Dudu’s Diary

Yuanlang quickly entered the room and saw Yu Shanshan just sleep there, relieved. But when she saw the purple and black exposed from her waist, her face sank instantly.

Stepped forward and lifted her clothes up, and found that there were purple and black marks on her waist and belly, and there were many pinholes on it, maybe it was the same in other positions on her body.

Yuen Long is an adult and would not think she was beaten like Dudu, he can see that these marks should be left by cupping acupuncture.

But when did she go cupping acupuncture? Why did you go?

Yuen Long remembered her painful expression when Dudu rushed to her yesterday, and then she remembered that Dudu was not allowed to hold her last night. Was she afraid to let Dudu touch because of her pain?

Why did she make herself look like this?

He looked at his father stupidly and did not speak, thinking that his mother was seriously injured, anxious, and tears clutched his father's legs and asked, "Daddy, is your mother painful? Let's take my mother to the hospital to see my uncle."

Yuen Long patted his head, intending to send the little guy first, "Mum wasn't beaten. Mom is okay. You go and brush your teeth and wash your face. I'll have breakfast."

Where Dudu is willing to leave, still looking at her mother in peace, why is she so terrible that she was beaten? Mum is usually so fierce that someone must not like her and hit her.

The mother was fighting so hard, but that man had been able to fight with his mother, it must have been worse.

Suddenly he sucked his nose, and his small face froze on Dad's pants, crying and saying, "Dad, isn't the person who hit mom very powerful, you can't beat it? Dad, don't be afraid, we tell the demon spirit Uncle, let Uncle Yaoling hit the bad guy. "

Yuen Lang suddenly burst into tears and laughed. The little kid's brain hole was really better than blue, which was better than his mother.

He leaned over and hugged the sad little fat man. Yuen Long wiped his tears and had to explain to the little guy what cupping is. "Mum, mother wasn't really beaten. Mom was cupping, cupping was right. Good health, but it will make the skin look dark like mother, so isn't it hurt for mother to know? "

Dudu was the first to hear about cupping, and listened dumbly. After a while, he digested the fact that his mother was cupping instead of being beaten. He asked a question in confusion: "Dad, why is that mother Going cupping? Is my mother ill? "

Yuen Long didn't know the reason. This question needed Yu Shanshan to answer it himself. He could only perfuncate his son temporarily. "Mom is going to cure the legs. Cupping can make her legs better."

Dudu suddenly realized that a heart was finally let go, and now he finally ran to the bathroom to brush his teeth and wash his face.

No more murmurs, Yuen Long's face faded, went to sit next to Yu Shanshan's bed, looked at her mark again, thought in her head, and determined the time for her to go cupping .

Every day two days ago, she would go out shopping after he sent Dudu to school. He didn't doubt anything, but thought she was bored at home. Now that she thought, she didn't go shopping, but cupping.

If she was cupping for good health, she shouldn't hide from him, but she had been hiding from it and didn't want him to know. Then this cupping is not good for the body at all, but has other effects, plus these pinholes on the skin ...

Yuen Long immediately speculated what she was doing.

After knowing it, a sudden anger came to him. Why not take your body seriously? What if my body is damaged indiscriminately? Is health important or beauty and ugliness important?

Yuen Long did not believe in any way of losing weight other than exercise. Those shortcuts that claimed to be able to lose weight would have to pay a price. He would never allow her to take her own body to take shortcuts in weight loss.

After the reunion, Yuen Long became angry with Shan Shan for the first time.

He lowered his head directly and kissed her lips heavily, his teeth rubbing between her lips and teeth, saying that it was a punitive bite rather than a kiss.

Yu Shanshan felt breathless, and her mouth was sore. She couldn't help but snored and had to open her eyes quietly. Then he saw Yuen Long staring blankly at him.

Yu Shanshan opened her eyes in shock and was awake.

Sitting up quietly, she stepped back. "You, what are you doing?"

Yuen Long didn't speak, so she looked at her like this with a cold look.

Since the two met again, Yu Shanshan has seen him look like this for the first time. It looks very similar to before. His expression was cold before, sometimes his face was even more terrible. But during this time, he It was soft, gentle to her and Dudu, making her forget about him and the look that made her guilty.

She used to be most afraid of the way he lowered his face, but now she is also very afraid.

Yu Shanshan was a little dazed, and tentatively asked, "What's wrong with you? Why do you look at people like this?"

Yuen Long grabbed her arm and dragged someone over, raised her clothes to reveal the skin inside, and asked gently: "What's this?"

Yu Shanshan panicked and hurried to pull her clothes to cover.

Yuen Long let go of his hand. "Yu Shanshan, explain to me how these marks come from you, why do you go for acupuncture and cupping?"

I didn't expect to be discovered so soon, and he knew what he was doing at a glance. Yu Shanshan mumbled her eyes and couldn't say that she was going to lose weight. Because of her understanding of him, he absolutely To be angry, he least likes that she doesn't take her body seriously.

Therefore, she had to lie: "I am the one who removes the dampness and coldness in the body and is good for the body."

Yuen Long's expression remained faint: "Really? Then why hide from me and say that I'm going shopping?"

Yu Shanshan straightened the drum in her heart, but she put on her mouth and said indifferently, "Oh, there's nothing to say about this, anyway, you don't know this well, I'll tell you what to do."

Yuen Long looked at her, and her eyes sank. "Yu Shanshan, are you sure you want to lie to me?"

Yu Shanshan shrank her neck involuntarily, and could not help recalling the scenes of her previous mistakes. At that time, every time she did something that made him angry, he would look at her coldly without hitting her or scolding her, which made her uncomfortable, even worse than hitting her, and soon Unable to fight, admitting wrongly obediently, indicating that he would never dare to do it again.

After so many years, I saw him with such a cold expression again. I never expected that he would still be the same, and soon he couldn't resist, "Oh, why are you doing this? I haven't done any bad things, so why are you so angry? "

Seeing him still did not speak. Yu Shanshan knew that he would not be able to go through this hurdle today. If he wanted to know, he would be able to find it without telling him. It would be better for her to be honest and to be frank and generous. deal with.

Drumming up courage, Yu Shanshan yelled, "Okay, I said it's all right, I'll go cupping to lose weight. How can I lose weight?"

The last sentence was spoken with courage, and I wanted to find some momentum for myself.

Unfortunately, it doesn't work here in Yuen Long, his expression is even more ugly. "Yu Shanshan, do you know that you are a mother, do you still not understand what you can do and what you can't do? You want to lose weight, well, I support you, but you cannot rely on these unreliable methods to reduce, if your body is broken, do you know the consequences! "

Being trained by him like this, Yu Shanshan was not convinced. "Cupping to lose weight belongs to traditional Chinese medicine for weight loss. Many diseases are cured by acupuncture and cupping, which shows that acupuncture and cupping are beneficial. I didn't take medicine indiscriminately. Did she choose it for a long time before choosing acupuncture and cupping to lose weight? She did not try other unsafe methods.

Yuen Long pursed her lips severely and pointed at the traces on her body. "You see this injury, is this safe? Also, have you considered any side effects? Will it be bad for your body? Once you stop Can you guarantee that it will not rise back immediately? "

"I ..." Yu Shanshan was dumb asked, because she didn't know if it would be bad for her body, and she didn't know if she would immediately rebound after stopping. She secretly searched online Many people said that they would rebound. She did n’t know if it was fake, but she was unwilling to believe that it would rebound, because she hoped that it would be effective and could really help her lose weight. It could become less ugly and change in the future. It must be less noticeable to stand beside him.

But such a deceiving thought, she didn't know how to tell him.

In front of him, she looked like a poor fool, nothing like the proud and confident Yu Shanshan before.

Yu Shanshan suddenly felt sad and grieved. Even if she didn't want to cry in front of him, she still had no time, and the tears flowed so suddenly that she couldn't stop.

Yu Shanshan quickly covered her eyes, and fluttered on the bed to cover her face, so that he could not see his fragile and poor appearance, "You go and you go, I don't need you to control, I want to lose weight and lose weight."

Yuen Long was just angry that she didn't take care of her body, but didn't want to make her so sad, and didn't want to make her cry. What he couldn't stand in his life was her crying. He would never want to see her cry.

Can't help but lean over and hug her. Yuen Long frowned at her hair and apologized softly: "I'm sorry, it's not good to me, I shouldn't be so fierce, don't cry."

Yu Shanshan cried even more fiercely, struggling not to touch him.

He didn't understand his inferiority and sadness at all. He was still the outstanding and eye-catching Yuen Long, but she was the poor Yu Shanshan who was ridiculed everywhere and had fallen to the dust. They are no longer a person of the world.

Maybe she shouldn't let him enter her life at all. As a result of such a force, she was wronged because of her pain, and they were not fit together at all.

A heart in Yuen Long was almost broken by her. Even if she didn't want him, he forced her into her arms. She wanted to wipe away all her tears. Don't cry if she wants, "I'm not good, don't you Cry, don't cry baby. "

"I'm not your treasure." Yu Shanshan was uncomfortably dying and pushed him hard. "Let's go, I'm not with you in the world, go on with your excellent life, and a fat man like me is not worthy to follow you Together, you do n’t have to be responsible for me because I do n’t need your responsibility. I ca n’t afford to be responsible for you. Go and find a better woman. ”

"Yu Shanshan, what are you talking about!" Yuanlang was angry and painful, and her heart poked by her remarks was painful. She wanted to give her a stern blow, but she was afraid to make her cry more sadly. He doesn't know what to do with her now.

"Dad, why is mom crying? Is it painful?" Xiao Dudu, who was waiting to eat in the living room, could not wait for Mom and Dad to come out to eat, and ran into the room to find someone, but found that Mom was in Dad's arms Crying here was so sad, he subconsciously felt that the injury on his mother was very painful, and he cried.

Doudu came in, and Yuen Long didn't know how to continue the conversation, so she wiped her tears and kissed her forehead like coaxing a child. "Don't you cry? See you joking. "

Yu Shanshan also didn't want to cry so ugly in front of her son. She quickly shed tears, wiped her face, pushed Yuen Long to climb herself, and tooted: "Mom is okay, little fat you go to eat and then Go to school or you will be late! "

Seeing that the mother was back to life, Dudu was relieved, holding her hand and saying, "Then come out and have breakfast with me, there are delicious eggs."

Yu Shanshan patted his little butt, "You go and eat, mother hasn't had enough sleep yet, mother will sleep for a while."

Dudu was accustomed to her mother's slumbering behavior, nodded when she heard the words, and turned to pull her father again, "Daddy, let's eat together."

Yuen Long looked at Yu Shanshan, and saw that she lay back again, covered her face with a quilt, and obviously did not want to ignore him. Thinking of Dudu going to school for a while, he had to take Dudu to breakfast, and then sent him to kindergarten.

After sending Dudu to school, Yuen Long returned to the downstairs of the community, but did not go upstairs, sitting directly on the chair in the square, thinking about things quietly.

He is thinking about today.

He was angry with Yu Shanshan's random weight loss. He didn't like her to think weight loss was more important than health. He didn't understand her blind weight loss behavior, so he got angry at her.

But her grieving tears of sadness were like a whip drawn on his heart, which completely woke him up.

All he has been thinking is that he doesn't dislike her, he doesn't think she's fat and doesn't look good, and he hopes that she won't inferiority and don't accidentally look at her.

But can you really not care about inferiority?

Putting it another way, if he is now a fat man with a personal focus, and once again meets her beautiful and dazzling eye-catching woman, can he carelessly be with her and accept the eyes of others?

No, if he becomes that way, he must also worry that he is not worthy of her, and that he will attract sides with her.

Yuen Long couldn't help but want to take a meal. He really took it for granted. He never even stood by her to think about her. Once so proud and dazzling, she experienced the gap from heaven to earth, how could she not care as much as a saint?

She wants to lose weight because she wants to become a better herself. Is this wrong? No, but he never understood her, and even blamed her for using the wrong method.

What he should not do is to blame her, but to help her become what she wants, make her regain her self-confidence, and become the one she wants to be again.

It is ridiculous that he only figured it out till now. No wonder she didn't want to ignore him, because he didn't do well enough.

Yuen Long glanced upstairs, paused for a moment, pulled out his cell phone, and called his aunt Yu Miao.

"Aunt, do me a favor."

******

After hanging up the phone, Yuen Long went upstairs, and the house was quiet. The breakfast left in the pot in the morning was untouched.

Yuen Long knew that Yu Shanshan had not eaten in the morning till now.

He pushed open the door of the room and found that she was still lying on the bed in the morning posture, as if she was sleeping soundly.

Walk slowly over, sit down by the bed, embrace her with arms outstretched, put her head in her neck, breathe the smell of her deeply, and slowly and reverently said in her ear: "Baby, it's me wrong. In the future, if you want to lose weight, I support you. I will help you reduce it together, okay?"

Yu Shanshan's eyelashes trembled.

"Baby, if you think you will be the same as before, you will be confident and happy. Then let's work together to make you look as good as possible?"

Yu Shanshan couldn't hold it anymore. He opened his eyes slowly, and immediately fell into his dark eyes.

Yuen Long kissed her eyes. "Don't be mad at me, and don't say anything that doesn't lie with me. You are the responsibility of my life. I will never let it go."

Yu Shanshan never knew when he was still able to talk like this, but she said that she had just broken the line and wanted to cry again.

In fact, she wasn't angry with him. She was angry with herself. She had just thrown away her grievances at him. She later calmed down and felt regret. He shouldn't say those things that drove him away. He was for her. He didn't What did you do wrong. She was afraid he was really angry with her and left.

Not only was he not angry, he came back to apologize to her.

Yu Shanshan couldn't help but asked him in a crying voice: "Aren't you angry that I lost weight?"

Yuen Long wiped her tears and kissed her red and swollen eyelids. "I will support you in the future to lose weight, and I will supervise you. But one thing, you ca n’t reduce it in a random way. We need to reduce it in the most scientific way. Is it ok?"

Yu Shanshan nodded, "I will not lose weight in the future, I will not go to acupuncture and cupping, I will eat less and exercise more, and I will not be greedy for laziness."

Yuen Long's mouth was hooked, and she was so bewildered by her at the moment. She couldn't help but hold her tighter, and then said what she had just made downstairs.

"Baby, you quit your job here, would you like to go back to Emperor?"

The author has something to say: The best love in the world is not the best I give you, but I will help you become what you want to be.

Damn, suddenly the young literary arts are all around, covering their faces