Fanservice Paradox

Fang Jue Xia stunned. His powerful and stable logic system was defeated at this moment, losing its operational power.

His eyes shifted from the hands he shook to Pei Tingsong's face. He took a point, but he knew it clearly, but there is no second person in the world who can retrieve the meaning of these words better than him, because this was originally what he said to Pei Tingsong, saying that he is closed and negative. , Saying how he does not believe that people can really find true love.

But just now, Pei Tingsong reconstructed his words.

It's too straightforward, more straightforward than I love you.

Fang Juexia opened his mouth, but was speechless. He seemed to have lost his ability to speak.

"I don't ask you to respond now," Pei Tingsong is still serious and calm, "And I know that what you say now must refuse me. In fact, you don't care too much, you can equate what I said today to a certain Self-introduction. "

"I said‘ I like you ’, and I said‘ I ’m Pei Tingsong, 20 years old this year ’, it ’s all about self-expression.”

Fang Juexia did not expect too many things. He did not expect that Pei Tingsong would come to him, that Pei Tingsong would be angry, and that Pei Tingsong would use his rational number theory to refute true love to express his feelings.

Similarly, he did not expect that when [like you] three words fell to his ears, his heart would jump so fast, like crazy. Not long ago, he heard the same three words from another person's mouth, but at that time he was still normal and still in a steady state.

Suddenly realizing that he was holding Pei Tingsong's hand, Fang Juexia hurriedly released, "But, you said you were not gay."

Pei Tingsong was not ashamed of what he said at first, "Human self-cognition also needs a development process, isn't it? I didn't like you when I was convinced that I was not gay." I can resolutely refute me at that time, because there is a strong argument. "

Fang Juexia didn't know how to deal with it. The man's unpretentious eyes and confession fell into his eyes and his ears like this, and the lava flowed all over his body, his throat was hot, his chest was hot, and his pinna was.

In his twenty-three years of life, he has never met such a person. Not afraid of anything, even the past can be dialectically and fairly rebutted.

Fang Juexia looked up at him, "Why do you tell me now?" But when the words just came out, he thought that Pei would like to let him trust himself before he confessed, so he added, "I'm not questioning your attitude, I don't think you It's a whim. "

It was also the expectation of Pei Tingsong that the hand was loosened. When asked why, it was completely Fang Juexia's style.

Pei Tingsong has no reservations, "Can you imagine? I am the one who hates lying most, deceiving myself every day, saying that my ups and downs and actions are just out of friendship. In fact, this friendship is from the beginning. Fake. I deceived not only myself, but also you, let you accompany me in such a play, I do n’t want to continue to be close to you by the so-called friend status, it is too unfair to you. "

This passage seemed like a warning bell, but also knocked on Fang Juexia's own heart. Emotions that contradict logic these days seem to resonate.

"What ’s more, we will face very difficult things in the next period of time, and will be burnt. I do n’t want you to feel like you are carrying something. You have to be clear. I am your comrade and the most special one. I am The comrade who likes you. I will accompany you to charge, and will protect you unconditionally. "

He spread everything to let Fang Juexia see it, without pretending or decorating. Knowing that Fang Juexia believes in logic, he told him the logic behind all his actions, and he didn't let him think more.

"Also," Pei Tingsong continued to confess, "The reason I just lost my temper was that I was jealous of Liang Ruo, I was afraid of losing you, and I was afraid that you would be impressed by him, even though I know that you are not someone who can be impressed by three or two sentences , But even if there is such a possibility, I am very afraid. "

He smiled, "And I know that if I do n’t tell my feelings about you, you ca n’t understand why I am angry. You will only reflect on yourself if you have done something wrong, the scene just touched off, even if it is reconciled. You will also blame yourself, I can't stand you like this, just like I just couldn't listen to your explanation. "

He was reluctant to explain.

Fang Juexia's nose was a bit sour. He didn't know how long he hadn't been like this.

Pei Tingsong looked at him with clear eyes, "Tantrum is my own reason, so I must say it."

Each of his words is a straight ball, without any ambiguous and beautiful words, and without word games and chords. Fang Juexia knew that this was something only Pei Tingsong would do.

Just like in the back room where he was born, when Pei Tingsong first discovered the medical record and confirmed his knighthood, in just a few minutes, he planned the layout and took every step with determination and boldness.

This is Pei Tingsong.

But Fang Juexia was confused. He didn't know if he should respond now, what he responded to, it all came too fast, he now seemed to have really become the cautious black knight, unable to see his heart clearly, fearing the wrong trip. I received two confessions within a day, and they were all of the same sex, which was more dramatic than the TV series.

What puzzled him most was why when he heard Liang Ruo's confession, he felt nothing but a little surprised. But in the face of Pei Tingsong, he even became so difficult to think.

Fang Juexia struggled to repair the breakdown of his thoughts and tried to open his mouth, "I ... I haven't ..."

Pei Tingsong interrupted him, "Don't say it. At least don't say it now." He got on the steering wheel again, as if he had changed back to what a 20-year-old boy should be. "I just did that, maybe you see I think it's a tiger, but I'm actually particularly afraid of being rejected by you. I know you must be very ignorant now. In fact, me too. I have never done this before. This is the first time. "

He turned his face to face Fang Juexia, "Teacher Fang, please don't wind up so quickly, give a chance."

Under the brim, his eyes were bright, "Let me chase you, okay?"

The first time this was called by Pei Tingsong, Fang Juexia's ears were red, and people also stuttered, "Chasing, chasing me?"

"Otherwise, who made me like you." Pei Tingsong was not ashamed, and he talked to him again and again, "You also know what kind of person I am. As long as I like it, I will definitely get it."

"I, I'll drive back by myself ..." Fang Juexia tried to get out of the door, but Pei Tingsong grabbed his arm and threw back what he just said, "You're in a bad mood now, it's not safe to drive." He also raised an eyebrow at Fang Juexia, "How do I learn? A good student."

"You ..." Fang Jue Xia said a moment, he only found out that he really couldn't get Pei to listen to Song completely.

Taking the car key from Fang Juexia's hand, Pei Tingsong told him to fasten his seat belt, but Fang Juexia was still in a daze, stunned not to speak.

"Hey, do you want me to help you?" Pei Tingsong tilted his head and looked at him.

Fang Juexia immediately reacted and pulled the seat belt by himself.

"OK, go home."

Along the way, Pei Tingsong didn't speak again. Fang Jue Xia Neng felt that he was intentionally leaving space to organize his thoughts. His small clock was broken, so that the journey back to the dormitory had become so fast that he had arrived before he even thought about it.

After working hard for twenty-three years, the defense system was attacked in such a shaky way that Pei Tingsong really was the biggest crisis in his life.

Putting his hand in his pocket and hitting the USB disk, Fang Juexia's heart was picked up again. When he got the evidence, the whole person fell into self-blame and was shocked by the unexpected confession of Pei Tingsong. He almost forgot about it.

It was already half past one to go back to the dormitory. The dormitory was quiet. Everyone should rest in their room. Fang Juexia stood with Pei Tingsong holding the back of the entrance cabinet.

"You are still worried about Xiequ." Pei Tingsong directly used the statement.

Fang Juexia turned around, and he hung his head in the face of him, "I am a person who rarely thinks about if. I have no regrets about what happened in the past. But today ..."

"You regret that you did not respond to Liang Ruo earlier."

Hearing Pei Tingsong's words, Fang Juexia couldn't deny it. He looked at an inconspicuous stain on the tip of his canvas shoe and didn't speak.

"Do you know? Liang Ruo wants to help you, although I don't like him very much, but I admire his courage this time. He doesn't hang up my phone, let me finish listening, it also shows that he has read it, don't want to We had a misunderstanding. Liang Ruo ’s original intention and practice were good in doing this. But Juxia, even if you responded to him three days ago and got this evidence, we can really avoid this Is this a disaster? "

Pei Tingsong said, "You are so smart, these words don't need me to say. Even if we get the evidence in advance, they have already got the tune, and if you want to vent it, it will still be vented. They can think of people who stole songs. Throw away, this is capital. Astar really wants to compete maliciously, and it can't be stopped many days in advance. "

Fang Juexia certainly knew that, but he was too accustomed to carrying everything by himself. He was used to tracing the root of error back to his head. He is not ignorant of the despicable means of competition in the entertainment industry. Even if Astar does not take action, kaleido is already a thorn in the eyes of many people. They can hide from the present and it is difficult to evade all targeting. Red is the original sin.

Pei Tingsong threw the car key on the porch cabinet and said to him, "Don't blame yourself for the unstoppable dark arrows, you did nothing wrong."

Hearing this sentence, Fang Juexia's whole body was relaxed and relieved. He still hung his head, his body shook back and forth slightly, shaking, his head pressed against the front shoulder of Pei Tingsong, and took a deep breath.

Seeing him like this, Pei Tingsong could not help raising his hand, paused, and hung down again. He coughed lightly, lowering his voice and saying, "Hey, are you too lean against a man who has just confessed to you?"

Fang Juexia immediately raised her head and leaned her back on the console cabinet, looking at him with a pair of beautiful eyes.

Unexpectedly, Pei Tingsong also showed a smile, specially changed the British accent, and said to him in English with accent, "Obviously, I am a gentleman."

Amused by him, Fang Juexia accidentally laughed out loud.

"Don't be too happy." Pei Tingsong said, "Because you have more important things to do now, I know the current affairs before I choose to be a gentleman. But don't forget what you said, my bottom line Are in the third quadrant. "

Fang Juexia choked with a smile, and quickly changed his shoes and walked to the room like an escape, closing the door before he was relieved.

Ling Yi wore a frog goggles and hugged a little yellow man on the bed. Fang Juexia walked over to cover him with a quilt, and then sat back to his bed.

He tried to expel Pei Tingsong from his mind, calm down, and then took out the recording and listened again. This sound is indeed the name of Jin, and it is very similar to the sound after drunk.

Fang Juexia does not doubt the authenticity of this recording. The reason why he is willing to not use his mobile phone to find Liang Ruo is to understand him in essence, knowing that his nature is not bad. Liang Ruo didn't check whether he really brought his cell phone, or even whether Pei Tingsong had a recording after connecting the phone, and he asked it out. Presumably, he really wanted to make a break with the past.

Several people's names were mentioned in the recording. Fang Juexia was vaguely impressed, but he wasn't very familiar with it, and he wasn't a regular contact staff member. He thought again and again and dialed Chen Zhengyun's phone. It was probably busy processing, and the call was connected after a long time. Fang Juexia made a short story, only saying that he had obtained very reliable evidence, but he could not say who gave it, and he could only report the name of the person involved.

When Fang Juexia left Astar and came to Xingtu, Chen Zhengyun had inquired about the situation in private. He also chatted with Fang Juexia, knowing the reason why he and the former company fell apart, and knew that there were many hidden secrets. The entertainment world is full of hidden feelings, he understands.

"Got it, I will send someone to investigate these people in private. In fact, I also guessed it was As. This kind of thing can't be blamed on the plain surface, and the company also has negligence." Chen Zhengyun comforted. Lean, do n’t be too nervous. Take a good rest and let the company handle the rest. "

Hanging up the phone, Fang Juexia removed the USB flash drive, received it in a corner of the drawer, and then lay on the bed, looking at the texture on the ceiling.

For him, there is no difference between same-sex and opposite-sex. Love is love, which is something he does not trust and resist.

But obviously, he still couldn't refuse Pei Tingsong cruelly and decisively, warning him not to approach.

Too messy, Fang Juexia closed his eyes and carried the nine-nine-multiplication table in his heart.

When he opened his eyes again, Ling Yi fell on his bed and snored. Fang Juexia was awakened by this small grunt. He rubbed his eyes in confusion and glanced at the time, 3:30.

"One by one." He pushed Ling Yi's shoulder and sat up. "Why are you on my bed?"

Ling Yi awakened abruptly, "Get up and feel summer."

"I'm up."

"Oh yes, yes," Ling Yi got up from his bed and yawned. "Just when my alarm clock rang, I came to see you when I was half awake, and I wanted to wake you up. , And the result was two calls and I fell asleep on your bed. "He finished getting out of bed and stretched out." I'll go and see them. "

Fang Juexia folded the quilt before going out, and saw that everyone was already sitting at the dining table. It was strange, "Did you not sleep, Miao? Why did you still eat it."

Jiang Miao, who was splitting chopsticks, looked up at him, "No, this is not what I did. I was on the table when I woke up, I don't know who called the takeaway."

"Me." Pei Tingsong came out of the bathroom. "I just arrived and it was still hot. I just slept and didn't eat lunch. Eat more good night work."

Ling Yi rushed up and gave Pei Tingsong a bear hug, "Thank you Mr. Pei for your feeding!"

Fang Juexia walked over and found that he ordered a lot of Cantonese refreshments, as well as scallop porridge and sashimi porridge.

"Well! This chicken feet are delicious."

Lu Yuan took a bite of money belly, "It's weird. Xiao Pei ordered dim sum today, not pizza."

He Ziyan laughed and said, "It may be that my dream has been summoned by Chinese cuisine."

Pei Tingsong went back, "I just want to eat snacks, no way."

"Fine." Jiang Miao smiled and filled them with bowls of porridge, and when he handed it to Fang Juexia, he asked, "How is it, Xiao Pei's authentic?"

Fang Juexia nodded, "It's delicious, I haven't eaten it in a long time."

"That's it," senior diner Ling turned the sign on the lunch box. "This one is expensive. I only dine in before, and I didn't know that I could order takeaway."

Everyone chatted and chatted while eating, as if awakening, they tacitly filtered out the morning diarrhea. No one talked about it, not to mention, thinking about shooting at night.

After drinking a bowl of warm porridge, Fang Juexia feels a lot more comfortable. His hometown cuisine has a wonderful effect of calming his mood at any time. It seems that what he eats is not food, but familiarity.

Familiarity means stability.

Xiaowen picked them up quite punctually, and was relieved on the road. The company handled it in a timely manner. The scope of the vent was not as big as imagined, so let them not worry too much. Six people went straight to the studio after getting off the car, and it took several hours to complete the first set of makeup. The clothing is an improved black military uniform with similar styles but different details. Cooperate with the first red-based indoor venue.

The photography eldest brother of Tuanzong also came to shoot and recorded the entire shooting process. He photographed Pei Tingsong who had finished makeup and asked him if he liked this makeup. Pei Tingsong took the lens as a mirror and took a photo ,"pretty good."

"Which part do you like best?"

"Favorite ..." Pei Tingsong walked to the large mirror, and the camera followed him. Who knows he suddenly sat next to Fang Juexia who was doing hairstyle. "I like this part the most." He pointed to Fang Juexia's Eyemark birthmarks.

"What?" Fang Jue Xia Gang saw the camera in the mirror after he finished speaking, and only then came to understand.

The makeup artist used the fine lip pencil to draw out the more complicated red pattern on the birthmark, like the pattern of a phoenix. With a uniform hat, there is a sense of abstinence.

After finishing the makeup of the last member, they finally entered the shooting location. Fortunately, the director they invited was a friend of the boss Chen Zhengyun, a well-known music video director in the industry, willing to sell a face to old friends to start work ahead of time, and rush to shoot for emergency.

They are not the first time to shoot mv, but such a high-intensity shooting is indeed the first. From 8 o'clock in the evening to 7 o'clock in the morning, I changed the two studios and then moved to the location of the location, and from the early morning to the afternoon. After taking the sunset shots, I ended up and returned to the green screen studio to make another shot. In some shots, six people worked for twenty-five hours, a dance did not know how many times, almost unable to lift his arms.

"It's hard work." After closing the work, they bowed to all the staff repeatedly, and they were so sleepy that they could hardly say anything else. The brother in the studio asked them how they felt. Several people were ignorant. The team Changjiang Miaoqiang said in spirit After a few words, Lu Yuan made a joke, and then everyone regained some spirit and picked up the stalk.

"Jue Xia thinks the effect of this shooting?"

Fang Juexia smiled at the camera, "The exterior scene is very beautiful, and there were few exterior scenes before. The interior scene of the Chinese style is also very cool. I hope you will like this MV."

"Sleepy?"

He nodded honestly and smiled again, "but very happy."

But they don't have much time to sleep, and the return time is early, which means that the company needs to release various photo materials and promotional videos immediately. The six people turned around and slept for half an hour in the car back to the company. Before getting off the car, they found that the outside of the company was full of fans, and there were some intermediaries and media mixed in the fans. They were afraid of exposing their hair. He got out of the car with a coat and covered it.

"Brother Juxia !!!"

"Little Pei! Pei listen to Song!"

"Ling Yi look at her mother! Ling Yi, you are the most handsome!"

"He Ziyan Come on!"

"Lu Yuan! Jiang Miao!"

"Carledo cheer! Dominoes will never admit defeat!"

After returning to the company, they started a new look, shot three promotional videos of the app, and then waited for the album photo shoot.

The first photo studio corresponding to the photo is a dark studio. When everyone shoots a close-up, the right eye will be illuminated with a light, and the background environment will be relatively dark. It is relative to ordinary people, and the other party feels that Xia is turning off the lights. After the first shooting, Ling Yi took over. Fang Juexia wanted to see how his film was shot. He wanted to walk to the monitor. Everything in the line of sight was very blurred.

He can hear the photographer's voice getting closer and closer, so as to judge the correctness of his direction.

But he did not know that he was getting closer and closer to a step as he got closer to his destination. Stepping out carefully, he stepped on the air.

The body instantly lost its balance, and the center of gravity was pushed forward. Fang Juexia's heart was suddenly pulled up, but he fell into a hug unconsciously. The familiar smell of sea salt and musk wrapped him, unexpectedly and safely.

"This is your initiative."

Fang Juexia's guide dog has changed. Instead of coming to him at the first time and helping him to go where he wanted to go, he stood in front of an established trap, calmly waiting for him to walk through a flat, unhurried, pacing the unknown Step forward.

Give it a hug.

The author has something to say: the new song will still be displayed on the live stage.