieve my work responsibilities!

Because I don’t know well, I am a migrant worker, but I regard my work as my own career. Because my strength and ability are not enough, I can only rely on the stage provided by the factory to accumulate my own strength.

, because what I want is responsibility and mission, and what I want to leave behind is a reputation. I once remembered a person who wanted to change something but nothing good happened.

Door, the ancient saying that bad things spread thousands of miles, I don’t know how many roles I have played, but at work, when did I give up the 86250 training, the police platoon in the army told me, who I am, just because I have a heart

, although conscience is worthless in the eyes of some people, but in the hearts of those of us who are deeply sworn by the Taoyuan Three?

As a person who was once arrogant and arrogant, I really believed that the "impossible" third prisoner could only be found in a fool's dictionary! But in the cruel and ruthless real stage, I lowered my head because of the

Today's life has to let me face it, for the sake of my future

Finally, standing under the sky that belongs to me, I must learn to overdo it, face reality, summarize the past, look forward to the future, give life time, wait for the time to mature, and once again be able to hold high my August 1st military flag and sing loudly, move forward, and look forward to the future.

Ahead, our team heads toward the sun...

However, in the face of employees who I don’t understand at work, especially those with ulterior motives, they always love to give me verbal trauma. I really want to be a security guard with a good reputation in the eyes of the leaders, but can I? Why?

Those who create the distant wind for me, if they don’t examine themselves, why don’t they understand the ancient saying that if their body is upright, they will not be afraid of their shadows being crooked?

If I really followed the factory rules, can my security guard Dai Yunfeng tell me something? If I didn't speak for the weak in China, and I didn't pursue the ideal sky for the strong who bully the weak and fear the strong, I really want you to see what a wolf in the north is.

, but my oath is that I would rather lose at the feet of the strong than face a weak, incompetent person...

Living in such a good environment for human rights issues, why can't we use a grateful heart to thank all the law enforcement officers who have allowed us to achieve our goals and constantly improve ourselves? With a tolerant and understanding heart, we can forgive each other's work.

need!

Maybe I should still be able to write, maybe I didn’t write down the cause and effect, maybe I should learn to... own my personality, maybe all the responsibilities are my fault! But I know very well that on the sixth anniversary of my unjust case, I

When I arrive, I will spend my sixth anniversary in an environment that ordinary people can’t imagine. I will never quarrel with a weakling or an incompetent person, let alone capsize in the gutter!

My little sister Dong Wei, who gave me a second life and made me look like a true soldier again, is about to make a comeback. The appearance of her information has given me more confidence and more hope than I have been missing for a long time.

, once again had a sincere smile from the heart, and once again truly understood who I am!

Standing in this desolate place unknown to most people in the world, her appearance made me experience the warmth of true love that I have been waiting for for several years. Although I have long faced myself with a zero mentality, in the eyes of people who don’t know me,

They think I am too arrogant and arrogant. Although I have escaped time and time again from the joy that belongs to me in the eyes of others, no matter how embarrassing I am, I still know who I am and what my responsibility and mission are!

I once remembered that a girl named Dong Wei, who was a college student and now a Ph.D., sent me a Russian passage: "The most precious thing for a person is life. Life is only once for a person. A person's life should be spent like this. When he looks back on the past,

He did not regret wasting his years, nor was he ashamed of doing nothing. When he was dying, he could say: My whole life and all my energy have been dedicated to the most magnificent cause in the world, to the liberation of mankind.

struggle!

Please tell me, those of you who laugh at me, look down on me, don’t understand my heart, are more educated than me, and talk to me about your thoughts all day long, do you understand the classic language of what book this is, and who said this passage?

Forget it, after half a year of changes, although I don’t have the money and power that are common in today’s society, I have a little sister Dong Wei who can’t be bought with money and power. I can regain my aspirations, feel inferior, and repent. I am a criminal suspect.

Coming out of the shadow of man, I am ignorant and contented!

Thinking back to the loss of money on April 19th and the experience of leaving the financial door unlocked on the night of the 21st, I once again remembered what Wang Jianxiong, the company commander of Unit 86250, Guard Company, said: "The Guard Company really does not have the skills to make people lose money."

You learn, but after being tempered by the company,

"It can give you endless wealth to enjoy in your lifetime." I used to think it was ridiculous, but after leaving the army for more than ten years, I have not lost the qualities of a soldier in more than ten years. What do I rely on to be able to taste the taste of Han Xin in one go?

Humiliation, what makes me so determined!

Today, I should be able to complain a lot, but is it useful? But I still want to say: Although my thoughts are different from yours, we are all Chinese with a sense of responsibility. Although I, Dai Yunfeng, am at the bottom of my struggle at this time,

Son, but those who have brought blows to me cannot extinguish my passion. I will only be grateful to you, because

You have eliminated the karmic obstacles in my life for me. Although I chose pain, I firmly believe in what Hegel once said: "In a deep soul, even pain does not lose its beauty! Even at this time

I am very stupid, but I understand the ancient saying that a wise man will make a mistake after a lot of worries, and a fool will make a gain after a lot of mistakes!

"Thank you for making me mature - May Day"

Thank you for making me mature - May Day. First of all, I wish the workers who belong to the working people of the world a happy holiday. Pepsi-Cola can set a firm goal today and firmly believe that wise people adapt themselves to the world, and unwise people adapt to the world.

People insist that the world adapts to themselves, so human progress depends on unwise people——

In the blink of an eye, the May Day of 2008 is coming. I, who once lived in a contradictory road, after nearly 6 years of exploration and pursuit, finally found what I need and want, and there is no need to worry about other people’s happiness.

I have lost my nature, even though I was

The pain of the past has left scars on me, but I truly understand the meaning of this passage. Will is always strong in cruelty and ruthlessness, thoughts are always mature in choice and endurance, and life is always in exploration.

Rise while moving forward, spring is always nurtured in the cold wind and frost and snow.

As a soldier, I took off my military uniform for more than 10 years and left the 8625 Zero Unit Police Platoon, which was renamed 8 years ago. I relied on it for lifelong spiritual sustenance. But my thoughts and what I did

Because he is still a real soldier in the eyes of others, but this is a fake. It is often difficult to pursue a dream.

That's enough. Nine times out of ten things will go wrong for people born in this world. Why should one thing affect our whole life? Although I don't understand what's wrong with helping helpless people in this world.

But I only know that as a Chinese, I will not fail to extend my hands, and as a true soldier, I will not sit still and wait for death!

Although there are many things that I still don’t understand, I know that many people who accompanied me on the phone in 2007, especially Chen Xiaoyu, a girl from Northeast China, later told me through text messages that “in our lives,

The three aspects of enjoyment, action and thinking included are equal. When any one of them becomes extreme, we will lose something important to us? So we must open ourselves up!!

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But as a real man in the military camp, a silly soldier who has received real training must understand the oath that military academy cadets must know: "I am here to fulfill my responsibilities. Apart from this, I will neither do anything nor

Don't do anything for pleasure.

Many people say that my happiness is based on other people's pain, but I ask everyone to think about it, when I exchange my own happiness for the pain of others and voluntarily give up my own happiness, what is this?

This is where the noble spirit of our true workers lies.

Indeed, for the sake of life, it is not the days that have been passed, but the days that are remembered, I have indeed played many, many roles. But after 2006, I have changed, I know how to regret, I know how to blame myself, and I understand better

Don't hurt others!

But for the sake of our country's legal code, and for the majesty of my August 1st military flag, and for my true military demeanor to reappear in the world, I still hurt many, many people who want to get close to me, because I deeply understand that my

Time is different from others. The 24 hours in a day in life are not only reduced by half, but also

There are more important things! So I can't waste every minute or second that belongs to me, but can I do it without hurting others? How can I find the freedom of thought, sitting alone in the space that belongs to me?

In the text, I am writing about this useless piece of trash, looking for some kind of feeling on the phone that can stimulate my nerves!

In the face of this festival that is celebrated by people all over the world, the sixth anniversary of my unjust case is about to come. Why should I be unhappy? Why don’t I laugh to my heart’s content, laugh at all the ridiculous things in the world, laugh at Dai Yunfeng, because of the little composition of life he created

, will surely make everyone who loves jokes laugh and bend their waists...

Indeed, there are tens of thousands of people who have worked for me, and many of them remain in my memory. There must be many readers who have read "The Legendary Life of Veterans Realizing Their Dreams", but there are also a few people who have believed in Tieba.

The people in the blog are the me they have seen in real life, but that is a fact, because I have left my sunny side to every Chinese who has met me, and my true military style in "Retired Soldiers"

In "The Legendary Life of a Soldier Who Realizes His Dream", because I once made a living

I know how to use the worst results to meet greater gains. Even if it is a complete failure, my people are still there, but I can't lose my wealth and life. Although I care about returning my innocent road, I forgot to budget this time.

After the battle, I had to pay so much and lose so many relatives, but I was very happy to gain the little sister who has been working silently for me behind the scenes - Dong Wei. Although I don't know all about her at this time, as time goes by,

This can awaken us to meet again...

After six years of hard work, I deeply understand that the spiritual wealth I have gained at this time is priceless wealth that cannot be described in many words and gorgeous words. Although not many people in the world can understand it,

But I can shout loudly to the blue sky, white clouds, green mountains and green water in my mind, "I can live up to the sacred mission of a soldier!"

Standing in this real society, I have people to rely on, and there are people who have everything. What’s more, my immortal heart will always firmly believe: Never give up at any time, even if you face death, never give up, and become more and more lazy.

Being discouraged will only push yourself into a desperate situation. There is hope at any time. No matter how late it is, success may appear after you work hard. But once you give up or are afraid, you will not even have the slightest chance of victory!

Thank you, this is an international anniversary. Although you have left scars for me as a person with great aspirations, you have used the long river of time to make me understand: it was you who made me learn to be strong, and it was you who made me understand what

It is the real life. It is you who gave me a sword of ambition that makes me proud of the world. But you are just a starting point in my life. Without the love you gave me, I would not be able to survive.

I believe that I am still a weak person full of aspirations. Although the scars you caused me in 2002 made me sleep for six years, Napoleon once said: "China is a sleeping dragon. Once it wakes up, the world will

Shocked by it!" And we Chinese are all loyal dragons born from giant dragons, not to mention I am a miracle in the world with a military soul accompanying me - Dai Yunfeng

Fu Sheng said, "Ouyang Xiaxia, this is the whole story of Dai Yunfeng, the confession of a veteran... His military marriage will last forever, heroes will never die, military marriage will last forever, military ceremony..."