Endless Debt

"I think she might not like alchemy."

Boluogo commented coldly, and Teda looked at him doubtfully, not understanding why Boluogo said this.

"You have seen her talent, and you recognize it," TEDA said.

Putting aside Amu's extremely special identity, she is really the best student TEDA has encountered in so many years. As an alchemy doll, she has a strong sensitivity to the alchemy matrix.

"That's right, that's right, there's no doubt about it." Boluogo nodded. The Snake Scale Liquid perfectly matched his abilities, and Boluogo loved it.

"But there is no conflict between these two points," Burlogo muttered, and then asked, "Have you ever raised a dog?"

"I had one when I was young."

Teda became more and more confused, as he always did when chatting with Boluogo, and the topics jumped quickly.

"Then you should understand that the dog strictly abides by all your instructions... In fact, this does not mean how smart the dog is, or that it will execute your orders. In fact, it just knows that after doing so, you will Touch it, that’s it.”

Boluogo pretended to be relaxed, while Teda, who was listening on the side, gradually became gloomy.

"It's just a joke, don't worry about it," Bologo added.

Teda snorted coldly and said nothing. The two of them were like gangsters, talking in slang that only each other could understand.

"I'm very sensible, I can control it, what about you?" Teda turned around and whispered.

"Me? I don't care. This has nothing to do with me." Bologo said frankly. The only thing he was struggling with was TEDA. He could hardly tell the difference. Bologo had no such trouble.

Teda didn't respond, and he didn't know what he was thinking, but from Boluogo's testing of him, Boluogo had become more and more aware of the complexity.

What a headache.

"Do you have any plans for the Oath Festival?" Boluogo asked, leaning against the wall.

"I'm going out for the Oath Festival." Teda said.

"Where to go?"

"Personal matters have nothing to do with you."

"Oh, then I will be the only one on duty here during the Oath Festival."

Boluogo whispered, his eyes wandering around, and finally passed through the glass and landed on Aimu in the room.

She didn't have many facial expressions, and her main expressions of emotion relied on the aura in her eyes, but Boluogo still felt a serious attitude from her body, and the bright light rails rose and turned in her hands.

Boluogo thought that many years ago, there should be a girl similar to Aimu, who studied so seriously under the watchful eye of Teda. Now time flies, everything has changed, and it seems like nothing has changed.

"Tell me, what do you think? TEDA."

Boluogo asked himself, "This must be a hard feeling, right? She looks very much like your daughter, and is even said to be the projection of your daughter's shadow, but you clearly know that she is not Alice, no matter what. , Aimu is not her..."

His voice paused, and Boluogo tried to describe the twisted and tangled emotions. With his existing vocabulary, he didn't know how to describe it for a while.

Then Boluogo looked at TEDA with a surprised look on his face, as if he was awakened.

"Yes, you knew all this clearly from the beginning, and knew these taboo rules, so why did you make her look like your daughter? Did you want to rely on her? But when she really came to life , you start to fear again, fearful of the blurring of the nature of her tool."

Teda remained silent. He turned his head slightly, his face hidden in the shadows, but Boluogo could clearly feel his gaze, which was as sharp as a sword.

"It's like...the false sun."

Boluogo didn't have the slightest fear. Instead, he continued as if he was forcing TEDA to admit all this.

"Alice's death plunged you into a cold winter night, so you urgently needed a sun. You succeeded. You created another sun, but as she radiated light and heat, you became more and more frightened.

I assume you're not just obscuring the nature of her tool, right? "

Boluogo walked towards TEDA, and the distance between the two gradually narrowed, just like tigers meeting on a narrow road, the atmosphere was oppressive and solemn.

Cyan eyes looked down at TEDA. Boluogo thought about it, but he didn't say anything. He just looked at TEDA expressionlessly.

"What exactly do you want to say? Boluogo." Teda responded coldly.

"Solve the problem."

Boluogo waved his hand and said casually.

"I don't like this feeling of neither getting up nor down. Your hesitation and hesitation will only make the problem more and more complicated. It's like escaping from the problem, and escaping can't solve it."

"Then what do you think I should do? Aimu is just an alchemy doll. She is not a real human being. The real human being is Alice!" Teda growled.

"Huh? Do you think I'm a human being?" Boluogo suddenly asked.

TEDA was stunned. He couldn't keep up with Boluogo's jumping thoughts.

"Yes, human beings are flesh and blood, not alchemy bodies, so Amu is not a human being, but humans can also die. If I won't die, then am I still a human being? This idea is too limited.

I think what determines us is never the difference in the body, but the inner things under the body. "

Borogo explains what he understands human beings to be.

"When you think Amu is human, she is human."

Teda was silent for a long time. He looked into the blue eyes and asked, "Are you defending Amu?"

"Probably. It's weird. I actually feel a little...sympathetic to her."

Recalling the various experiences he had with Aimu, Boluogo did not avoid the issue and said frankly, "Of course, the more important point is that we need to solve the problem."

Solving the problem is what Boluogo needs to do. As a rational bystander, only he can end it all.

"I can understand your thoughts, Teda. Aimu is so similar to Alice. You instinctively want to pour your feelings into her, but you also tell yourself that she is not Alice.

You can't be cruel to her and tell her the cruel truth, and you can't be cruel to yourself and completely cut off all feelings. "

Boluogo suddenly started talking about another topic and asked Teda.

"If your research ends in failure, TEDA, what will you do then?"

TEDA didn't know what to say for a moment. He had never thought about such a future.

"Do you want to admit Amu's existence, or say..."

Boluogo did not continue speaking, like an unknown curse. If he said it, this dark fate would become a reality.

"I know what I am doing, and I have never wavered," Teda's voice was emotionless, "and you have crossed the line, Boluogo, we are just a cooperative relationship."

"If you have time during the Oath Festival, go back to the Bureau of Order to see Bailie." Boluogo completely ignored TEDA's threat. "Although she looks like that...but she is really worried about you. I didn't cross the line. I just I'm just keeping an eye on you on her request."

The two looked at each other, a slight smile appeared on Boluogo's face, and he said again.

"Have you seen the way I fight? Teda."

Teda shook his head. He was already used to Boluogo's damn way of thinking, and he wouldn't be surprised by what he said next.

"I am a person who likes to go straight. I hate twists and turns. If there is a wall in front of me, then I will smash it. If there is someone, then I will chop him down."

Borrogo spoke of his strange outlook on life.

"So, I'm actually a pretty honest person."

TEDA agrees with this. Boluogo is too honest. Few mentally ill people will take the initiative to admit that they are mentally ill and still reason with others in a serious manner.

"The most important thing is that I am a person who lives in the present. I think if you have emotions, you must tell the other person. Hiding it in your heart and delaying it until the end will only make everything messy."

"Are you educating me?" Teda laughed at Boluogo's condescending tone.

"Shut up, TEDA, how old are you this year?" Boluogo looked at TEDA's wrinkled cheeks, "Fifty years old? Sixty years old? Strictly speaking, I am already over ninety years old. There’s nothing wrong with educating the younger generation in this way, right?”

no problem? It's very problematic. When he said this, Boluogo couldn't help but laugh.

He didn't care at all about Teda's murderous eyes, and continued, "I have a good friend, she is very kind to me, I want to repay her kindness to me, and I have accumulated a lot of emotions, but before I can treat her Say anything, she died, and there was nowhere to put these emotions..."

Boluogo looked a little melancholy. He tried his best to describe his friendship with Adele in a more beautiful way, so he did not say that he turned those uneasy emotions into uncontrollable anger.

“Since then, I have made a change and stopped looking forward to the future and just focused on the present.

If I like someone, I will tell them I like you immediately. If I hate someone, I will smash his brain immediately, never overnight.

So, you know what I mean? "

Boluogo's body exudes full power of oppression, even though he is just a condenser, and TEDA is the one who bears the power.

Teda looked deeply at Boluogo, and Boluogo slowly backed away and said with an indifferent tone.

"Be honest, and your life will be much easier this way."

TEDA didn't know what to say. Maybe Boluogo was really a philosopher, or maybe he was really a terminally ill lunatic. Facing his words, TEDA was beaten so hard that he couldn't resist.

Seeing that there was no response to his question, Boluogo had already expected this. If these few words could move TEDA, then he would have underestimated the depth of the vortex that TEDA had fallen into.

Boluogo turned around and walked towards the glass window, through which he could see the busy Aimu in the room, and his voice sounded slowly.

"Have you considered her thoughts? She thinks that if she works hard to learn alchemy, she will gain your attention, but you are like the uncertain sky, sometimes drizzle, sometimes thunder."

Boluogo recalled his previous exchanges with Aimu.

"She can't figure out what she did wrong because she's not wrong about anything, but you're avoiding the problem."

Boluogo turned back to look at TEDA and launched his final attack.

"Or is she just a tool and doesn't need to care about the tool's thoughts?"

TEDA didn't respond. He left silently and fled.