Dragon Clan: Restart your life

"Boss, what are you going to do with these old guys?" Lu Mingfei asked.

"It's not time yet." Caesar was silent for a while, "Does that egg mean much to us?"

The egg he was referring to was naturally the Black King's egg.

The Black King's egg is meaningless to Lu Mingfei, but in Lu Mingze's plan, this egg may be the top priority.

Lu Mingfei didn't answer, and he didn't know how to answer. He was determined to take this opportunity to destroy the egg and make Mingze's plan go bankrupt in advance, but the words of his other self rang in his ears again.

"Boss, if one day the person closest to you chooses to sacrifice himself to save the world with you, just to make your life better, what will you do?"

Facing Lu Mingfei's question, Caesar looked directly into his eyes and saw confusion and hesitation.

He was very sure that Lu Mingfei was trapped in a dead end that he could not get out of.

"If the person you are closest to doesn't sacrifice himself, will the world really be destroyed?" Caesar asked.

"The worst outcome is that if he dies, he may not be able to save the world." Lu Mingfei smiled bitterly.

Caesar was stunned for a moment, this horse riding was simply worse than a dead end.

"Why do you always face such fucking problems?" Caesar said helplessly.

"Maybe it's because this world is so fucked up." Lu Mingfei was also helpless. He wanted to restart his life and just want to live a peaceful life, but the elemental sea wouldn't let him.

You're talking about cyclical tribulations and so on. Why can't he wait another hundred and eighty years and let his husband have a whole litter of little dragon cubs?

Caesar smiled bitterly: "Let me tell you this, if you ask me to choose between the world and Nono, I will definitely choose Nono without hesitation. If she dies, the world will be meaningless to me, but If you asked me to choose between Nono, you, Chu Zihang, the principal, my kind of daddy, my uncle, and all the people I know and love me, how would I choose? I choose Nono, the price is You are all dead, and vice versa, either way is not in line with my morality."

"This kind of fucking problem shouldn't exist!"

He couldn't help but curse.

This is a dead end, a dead end a hundred times more fucked up than the trolley problem.

What you face about the trolley problem is only a moral issue. No matter which side of the child it is, it actually has nothing to do with you. But what Lu Mingfei is facing is that both sides are crucial.

One side is the whole world, including our relatives and friends, and the other side is a very important relative. How to choose?

Can't choose.

Caesar looked at Lu Mingfei with great sympathy: "Is there no other way?"

Lu Mingfei held it in for a long time and replied with three words: "I don't know."

I don’t know, and I haven’t found it either.

If saving the world was so easy, that woman wouldn't have to wait until this era, and would even join forces with Lu Mingze to make plans.

"This issue is indeed a dead end." Caesar whispered, "When we were young, we always felt that compared with someone, the world is nothing and the world is bullshit. But when we really need to choose, the weight of the world is When put intuitively on the scale, it is difficult for us to easily say let the world die. What is even more frightening is that we care about far more than one person in this world. We can not care about the world or any bullshit authority, but there is no way To ignore the countless fellow humans living in this world and the people we love.”

"At this time, sacrificing one person around you to save everyone seems to be the 'right answer' of last resort."

He looked deeply at Lu Mingfei: "Lu Mingfei, if one day I am forced to make a choice between Nono and saving you and the world, I will die with Nono."

Lu Mingfei was shocked.

The boss gave him the answer.

If one day he will face the problem he is facing now, he will choose to save the world and then die together with his senior sister.

But this wasn't the answer he wanted.

"You don't want to sacrifice your close relative, but you also want to save the world?" Caesar spoke his heart, he twitched his lips and smiled, "Lu Mingfei, when did you want to be a hero who saves the world? "

Lu Mingfei was startled.

He never wanted to be a hero, he just... just wanted to keep everything he had now.

"You didn't want to be a hero, you were just afraid of losing, right?" Caesar said softly, "We always want to hug as many as possible so that all the people we care about can stay with us indefinitely, but Unfortunately, there are always differences in life, and it is the differences that make encounters and companionship so beautiful."

"Boss...when did you become a youth literature writer?"

"My Chinese is actually pretty good. I even wrote a book as an engagement gift for Nono." Caesar shrugged.

"Okay, okay, remember to give me a copy when it is published in the future." Lu Mingfei said helplessly, "But I just don't want to lose it. Who would want to lose it?"

"No one wants to lose." Caesar said firmly, "But no one can protect everything around him. This is the key to the problem. If you want to protect everything, you must have the power to protect everything. I don't have it, Chu Zi Hang didn't, the principal didn't, and you don't seem to have either now. You greedily want to seize more and are unwilling to make the choice to give up one side, but have you ever thought that your 'unwillingness' actually means losing everything? For the price?"

"You must make a choice, your closest relative, or all of us, instead of hesitating like now, not daring to move forward or backward, otherwise you will eventually lose everything."

Caesar stared into Lu Mingfei's eyes and spoke to him in a cold tone.

"I admit, what I just said is also very fucked up." Caesar took a deep breath, "But since you asked me, it proves that you are at a loss. As your friend, I have an obligation to fully explain the situation you are facing now. Inform you and then support whatever choice you make.”

"Support any of my choices?" Lu Mingfei murmured, "Including... no choice?"

Caesar was silent for a while and said: "I tried to put myself in your situation. It's really difficult. To be honest, I don't have a better choice. What I said will not help you make a choice. In the end, the choice is still It depends on yourself."

Lu Mingfei smiled bitterly: "It has helped a lot. I was really hesitating at the cost of losing everything."

As Big Brother said, if Narusawa doesn't go, then who will end the catastrophe of the Elemental Sea?

He is neither willing to sacrifice Mingze nor can he find a way to end the catastrophe of the cycle, so the final outcome can only be the arrival of catastrophe and the destruction of all living beings.

Caesar suddenly said: "Have you ever talked to your closest relative?"

Lu Mingfei was startled. Did that time at the academy not long ago count?

It should count, but neither party had a showdown with each other, and he hadn't fully guessed Lu Mingze's plan at that time.

"It seems that we haven't had a good chat, so why don't you go and talk to him?" Caesar asked, "Whether you want to sacrifice him or not, it all depends on his choice. Why don't you go and ask him about his will?" ? He should know your thoughts very well, but he still chose to do this, so do you really understand his thoughts? "

Narusawa's thoughts...

Of course, what he knows is that he hopes that he can live well and embrace his current life as "Lu Mingfei".

Lu Mingfei's heart suddenly moved.

He suddenly became aware.

Of course he knew what the little devil was thinking, and of course he knew what his brother was thinking, because Lu Mingze never hid it!

He said, brother, I am the person who loves you most in the world, and he is the person who loves you most in the world!

He always puts his love for himself in the open, because it is something that does not need to be hidden, but does Lu Mingze really know their thoughts?

Where did he know this?

Just like what he said himself that day, brother, you have been sitting alone in the temple for so long, who can understand you?

Edjo said he would never have a heart-to-heart with them, and he seemed to be right.

In fact, it’s not just themselves, but also Big Brother. They care about too many things. The more they carry, the harder it is to speak.

They didn't even tell Narusawa about the Elemental Sea back then.

They always bear it alone, and now Mingze has chosen the same path. For this, he feels very angry. He is furious that Mingze dares to take on this heavy responsibility. So, is Mingze the same as they are now? Just as angry?

Lu Mingfei stared blankly at the alchemy circle at his feet.

It turns out that it's not that they don't understand Lu Mingze's feelings, but that Lu Mingze doesn't understand their feelings because they have never really had a heart-to-heart relationship with their brother.

In his world, what kind of person is his brother?

A guy who completely buried his past, reborn into the world with a new look, and then embraced a new life?

In Lu Mingze's eyes, by embracing the present, is it like abandoning the past, the past that he has experienced together?

Of course he didn't know that even if he chose to embrace a new life, he didn't want to lose him because he never said a word to him.

——Naruzawa, I need you.

Like an enlightenment, Lu Mingfei figured something out.

I remember that whether it was the last life or the restart of this life, on the way to the toilet to comfort Chen Wenwen, Lu Mingze said helplessly why you would collect the love that others give you so solemnly and carefully, but it is the love that I give you. , but you abandon it like worn out shoes? Is this what it means to be loved without fear?

is that so?

At this moment, Lu Mingfei was silent.

He knew very well that this was not the case, but he still felt sad because he thought that maybe Lu Mingze really thought so.

He will feel that his brother, who has been rejecting him for thousands of years, does not really need his love. What his brother really longs for is another unknown life.

Just as Edcho mistakenly believed, there was no place for them in the life he longed for.

It turns out that it was himself who had been ignoring the other person in this relationship.

Lu Mingfei slowly closed his eyes, and his mind sank to the lowest level.

He came to the temple again, and this time the man on the throne had been waiting for him for a long time.

He stood in front of the throne, looking at the man at the gate from a distance across a temple, and just said calmly:

"We have always ignored and owed him, so let him do what he wants to do."

I see.

Lu Mingfei turned and left.

…

Seeing Lu Mingfei open his eyes, his expression calm and distant, Caesar knew that Lu Mingfei had got the answer.

"Figured out?"

"Well, that's about it." Lu Mingfei's smile added a bit of relaxation, "I'll still go find him and have a good chat."

"Then do you still want this egg?"

"Yes." Lu Mingfei affirmed.

Caesar looked regretful and said: "These old guys can't move for the time being. They are hiding very deep. I tried trapping them for a long time but couldn't find the location of the eggs."

"It's okay, it will be soon." Lu Mingfei whispered.

"They have talked to me about my fiancée again in the past few days." Caesar paused, "I'm afraid that after they know about Nono's return, they will let Nono come here."

"Isn't that good?" Lu Mingfei spread his hands, "Don't worry that the future I told you will happen again. Someone has already visited here before you and I came. He tampered with this alchemy circle. If these old gangs Cai also plans to make Senior Sister your sacrifice, none of them can escape."

Caesar was stunned: "Who has been here?"

"Young man, it's not good for you to know too much." Lu Mingfei patted Caesar's shoulder deeply.

Caesar didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Then I will follow their plan and fully cooperate with them?"

"Yes, cooperate with them in the performance!" Lu Mingfei hummed, "Put it down, the protagonists are not them, not even you. Just prepare the melon seeds and small bench and watch the show."

Caesar was speechless.

"I'm leaving." Lu Mingfei waved his hand, "Boss, take care of yourself and be careful that they try to catch you in advance."

Looking at Lu Mingfei's back as he turned away, Caesar suddenly remembered something and shouted: "Wait a minute, you haven't told me why I can sense the elemental sea!"

Lu Mingfei couldn't help but quicken his pace, pretending not to hear.

Why can Caesar sense the elemental sea and even see the elemental sea in his dreams? Lu Mingfei has no clue about this question. Just three words - God knows!

After leaving the Nibelungen hidden underground in the monastery, Lu Mingfei returned to the surface.

The fountain in the courtyard was still flowing. Lu Mingfei took out his cell phone and dialed the number of a guy who was hatching eggs far away in Tokyo.

…

…

It's still sunny in Italy, but it's already late at night in Tokyo.

A high black wall stood on the top of the high cliff. As the butler of the Kuroishi Mansion, Hiroshi Kimura brought good sake and barbecue to the hot spring in the courtyard.

The man with long red hair was soaking in the hot spring, looking up at the night sky tonight, his eyes as deep as the night.

What is particularly eye-catching is that there is an egg-like object lying next to him, but it is countless times larger.

Norton put the hot spring eggs prepared by the butler in a mesh bag and soaked them in the hot spring. Then he waved his hand to indicate to the butler that he could leave, as if he regarded this as his own palace.

Kimura Hiroshi put down the tray respectfully and left.

Compared to the empty Blackstone Mansion in the past, he was actually more willing to serve this red-haired man with a monarch's appearance.

Norton hummed softly and touched the eggshell with flickering dark red lines on the side, thinking that Constantine's birth was not far away.

To this day, he still doesn't know what that man did to him. He is still Norton and has not become the old Tang they wanted.

But those two guys...

I really let them go completely.

Are they really not worried about betraying them again?

Norton looked at the night sky and his thoughts fluctuated.

Thanks to the leader of Brother Chachahaohao, this book has six leaders, so good luck! As for the complaints about the chapter names, hhh, I will complain about you so much that you will have nothing to complain about!