Ember Gun

   Chapter 638

   "I remember it was a sunny afternoon..."

  Lorenzo's voice was very soft, and the memory became a little strange, as if he was browsing another person's memory.

  “Actually, I can’t remember clearly. My memory was messed up for a while, and it was messy. It’s like your life is a jigsaw puzzle. As a result, someone put it together in a mess, completely losing its original appearance.

  But I still remember a scene in my memory, it was a sunny afternoon.

  I was not a demon hunter at the time, just an ordinary... pastor? I remember that it was probably a pastor. At that time, I was at the most leisure time in the gospel church. There was no physical training or sword fighting. Some just read the scriptures, studied theology, and became a pastor for a short time.

  I remember it was a rest day, and Fei Lengcui was in the middle of summer. My friends and I stayed in the room, leaning lazily on the side, letting the light shine..."

  Lorenzo was a little fascinated by what he said, looking at nothingness, as if he could go back to that moment again through the obstacles of the years.

  "A dazzling sunlight.

  I don’t know why, this scene is always very deep. Even now, I can still easily recall the old smell in the room and the trivial sound of reading. "

   "So, for'life', is your first reaction to this scene?" Zuo Zhen asked.

  Lorenzo nodded blankly, then shook his head again.

   "I have said everything, I don't know, I don't understand this, but what I have to say is many scenes, just like a stage play, one after another."

   "Someone said to me that you are going to live in the old and start a new life. I didn't know what to do at first. For this reason, I tried many things, such as renting, cooking, working, socializing..."

  Unconsciously, Lorenzo did not notice, his words have deviated from the problem, and he kept talking to himself.

"I have some new friends, a landlord who treats me very well, and a nice roommate. I remember staying in my own room at the time. Outside the window was a gloomy old Dunling. There were vendors yelling on the street, next door. I heard the snoring sound of my roommate, clinking noises rang downstairs, and the air was filled with the smell of food.

  At the time, I felt that all of this was so unfamiliar. It seemed that I had never experienced anything like this before, but I was very happy again... Maybe this is a new life. "

  Lorenzo soothed his body and fell into the soft hospital bed, probably too fascinated, the pain on his body declined a lot, and he could barely perceive it.

  “But a new life is always difficult. I’m still learning. I wanted to raise some small animals before, such as cats and dogs, but when I think about it, if I die, they don’t seem to be taken care of. Just forget it.

  Life will continue. After a long time, I have made some new friends, although they are all a little weird. "

  "Are you referring to the people who cleaned up institutions?" Zuo Zhen said.

   "Well, everyone except Arthur is pretty good." Lorenzo smiled, and he hated Arthur.

  "It’s just that the new life is not always so peaceful. Later, something happened. Some friends left and some new friends came. The cycle repeats. Sometimes I feel sad, but I can’t do anything about it."

  Lorenzo thought of something bad, and his eyes darkened.

   "Later... Later my roommate and landlord also left, and I was the only one left there."

  Zuozhen did not ask what happened, but with his simple understanding of Lorenzo, he could guess it.

  They are all dangerous people walking on the edge of the abyss, reaping lives, and they exude a strong death spirit, which can not only destroy the enemy, but also make those who are protected by them feel deeply afraid.

   Therefore, they can only wander out of the crowd sadly, born alone, and then leave alone.

"It was difficult at first, but I convinced myself that this is a'new life'. I also realized the meaning of this word at this time. Everyone is constantly starting a new life. One section runs through our lives.

  I said I will always get used to it, just like when I first came to Old Dunling, I will survive. "

   "It's really surprising, I thought your life was just a monotonous killing." Zuo Zhen said.

   "How come, I am living a good life."

   Lorenzo retorted that he was quite sure of all this and could not be questioned.

"I even went to school for a while, Zuozhen, although it was just a lesson, but I was really in class, learning those novel knowledge, just like an ordinary student, wandering around the campus in the afternoon, walking When I was tired, I sat by the flower bed, watching the men and women, leaving talking and laughing, some of them were whispering, and some of them held hands in silence.

  Ah...I think of another bad guy. "

  "Who? Your friend?" Zuo Zhen chatted with him.

"Friend... plus teacher? Probably," Lorenzo had Oscar's face in his mind. "He is a shameless guy. Many times I think I'm similar to him, but when I think about it, he is very different. ."

"What's the difference?"

   "He is an ordinary person, and I am a demon hunter, this is the biggest difference."

  Lorenzo relaxed his guard. Perhaps he was moved by Zuozhen's story, or he wanted to tell the story hidden in his heart. In short, the conversation went smoothly, and Zuo Zhen couldn't help feeling a slight joy.

  "Oscar is a familiar guy. The first time I communicated with him was at a flowerbed on campus. He sat next to me and praised me wretchedly."

  "What do you praise?" Zuo Zhen didn't understand.

   Lorenzo couldn't help but smile when he saw this, he said slowly.

"You should have a look, Zuozhen, a young and delicate body walks in front of you on high heels, wearing a pure white dress, the skirt swaying in the wind, revealing the delicate ankles like sculptures, with a fragrance of flowers. ."

  Following Lorenzo's narration, Zuo Zhen sketched such a scene in his mind, and for a moment he didn't know what to say.

  Lorenzo laughed louder, shook his head, and said helplessly.

"Oscar said that this is his place to supplement his motivation. When he sees these young and beautiful children, no matter how old he is, his heart will be shocked, and he is full of hope for the future... In fact, he has too much male hormones. , I always recommend him to see the doctor."

   "I didn't expect you to be such a person. Is that reasonable?"

  Zuozhen's expression is slightly strange.

"No, I'm different from him," Lorenzo guessed what Zuozhen was thinking, repeatedly vetoed, "I and Oscar think differently. He sees the beautiful young body, and he can't wait to pounce on it. Old pervert, but I am different."

   "Then what did you see? Holmes."

  The smile on Lorenzo's face faded, he almost wanted to speak, but he held back, and finally squeezed out a few words slowly.

  "I watched men and women leave the classroom and stay in the garden, discussing poetry and literature, and ideals and love. Some people are scattered, some people get together, holding hands or letting go...

  Some girls smiled at me. Just as I responded, I suddenly realized my past. At this time, I realized that I was so incompatible with everything here. "

  The voice looked a little lonely, and Lorenzo continued to speak.

   "I think they also regarded me as a member of the students, but they couldn't think of it. In front of them was a monster with a good camouflage. I witnessed them leave with a beautiful...

  This feeling is very familiar, just like that afternoon that has been irreparable.

do you know? Zuozhen, in that moment, I thought of a lot.

The new life I started is just an illusion, I can’t really blend in here, and all the things I experienced in the old Dunling are just false. I have worked hard enough, but at that moment I realized that I had missed it. What is it, these things do not belong to me, nor can they belong to me.

  I seem to come from another world, as you said, a demon crawling out of hell, my ultimate destination is only hell, not this beautiful world. "

  Lorenzo's expression was a bit horrified, like a child awakened from a nightmare.

   "What did I miss..."

  Zuo Zhen didn't speak, his eyes on Lorenzo changed a little, as if the ice was beginning to melt.

"I miss that feeling, that sunny afternoon, the breezy garden... I later seemed to find this feeling again," Lorenzo said, "I have missed so much, so I want to try Go and fight for it, and don't miss any chance."

  "After I had my own office, they would come to me if there was nothing to do. Although these guys were annoying, but when the house became lively, I seemed to find a little that kind of feeling.

  But this thing doesn’t last long, Zuozhen. "

  Lorenzo told himself.

  "Then what should you do? Holmes," Zuozhen asked, "in order to continue this, what should you do?"

   "My action, I think you have seen it, haven't you?"

   Lorenzo asked back, his expression was cold, from a frightened child to a bloodthirsty demon.

"I can't lose my friends anymore, because I don't dare to make new friends anymore, and I can't lose this city, the beautiful garden, so that I don't even have a place to remember that feeling, I I can't let them ruin everything, because I'm a **** demon hunter! I swear it!"

  He was angry.

  "This **** identity, **** duty, **** secret blood.

  I have lost too much, and missed too much. Right now these are the only things I have, but they want to take more. "

With Lorenzo’s anger in his words, Zuo Zhen could see the dim light in his pupils. With the deepening of the sublimation, Lorenzo has slid to the edge of the abyss, and more and more extraordinary features are on him. appear.

  "I will kill them all, shoot them with a gun, hack them with a sword, smash them with my fists, bite them with my teeth...In short, I will kill them all, leaving no one left, no one left."

   eradicate demons.

   "Then do you regret it?"

Zuo Zhen asked calmly, at first he was very wary of Lorenzo, but now looking at Lorenzo, who is looking furious, Zuo Zhen is not so afraid, as if the two of them talked a little and made both parties feel at ease. Same.

   "What do you regret?"

"Becoming a demon hunter, it can be said that all your tragedies originate from secret blood. You have implanted this sinful blood, and you have taken an irreversible path... If you are given a chance to make a new decision, you will step on Are you on this path?"

Facing this problem, Lorenzo was stunned, and his angry expression calmed down. He touched his chest, probably because he wanted to get a cigarette out, but his clothes had been changed by the nurses, and he could only touch it. Dry bandage.

  Zuozhen was not eager for Lorenzo's answer, he asked Lorenzo to think about it.

  "It seems that you have never considered this issue. If there is no secret blood, you may now be living a completely different life."

  Lorenzo ignored Zuozhen, his eyes were hollow, thinking hard.

   "No... maybe." He gave an unsure answer.

   "You don't regret it?"

  Lorenzo took a deep breath, and then affirmed, "Well, I have already embarked on this road, and there is no need to regret anything."

"why?"

  The past experience flashed before her eyes, countless familiar faces, and the last ray of golden light fell.

  "Zuozhen, there is one thing you need to know. Without this **** blood, there would be no beginning of all this, right? It's like a bad story. If you don't write, all this won't happen."

  Lorenzo was a little relieved, thinking about it, there is no way.

  "I will not come to Old Dunling, I will not meet these new friends, nor will I have these experiences. Although there is no sadness, I will not be so happy...not to mention so much nonsense with you here.

  Although this is cruel, there is always something beautiful. If you let me choose another path, you will undoubtedly give up all of this. "

  Lorenzo looked directly at Zuo Zhen, the dim light rolling in his eyes fell silent, leaving only the pitch black under the shadow.

  "Do you think I will give up all this and deny myself?"

  Zuozhen said no more, he got up, and it seemed that he was about to leave.

  "Are you leaving?" Lorenzo asked.

"Um."

  "Stop asking what life is that?"

  Lorenzo asked again, thinking about it, he didn’t seem to answer Zuozhen’s question at all, but just said it to himself, turning into a ridiculous conversation.

   "I think... I have got the answer."

  Zuo Zhen smiled and stopped talking. The sharpness when he entered the room no longer. He seemed to have changed back to that kind old man. If it weren't for his identity, he might still say goodnight to Lorenzo.

   "Wait a minute, left town."

  Lorenzo suddenly stopped him again, Zuozhen pushed the door halfway open, and turned his head, the light of the corridor reflected his face, but Lorenzo still hid in the darkness.

  "I don’t know or understand what you said, but I understand one thing."

"what?"

   "Those who were taken away by demons, I will ask for them back.

  A lot of places, from the hands of the monsters, begging to come back. "

  In the darkness, Zuozhen can see the slowly rising dim light, like a beam of light passing through a cloud, stubborn and unstoppable.

  (End of this chapter)