Evil Awe-Inspiring

I'm not a fool. I have noticed that although Azer is still drunk on his stomach, he is actually awake.

Damn, I got caught by this guy. Obviously, he came to Lijiang many days earlier than me, and just now he asked to find a place to drink. He even brought me directly to this pub. Because he probably knew that Fang Nan often patronized here.

I looked at Fang Nan, her eyes were extremely bright, everything seemed like the old days, the outline of the face of the woman who felt affection for me. But at this moment she was obviously in extreme shock. Maybe she didn't think she would be here and see me again in such an unexpected occasion ... Such a sudden surprise almost almost knocked her out. !! Watching Fang Nan cover her mouth helplessly, holding the wall firmly with one hand, then her arms trembled, and gradually became weak, and she was forced to stand by supporting the table next to her.

Soon, under our four eyes, Fang Nan's charming ecstasy eyes filled with tears quickly. At this moment, I believed that Azer was not kidding ...

The woman in front of her is still affectionate to me.

Barely smiling, I looked at her: "Are you ... okay?"

Fang Nan came back to God. She had light in her eyes, her eyes locked tightly, then suddenly came over ... She seemed to open her arms to hug me, but she only completed half of this action. And froze. After all is a mature woman. Despite the initial surprise, she recovered a bit of sanity immediately, and did not express her emotions with impulse like ordinary young girls.

Her hand was almost touching my face, and her fingertips were only a few centimeters behind. But retracted. At this moment, I saw something that distressed me from Fang Nandi's eyes ... This kind of thing is very familiar. I once remembered that in the home of Fang Nan, this lonely and poor woman flashed in her eyes. It was this thing that moved me.

Seeing her hesitant, she wanted to hug me, but she didn't dare ... I felt weak. Take the initiative to hug her with open arms.

I clearly heard Fang Nan's "um" softly, and the voice was like a cry, with infinite grievances. It came out of her nose and fell into my ears, making people couldn't help but rippling in my heart ...

The soft body in her arms was still so plump and seductive, because Fang Nan finally relieved her anxiety because of my initiative. Let go of all your arms and hold me tightly. Her arms became tighter and tighter, and the time for this hug was unexpectedly long!

a long time. Fang Nan in her arms suddenly raised her head, with infinite affection on her face, and she looked at me so silently, and those twin-starlike eyes were so close to me like never before ...

At this moment, facing the woman in my arms, I suddenly had the urge to kiss her ... I think the expression on my face also showed some of my intentions, but unfortunately, I quickly Calm down ...

Watching the flames go out in my eyes. All these changes were within the woman's observation. She was shocked, and a reluctant smile appeared on her face.

I had let go of her, and then we took a half step back each other, and I deliberately made it easy: "Fang Nan, how are you?"

Fang Nan nodded, just looked at me like this, then suddenly whispered: "Chen Yang. It's been a long time." She looked at me and shook her head gently: "You still haven't changed much."

"Ok?"

"Your heart is still so hard." Fang Nan grumbled softly.

I couldn't leave myself indifferent and had to report a smile.

Fang Nan glanced at Azer lying on the table and said, "Did you already meet Azer?"

"Well, I met him a while ago and didn't expect him to be here." As soon as I said it, I immediately regretted it.

Because Fang Nan looked at me and said quietly, "You saw him, you should know that I am here, um ... probably you didn't expect to see me at all."

I quickly concealed: "No ... in fact, it was not long before I met him, and I haven't had time ..."

Fang Nan didn't say anything, she just thoughtfully set her eyes on the two empty wine bottles and leftover dishes on the table. Obviously, this has quietly pierced my "not long" lie.

I was a little guilty and could not help but look at Fang Nan. Fortunately, Fang Nan didn't say anything to blame me, just glanced at me and sighed softly.

After we sat down, I casually looked for the topic: "Well, how long have we not met? It's been one and a half years, two years."

"It's five hundred and seventy-nine days." Fang Nan almost made my heart jump. Obviously such a mature and beautiful woman, but like the young girl's resentful tone: "And you, I'm afraid I have long forgotten it."

"No, no."

"Well, Chen Yang, are you still like this, do you always want to run away from me?" Fang Nan said, and seemed to be in tears again, she looked at me with a sigh of inhalation and suddenly took a deep breath, then spread a smile: "Well, maybe I'm too greedy. I used to ask God to let me see you again every day. But when I saw it today, I thought about it again."

She tried to make herself laugh so brightly, but unfortunately there was no way to conceal the heartache in her eyes.

"Fang Nan." I sighed and gazed at her, whispering: "Whether you believe it or not, I did not forget you."

............ really? Instantly, there was a joy of recovery in that gloomy look, and Fang Nan looked at me: "But I and Aze have known each other for a long time. Your friends all seem to be in touch with you, but it's just me, but you didn't give me a word, don't say a phone call, not even a message. "

I didn't speak because I really didn't know what to say. Use words to justify or disguise? It's just paler.

Looking at me speechless, Fang Nan laughed and burst into tears: "Perhaps, in your heart, you have never really taken my place. Chen Yang, you are still so cold to me, maybe in your heart, I But a dispensable woman holding you in your arms. "

"No ..." I was about to deny, Fang Nan had wiped her tears lightly, then smiled, and laughed at herself: "You see, I can't control my emotions again. Sorry, I don't want to say this either ... We haven't seen each other for a long time. It seems that we should say something happy now. "

Honestly, my eyes panicked ... After all, the person in front of me was Fang Nan!

It's the Fang Nan who once made me excited and had a struggle with me!

"Tell you about it, why are you here?" Fang Nan looked at me: "Are you in Vancouver, is everything OK?"

"You ... do you know what I'm doing in Vancouver?" I was a little surprised.

"Well, basically, as far as Azer knows, I'll ask him. Didn't that friend, Miss Jojo, live in Vancouver for a while? Your situation after she returned She will tell Aze, and then Aze will tell me ... I will take it to heart very seriously. "She said very lightly, with a serious tone.

I sighed in my heart, but calmed down: "I'm here to do business ... Well, maybe today, I will go back tomorrow."

"So ... is it possible for you to return to China in the short term? Back to Nanjing?" Fang Nan's eyes were full of Greek wings.

"I'm afraid ... no." Looking at her expression, I really couldn't bear to ruin her hope in this way, but still chose to tell the truth.

"Oh ..." Fang Nan responded softly. She suddenly whispered, "Perhaps, I should hope I haven't met you today."

Looking at my speech, Fang Nan was suddenly excited, she shouted at me: "When will I be tortured !!!! You are the only one who gave me a glimmer of hope! You are the only one who gave me A man with a sense of security! I used to make such a big determination, and I even decided that even if everyone looked at it with color, even if I was wronged, I wanted to keep you by my side! How much did I pray? How much do I expect? Chen Yang! You said! You said! I just want to see you every day, so that I can smell the smell on your body, so that I can feel more at ease! But As for you, just after I got a glimmer of hope from you ... you ... you left! It's so far away from me! So long! "

She suddenly got excited and surprised me, but watching her clenched her fists and shaking her body, I felt a little guilty and couldn't help but gently support her, whispering, "Sorry, Fang Nan ... But you know, in that case, I had to leave. "

"I know ... I know ... I know everything." Fang Nan started crying again, she covered her face with her head down, but tears still flowed from her fingers: "I know, yours There is no way to leave ... I just hate! Hate why I have no ability to help you, there is no way for you to stay. "

Suddenly she looked up and grabbed my hand desperately. The charming face of this woman was filled with heartbreak at the moment, and her tone was like the struggle of a dying man ...

"Why did I see you today ... why ... if I didn't see you, I could still retain a illusion and leave myself a hint of hope! But now? I see you, you ... you are right I'm so cold !!! Hundreds of misses day and night ... During the time you walked, I cried every night and couldn't sleep ... I finally got the news of your safety, but you have already thrown me away It's behind ... When you live in Vancouver, every day and night in your Vancouver, have you ever thought that in China, and a woman like me, is still concerned about you every day? "

"I ..." I was really shocked! I couldn't even say a word. Looking at Fang Nan, this woman cried in my arms, and suddenly I felt that I really owed this woman a lot ...

"But today, I saw you ... Maybe I should be happy? Satisfied? Should I be satisfied? But you just said a few words to dispel the hope in my heart ..." Fang Nan looked at me with an expression in his eyes A bit bitter: "Chen Yang, why are you so cruel? Why can you be so good to others, but you can be so ruthless to me?"

"Fang ... Fang Nan." I finally discolored, and I couldn't care about anything else. I clasped her shoulders with both hands, and then said, "I'm not cruel, but I'm not heartbroken to you! Fang Nan, I mean , You may have misunderstood. "

I sighed and grasped her shoulder hard. Looking into Fang Nan's eyes, he then said, "I don't know what Azer told you about my life now. How much did he tell you and how much do you know! But I just want to tell you. Today I am , And the original fifth in the country, has changed too much too much! I am not the Chen Yang that I used to be! I can even say that I am no longer the Chen Yang you once liked! These, you all understand?"

Fang Nan stopped crying, she looked at me. I took a deep breath, let go of her, and rolled up my sleeves, all the way to my upper arm, exposing a long, winding, scarlike scar on my arm: "Did you see this? "I whispered a bitter smile:" Do you know. There are only 20 such scars on my body. There are also three bullet holes! What kind of life am I living now, do you know? "I held out a Hands in front of her: "Did you see my hands? Fang Nan. I could be your driver, drive you, stay by your side, do housework for you, and even change the bulb for you ... but now The thing that my hands do the most is to soak in blood and then deprive others of life! I. Already a person who is going to fall and hell! Is a cold-blooded butcher, dictator, notorious underworld boss ... ... all of this, do you understand? "

Fang Nan froze. She stared at me for a while, looked at the ugly scar on my arm, and listened to those cold words I said. Then she jumped up like crazy, and suddenly hugged me, she suddenly desperately stuck to me. Then actively pressed over and desperately tried to kiss me.

When those soft, sweet lips affixed to me, at that instant, I really almost surrendered. But I still resisted the impulse in my heart. My movement was very slow, but I was determined to push her away.

"Fang Nan, what I want you to know is that I don't think I can give you happiness and joy, so ... forget me!"

The man in her arms froze a bit, she looked up at me with a look of incredible and despair on her face, and then a sudden madness appeared in her eyes, and she bite on my shoulder with a bite!

She bite hard! Really hard! Even bite the blood! Watching Fang Nan lifted her head, her lips were rosy, and there was still a trace of blood on the corners of her mouth, which reflected her heart-breaking eyes with a bit of beauty ...

Then she pushed me away, and stumbled away.

I sat down suddenly ... Although this was exactly the result I wanted, I really watched Fang Nan leave with disappointment and sadness, and suddenly I had an indescribable emptiness and exhaustion.

"You shouldn't do this." Azer, who had been lying on the table pretending to sleep, suddenly raised his head. His face was still drunk, but his eyes were sober.

"Well, you still say!" I was depressed. "You brought me here on purpose. I don't want to see Fang Nan, just to avoid such a scene ... Well, Azer, you shouldn't do this."

"Chen Yang, so I said you don't know women at all." Aze sat upright: "You don't even understand Fang Nan's mind ... Well, I heard what you said just now, don't you just think you don't Maybe staying with her can't make her happy? So what do you think Fang Nan wants? Do you think she wants to marry you as a wife? Do you think she wants to live with you? Xiao Wu In fact, she understands that no matter from your situation or your own situation, these are impossible! If I guess correctly, Fang Nan's request is very simple, that is, I can get the least bit from you Feelings are just fine ... even if you only have a few good memories. Xiao Wu, you do n’t know women, let alone the heart of a woman who is over 30 years old and lonely! Fang Nan, she had no hope at all , But you rejected her too hard and too far! "

"So ... what exactly does she want?"

"It's simple, a little good memory, so that even a little life can be obtained in a pale life. Even if there is only a little smile, it is enough to make people in the future life more supportive of their hearts. These ... You don't understand. In fact, what she wants is just a little response, so that this poor woman feels that her infatuation is at least not wasted ... And what is your current attitude? I say something awkward, you Such an attitude will make Fang Nan feel desperate! Your cold rejection will make her feel that she has a deep affection for you ... a very mean behavior! "Aze stared at me, Coldly: "Imagine, if you see someone as treasure, but that person sees you like grass ... What would you feel?"

I froze and stood up involuntarily.

"Come out and chase." Azer said indifferently: "She must be very sad at the moment, I'm afraid she'll drive and run out to find a place where no one is crying ... if one can't think of driving, I'm afraid I'll even die There may be hearts. "

"What did you say ???? No!" I shouted.

"Nonsense. Do you know women, or do I know women?" He pointed out the door and said, "Go out and turn left, there is a small alley. If you follow one, you will encounter a canal, but that canal is not wide, it should be I ca n’t stop you. If you jump over, you can take a short road and rush in front of Fang Nan. Her car is parked there, go quickly, it ’s too late to catch up. Remember, it ’s a A horse defending HP3 off-road vehicle!

I hesitated for a second, then suddenly ran out and ran!

Obeying Azé, I left the door of this tavern and it turned out that there was a small alley here, and I ran down in one breath, but found that the alley ran narrower and ran out two hundred meters. After that, I found that there was a canal in front of me ... just ... rely on!

Who said the aqueduct is not wide? You said you couldn't stop me?

This canal is at least seven or eight meters wide! Even if I am the Olympic long jump champion, I don't dare to jump over with confidence! I looked to the left and right, but found that there were no bridges nearby, and the nearest place in the distance to cross the river, I am afraid it would take at least five minutes to run past.

I was anxious to chase Fang Nan, and at this time I didn't care so much ~ www.wuxiaspot.com ~ took a few steps back, then took a deep breath, a sprint ran over, and then leapt ...

My legs kick as hard as I can! And my body stretched in the air ... I was like a big bird, and ...

thump!

I fell into the drain.

I couldn't help but yell at Azer for the information error. I scrambled up the other side, my body was soaked, and the shoes under my feet were filled with water, and it slipped and slipped ... Fortunately, the water in this canal was very It is clear and there is no litter and debris thrown out. It seems that the management department of the scenic spot is in place!

I don't care about my meter anymore, I rushed forward. Sure enough, I forcibly crossed the ditch, and indeed I copied the approach. The passers-by looked at me like a wet chicken-like chicken running on the road, and they all gave way to me. I ran to the parking lot outside the ancient town at a stretch, and I saw a row of cars in that parking lot listening to a yellow defending horse H3 off-road vehicle!

Far away, I really saw Fang Nan's back to me, as if she was driving the door. She was standing on the ground, but her upper body was lying in the front passenger position in front of the car ... Well, wasn't it crying?

My heart was soft and desperate, rushed to the front, rushed to the front of the car, and hugged Fang Nan from behind, letting her body cling to me tightly, and I softly whispered in her ear: "Fang Nan, it's my fault, it's my fault! I shouldn't make you sad, I've been wrong ...

Ok? You are not Fang Nan, are you? "

My scalp was numb for a while, and I was stunned watching the "Fang Nan" in my arms.