Even until Death, the Scum Gong Thought I was a White Lotus

At home is the scent of gardenia, which was placed on the table by Xie Mu before leaving in the morning.

On the long sofa facing the door, two undressed men lay on and off.

The young man turned his face away, looking at the man who was pressing down.

He took off his glasses, his face was a little red, his hands were falling on the clothes underneath him, his eyes moved down. After seeing the fair skin exposed by that beautiful woman, Xie Mu subconsciously left his eyes and stopped looking.

Tan Tao's eyes, which were cloudy because of lust, woke up instantly after seeing the outsider. He pushed away the woman in a panic, his eyes panicked and stuttered. "Baby, it's not what you think, it's not what you want Like that ... "

"Brother Tan, what did you say? This is your new little lover?"

Compared with the two men at the scene, the woman was not so panic. She sat up slowly to organize her clothes, and her mouth with beautiful red lips calmly opened and closed, saying what Tan Tao could not wait to choke her. .

"I think this little brother looks very handsome. It is the type you like. Would you like to play together?"

Xie Mu's pale face was even whiter. He was like a parrot learning tongue, and stiffened his mouth. "Which one ... type?"

"Get away!"

Tan Tao pushed away the woman who still wanted to stick it up, struggling to stand up, and reached out to the young man outside the door, "Xiao Mu, listen to me first ..."

He came to the door and wanted to touch his lover as usual, Xie Mu turned sideways and avoided his hand.

The man's outstretched hand froze in place.

"fake……"

The young man's eyes became red. He stared at the person in front of him, trying hard to prevent tears from flowing down. "It's all fake ..."

"Xiao Mu, listen to me, I'm really not ..."

Tan Tao's hand was still in the air, his throat knot rolled up and down, his husky voice justified, "I was working, she came to me suddenly and threw me on the sofa, and then you opened the door and came in, I really didn't ... ... "

"you have not……"

The tip of the nose is the smell of gardenia, Xie Mu stepped back, "You are lying to me, I know you are lying to me ..."

"You don't like me at all, you like the old man ..."

"What to spend together all my life, wait until ... when I get old, shake the rocking chair slowly ... it's all deceiving ..." He tried very hard not to let himself cry, but the sobbing sound couldn't stop. .

"From the moment I wake up, you tell me that we are lovers and lie to me. Actually ... what you like is just this face!"

"No, Koki, not like that. I really like you, really ..."

"Those, those words are true!"

"Really?"

The young man looked at him like a stranger, "Your favorite is to talk with me all my life, while I am away, to touch other women!"

Tan Tao's unfamiliar eyes panicked Tan Tao. He panicked, and when he saw the knife on the side of his eyes, he quickly picked it up, scratching his arm like scratching something dirty.

"Xiao Mu, I cleaned the place where I touched her, don't you, don't be angry with me ..."

The blood bleed out almost instantly, Xie Mu's expression was stunned, and his eyes were almost immediately flustered and distressed. He subconsciously wanted to come forward to stop the bleeding, but his steps seemed to be stuck on the ground, unable to move.

"I, I clean it, look ..."

The man's arms were full of blood, but an inviting smile appeared on his face, "Little wood, look, clean ..."

The woman behind looked at the blood dripping on the ground and opened her eyes in horror. She quickly got out of the sofa and ran away with her bag.

All lunatics are lunatics.

The young man was already there, only the bright red in his eyes.

Tan Tao hurts, but as if he didn't feel it, he smiled hard at his lover, "Baby, I'm clean ..."

He took a step forward, regardless of the youth's struggle, he just held people in his arms, blood stained Xie Mu's clothes, and the man's hoarse voice was in his ear: "Do you believe me, okay?"

Xie Muzhen raised his eyes, his bloodshot eyes met his sight.

It was filled with love, and the fear of losing.

But are these all right for him?

The words this morning, the scene I just saw, have completely defeated what he believed.

The young man pushed away the man a little bit. His eyes were always full of love, hiding the uneasiness under the tears.

"The doctor said, I can recover my memory. Do you think I should recover?"

He wanted to know the answer. He wanted to know what his existence was in the eyes of Tan Tao, whom he regarded as life.

Tan Tao didn't need to answer anymore. The instant ecstasy in his eyes had completely shattered the hope of the nineteen-year-old boy.

His lover, just like the 22-year-old him.

Is it like this, every time when you are in love like this, looking at another person through him?

And the most ironic is that he can never be that future self.

The young man closed his eyes, the hot tears slipped down his cheeks, and a bitter smile appeared on his lips. He said in astringent voice, "I believe in you."

Believe that you love that person so much.

The man was unbelievable and pleasantly surprised by this answer. He hugged the man in his arms tightly and could hardly believe that he was forgiven so easily.

"Little wood ..."

Xie Mu raised his head and kissed his lips for the first time. It was just a light kiss, a drop of tears flowing from the corner of the eye, silent, without letting anyone find out.

He whispered, "Don't call me that, I don't like this title."

He is not the 22-year-old Xie Mu liked by Tan Tao, but a thief who seems to have stolen everything from his master.

Tan Tao hugged him and shouted, "Baby."

The young man snuggled up in the arms of a man. This embrace was very warm, but his body was cold.

***

"It really wasn't that I didn't like it. He all saw us undressed, so Tan Tao was about to do it with me, but he forgiven him ..."

The woman's voice is full of helplessness. She really doesn't believe that there are still so stupid people in this world.

That's Tan Tao. Who in the circle doesn't know his lover is countless, and whoever refuses to come, actually was believed after two good words.

Looks like that, but it's not the age when you are still at school.

Of course, she didn't know that Xie Mu, who seemed to be an adult, had just reached the age of nineteen. She shoved her bag after she shrugged off her responsibilities to her employer.

Inside the car, the man's face was gloomy.

He pressed a few times on the phone with a cold face, and after a few seconds, the call was answered.

"Have you found a way to restore him to memory?"

"We have been studying these days and found a strange phenomenon."

"Not only did the patient lose his three-year memory, but his memory of the sixteen-year-old was also very vague. Even the everything that happened before, he only had a little general concept, which is likely to be a misdiagnosis."

"Patients are not having amnesia, but suffering too much before the accident. In order to protect themselves, they have inspired a second personality."

The man's long hands slowly tightened, his eyes sank dangerously, and the magnetic voice repeated lowly, "Second personality?"

He banged his finger on the steering wheel. "In other words, this personality is different from Xie Mu before?"

"What if the two personalities like different people?"

"In common sense, different personality preferences are different, which is not common in medical history."

Bo Qin's lips slowly hooked.

That turned out to be the case.

No wonder, Xie Mu, who once liked him so much, only resisted him, and his heart hung on Tan Tao.

"As far as the current data is concerned, the master's personality has not been alternated with other personalities. It may be that he does not want to wake up, and the chance of awakening is not great. If the second personality does not have any violence and a tendency to break the law, according to Chinese regulations, it is perfectly possible leave it alone."

leave it alone?

how can that be possible?

Twenty-two-year-old Xie Mu, rational, mature, disgusted with Tan Tao who had insulted him, is willing to die for him.

Nineteen-year-old Xie Mu is naive, immature, and likes Tan Tao wholeheartedly, but he is rusty and away from him.

Which one to choose is not clear at a glance?

"Professor Zhao, arrange treatment as much as possible. I hope that the 19-year-old personality can be completely obliterated."

No, wait a minute.

He has one more, better idea.

The handsome man leaned slightly to the side, looked up at the tall building next to him, his lips gradually widened.

What if we asked Tan Tao to do this?

***

That night, Xie Mu and Tan Tao slept on a bed.

They did nothing. Tan Tao just hugged the young man in his arms, enjoying his goodness, and patted him on the back.

"baby……"

In his sleepy eyes, he asked, "When are you going to restore your memory?"

The young man's slender fingers softly fell beside the bed, and he lay on the man's chest, listening to the dull heartbeat inside.

"Bang! Bang!"

It sounds good, he thought.

"When do you want me to recover?"

Tan Tao didn't hesitate: "Of course, the sooner the better."

The young man quietly listened to the heartbeat, his eyes were full of sadness, he closed his eyes to hide the tears that were about to burst, and said quietly:

"I'll listen to you."

He likes people and likes him another.

Then, give it back to him.