Doomsday Wonderland

Why did you become like this?

Sometimes, Ji Shanqing can't help but think about this issue.

Those days in the mirror room were like water waves blown by the wind in the distance. During the swaying, people could only see the dim luster of the lake; even the fear, suspicion, and vigilance that they had to endure every day. ...I can’t even recall it now, there is only a tortured memory.

If he was given wisdom, why was he given such a fate?

His joys and sorrows, desires and dilemmas, his entire existence, have no meaning to others; his life is just the outer packaging of the prize that can be obtained by some future evolution.

"I won't open you."

When Lin Sanjiu said this, he even had a somewhat taken-for-granted look. It's like... just because he has a life and self-awareness is enough reason for her to refuse the benefits that belong to her. But it’s not just that, right? Because it was him who received the gift package, Ji Shanqing?

Later, he became a data body by accident.

Most of the time, he floats in the dark and lightless universe, repeatedly absorbing the warmth brought by the little bit of light from his memory; when he occasionally appears in front of some knowledgeable people, he can almost see the thoughts in the other person's mind. Thoughts - "Oh, he can interpret this", "Just let him write it".

Ji Shanqing later saw the data of many people. It was not the physiological data or evolutionary abilities, but the discarded part of the data body, which contained the data of people's emotions.

He wanted to know if there was anyone else in the world who had experienced his situation and had the same feelings he had for his sister. He vaguely felt that human feelings seemed not to be like this: No matter how much they loved each other, they could part ways, and their lost parents would not appear in their dreams one day... Human beings pursue love and being loved, but if they don't have it, they can't. It’s not that you can’t live.

Ji Shanqing cannot.

Lin Sanjiu is the only person in the world who treats him as a human being, no matter whether he is a gift bag before or a data body today; Lin Sanjiu is also the only person in the world who has loved him and still loves him now.

Ji Shanqing has never been a person in the eyes of others.

Only by Lin Sanjiu's side can his life recover from the pause and wake up from the cold winter, as if he is not only a human being but also a very lovely person; she doesn't want anything from him, she doesn't want anything from him. In order to ask him to do anything for him, such intense light and warmth are only because of himself - no matter how scared and desperate he actually is, and how far away from human beings he is.

"Take this bracelet."

When he handed over the bracelet, Bohemia seemed to be waiting for the bracelet to bite her.

She first looked at the road in front and behind, and then looked at the lush and endless mountain forest next to her. She didn't know what she was wary of, but finally took it suspiciously. "What's this?"

"When your fifth life is about to come to an end, it will remind you by changing color."

He envied Bohemia. She exists so confidently, with joy and anger, even if she is afraid and uneasy, it is clear, transparent and shining; is it just the difference in the beginning of their lives that makes them so different?

"Only a dog wants such an unlucky thing," Bohemia flattened her mouth, her forced disdain not yet formed, but she couldn't help but feel a little sad. "Since everyone knows that I don't have much time left, it's best to die before I know it..."

"I can't change your life that was cut into five parts," Ji Shanqing spoke in a low voice, and Bohemia's voice broke off immediately. She turned her eyes away, and there was water in her golden brown eyes, like a layer of flowing honey.

"I know that neither sister nor you are willing to let me rewrite you, right?"

Bohemia still tilted her head, looking at the gray-green shadows among the dense trees, as if waiting for J7 to reappear so that she would no longer have to deal with Ji Shanqing. After a few seconds, she said, "Then it's not me anymore. This 'me' is gone." "

Although Ji Shanqing actually doesn’t understand

In this mood, he still nodded.

"I have analyzed your data for a long time and thought about it for a long time. I can neither change your five life forms and the resulting lifespan limit, nor can I reprogram a new you... Then I will There is only one way left."

Bohemia suddenly twisted her neck, and her earrings jingled several times. "Is there any other way?"

"Yes," Ji Shanqing said, his tone was very calm. "But I'm afraid you won't be willing to use this method until you are about to die."

Bohemia raised the bracelet, looked at it, and asked: "That's why you gave me this? Let me stop time and use that method before I really die?"

"Yes, this is one of the reasons." Ji Shanqing said this and looked back.

"What else? Tell me, what can you do?"

Ji Shanqing knew that her sister was in front of this highway, because it seemed that the whole world was shifting towards that center of gravity. As long as he relaxes his resistance a little, he will be attracted to his sister; but what he has to do is not done yet, as long as he stays up for a while, he can get over it.

"I'll go find my sister right away," he said softly, without answering the question directly. "I will ask her to give me some time alone... Even I can't predict the direction of the world, so you may not see her again soon, maybe not until the bracelet turns red. I I think, most likely not."

Bohemia was startled, as if someone had stabbed her hand with a knife, and her soul couldn't help but flinch.

"What? I'll never see you again...wait, I'm a little confused, this is my fifth life-"

"Listen to me. Regardless of whether you see my sister or not, I hope you can do me a favor..." After Ji Shanqing said this, he couldn't help but take a low breath, as if the air could stabilize his fear. Like a trembling soul. "I will tell you right away how I can save you, but you can't tell my sister."

"Why?" Bohemia did not show any suspicion. Perhaps with her sensitivity, she also realized that Ji Shanqing's proposal was not a trap set for her.

"I know this is unfair to my sister, and I know I shouldn't do it. But if I don't give it a try, I will be tortured by this thought forever... If she thinks it's because of me that she didn't see you for the last time, Because I had no choice, you finally died. Then...will she give up on me? Will she hate me?"

He was able to simply tell Bohemia his biggest fear, probably because Bohemia's future destiny would be different.

Bohemia said simply: "No."

Ji Shanqing was startled. "ah?"

"Did you drink bad milk? When you open your mouth, you fart? How old are you? Are you ten years old?"

Seeing him shaking her head seriously, Bohemia seemed to be even more angry, "I don't care how old you are as a human being, but your brain is not fully developed anyway! Your sister is like a paranoid man. , when he talks about you, his eyes light up as if electricity costs nothing. If you want to feel at ease, just take a good look at what kind of motherly Lin Sanjiu is to you. Did you get up one morning and bump your head against the wall? , came up with this idea of ​​torturing you, torturing her, and torturing my mother? I thought you were trying to hide it for so long. How much does it cost per pound? The result is to tell me that you are blinded by phobia. Eye?"

Ji Shanqing was scolded by her with a slap in the face, but he was stunned and said with his mouth open: "...Huh?"

"Oh, you mother, what kind of nectar is given to you, you are afraid it is foot washing water, right? What harm have you suffered? Who gave you foot washing water to drink?" Bohemia scolded happily For a moment, he obviously forgot that his life was still hanging in the hands of others, and opened and closed his mouth so fast that it almost seemed like a phantom appeared: "I used to think you were quite smart, but looking at it this way, hey, what Lin Sanjiu inherited is Well, others have a left brain and a right brain, but you are a left-brained person and a right-brained person... huh?"

She paused and glanced at Ji Shanqing's face, feeling a little panicked. "Why are your eyes watering? Aren't you a data body? Are you...why are you crying? You

Can you still cry? "

Can't you cry after being scolded?

In fact, Ji Shanqing didn't know why he was crying.

"I...I have to try," he wiped his eyes hard and his nasal voice became thicker. "I'm afraid... If I don't know the answer to this question, I will suffer forever in the future... If my sister will choose to hate me, I would rather know now..."

This is different from the usual so-called "test", because he knows that in the doomsday world, crises are unpredictable, and the possibility that the content of this "test" will actually happen between him and his sister is too great; as long as there is still someone around his sister With other friends, there may always be wandering biases in light, gravity, and balance... And he also accepted that his sister would always have friends. He was just afraid of another possibility that would come from this.

Even if he knew Lin Sanjiu's feelings for him, it was difficult to calm down his fear - because fear was beyond the control of reason.

Bohemia was silent for a moment.

"I can't cure a brain disease like yours in just a few words. I'll make a bet with you." Before she threw the bracelet back into the holding prop, she looked at it for a moment. In an instant, a hint of fear flashed across her face - even if she was Bohemia, even if she heard Ji Shanqing say there was a way, she would still be scared when she saw the end point.

"What bet?"

"Even if I die, she won't hate you." Bohemia thought for a while and added: "Unless my life is cut into five pieces by you."

Ji Shanqing quickly shook his head.

"Do you really want her to think I'm dead?" Bohemia muttered. "At least give her some hope? Speaking of which, what is your method to save me?"

Although it is technically difficult to master and understand, strangely, it is quite easy to understand its concept - even people who have never been exposed to the apocalyptic world can listen to it immediately Understand.

"That bracelet can save the last bit of time in Bohemia's life." Ji Shanqing wanted to look at Lin Sanjiu, but his eyes stayed on her now empty neck and collarbone, and he no longer dared to Looked up. "She can choose how long to keep it, but once she makes a decision, she will disappear from the world for a short time... because the last part of her life is temporarily "frozen". "

Lin Sanjiu didn't make a sound, just listened to him quietly. He didn't even know how to interpret this silence, so he could only fill it with his own voice.

"If you just postpone her death, it naturally doesn't count as saving her. So in the gap between the lifespan she has used up and the last short period of life that is frozen, I plan to use my own I replaced her with my real body, and UU Reading www.uukanshu.net allowed her to borrow my "life" to resurrect her, but she didn't have to use her own final lifespan. For example, if I separate a small piece of my body and make it into her "life span", she can live for two more years... In this way, it is equivalent to providing my life to two people. When will my life If it is used up, then Bohemia can live for a little while longer, until her frozen lifespan is also used up. "

Ji Shanqing thought for a while and explained: "The data body originally has no lifespan. As long as the energy is not dissipated, it will always exist. Keep dividing a part of the body and give Bohemia a "lifespan". It means that I have a "life span" from now on... The moment my body is used up, my death will come. "

He lowered his eyes and said softly: "But sister, you don't have to worry. I will exist for a long, long time, long enough to possibly cause the planet to be annihilated and the universe to change. This way I can be cut off like Bohemia." Life works because it is inherently incomplete and has "openings." But I cannot prolong the life of a person who ages naturally. I have long thought that when my sister disappeared, there would be no need for me to exist, so such a long period of time would be useless to me. Now if I give some of it to Bohemia, it makes no difference to me. "

Ji Shanqing exhaled a shaky breath.

"But...I didn't do this for Bohemia. Oasis was right...I did think about it. In this way, to my sister, I will have the weight of two people... …I also thought that if I could

More than enough for two people, that's fine. "

"This is not a math problem, it's not that one plus one equals two." Lin Sanjiu suddenly said softly: "To me... you can't be more important."