Falling into the Abyss

Samuel lit a cigarette and laid his head lazily on Schneider's lap. The two of them were naked, lying under a simple shack on the top platform of the warehouse in the eastern part of the forbidden city. This has become a place for the two of them to "retreat" twice a week. Because of the remote location and the curfew at night, it is a very safe place.

Samuel let out a puff of smoke and suddenly laughed in a low voice, "I didn't expect that I would end up with the chief security officer."

Schneider stared at the bleak moonlight among the distinct clouds and mountains, and there was also a cigarette burning between his fingers, which belonged to Samuel. The lusty red had not yet faded from his cheeks, and only a thin shirt was over his shoulders.

It's summer now, and I don't feel cold.

"You hope it is Ethan Eldridge who is sitting in my position now?" The questioning sentence was in a semi-declarative tone.

Samuel gave him a strange look, then sneered dryly, "Am I so obvious?"

"You can tell from the gritted expression every time you talk about that priest."

Samuel sighed in annoyance, and said, "Don't talk nonsense, I'm not blind, I don't like Ethan's dry Beta." After the words, he suddenly smiled and stunned his hands. Shun Schneider, "Are you jealous?"

Schneider patted his hand away and pulled the clothes on his shoulders. I didn't know what it was like.

"You saw James Moore through him, right?"

Samuel froze for a second, then sat up abruptly, turned and stared at Schneider, "Are you investigating me?"

Schneider greeted the latter's angry gaze calmly, with a little provocation in his eyes, "Yes, I investigated you."

"You..." Schneider glared at him for a while, but didn't know what was to blame. Think about it carefully. When he chased his ex-boyfriend, didn't he also search for his information on various social networking sites, look at the photos he posted, and secretly listen to the songs he wrote? Thinking about it this way, I still feel that the chief security officer, who is always stern, does such things with a strong contrast.

He laughed helplessly, "For the sake of you being such an idiot, I won't care about you."

"Did you enter the forbidden city for that person?" Schneider asked.

This question pierced the deepest hidden wound in Samus's heart like a sharp blade without warning. His smile froze on his face, and he threw the smoke in his hand fiercely. An awkward silence spread among the shadows cast by the surrounding plastic storage boxes.

"You were so famous at the time. In order not to be found of your true sex, you always acted low-key. But suddenly you murdered the top of a well-known entertainment company that had nothing to do with you, and even divided people into corpses. Your usual behavioral patterns are too different. So I checked the executive director and found out your first love."

He didn't say the next thing, because Samuel already knew what he found.

James Moore is somewhat talented, but his talents are not enough to make him the capital to be an unreasonable person. However, James is introverted and will not have trouble. Although his looks are pretty, he is not at the top of the entertainment industry. He doesn't like to be in front of others, he only likes to play the piano and write music at home. He doesn't know how to make contacts outside, and he doesn't have many friends in the same line.

Samuel saw him for the first time when he went to a bar to drink with a few brothers who were punching in the same club, and saw him sitting on the stage alone, playing the guitar while singing his own songs. He wears a pair of glasses, his light brown hair blows smoothly on his forehead, and he wears a simple clean shirt, which is incompatible with the noisy environment below. His eyebrows were drooping and he wore a layer of melancholy. Even if no one was really listening to him sing, he was very engaged in singing, like dancing in an empty room.

Later, when he sang and sat in the corner to rest, Samuel offered to buy him wine. His flattered expression looked very cute.

There are many Yingyingyanyans around Samus. Which Omega doesn't love him with his Alpha aura and an idol-like handsome man? But Samuel has lived in lies since he was a child, and is used to keeping a distance from everyone. Sometimes he would take some Omega home with him in order to show the people around him, but those loves that didn't involve the true heart and were defensive made him always empty and sometimes felt very lonely.

But everything is different since I met James. This Omega was probably the least proactive one he had ever seen. After leaving him with the contact information, he thought he would receive his text message that night, but he waited for a week and did not wait. In the end, he ran to the bar and finally saw him again. He invited him out to eat, watch movies, and listen to concerts. Sometimes the other party seemed a little overwhelmed, but it was this rare simplicity that tickled Samus's heart.

It is not surprising that James will fall in love with Samuel, and few single Omegas can refuse him for long. However, his clumsy way of showing love made Samus very fascinated. For example, I made delicious meals and sent them to James’ club, but was dismissed by the receptionist as an ordinary fan. I had to leave the food at the front desk and leave with red ears. Or I wanted to prepare a birthday present for him and hold myself. The easy-to-save money bought Samuel the boxing gloves he always wanted. As a result, he couldn’t even pay the rent for the next month. Every time he saw the landlord, he would be scolded and threatened to sue him in the Ethics Court. Moral value, he had no choice but to hide in Samuel's house for a few days. Even so, he refused to let Samus pay the rent for him. He went to the bar to sing day and night. Fortunately, one of his songs was valued by a singer and earned two months' rent.

James wrote him songs and sang to him while sitting on the window sill playing the guitar on their anniversary. At that time Samus suddenly felt that this man could be trusted. He told James his true gender.

James was shocked at first, his expression made Samus have only one thought for a moment: it's over.

He will tell the matter and sell it to the newspaper, and then he will be arrested by the Ethics Court for verification.

But in the next moment, James hugged him and said to him: It's very hard to pretend for so many years, right?

Similarly, James quickly accepted his true gender and even offered to keep the relationship between the two of them a secret to reduce the attention that might be drawn. This seemingly weak Omega always shocked him.

The following days were happy. They dated, lived together, quarreled, reconciled, and adopted a yellow puppy together, just like every couple. They sprayed a lot of Alpha disguise on each other's estrus, trying their best to take care of their partner like a real Alpha, and because they are Omegas, they understand their partners' needs better.

Then there was a haze in happiness.

One day James excitedly told him that an executive director of the famous entertainment company Cyrus had taken a fancy to his works and planned to sign a contract with him. The director also heard of his work at a certain nightclub. It is said that he liked it very much, and he had an appointment with him for an interview.

Samuel felt a little uneasy at the time, and always felt that this was too lucky. But seeing James so excited and happy, he couldn't bear to be shocked, just cheered with him, and took him to the steakhouse that both of them liked best.

Later, James successfully signed the contract, and he was very busy every day, taking his proud songs to the company early in the morning, and coming back later and later in the evening. He often mentioned the director and said how much the other party took care of him. It was the first time someone understood his work this way. Samuel will be jealous if he says too much, and then he will be carried to the bed to remind him severely who is his partner. James jokes that he is a jealous jar, saying that there are so many Omegas in the company that are better than him, and that people would not like him to such a degree.

But Samuel always felt uneasy. He started driving the aircraft to pick James home every day, and he didn't care if he would be photographed by the paparazzi robot.

He thought that would be enough, as long as James is happy.

Then, at the end of the year party, something happened. James didn't go home all night, and he couldn't get in touch with the capsule. He kept saying that the capsule was closed. Samus comforted himself that maybe he and his friends went out for a party, but he drove the aircraft to the hotel where their reception was held. However, the hotel staff told him that the reception was over long ago.

He then angrily asked if the executive director had opened a room in the hotel. The other party said that everyone had left and no one was left.

Is it changing places to play? Will James have arrived home now? When he rushed home, what he saw was still an empty room.

He speeds through the space station like a headless fly, stopping and searching in front of every nightclub that is still open. But nothing happened. In the early morning, he was exhausted, and finally returned home dejectedly, ready to report the crime.

At this moment, James came back. The moment Samus opened the door, James fell into his arms and passed out.

Samuel was stunned. The big purple-red tooth marks on James' neck made him chill. His most cherished lover was in messy clothes, his suit was crumpled, and his shirt buttons were almost torn off, unable to conceal his thin, scarred chest. His wrists were all tied up, and there were even deep wounds. The blood stuck to his fair skin, which was extremely dazzling.

He held James and couldn't believe that he hadn't been able to protect the person in his arms, and that such a terrible thing had happened.

James was in a coma for only a short while, and after he woke up, he began to cry silently. Samus wanted to hug him, but he shrank into the corner tremblingly, crying and asked if he could not touch him yet.

Samuel's heart was broken. He watched Omega crying helplessly in the corner, watching him limping towards the bathroom, seeing him rubbing his skin red and bleeding, watching him as if he had lost his soul and did not eat. He doesn't drink any water, and hides in the bedroom depressed every day. Even the touch of himself makes his whole body tremble. Fear permeated those blue pupils, as if they were imprinted on them, which could no longer be erased.

The hatred in Samus's heart quickly took root and grew into a thorny thorn in the sky. He wants to make the man who hurt James pay the price.

But he knew that this retribution could not have come from the Ethics Court, because Cyrus had too many contacts. Of course there were their people in the Ethics Court. Otherwise, how did the artists in his company get out of their bodies when they got into trouble? He needs to do it himself.

He is not a hot head, but has his own plan. But one thing is certain, he didn't plan to let that executive director live from the beginning. He bought chainsaws, electric drills, ropes, cauldrons, corrosive potions, etc., and stored them in three temporarily rented remote apartments. He rented the entire apartment on the floor of the selected room. Covered with plastic sheets and sound-proof panels, doors and windows are sealed. Then he used James' capsule to send a message to that person.

Killing is actually very simple, especially when the difference between money and status is removed, and only the most primitive physical strength is used to fight. Samuel has the physique of fighters trained since childhood, and most of the Alphas in the world are not his opponents. He beat the man with a bruised nose and swollen face, then tied him to a chair and cut off the evil organs of the beast alive. He listened to his wailing and screaming, promising to give him money over and over again, apologizing with tears, begging for forgiveness, and crawling humblely under his feet. But that wasn't enough, he still hated him, and he trembled with pain at the thought of James' lost eyes.

He forced the man to tell how he drugged James in his wine, how he took him out of the hotel and entered another hotel in the name of sending him home, how he **** James and abused him with brutal methods . This is not the first time he has done this. In the company, many artists with no background are bullied by him, but there is nowhere to complain. He has their contract in hand, and no one can afford the high liquidated damages. He can hide those poor lambs who resist him at will, so that they can't make a penny for several years in a row, and finally have to climb Come back and beg him.

Samuel couldn't listen anymore, he swung his knife and cut the throat of the once powerful man.

Everything afterwards was very vague in his memory. He calmly dismembered the corpse, smashed the bones, put them in a special cauldron in batches, and then used corrosive agents to melt the corpse into a pool of greasy sticky substance. Pour into the sewer. In order not to hurt the pipeline, he even put the body water in a bucket, and later drove the aircraft to other places for disposal.

These are all time-consuming, but it doesn't matter. He has asked the club for leave and said that he will go back to his hometown to see his sick father. In order to look realistic, he even bought a ticket to the sixth space station, and then took the opportunity to slip away after boarding to ensure that the airline kept his boarding record.

He used bleach to clean the plastic cloth and the floor on the ground, carefully took off his gloves and raincoat, and burned them in a pot with the plastic cloth. Before leaving, he checked all the places and made sure that they were cleaned up before leaving.

He poured the body fluid into the septic tank of the slum, and the moment he completed it, he felt extremely relaxed and happy.

Yes, he didn't have half the regret or fear of killing someone. It's just extremely fun.

However, he was still caught. Apparently the pervert recorded an image of him assaulting James, so the police suspected that he was on James' head and arrested him. Obviously Samuel was negligent in the process of decimating the body. Someone in the apartment found that the water pipe was blocked, and found a piece of pelvic bone that had not been decayed. DNA firmly determined that the deceased was the executive director who disappeared, and then found out that James was the last to contact the deceased before the accident. This can almost convict James.

So in order to remove James' suspicion, Samuel surrendered.

After being convicted, seeing the scene of his broken-hearted father sitting in the hearing room and crying silently, and seeing James's desperate and scared eyes without any great revenge, he finally had a trace of suspicion in his heart, doubting his decision. is it right or not.

But on the other hand, he felt that it was worth it to exchange a happy revenge with his otherwise glorious life. He even felt that this was a noble sacrifice.

A month later, James confirmed a relationship with another Alpha.

Samus knew that he should not blame James, because he was on the verge of collapse at the time, and was later caught in the bureau for interrogation. He was forced to watch the video of his most painful night, and he had already suffered from severe depression. . But he, who should have been by his side to take care of him and comfort him, entered the forbidden city like this, and would never see him in this life, leaving him alone in the dark.

There is another person who is willing to take care of James. He should be relieved? But why is he so angry, so angry? Want to...destruction?

In fact, as early as the moment he entered the forbidden city, he had already lost his James, didn't he? Why does it feel so real until now?

Until now, the name James has become a pain he does not want to mention. One insomnia night, no matter what he thinks, there is no way to modify this doomed end.

Now, suddenly all this past was turned to him again. He burst into tears unconsciously.

It turned out that it has been three years, but a name still makes him so painful.

A broad or even rough hand took a bit of pity and gently wiped away his tears. Schneider faded his formal disguise at this moment, and his brows melted into serious warmth.

"He is doing well now. He sees a psychiatrist regularly and is recovering well. His partner is a doctor and treated him very well. They have a child." Schneider whispered, "You are his The sacrifice is worth it."

Schneider did not tell Samuel that James committed suicide by cutting his wrist after he entered the city, and only met the doctor after he was sent to the hospital. He felt that it was not important anymore.

Hearing these words, for some reason, Samuel suddenly couldn't help it anymore and fell on Schneider's shoulders and burst into tears.

In three years, this was the first time he cried so happily.

It turned out that he had been waiting for someone to tell him such a sentence.