Embers Ad Infinitum

Jiang Baimian nodded as usual:

"Think it through."

That "Jiang Baimian" looked at her face for a while, sighed and said:

"It seems that this is not the answer I want. Do we really want to fight against each other and decide who is superior and who is inferior?"

Jiang Baimian has repeatedly asked herself this question, and her will on this matter has gradually become firmer. She said calmly:

"We are adventuring in the 'new world', trying to figure out the truth and muddy the water. Xiaobai and Xiaohong are lurking inside the company. Once the opportunity arises, they will face various dangers, inform everyone of the whole story, and organize their escape. In the underground building, Lao Ge is obviously not from the company, but he has to take charge of it and bear a lot of risks.

“They are all working hard for this matter, how could I turn my back on them and choose to compromise and settle?

"Our group has lived and died together so many times. No one would leave at the last moment, unless there is no hope and the fire must be preserved."

Without waiting for "Jiang Baimian" to respond, she continued:

"Furthermore, the essence of our dream is to prevent the sword of 'innocent disease' from always hanging over mankind's head, and to prevent human civilization from encountering the destructive disaster of the old world again."

"You are really not afraid of death or changing the comfortable life of your parents." That "Jiang Baimian" sighed.

Jiang Baimian smiled and said:

"I remember a saying that says, 'There is no big deal except death.' No one is not afraid of death, even some people are cowardly and timid.

"In this matter, He is the main force. I only do some auxiliary work, and the dangers and difficulties I face are far less than him.

"Besides, we are in the dust. It doesn't mean that we can live peacefully through life if we are afraid of death, until we are old and frail and die with a smile. If the problems of the 'new world' are not solved and the battles there are not over, even the company's Directors do not dare to pat their chests and guarantee that they and others will not become food for the big boss in the next ten to twenty years.

"Once the 'new world' changes, the big bosses will need to be replenished, and no one will be spared."

At this point, Jiang Baimian made a summary:

"I'm afraid of death, but I'm not afraid to the extent that I feel weak when I hear there will be great danger."

That "Jiang Baimian" let out a long sigh and said in a self-deprecating tone:

"It seems we have to fight each other with real swords and guns."

Jiang Baimian didn't answer, but walked toward the golden elevator and his other self.

Step by step, she walked very firmly.

That "Jiang Baimian"'s face changed slightly:

"You think I won't stop you?"

Jiang Baimian smiled slightly and said:

"I've figured out something these days."

"What's going on?" That "Jiang Baimian" asked with a solemn expression.

Jiang Baimian maintained the same smile as before and said:

"Why at the end of 'Origin Sea', the idea is to find her, accept her, and accommodate her."

That "Jiang Baimian" stopped talking.

Jiang Baimian walked forward and said with a gentle smile:

"Our situation is different from that of Hei. He has really split into multiple personalities. He must really force the other party to cooperate in order to pass this level.

“Essentially, we still belong to the same personality, but one is on the yang side and the other is on the yin side.

“As long as I admit that I have a selfish side and don’t forcefully reject it or try to deny it, then the final decision I make after repeated hesitations will basically mean that I have reconciled with myself.

"This time, I choose to continue, but in the subsequent process, I will definitely continue to adjust my strategy according to the situation. Maybe at some point, I will choose a direction that is more beneficial to me with a selfish mentality and give up this Something.”

Jiang Baimian did not deny that he had selfish thoughts in his heart, nor did he shy away from the possibility that he might retreat as things progressed.

She smiled very openly.

That "Jiang Baimian" had a hesitant look on his face.

Whether you challenge the windmill like Don Quixote or selfishly give up, entering the "corridor of the soul" is a good thing.

This can effectively improve Jiang Baimian's strength. If she really has to escape halfway in the future, this is also one of the most important weights to ensure her safety.

In comparison, the two sides have been wrangling here and have been unable to go further. Instead, they have wasted time and lacked the ability to cope with unexpected changes.

If you are truly selfish, you will naturally know how to choose under this situation:

Put aside disputes, develop together, and decide the future!

Jiang Baimian walked to her side, smiled and nodded to her, and then continued to move forward.

That "Jiang Baimian" subconsciously wanted to reach out and hold her, but his whole body suddenly shook and became quite blurry.

Her figure was attached to Jiang Baimian's body, making her steps slow.

Although slow, Jiang Baimian is still moving forward, but sometimes speeding up the pace and sometimes slowing down, showing his inner struggle.

In just a few steps, she arrived in front of the golden elevator, and the other "Jiang Baimian" had completely integrated with her.

The true meaning of finding another self, accepting her, and accommodating her is not to think about overcoming her or destroying her, nor to be afraid of her like a tiger, not to dare to stand beside her, let alone to grovel to her or blindly agree with her.

Everyone has many sides, and each side is the true self. As long as you can finally admit this, and calmly take corresponding thoughts into consideration when considering problems and making decisions in the future, then you have faced your other self and accepted her. accommodated her.

Jiang Baimian has thought about this issue quite clearly in the past few days. After she told her other self all her views, struggles and reasons, she knew that the other person would not and could no longer stop her.

She stretched out her right hand and pressed the button of the golden elevator.

The elevator door opened. Jiang Baimian stepped in and selected the only button.

As the car door closed, the elevator rose rapidly, but it violated the laws of physics and gave Jiang Baimian a feeling of weightlessness.

While her body and thoughts were floating, light groups appeared one after another around her, and there were directly understandable words in different light groups.

they are, respectively:

"Color hallucination"; "Multi-limb hallucination"... "Synthetic hallucination"; "Mirror world"; "limb dyspraxia"; "illiteracy"; "hemianopia"; "limb agnosia"; "face blindness"; "color "Identification of obstacles"; "Road crazy"; "Error in judgment of orientation"...

Some of these light groups are clear and close at hand and can be grasped with a stretched out hand, while others are quite far away and very blurry, requiring all one's strength to reach.

Jiang Baimian noticed that, just like what Shang Jianyao described, there were two other light groups hanging above his head. One was "number doubled" and the other was "distance increased".

Jiang Baimian, who had already considered related issues, made a decision after thinking for a while.

She stretched out her hands and grabbed the two light groups first.

They are "Mirror World" and "Road Chi" respectively.

The former is an ability that the "Old Tune Team" has encountered, and is called a "virtual machine" by Shang Jianyao. It is very powerful. The latter is a problem that deeply troubles Jiang Baimian. She plans to let her pursuers run away if she is forced to escape in the future. Also have a taste of being a "road addict" to offset the time wasted by getting lost.

Among them, the "mirror world" can be upgraded from the "space illusion", so it is very close to Jiang Baimian. She casually stretched out her hand to grab it, held it in the palm of her hand, and integrated it into her body, while "Lu Chi" and Jiang Baimian Bai Mian's three current abilities have nothing to do with each other. They are floating far away. Jiang Bai Mian spent a lot of effort to reach it.

By the time Jiang Baimian merged with "Lu Chi", the golden elevator had stopped.

Jiang Baimian did not hesitate, seized the last opportunity, and waved upward.

What she touched was "distance improvement".

Jiang Baimian knew very well that in the realm of awakened beings, a larger sensing distance often meant gaining an advantage, and the sensing distance was the same as the maximum effective range of some of her abilities.

Because of this, she left an opening for Distance Boost from the beginning.

As soon as the ball of light followed Jiang Baimian's palm and entered her body, the elevator door opened.

Jiang Baimian breathed a sigh of relief, walked out of the elevator, and came to his spiritual room.

The place was empty, except for a vermilion door with a brass handle mounted on one of the walls.

Jiang Baimian looked around, walked to the door, opened the door and looked at his house number.

That's "1175".

She nodded, retreated into the room, turned her "Sea of ​​Origin" into a mirror, and hung it on the opposite wall.

Looking at the slightly dark mirror, Jiang Baimian smiled and said to himself:

"I thought I could see the door to the 'new world' directly from the room."

Having said this, she sighed and raised the corners of her mouth in front of the mirror:

"There should be no such good things in the future...

"If I enter the 'new world', who will move the nuclear bomb to the right location, use the command at the right time, and detonate it?"

While talking to himself, Jiang Baimian had a sarcastic smile on his lips, and he didn't know who he was laughing at.

…………

At the underground building of "Pangu Creatures", Long Yuehong glanced at the door, then lowered his head at the recording pen in his hand.

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