Fanservice Paradox

The author has something to say: In the text, Jue Xia covers Wang Fei's "The Soul", a song I love very much. I hope you do n’t go to the comment section of the music platform, respond to secret codes, or wanton anti-ky, and do n’t leave anything unrelated to the song. I hope that every comment you send comes from the appreciation of the music itself. Please respect the work itself. Thank you everyone.

(This is the second update. Readers who click on the latest update may miss the previous chapter)

Under the influence of Fang Juexia, Pei Tingsong really fell in love with this identity and truly integrated into the team of kaleido. He no longer felt the pull of identity disagreement, no longer as in the past, as long as hip-hop singers A manifestation of dreams.

He remembered what Fang Juexia once said to him when they were still in full swing.

[Dream like this has no high and low values, it can only be achieved or not. ]

The forms are diverse, and the constant core is the truth.

He must also admit that the feeling of expressing himself on the stage is really wonderful, especially with such a group of loved teammates standing next to him.

"Yes," Pei Tingsong raised the microphone in his hand. "I can now proudly say to myself and to everyone that I am a member of an idol group and an idol."

The host stared at them with applause. He nodded and smiled, and said to the fans below, "I must tell you a little bit. In fact, I am also a temporary rescue. You know that the star has a schedule, and the host also has. The meeting was originally in early April, and the itinerary has been set very early. The staff of a certain day star called me several times and asked me if I could make a forward adjustment, which was actually very difficult, because I was tonight There is another event, but after I heard about the ins and outs, I immediately agreed. "

"It's hard to imagine how these boys have spent these days. They don't even have time to eat and sleep. They have to desperately present this album to you and give it to everyone." The host smiled. Say, "So let's give Kaleido a little applause?"

Fans under the stage gave them back with the greatest enthusiasm, and many girls cried. He Ziyan and Lu Yuan began to tease the siege again and drag the atmosphere back. The six people performed the sub-lead of the album for everyone, which is a dance song with a very light style.

The scene also showed their tidbits when shooting the MV. At the beginning, Jiang Miao was playing Guzheng. The video brother asked him if this ebony zither is expensive. Jiang Miao raised his head and smiled, saying it was a little expensive.

Jiang Miao, who was sitting on the stage, looked at and picked up the microphone. "This is the first piano I saved after I debuted. I saved a long time before I was willing to buy it."

The following fans shouted his name, Lu Yuan said with a smile, "Miao brother will take care of this piano every morning, special baby."

As soon as the picture changed, they came to the desert park. He Ziyan smiled and pointed to the big screen, "Is this like a desert?"

"Yes!"

"But it's actually a desert park," Ling Yi pretended to be angry, "Huh, well Xinjiang did not go."

The scene of He Ziyan and Lu Yuan holding two fake swords in the desert appeared in the tidbits. It was so handsome that the fans screamed, but suddenly I heard Ling Yi crying wildly outside the picture, and everyone couldn't help laughing.

"Ling Yi," He Ziyan pressed his head, "chicken cage warning."

"Hahahahaha!"

While laughing, the tidbits of Pei Tingsong's promotional video suddenly appeared on the big screen, immediately triggering a scream below.

"Ah Xiao Pei! Xiao Pei is so handsome!"

"Oh my **** the vine is so handsome!"

Pei Tingsong accepted the praise with a big voice, turned halfway around and reached out and pressed towards the fans, "Okay, okay, I know I'm handsome."

Unexpectedly, the scream suddenly became bigger, almost to overturn the roof of the stadium. At this time, Pei Tingsong turned his head to look at the screen and saw that he was half holding Fang Juexia's archery. A line was typed below-this screen shot was taken by a member's mobile phone.

Fang Juexia was shocked by this scream, and saw the scene where Pei Ting Song taught him to shoot arrows again from another perspective. He was really in a trance, licking his lips tightly, turning his head to collide with Pei Ting Song's sight.

He saw the light and shadow on Pei Tingsong's face, and the corner of his mouth that he raised.

The tide boiling for them does not know this sincerity. Falling into this tumultuous vortex, Fang Juexia became clear that he really could only be a performer on stage, he was not a good actor. Obviously it is a drama, both sides stand beside each other for the benefit of themselves or the team, even if they are shoulder to shoulder, their hearts are far apart. So they have to pretend to be intimate, and the worst thing is to look like a pair of brothers without barriers.

At the end of the show, who actually got into it.

Fang Juexia really can't tell.

The tidbits on the screen ended, and the host said to the fans who were still excited, "Kaleido recorded a lot of wonderful tidbits in the process of preparing the album. These are only a small part. The rest of you can go to the Tuanzong Li."

Lu Yuan couldn't help but gave a thumbs up, "The host is too good."

The host laughed, "Okay, then the next time is the performance time. For this new one-year special meeting, Kaleido's six special trips prepared their solo performances for everyone. First, the first one brought us The performance is the team Changjiang Miao, he will play "Snow Mountain Spring Dawn" for everyone. "

Everyone left the field together, the darker the field of vision near the edge of the stage, Pei Tingsong was originally behind Fang Juexia, but he deliberately accelerated his pace and walked in front of him, leaning back very close, helping Fang Juexia open the way in this way.

After completely retreating, when the audience could not see, Pei Tingsong pulled his arm. He has changed. Originally, he could perform intimate gestures in front of these audiences unscrupulously, but now he really likes Shangjuexia. This bright business scene is guilty, he would rather hide, rather go more carefully and sincerely treat.

"I'm fine." Fang Juexia whispered, "You are a little obvious."

"What's obvious?" Pei Tingsong leaned to his ear, "I'm afraid that you fell obviously, or is it too obvious to like you?"

Fang Juexia's heart was fast, but he stared straight at him, a bit surprised and a bit angry. When Pei Tingsong saw it, he felt cute, but he dared not make further contact. He could only adjust the scale carefully, "Just kidding."

But Fang Juexia was not angry, nor did she feel angry. Hearing this tune, he felt like some kind of hibernating creature hibernating in the snow, the cold scale armor wrapped his rigid body. These are the norms and rules. But now that the snow hasn't melted, he has changed first.

He couldn't change, he had to be that cold-blooded animal, otherwise how would he live.

Spring is short.

He is afraid that spring is short-lived.

The sound of Guzheng melted like snow and water, the strings tremble slightly under the pluck, and Pei Tingsong changed the subject quietly, "You are on stage in a while? I heard you changed the song."

"Well." Fang Juexia lowered her eyes and looked at the shadow boundary between the stage on the floor and the background.

"What song did you change?" Pei Tingsong asked.

Fang Juexia looked down and saw that several staff members had moved a white piano to the corner of the stage before he spoke. "You will hear it soon."

The last note of Guzheng's strings fell, and in cheers, the host pronounced Fang Juexia's name.

"Then I ... just when you sing to me." At the end of his stage, Pei Tingsong whispered this.

Fang Juexia took a deep breath and walked towards the stage without turning back. He sat in front of the piano, adjusted the microphone, and turned his head to look at the fans below the stage. His voice was soft, "I heard that you want to listen to me singing Cantonese songs."

"Ah ah ah!"

"Cantonese song! Really Cantonese song!"

Listening to the fans, Fang Juexia smiled, slender fingers placed on the keys, took a deep breath.

"This" The Lost Soul "is for everyone."

The piano sound is as soft as water, Fang Juexia bowed her head slightly, close to the microphone, "Don't call me too grateful for you, the color of the potion is too beautiful." The tone is still special, but it is more contaminated with emotions, and is no longer a teller who pulls away to tell others' stories. Do n’t ask me to eat it, to feel numbness happily. "

Fang Juexia is a well-recognized vocalist, and everyone is listening to him singing Cantonese songs for the first time, but it is not clear to everyone that he did not use any skills in this song, nor can he talk about the vocalist, it is completely a monologue.

Last night's coincidence made this song appear, and every word beat his heart.

"Why moved me? It's hard for me to get used to it, and it hurts the least." The long tail trembled a little, with a sense of fragility that Fang Juexia had never had before. Every time I sing a sentence, it seems to be asking myself.

"What are you afraid of? Love your lover. Holding your emotions, you will always be sensitive."

"What are you afraid of? I'm afraid of getting used to falling in love with others. But I don't know how to do it, and it will come true after the fake."

Hearing this sentence, Pei Tingsong standing on the side of the stage could not help but froze.

Accompaniment bands began to appear on the sound on the stage. Fang Juexia removed the microphone from the shelf, got up and left the piano, and walked closer to the center of the stage for fans. His voice was trembling, which was unusual for a professional idol who had been training for many years.

Fang Juexia adjusted her breath, spoke again, and continued to sing the song.

Pei Tingsong has listened to this song, he likes to study the lyrics, and has heard many famous Chinese works. When Fang Juexia sang "Afraid of habit of falling out to fall in love with others", his first reaction was distress.

He knew how difficult it was for the other party, Juexia, to accept a relationship. Fang Juexia lives by relying on rules, and refusing love is also one of his rules.

How to struggle to overthrow the laws established by yourself.

"What are you afraid of? You're afraid of being lost. Holding your emotions and being careful, you're just afraid of being sad."

Standing at the very center of the stage, Fang Juexia really peeled off her shell for the first time, not a shell against the outside world, but a shell wrapped in emotions.

"What do you love?"

He pierced himself and let his emotions flow out, "Love makes me brave to repay too many people."

"But I don't know how to escape."