Fairy Tail Light of Lorne

At night, Maginolia Cathedral.

In the evening, after dinner, Lorne, who had planned to go out for a walk, unknowingly came to the Cathedral of Maginolia, in front of Lisanna's tomb.

Under the starry night sky, Lisanna's tomb looked so deserted, as if forgotten by the world.

"I haven't forgotten you, Lishana, never. I always wear the cross ornament you gave me, and whenever I see the pendant, I think of you, the way you call Lorne, your smile, and the bits and pieces of our life together. "

"Lisanna, your sister Miraj and brother Elfman are doing well now, Elfman is not introverted at all now, every day is a manly manly yelling, although Mirajah has lost his magic, but now he works as a waiter in the guild, and he is very happy every day. Speaking of which, you once said that you want to be a waitress at Fairy Tail when you grow up, Miraj used to talk about you for this, but I didn't expect it, but now she is a waitress in the guild, if you see it, you will be very happy, and Natsu, you used to say that you want to be Natsu's wife when you grow up, haha, now there is a newcomer in the guild, named Lucy, is a beautiful blonde girl, Natsu that guy, seems to like Lucy's appearance, and surrounds Lucy every day, if you see it, you will be very angry and beat Natsu that guy......。 "

Lorne had been muttering to himself at Lisanna's grave about what had happened in the guild during this time. When he said that he was happy, he couldn't help but laugh out loud. Lorne's voice echoed in the empty cemetery.

"You're here, Lorne. "

Hearing the voice, Lorne was suddenly awakened, and I don't know when, Miraj came to Lorne's side, but Lorne, who had been stuck in memories, didn't realize Miraj's arrival.

"Oh, it's Miraj, I'm just coming to see Lisanna, Lishana is here alone, no one to talk to her, she'll be lonely. Lorne explained lightly to Miraj, and then, as if thinking of something, Ron asked suspiciously, "By the way, how did you know I was here?"

"Huh. "

Miraj covered his mouth lightly and smiled, pretending not to care, and said, "Of course I know that every time you come back from a mission, you will come here to see Lisanna. "Miraj's implication is that I'm always watching you, that's why I know you're here.

Hearing Miraj's words, Lorne smiled helplessly: "I see, I haven't noticed it all along, and I have come here unconsciously every time." "

"It's been so long, are you still blaming yourself for what happened to Lisanna?Lorne, it's not your fault, Lisanna's thing was just an accident, it's not anyone's fault, and I'm sure Lishana doesn't want to see you like this. Miraj looked at Lorne worriedly and comforted him softly.

As if remembering something, Lorne shook his head painfully, and said with a look of remorse: "How can I forgive myself, Lishana's death is all my fault, if I promised Lishana that day to go with you, Lishana would not have died." It's all my fault, you know, Mira!" Lorne yelled at Miraj, and before he knew it, Lorne's face was covered with tears.

Seeing Lorne's current appearance, Miraj felt an incomparably painful heart, and couldn't help but walk over, hugged Lorne hard, and leaned on Lorne's shoulder: "Lorne, don't do this, I really don't blame you, not only I don't blame you, I'm sure Elfman or even Lishana won't blame you." It's my fault, it's me who shouldn't be self-conscious, knowing that the Beastmaster is not so easy to deal with, but I insisted on taking Lishana Elfman and them to do that task because I didn't listen to the president's advice, it was my carelessness, not only did I not protect Lisanna, Elfman, but I also let Elfman forcibly accept the Beastmaster in order to protect me, which led to Lisanna's death. It's all my fault. I'm really miserable, Lorne, please, don't add to my guilt, okay?".

"Please, Lorne, stop blaming yourself, stop avoiding me, do you know how much my heart hurts every time I see you deliberately avoiding me!".

Lorne, who was held in Miraj's arms, suddenly felt a chill on his shoulder, and he was already wet with tears at some point. Lorne gently lifted Miraj up, who was leaning on his shoulder, and looked at Miraj with tears on his face, Lorne suddenly felt very much hatred for himself.

Yes, in fact, Lisanna's death has always been the most painful should be Miraj, since Lisanna's death, Miraj has always put on a strong appearance, comforting Elfman, comforting Lorne. But. And who will comfort Miraj himself?

Elfman blames himself for not being able to control the Beastmaster and killing Lishana with his own hands, and Lorne blames himself for not following Miraj and the others. But isn't Miraj guilty of self-blame, isn't he guilty?

No, for Lisanna's death, Miraj forgave everyone, forgave Lorne, forgave Elfman, but she didn't forgive herself, in Miraj's heart, in fact, she has been feeling guilty and blaming herself. thinks that he took Lishana and them to take on the mission of the Beastmaster, but he didn't protect Lishana well.

Miraj, who had always thought that he was proud of his magic, no longer believed in his magic because of self-blame and remorse. As a result, he lost all his magic power overnight, and he could no longer use the receiving magic, and he changed from the legendary demon Miraj to the current guild ambassador, and you can imagine how desperate and sad Mirageh was when Lisana died.

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(After struggling for so long, I finally pushed it to Miraj, I hope you will send some flowers to collect monthly tickets or something, anything).