Eternal Burning

Just wait for me, I'll be right back. "The light just happened to be green, and he didn't wait for me to respond after he finished speaking, and walked across the road quickly.

Knowing that he was going to buy balloons made me a little funny, and sometimes I really felt as if he hadn't grown up yet.

I gasped at the palm of my hand and waited for him there for five or six minutes. His late arrival made me a little worried.

Suddenly there was a loud noise in the distance, followed by a panicked cry for help from the crowd.

hurry up! The signboard fell, killing people! "

Hit 120, hurry up and hit 120! "

Pedestrians rushed there in a hurry, and a yellow-colored balloon floated into the sky little by little.

My heart suddenly tightened, and my mind was instantly filled with nameless panic.

Before I could make a phone call to confirm, I hurriedly controlled the wheelchair and went across the road with the crowd. But after crossing the crossing line, I found that there was no ramp on the opposite side of the upper street, and my wheelchair could not get up at all.

I stared at the hurdle, helpless and helpless.

What is so easy for ordinary people is so difficult for me. Just a small drop from the ground made me unable to move an inch and couldn't get to where I wanted to go.

The author says:

The title is from Natsume Soseki's "Puffy Poppy Grass", it's very important to read Weibo.

Chapter 30 The Prisoner of Love

The green number on the signal indicator starts to count down from 90". I wanted to ask someone for help, but everyone was either in a hurry, or was attracted by an accident not far away, and quickly left without waiting for me to speak.

There are people coming and going on the zebra crossing, time is clearly flowing, but I seem to be still there, out of tune with the surrounding.

Hello, can you..." I stretched out my hand to stop a young man who was passing by me, but the other party didn't even look at me, just focused on the phone.

It seems that someone has an accident in front of them, there are many people, I will go and take a look. "

I tightened my fingers, and my heart was gradually filled with the anxiety that spread out. It is clearly in front of you, but there is nothing you can do. This feeling of powerlessness is really disgusting.

Twelve years have passed, and nothing has changed, I still can only watch the misfortune happen, and I can't do anything.

My friend's screams were ringing in my ears, and the countdown to the green light was ticking. It was like a mourning song from hell, which made my mind panic.

Can someone help me? "

……please help me! "

Help……"

He had already tried his best to roar, but as soon as the voice came out, something seemed to block his throat, making him weak and vague.

After my rehabilitation failed, I gave up on myself completely and didn't want to try any more. One day, I woke up suddenly in the middle of the night, and vaguely heard the sound of my parents talking outside the door.

The mother said sadly: What will he do in the future? What are we going to do next? I shouldn't have let him go out with those people. I really did something wrong. The children who have been raised with great difficulty have not enjoyed the blessings, and this kind of thing happened. "

After a long silence, the father sighed and said, "Life is saved, and people are completely useless." "

Rather than…”

What nonsense! "

Before the mother could finish, she was severely interrupted by her father, who obviously knew what she was going to say next.

Not as good... as what? Why not die with the other three? Wouldn't it be better to end the pain all at once, than to be a waste? Wouldn't it be better to be disabled from the start so they don't have to expect anything?

That was the first time I clearly realized that even if I was still alive, even if I still had a clear language organization, I could do a lot by myself, but in the eyes of most people, I had no future in sight.

The originally splendid Avenue of Stars has been replaced by complete darkness. I can't see my fingers when I stretch out my hand, like a sinister and deep mouth, waiting for the opportunity to devour me anytime, anywhere.

Why can't you even do this well?

Growing up, I heard the words of my mother the most. I didn't feel anything before, I just blamed myself for not meeting her expectations. But ever since I heard her conversation with her father, for some reason, these words appeared more and more in my dreams.

Yeah, why can't I even do this well?

How can I...not even do this well?

Arabidopsis? "With the last ten seconds left in the green light countdown, Shang Muxiao's voice suddenly sounded in front of him.

I turned around abruptly and found that he was standing in front of me, looking down at me, his limbs intact and painless.

The turbulent emotions hit me. One moment, my heart was still gloomy, as if the end of the world. The next moment, it was raining and the clouds were over, and the sky was full of stars.

Great..." The voice was still weak, revealing the good fortune of the rest of his life.

What? "He didn't hear it, and bent down slightly.

I didn't answer, just stretched my arms around him, ignoring the surroundings and the eyes around me. He was unprepared, he almost fell when I was taking him, and he hurriedly grabbed the armrest of the wheelchair.

maintain balance.

The human body is a representation of the world, controlled by inner desires. Desire is driven by the will. The will communicates desires through the body and governs our world.