ex-husband, we have no game

【６９书吧-ＷＷＷ.６９ＳＨＵ.ＣＯＭ】Extra: Chen Jieya:

It turns out that I just thought

"Jie Ya, when are you going to come back?" The speaker of the phone was on, and the manager's voice came from it.

"Is now... the right opportunity?" I pursed my lips and asked hesitantly.

In the big entertainment industry, there is never a shortage of beauties. I am not sure if, after two years, I have not been replaced by other anchors and whether I can still reach the peak of the year.

"I have contacted the station manager and done some work, so there should be no problem. However, the most important thing is you, you must get back to your best state." The agent's words were sincere and true.

"Okay." I nodded in agreement.

In two months, I lost weight like crazy, took care of myself, little by little, and worked hard to return to the famous AATV anchor I once was.

The child had fallen asleep, his little body curled up in the thin quilt. My mother took back the hand that patted him and covered him with the corner of the quilt.

My thoughts about this child are contradictory and tangled. On the one hand, I hate him, but on the other hand, I can't help but want to hug him and love him.

Mom said, Jie Ya, the child is innocent after all. You are a mother, and you should give him the maternal love he deserves.

It's been two years, and I still can't let go and accept a child conceived under such circumstances.

This, I originally thought was Zhan Aofan's child.

Many people look down on me and despise me, saying that I am just vain and interested in his money, power and family background.

But how could they know that when I fell in love with him, I never knew he had such a prominent background.

I have loved him for so long that all my youth is filled with memories of him.

For him, I gave up a woman's pride and self-esteem.

When that gentle and gentle middle-aged woman came to me, I realized how ruthless and cold the so-called rich and powerful people were.

——Miss Chen, please leave Aofan. You are not suitable. Lin Liru's smiling lips spoke the most ruthless words. Underneath her gentle appearance, there was a cold heart.

——Aunt, I thought you should be able to understand me. Aren't you also a woman from an ordinary family? I raised my eyebrows and admitted how disrespectful these words were, but I couldn't hold back the anger surging in my heart.

She still smiled gently, and the expression on her face was not moved at all by my words.

——Miss Chen, I asked you to leave Aofan, not because of your family, but because of you. You are excellent and beautiful, but you are not suitable for Aofan.

When I left the teahouse, I looked at the envelope handed over by the man in front of me and raised the corners of my lips sarcastically: Why isn't it money? Isn't the most indispensable thing for a family like theirs money?

The man didn't show anything because of my rudeness, he just said expressionlessly: Our wife said that Miss Chen is a smart person, and I hope you can take care of yourself.

I opened the envelope with trembling fingertips, and there was a check for ten million.

Smiling weakly, haha, I am actually worth ten million...

I mustered up all the courage to dial the number that I had engraved in my heart. The moment the deep male voice on the other end rang out, I couldn't help but choke up.

——Your mother came to see me today.

——Yes, I know. A faint voice with a hint of indifference.

——You... know? My voice changed in astonishment.

--Um.

——So, you know, she gave me a check for ten million? I raised my voice uncontrollably, and tears fell down my cheeks.

——Jie Ya, you are very smart and know what is best for you. His voice is like an outsider, a complete bystander.

This is actually the longest sentence he has said to me since the call was made. Choice? Oh, do I have the right to choose? From beginning to end, have he and his family given me the right to choose?

——Zhan Aofan, do you know that I am pregnant with your child? Even though I love you so humblely, I still have such a slim hope in my heart. Maybe, he can see...

——Kill it off, Jie Ya, you still have a long life in the future, there is no need to do things on impulse that you will regret. I fell to the ground slumped, and my trembling fingertips could hardly hold the phone in my hand.

——Fan, I thought you loved me.

--once.

Yes, maybe, he had loved her, but that love was too humble, not enough to shake him, not enough to become the whole of his life.

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We still live in the same city and breathe under the same sky. I secretly pay attention to everything related to him.

He took over Qixing, fell in love with and got married to his childhood sweetheart, a well-matched young lady from a well-matched family.

I know everything about him, I know it clearly, as if it was me who was by his side, and I was the bride at the wedding.

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I never thought that one day we would have another chance to meet, but for me, it would be better if such an intersection never happened.

That encounter almost cost me my life.

At a business party, I watched him in the crowd, holding a goblet and his female companion, chatting and laughing with everyone. He looked like a newly divorced man.

I have always known his ruthlessness, so at that moment, I sympathized with that woman, the woman named Mu Anyou, the woman who had only been his wife for two months, the woman who once made me crazy jealous

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I understand his coldness and cruelty better than anyone, but I am still addicted to it and cannot extricate myself.

——Jie Ya, I can’t give you the love, solemnity, or even status you want, so are you sure? He was wearing a bathrobe, and the atmosphere was so ambiguous, but he said it was like a transaction or negotiation.

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——Fan, I just want to stay by your side.

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He never spends the night in my apartment, no matter how late. After finishing, he smokes a cigarette, picks up his coat and leaves neatly.

Sometimes, I can even smell the faint scent of perfume on him, which is a scent I never use.

How could he be the only woman with such a status and eye-catching man like me? I suppressed the disappointment in my heart and comforted myself that it was just an act on his part.

He said he liked my obedience and understanding, so when we got engaged, I thought that my years of forbearance and grievances were finally satisfied. I thought I would be the most enviable and happiest woman in the world.

If that woman never came back, if he never met her again, maybe I would really be "happy" like this.

However, if is the cruelest two words in the world, because it represents impossibility and loss!

That night, he was very drunk, broke into my apartment, dragged me to the bed, and rushed in without even giving me a chance to react.

I was in terrible pain, but I couldn't and didn't want to stop him.

It was the first time in so many years of knowing each other that he and I were face to face on the bed.

Before this, I even thought that he had a special hobby in this area, because he never kissed me during sex, only from behind me, and never looked at my face with his eyes closed.

Sure enough, throughout the night, he shouted the name that made my whole body tremble - Youyou countless times.

That was a murmur that I had never heard before, and that was the tenderness and pain belonging to Zhan Aofan that I had never seen before.

I deceived myself to comfort myself, and convinced myself that what would happen if that woman came back? They were already divorced, not to mention that there was an outstanding man like Xu Zhiyan beside her.

…

Looking at the empty house, there is endless darkness outside. How long has it been since he contacted me?

I couldn't help but miss him from the bottom of my heart, so I called him and asked him if he wanted to come to my place.

After a moment of silence, he replied, OK.

I was happy when I hung up the phone, thinking that after all these years, I would finally have a place in his heart.

I was wrong, completely wrong again.

His face was covered with mottled scars, dazzling bloodstains, and he stood in front of me tired and decadent.

This time, without even a check, he unilaterally said, it’s over!

——Fan, how could you be so cruel to me again?

——Jie Ya, I asked you at the beginning, it is your own choice.

——But we were already engaged. I thought, I thought, we could make it to the end. I bit my lower lip hard and couldn't feel the stinging pain from my fingertips embedded in my palm.

——If I don’t meet her again, it should be okay.

——So? I opened my mouth in despair, and once again, the world became dark.

——I want to find her.

Seeing his decisively leaving figure disappearing into the vast night, my world collapsed!

After the calm, there was full of jealousy, unwillingness and hatred.

I met Li Yifa at a party, and accidentally learned about his past entanglements with Mu Anyou.

I started a crazy and vicious revenge. I spent a lot of money to get evidence of his drug smuggling and trafficking.

I said that as long as he destroyed Mu Anyou, as long as he could make her disappear completely from Zhan Aofan's world, I would not report him.

Everything seemed to be going smoothly, but at a certain point, there was a fork.

God actually loves her so much.

I will never forget that day, Zhan Aofan's ferocious and cold face seemed to tear me to pieces.

——Chen Jieya, you are simply seeking death. How dare you touch her? How dare you touch her. He strangled my neck so hard that I almost suffocated.

——Fan, are you going to kill me? I giggled, almost going crazy.

——I will not kill you, but if you pay to kill someone, Chen Jieya, you will spend the rest of your life in prison.

——Fan, are you sure you want to do this? My voice stopped him from leaving.

——What are you going to do? He spoke coldly, with a sharp breath.

——Fan, what would happen if the Discipline Inspection Commission knew that Mu Changjian embezzled more than 100 million?

His eyes narrowed, that was the most dangerous posture. I never thought that the corruption property list about Mu Changjian that I secretly copied from his office would be useful one day and actually saved my life.

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The moment I found out I was pregnant, even I couldn't believe it. Calculating the date, it should be around that time.

It's not that I'm not happy. He was so drunk that night that he forgot to take safety measures, but I took medicine afterwards. But as the doctor said, there are always accidents, right?

I no longer ask for him to come back to me, I just want this child, a child with the same blood as him and me.

He said, kill it!

Just like before, he didn't even give me the right to choose, and he was even more callous and cruel than before.

Then one day suddenly, he told me on the phone, if you want to, just give birth, but don’t regret it.

I thought it was my persistence and hard pleas that made him feel compassionate, but I didn't expect that he actually had such thoughts.

How much love does he have for that woman to make him lose his reason and conscience and use my child to save Mu Anyou's child.

While God was cruel and desperate, he also gave me an even greater irony.

He threw the amniocentesis result report in front of me.

——Chen Jieya, is this what you call my child?

My mind went blank, I didn't know how to accept this sudden fact, and I vaguely recalled the chaotic past.

Suddenly, my body trembled. That night, at a business show, I was drunk a lot by the so-called leaders and various wealthy businessmen. When I came out of the bathroom, in my vague consciousness, I seemed to have bumped into Liu Yunhao, and then

She collapsed in his arms, completely unconscious.

When I woke up the next day, my clothes were intact and my whole body was sore. I thought it was the sequelae of a hangover. I even called Liu Yunhao. He confirmed that he would send me to the room and then left. He even joked.

He said, Jie Ya, do you want something to happen to us?

Is it because his acting skills are so good or I am too careless that I actually believed him.

I dialed the phone tremblingly and angrily. The moment I heard his voice, I almost went crazy.

——Liu Yunhao, you bastard! Shameless scum!

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——Jie Ya, I'm sorry, at that time... I also drank, so... I think since we are both adults, it is not uncommon to have sex one night. I am afraid that you will be uncomfortable knowing that, so, I

I hid it from you.

——Then what are your plans? Marry me or compensate me? After regaining my composure a little, I asked sarcastically.

——Jie Ya, stop joking, it was just a drunken accident. Besides, it's not your first time. We all have our own careers, so why take it so seriously. Liu Yunhao seemed to have encountered some big joke.

——I even gave birth to a son for you. What, you plan to wait for me to sue you?

——Son? Chen Jieya, that’s not the joke.

——Don’t believe it? Well, I’ll wait for you to test your DNA at any time.

A few days later, Liu Yunhao appeared in front of me with a depressed face.

——Jie Ya, I can't marry you, and I can't give you a status. My career is on the rise. If...if you feel aggrieved, I can give you a sum of money so that you and your children can live a stable life in the United States.

Or, if you want to get married with children, I won't mind.

With such shameless expressions and such bastard words, at this moment, I finally understood that my retribution had arrived.

…

When I returned to the station, everything was different. There was never a shortage of talented and beautiful female anchors.

I adjusted my mentality and told myself to take my time. After all, now I need to support my family and raise children.

After days of recording, I finally had a day off. Looking at my son, who has been growing very fast recently, I planned to take him out and buy some clothes for him.

Just like that, we met unexpectedly at the entrance of the Disney children's clothing store, two years later.

"Hello." I greeted the woman in front of me. No one knew that all the muscles in my body were tense.

She just nodded and didn't even speak. Maybe she didn't know what to say, maybe she didn't bother to say anything. Her eyes swept away, and finally fell on the child in my arms.

We met each other in a hurry, rubbed shoulders in a hurry, and naturally I didn't miss the fleeting look of astonishment and surprise in her eyes.

Looking at the too obvious blue eyes on the little face in her arms, she felt an indescribable sadness in her heart. Did she discover something?

Finally walking a certain distance, even though I tried my best to tell myself not to look back or turn around, I still couldn't help but turn my eyes away.

With his tall figure and handsome facial features, that man looks so dazzling and outstanding wherever he goes.

It is still the familiar outline in my memory, but it carries a gentleness and doting that I have never seen before.

She looked at the person next to her so intently, and never glanced at me from beginning to end.

There was only one her reflected in his pupils.

I actually want to ask him, Zhan Aofan, have you ever loved me even a little bit in these years?

Many years ago, he once told me that he loved me, but until this moment, I realized that he had never, never loved me!

Back then, he just fell in love with the love I gave him and the feeling of being pursued.

I thought that I was the only one who understood his fatigue and hard work.

I thought that my thoughtfulness and dedication would always be enough for him to look back and take care of me.

I thought that as long as I stayed by his side, one day, he would completely belong to me.

Turns out, it was just what I thought.

Many years ago, his heart was lost to someone else. When I met him, he was no longer complete, even though he realized it much later.

This man, this man who carried all my love, completely abandoned me in his world.

The wind blew by and scattered the hair on my temples. I slowly withdrew my gaze, hugged my son, and stepped out of their world step by step, a world that I could never get involved in!

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Extra remarks:

I heard that you are always alone

"Mr. Xu, the young master is here. He is waiting in the lounge." The secretary knocked on the door lightly, stood respectfully at the door, and said politely.

I have never been married and have no children. There is only one young master among the people in the company, and that is my godson, Mu Hui.

"Got it." I responded in a low voice, raised my head from the official document, rubbed my forehead that was slightly sore from working overtime day and night, got up and walked to the lounge next door.

When I opened the door, I saw the figure sitting on the sofa at a glance, with a straight back and an upright sitting posture. The corners of my lips were raised with a bit of pride.

Hearing the sound, he turned around and shouted: "Godfather."

"Didn't you say you won't be back for a few days?" I sat across from him and asked. I remembered that he said on the phone a few days ago that Cambridge would not be on holiday until about a week later.

"Originally, it was supposed to be postponed for a few days, but it was difficult to book a flight back to China during the holidays, so we moved it forward a few days." His voice was low and hoarse, and he was in the stage of voice change during adolescence.

When he spoke, his eyebrows were slightly raised, and his eyes were sparkling. Over the years, his facial features have gradually broadened, and the tenderness of childhood has slowly faded away. Only these eyes, when smiling, still resemble his mother's.

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"It's not like there's no one at home to pick me up, so I have to squeeze in a space with those people." Zhan Aofan had purchased a private jet a few years ago, but this son is as low-key as he wants. This calm temperament is quite impressive.

Followed by An An.

She also studied in college for four years, and few people knew that she was actually the mayor's daughter.

I am proud of this godson, he is even better than I imagined.

He has been sensible and mature since he was a child. What is even more rare is that, living in such a favorable environment as the Zhan family, it is not impossible to look for the stars in the sky, but he still has such a neither arrogant nor impetuous temperament. In addition to reading books,

I paint and occasionally play basketball, but other than that, there is no nightlife at all.

Although he is only eighteen years old this year.

But which boy from a family like ours doesn’t have a group of buddies at the age of 18, driving luxury cars and going to various nightclubs.

I have to say that Mu Hui is an exception. When she was young, she would occasionally say funny things, but as she grew up, she became quieter and quieter. She was completely opposite to the playful little girl Qing Luo.

No wonder An An always says in frustration, will my son become disabled?

"It's not like I can't go back to the country, so why are you making such a big fuss?" Mu Hui replied with a slight smile. He inadvertently turned his eyes and saw the thermos bucket on the table before he suddenly remembered something and said hurriedly: "I'm just talking.

Forgot, goddad, this is the soup that my mother made. She knew I was coming and asked me to bring it to you." With that, he opened the lid.

The tangy aroma penetrates the tip of the nose. It is the one I am most familiar with, corn, lotus root and lily soup, which is refreshing and refreshing.

I took a spoonful and put it in my mouth. The fragrance lingered on the tip of my tongue. I smiled and praised: "Your mother's craftsmanship is getting better and better." Over the years, whenever Huihui comes over, she always asks him to drop by.

He had a cup of soup and told him that he was working too hard and should pay attention to his health.

"Haha, my mother will definitely like to hear what godfather said. She has been more concerned about the kitchen than us brothers and sisters in recent years." Thinking of her little sister's love life, Lai acted coquettishly in her father's arms and said how much this mother loves her.

, and even quietly asked him if he was his stepmother? It made him and his father Zhan Aofan laugh in silence, while his mother was getting angry on the side.

"Haha, that's true. A few days ago, Qingluo came to my place and complained non-stop. But with your mother's temperament, if she is concerned about something, she will definitely dig into it to the end." I smiled softly.

I felt soft in my heart.

"Yeah." Mu Hui nodded quietly, quite agreeing with my idea.

"What are your plans for the holiday? Should you go to Qixing to help or come to my place?" I asked the person in front of me after drinking a bowl of soup.

"There are no arrangements yet. I still have an extra assignment assigned by the instructor. Let's make plans after it is completed." His voice was very calm, without the impetuousness that should be expected at this age. It was obvious that he had already made detailed plans in his mind.

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I nodded, naturally full of confidence in him. He took the bowl from my hand, filled it again and handed it to me, his movements were natural and familiar.

"How is your mother's health lately?" I asked while drinking soup, remembering that she suddenly fainted in the bedroom some time ago, frightening everyone, especially Zhan Aofan, whose face was frighteningly pale.

"It's good. She doesn't feel dizzy anymore. Except for doing something in the kitchen, my dad doesn't allow her to go anywhere. If she goes out, she has to accompany her." Mu Hui smiled slightly, knowing that her mother was frightened that time.

Bad father.

"You have to be careful. Aofan doesn't go too far. Your mother is too stubborn." I understood and agreed. If it were me, I wouldn't be able to go as far as he did.

To this day, I still clearly remember the day Qingluo was born, and she suffered from neonatal hemolysis.

When I went there, through the glass window, I saw her buried in the vast white ocean in the intensive care unit. Her face was pale and without a trace of blood, her legs were trembling, and she couldn't hold the hand holding the car key.

tight.

Zhan Aofan beside him couldn't help but murmur, I shouldn't have promised her, I shouldn't have promised her...

I know something about this matter. After the two of them got married, Zhan Aofan was determined not to have any more children. Later, for some reason, An An unexpectedly became pregnant. Unable to withstand her insistence, which was both threatening and angry,

Zhan Aofan had no choice but to compromise. He didn't even think about it. He was afraid of what would happen. When the child was nine months old in the mother's womb, it was still...

Fortunately, mother and daughter were safe in the end. That incident also frightened Zhan Aofan for half of his life.

When the doctor handed over the critical illness notice, I saw Zhan Aofan's tears for the first time, so sad and sad!

I suddenly remembered what Xiao Ai said many years ago, Brother, you don’t have to feel too sorry and lose so badly. That man loved Sister An An miserably.

Yes, his love is never less than mine, or even better than mine.

I looked at my watch and saw that it was almost lunch time.

"Let's pick up Qiluo and then have lunch together." After saying that, Mu Hui and I walked out of the office side by side.

He was walking beside me, and his height was actually the same as mine. In an instant, I suddenly realized that the little guy I once held in my arms and held in my hands had grown into a green young man without knowing it.

We drove all the way to the gate of the aristocratic school where Qingluo was and stopped slowly.

Ten minutes later, the little girl with a cute bun and a Hello Kitty limited edition schoolbag came jumping towards me. It was my eighth birthday gift for her this year. The little girl liked it very much.

, which makes me inexplicably gratified and satisfied.

I stepped forward to meet her, stretched out my arms, and took her into my arms.

The little girl kissed me on the cheek. When she turned around and saw Mu Hui smiling softly beside her, she opened her eyes wide in surprise: "Brother? You're back." Her beautiful big eyes were full of surprise.

"Yes, I came to pick you up as soon as possible." Mu Hui stroked her hair lovingly and let her plant a kiss on his face.

At this point, I am proud and proud enough to show off in front of Zhan Aofan. His children trust and rely on me no less than him, or even more than him.

Whenever he complained, Qingluo would always blink his big black eyes and say so matter-of-factly: Dad, you only have eyes for mom, I must seek more shelter.

This rhetoric makes Zhan Aofan dumbfounded!

After lunch, I sent the brothers and sisters home. As soon as I got out of the car, I happened to meet Zhan Aofan who was about to go out.

After saying hello, I learned that he was rushing to the company for a meeting.

I held Qingluo's hand and saw the unhappy look in his eyes, so I reached out and hugged my daughter.

The distance was so close that I could naturally hear the whisper he whispered in Huihui's ear before he left: If you have nothing to do, go out with your godfather for entertainment, play ball or something.

I almost couldn't help but laugh out loud. He was simply afraid that I would have too much contact with An An.

Who would have thought that Zhan Aofan, who had conquered thousands of people in the shopping mall, would be such an awkward and stingy man in certain matters.

When he entered the house, he didn't see An An's figure, so he pouted his lips and said: Mom must be in the flower garden.

I followed her small figure to the garden behind the villa, and sure enough, I saw her standing in a large golden field of bloom, holding flower scissors and bending slightly.

The wind blew through her white lotus leaf skirt, as if she were in a painting.

…

Xiao Ai once asked me, brother, do you really plan to stay like this for the rest of your life?

——What if? I curled my lips and smiled.

——Brother, it’s been so many years, Sister An An, you have two children, you...

I understood what she was saying, it had been so many years, I should let it go, get married and have children.

——Xiao Ai, if you find out that your husband has someone else in his heart, and that person can never be forgotten in his life, he can give you marriage and a prosperous life, but he can’t give you love, will you not

Will you be sad? Will you feel sad? Will you resent him for marrying you even though he doesn't love you?

——Yes, yes. After a moment of silence, she replied.

——So, how could I hurt an innocent heart knowing that it would end like that?

——But, brother, why do you think you will never fall in love with someone else? There was deep distress in her eyes.

I grabbed her hand, put it on my heart, and shook my head slowly, "Xiao Ai, you can't deceive others here, let alone yourself!"

From the day I met her, she has become a cinnabar imprinted on my heart, which cannot be erased, forgotten, or replaced by others!

I would rather live a life of loneliness and solitude than erase her from my memory and life!

On the way back to the company while driving, the gentle melody was playing on the radio, slowly lingering in my ears...

It rains heavily, and the vegetation in my old hometown is deep

I heard that you are always alone

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