Dressed as Cannon Fodder Abandoned by the Actor

Ye Li gave the address. When Xie Luyu came, he counted Gu Qingchi's houses and single-family villas. It was very easy to find.

He didn't know how to face Gu Qingchi, in what capacity, and in what position, he was not even as good as Ye Li or Xiao Ke, and they could at least go to Gu Qingchi in an upright manner.

In the space around the villa, there was nothing but trees. Xie Luyu didn't dare to stop near, so he stopped far away in the corner.

But when Gu Qingchi's light was on, Xie Luyu saw it. When Gu Qingchi walked out of the villa alone, Xie Luyu couldn't sit still.

The season is changing and the weather is too cold. Gu Qingchi doesn't remember to change his clothes. He is always vague about time and lives lazily all day.

Xie Luyu once felt that he was spoiled by others, he liked to be lazy, refused to take good care of himself, and waited for others to deal with him. Now I know that he is not spoiled by someone at all, he is just too tired Now, it’s already very difficult to live a good life.

Gu Qingchi is quite far away from Xie Luyu, only a personal figure is far away, and he can't see his face, but Xie Luyu knows it is him.

As soon as Gu Qingchi appeared in the cold wind, Xie Luyu couldn't sit still. He unconsciously had to go forward when he got out of the car, and he took out his coat.

He took the coat in one hand and hurried to catch up. When he got closer and Gu Qingchi was in front of him, Xie Luyu didn't know how to talk. The two of them went one after the other, and Xie Luyu was not far away. Not close to follow.

Xie Luyu thought a lot these days. Gu Qingchi’s diagnosis of depression proved that he had read it many times and consulted a professional doctor. He had only a little idea about depression before, and the more he understood, the more worried he became.

What was even more annoying to Xie Luyu was that he had noticed Gu Qingchi's emotional changes before, but Xie Luyu didn't pay attention to it. He didn't take Gu Qingchi to seek help from a doctor.

Xie Luyu told himself that it would be good to slowly guide and encourage slowly, but in fact, he was complacent at that time because of Gu Qingchi's occasional dependence when he was fragile.

He was scared once when he remembered it. When Gu Qingchi was crumbling by the abyss, he didn't notice it at all.

Now that Gu Qingchi was truly in front of him, Xie Luyu's heart was a little relieved.

Gu Qingchi's residence is in the suburbs, not as prosperous as the city, but the infrastructure is complete, and there is a 24-hour convenience store a few hundred meters away.

The wind has not stopped, but has a tendency to become stronger and stronger.

When Gu Qingchi opened the door and went in, Xie Luyu at the back was slightly relieved. It was always warm inside, without the cold wind.

Xie Luyu hesitated at the door for a while, and when he mustered up the courage to open the door and go in, he happened to ran into Gu Qingchi who was carrying a bag.

Gu Qingchi held the bag and lowered his head, as if he was absent from snacks. When he hit Xie Luyu, there were a few bottles of wine in the bag, which was a bit heavy. Gu Qingchi let go of his hand. Without hooking, the bag fell from his hand. Come down.

There were a few bottles of wine, red and white. The bottled wine broke and splashed Gu Qingchi on the ground. The canned beer rolled out of the bag and rolled out. Go to the bottom of the steps.

Gu Qingchi's trousers were very thin, the liquor soaked into the fabric in a while, and the calf was a bit cold. It may be because of too much sleep. Gu Qingchi has been a little dull today, and he didn't react until a few seconds later.

The voice of his speech was also soft and almost only aura. If Xie Luyu were not close to him, he would not be able to hear it at all.

"I am sorry."

He apologized and subconsciously squatted down to clean up.

He was held back by Xie Luyu.

"It's not your fault, it's my responsibility, I'll come."

Xie Luyu handed the coat to Gu Qingchi first.

He deliberately found a reason.

"I fell your wine and wet your clothes. This is part of the compensation."

As Xie Luyu said, Gu Qingchi quietly let Xie Luyu's coat wrap him up. Xie Luyu's coat was a woolen coat, which was so big that it wrapped Gu Qingchi's entire warmth.

Xie Luyu buckled the buttons at the end to make sure that the wind could not get in. The buttons were originally used for decoration, but now they are a bit nondescript.

Gu Qingchi did not refuse.

Xie Luyu had known for a long time that Gu Qingchi was unwilling to owe others.

In the past, when Xie Luyu was nice to him, Gu Qingchi liked the care and petting of others. You would accept it and he was very happy. He made no secret of his love of being petted by others, just like a kid who got candy.

Because he thought that there was no cost and no return, but when Xie Luyu complained about how much he had done for him, and asked for return, he would understand later that it was not free. He will immediately draw it clean and far away.

Next time, when Xie Luyu brought out the candy again, Gu Qingchi would be very cautious.

But he was too greedy and couldn't help being tempted. He couldn't help but took the candy, but he would immediately hand you something you treasure in exchange.

The clerk in the convenience store heard the movement, and Xie Luyu negotiated with him for a while.

Gu Qingchi stood there blankly, tightly wrapped in a warm coat, watching Xie Luyu take care of everything, there was a whistling wind in his ears, and the conversation between Xie Luyu and the clerk seemed to be inaudible.

Xie Luyu went over after processing, and walked to Gu Qingchi's side.

"Sorry, I lost your wine. I will bring you some new ones someday."

Xie Luyu looked a little embarrassed, but very sincere.

"Also, can you do me a favor? My car broke down halfway, and I got lost. I just got here when I was walking. I can't go back now. The wind is quite strong at night and it's a bit cold. Can I stay at your house for one night? ?"

Xie Luyu succeeded in touching porcelain and smoothly followed Gu Qingchi back.

Gu Qingchi didn't turn off the lights when he left, and the house was full of lights, because the heating had already started, and it was very warm. It should have been very warm, but it gave people a very cold feeling.

Xie Luyu didn’t expect it to be like that. Except for the necessary furnishings, there were almost no other extras, only Gu Qingchi’s things sometimes scattered on the ground or on the table, like a model house, which was placed abruptly. Some luggage.

It makes people clearly realize that this is a house and this is not a home.

Gu Qingchi’s house is very large. He is like a child offering treasures. He first led Xie Luyu to the guest room, as if to say, you see, I also helped.

"There should be disposable toiletries in it."

He said, went in to check, waited until he saw something and confirmed that it was there, and then backed out. Gu Qingchi hadn't been to the guest room much, and the contents were originally matched.

Xie Luyu thanked him very seriously. Both of them were very polite, as if they had never embraced or kissed them.

It's probably been a long time since Little Lihua has seen anyone. Although it has been very rude to Xie Luyu, it actually likes to play with Xie Luyu, and is quite excited to go back and forth under the feet of the two of them.

But the little raccoon is quite sensible. No matter what it is doing, as long as Gu Qingchi turns off the light, it will quietly return to its cat litter, making no sound, and playing with its own toys when not sleeping, only today. A little excited.

In the evening, I went to Xie Luyu’s room and stayed for a while, and played with Xie Luyu for a while.

Xie Luyu didn’t understand why a cat likes to play with it. You throw it away. He was thinking of Gu Qingchi. Gu Qingchi is now back to the room. Eighty percent of them are already asleep. Xie Luyu has been patient and exhausted his energy with the little raccoon. So it was too excited to harass Gu Qingchi.

"You, you, you are so heartless every day, and you don't take good care of your father."

Xie Luyu only fell asleep when the little raccoon was tired from playing.

Xie Luyu’s room is right next to Gu Qingchi. He slept very late and suddenly woke up in the middle of the night. He looked at his watch at more than two in the morning. Xie Luyu has been sleeping very lightly these days. Maybe it’s because Gu Qingchi is here tonight. By his side, he relaxed a little, and his sleep quality was good.

Xie Luyu has been out for so long today and has not had anything to drink. Now he has a dry mouth. He went downstairs to drink water. When he reached the stairs, he found that there was a small light on next to the coffee table in the living room downstairs. The light was very weak. , Dimly, only illuminates half of the sofa.

Gu Qingchi was wearing pajamas and sitting on the sofa. From the angle of Xie Luyu, he could see his profiled face outlined by the light.

He just sat like that, motionless, for a long, long time.

How long he sat downstairs, Xie Luyu watched him upstairs for how long.

Xie Luyu stayed in that way, he didn't leave, and Gu Qingchi didn't open his mouth to drive him.

This time without Gu Qingchi, Xie Luyu stood on the boundary line by himself.

"You let me live here, so I don't have anything else, so I will be responsible for three meals and thank you."

"Can I buy a vase to put on the table? In exchange, I can clean it."

He tentatively added things to the house little by little. Every day, the house became more like a home. The curtains were changed from dark to light. The curtains were opened during the day. The sun was shining and the floor of the living room was soft. Gu Qingchi and the little raccoon are always lying on the mat.

Xie Luyu approached Gu Qingchi little by little. One day, when he asked for the key inadvertently, Gu Qingchi glanced at Xie Luyu and gave it to Xie Luyu.

Xie Luyu only breathed a sigh of relief. As long as Gu Qingchi was not as clean as before, he said that he was clean and he was clean. He decided to make Xie Luyu want to apologize.

Now, again, Xie Luyu chose to hand over the initiative to Gu Qingchi, and he approached it cautiously, hoping that this would make Gu Qingchi feel safe enough.

Xie Luyu has been in contact with professional psychologists to discuss Gu Qingchi's situation, but there is always a deviation. The diagnosis was made three years ago and it is not accurate.

Even an authoritative doctor in the industry dare not jump to conclusions based on this information. The doctor told Xie Luyu many times and asked Xie Luyu to take Gu Qingchi to visit in person, but Xie Luyu did not know the situation. I have not dared to take Gu Qingchi to the doctor rashly.

In the days of living with Gu Qingchi, Xie Luyu never discovered that Gu Qingchi had taken relevant drugs or related treatments, but his diagnosis was there again, and the diagnosis certificate was still a long time ago.

Xie Luyu suspected that Gu Qingchi rejected the doctor.