Even until Death, the Scum Gong Thought I was a White Lotus

The person he likes, from the root, is fake.

The young man sat on the railing, and the wind was strong at night, blowing on his face, as if being blown by a knife.

"Xiao Mu, don't be excited first, let's talk slowly when something happens, and talk ..."

The man shivered and reached out his hand, moving cautiously in this direction.

Xie Mu leaned down and looked down. Only with such an action, Bo Qin was scared of cold sweat. He could hardly make a sound.

"Don't, don't move ..."

"Good, Xiao Mu, don't move, let me take you down, good ..."

The young man turned around and sat at the railing without a glance at him.

He whispered, "Don't come over."

The wind sent Xie Mu's voice to Bo Qin's ear, and the man responded stiffly, "I won't go, I listen to you ..."

"I really like Bo Qin ..."

Xie Mu didn't seem to hear him at all, lowered his eyes, looked at the mobile phone in his hand, and murmured, "How good is Bo Qin."

"He is my most admired and admired person, just like faith."

"Faith ..." The youth repeatedly spit out the word.

For the first time, the face of Bo Xiu ’s favorite Jun Xiu, for the first time, made a mocking smile. He smiled, and tears came into his eyes.

Laughing too much, his body swayed back and forth in the wind, as if it were going to fall in the next moment.

Bo Qin stiffened, watching the young man stop and smile, his body did not move.

Xie Mu shook his lips, "Faith ..."

"How ridiculous."

"I respect, the person I love, from the beginning, it was just an illusion."

He blinked his eyes and looked at the moon in the sky.

"Gentle, kind, considerate ... I guard my lover carefully, I thought, I could ..."

"How lucky I am ... such a good person is actually willing to be with me ..."

"I'm trying to learn how to be the person he likes. Even if I can't drink, I have to drink for him. I learn three meals a day and learn to massage the temples, but finally ...

"... It's fake ..."

He smiled again, and smiled, tears falling down his face: "Since my lover was fake from the beginning, what is it that I have experienced and encountered?"

"Xiao Mu, Xiao Mu, listen to me ..."

The man opened his mouth hard and had an obscure voice. "I am true, even if those are fake, but I really love you!"

"Me and you, we can still be happy together, don't we?"

"Happy together ..."

The young man rehearsed Bo Qin's words in general, and in his eyes was confused, "Happy together ..."

"Yep!"

As if seeing hope, the man nodded his head, held out his hand full of hope at Xie Mu, shook his voice, and worked hard to maintain gentleness. Give you."

"As long as you live, Koki ..."

Xie Mu looked at him, "What do you want, do you give it to me?"

The man promised frantically, for fear of being slow for a second, he would never see his little wood again.

"what do you want……"

There was light in the eyes of the youth, and a dreamy smile appeared, "I think, I have never known Bo Qin, never seen, never heard, never loved ..."

"Then ... how happy ..."

Bo Qin's eyes were red and he knelt heavily on the ground.

He said, "I promise."

The heart seemed to be cut open piece by piece by a knife.

At the end of the cut, the skin fluttered and the pain was shaking.

But even so, the man has to straighten his back and try to squeeze a smile.

"I promise you, Xiao Mu."

"In the future, I will never appear in your life again. You will not see me or hear me. I can do it, I can ..."

"Please ... come down ..."

Confused in the eyes of the young man, "But I still miss you."

His cold fingertips moved slowly and landed on the heart.

Say, "Here, it hurts."

Xie Mu looked at the man's gaze and said, "Even if you can't see it, it just hurts if you think about it."

"I thought I could take it."

"I can do those pains, despairs ... as long as I can be by Bo Qin, no matter what ..."

"Bo Qin doesn't hate me. He said that he loves me and will protect me ..." The youth shook his legs in the air, and his whole body was shaking with the wind.

In his eyes, there was joy like a child, but then these joys slowly disappeared.

Accompanied by the light under the eyes.

"But it turned out that hurt me and made me miserable. It was Bo Qin who looked at me in despair ..."

Xie Mu's eyes were dull at the moment, like an abyss, and there was no hope.

"I insist, what is it ..."

"Such ..." The youth's eyes fell on the man who was looking at himself with painful eyes, and twitched the corner of his mouth.

"Disgusting, hypocritical, pretentious ..."

Bo Qin froze, as if even his blood was frozen.

In his eyes, is he such a person?

"I always feel that Tan Tao is the most terrifying and disgusting creature in the world ..."

Xie Mu didn't seem to see the expression of the man kneeling on the ground, he continued to say, his eyes were all mocking himself.

"But it turns out that the most frightening monster is right next to me."

monster……

His little wood, saying he is a monster ...?

The man's eyes were bloodshot, with tears, and he looked at the young man, "No, Xiaomu ..."

"Don't you say that you love me the most, do you like me the most ..."

He shook his head, shaking, as if he didn't dare to approach, and muttered stubbornly, "You, you love me, don't you?"

The young man looked into Bo Qin's eyes without feeling the slightest affection.

He shook his head. "No."

"You are a monster."

"You are dressed in human skin and you are disguised as a person. In fact, without that layer of skin, you are not even a tapeworm !!"

"You're not Boqin at all."

Xie Mu shivered and wept, almost staring at the handsome man in front of him fiercely, "You ate him and pretend to pretend to be me!"

"You are a monster that killed Bo Qin's monster!"

Bo Qin shook his lips, his face pale, and looked at the trembling body, as if the young man was about to fall off the railing the next moment.

"No, Xiao Mu, don't be angry, I'm wrong, I won't ever again, come down, please come down ..."

"Monster, monster ..."

The young man couldn't hear him at all, he kept repeating, just grabbing the hand of the railing and letting go.

He looked stunned, and looked, his mind was unconscious.

Men did not dare to stimulate him, and could only follow his words.

"I am, I am a monster ..."

"You come down, will you?"

Xie Muzhen looked at him and laughed while crying.

Dumb voice said, "I know, I know ..."

"Boqin, he is Boqin, he is real, he protects me, cherish me, teach me work, learn ..."

"These ... are true, not fake, not ..."

A smile appeared on his face, and he looked at the man happily.

"You're a monster, you killed Bo Qin, that's it, yes, this is it ..."

"My Boqin has never changed, except that it is you who replaced him ..."

As if to find a reason for those deceptions, Xie Mu rejoiced.

He opened his swollen eyes and whispered, "Isn't it?"

Bo Qin knelt on the cold ground. The knife was still slicing his heart. It hurt, it hurt, and even talking was difficult.

The man opened his mouth and said, "Yes."

The wind blew on the face, causing pain, Bo Qin shivered, his eyes flushed.

He shouted, "I'm a monster."

"Boqin didn't lie to you. He loves you ..."

In the eyes of the youth, "I knew it, I knew it was ..."

"Xiao Mu, come down."

The man was struggling, and pulled out a smile that was uglier than crying, "You come down, I will return Bo Qin to you."

"No." Xie Mu shook his head and sat on the railing, as if in his own shelter.

He said, "Could you call Tan Tao over?"

Bo Qin didn't even dare to ask a question, so that people brought Tan Tao over.

The man, almost beaten into muddy mud, was shoved and fell to the ground, his hands curled unnaturally, his eyes full of bruises raised hard and he looked at the young man sitting on the railing.

Looking at it, a mocking smile appeared on his face.

"Oh ... Boqin, you have today ..."

Everyone present knew what he meant.

Including Xie Mu.

The young man shook his leg and looked at the man who had gone crazy and only wanted to let others sink into hell.

"Tan Tao."

He said, "Thank you for marshmallows. They are delicious."

Tan Tao stiffened, incredibly, and looked up at Xie Mu.

"baby……"

No, hasn't his baby been killed?

Killed by him, by Bo Qin ...

"That day, on the carousel, what I said to you, did you forget?"

Tan Tao opened his eyes wide, and the scene in front coincided with the appearance of the youth that day.

Xie Mu's mouth, one piece together.

— "Will you remember me?"

The youth said, "After the eradication, it is the fusion of memories. Tan Tao, I have been there."

It's just that he is no longer his treasure.

The man didn't care about it. He only knew that the man with his baby's memory came back.

Tan Tao smiled, like a worm, squirming on the ground, and desperately crawling over there.

"Baby, baby, you are back ..."

"I miss you so much, I really miss you ..."

He was full of joy, full of lost joy, and even though his hands were covered with blood from the stones on the ground, he crawled forward with no care.

He wants to crawl to his lover, his baby ...

Bo Qin took the opportunity to reach the railing and stretched out his hand, trying to catch the youth.

Xie Mu looked at the two men and smiled suddenly.

"You killed my Boqin ..."

"I have to find him ..."

After seeing the fear and incredibleness in their eyes, their eyes were full of pleasure.

What is it like to lose it?

It must be painful.

"Little wood !!!"

Bo Qin realized what was happening, his eyes were split, and he reached out his hands subconsciously, but only touched his fingertips.

The young man laughed, opened his arms and fell without hesitation ...

-In front of each other.