Fantasy world

Meifu's blind date turned out to be smooth sailing, and she invited a guest and booked the wedding before the new year.

On the day when the man came to visit, Aunt Hua specially treated our family as close relatives so that the man could move around. To get people to recognize me as my uncle. I was so embarrassed that I almost found a hole to crawl in.

That man looked exactly like what Meev said. He was tall, thick-set, had a sinister face, and spoke in a arrogant and irrational way. This image really didn't match Meev. But they are commercial grain farmers, and it is said that their family has a good background. The condition of the blind date is that the two parties agree to find an easy job for Meev in the future.

After people in the bay met this man, they all talked about everything, but in the end they all spoke in unison, envious of Mifu's good luck, and finally found someone to eat commercial food.

I bother! Is this a blessing? A girl as good as Mee Fu is only worthy of marrying such a man? Seeing how fierce and stupid he looked, I felt that it was not worth the trouble for Meev.

Before I went to the vast world, I was still a little kid who didn't know the world. Although life in a big city also had too many misfortunes and helplessness. But stepping from the big city into the vast world, it seems that you have really crossed two worlds. The gap between urban and rural areas, commercial grain and rural grain, is getting wider and wider, and the red line is getting stricter, which will naturally tear Chinese society into two halves. Half is in the sky and half is on the ground. And all the people living in this society, at this moment when the sky and the earth fall apart, if they are lucky enough to be divided into the heaven half, they will become gods; if they are unfortunate enough to be divided into the hell half, they deserve to be unlucky. You can become anything, it doesn't matter, anyway, you are in hell, you are humble, despicable, pitiful and helpless. Even if you are a monkey, you will never be able to escape the palm of the Tathagata Buddha. What’s even more frightening is that people, no matter they are divided into heaven or hell, almost all believe that all this is fate, and they can only bear it no matter what, which makes the complacent more complacent and the pathetic even more pathetic.

However, it is also in this great social tearing that there is a group of alternative and abandoned children who are even more irritating, hateful and pitiful. The good ones were obviously divided into heaven, but they were inexplicably driven to the"broad world". They say you are a god, but you fall into the mortal world; they treat you as a kindred spirit, but you are still not convinced. You don’t look like a human being, and you don’t look like a ghost either. If you are displeased with others, they will be even more disdainful with you. In this way, we educated youths gradually became a group of nondescript monsters in the countryside.

I met Zhang Xiaolian right after I was transferred to the countryside. Her beauty and kindness planted a sun in my heart. I secretly rejoiced that this was God's favor to me; I settled in Uncle Mi's and Aunt Mi's house, and this family regarded me as a relative. I was secretly glad that this was God's gift to me; later, I accidentally became best friends with some of the most beautiful young girls in the Bay, and the friendship and intimacy even exceeded the level of friendship between ordinary friends. I felt even better and complacent. In this vast world, I have really become a fairy emperor!

But suddenly, Zhang Xiaolian was dumped and forced to marry again. I was disappointed, I was in pain, I was sad, but in the end I had no choice but to do so; soon afterwards, Meev also got engaged and became someone else's target. Just because she was a country winemaker, she still had to find someone who ate commercial food. , but in the end I would rather find a man like that and spend the rest of my life with that person in the future. After meeting that man, I felt the same as when Zhang Xiaolian got married. I was heartbroken, stinging, and desperate, but in the end, I was still helpless.

When Zhang Xiaolian got married, I hated myself for not having the ability or courage. I couldn't even protect the woman I liked, so I could only watch him marry another man. When Miff got engaged, I also hated myself for not having the ability or courage. If I were not sent down, and I was eating commercial food, I could stand up and pledge myself to prevent her from finding such a bad man.

However, all this anger and sorrow are completely meaningless. Now I am just a nondescript little educated youth. I pity others, and others think I am even more pitiful. I was transported from a big city to this vast world. Here I am, always a different person. Although we happen to meet in the same world, we still belong to two different worlds.

I finally understand now that I have been in the vast world for a long time, but I am still somewhat incompatible with the vast majority of poor and lower-middle peasants. Things come up. Between us, we actually have sympathy and sympathy for each other. Neither of us has the ability to help the other, so we can only use the remaining sympathy and compassion to comfort and cling to each other under the banner of liking. Zhang Xiaolian and I are like that. It's the same with Wu Wenyan, and it's actually the same with Mi He, Lingzi, and Mi Fu. They all said they liked me, and they were all so generous. I used to regard the country people's likes as love, but now it seems that there is still an essential difference between the two.

After thinking about this, I suddenly realized that Michelle and I had been at odds for a long time, and our mischief had already made Uncle Mi and Aunt Mi anxious. I'm such a bastard, how could I do this?

I have thought clearly about the grievances and grievances between me and Zhang Xiaolian, including Wu Wenyan, Mi Fu and other little girls. My heart suddenly felt much more relaxed. I thought again of the promise I had made to Michelle. I now feel that this is the most important, this is the most practical and meaningful. Whether you like it or not, what does it mean to me and Zhang Xiaolian, to me and Wu Wenyan, Mifu, Lingzi, and Mihe? Like it or not, we can't be together, and there can't be any changes or results. It's just self-deception and self-comfort.

However, my promise to Michelle can be fulfilled, it is crucial, and it can change and rewrite life. This is also the only promise of life that I should do with my heart and do it well in this vast world.

So, I took the initiative to find Michelle to apologize and reconcile. To put it bluntly, she is still a little kid after all, so what serious hatred can there be between us? I found an opportunity, forced her into my arms, and said a few cheeky kind words, which immediately made her smile. I told her that I had thought about it over the past few days and reviewed it carefully, and finally figured it out clearly. Now, no matter who I fall in love with, I won’t take it seriously. The reason is simple, there will be no results between us. Therefore, only my commitment to her is true and meaningful

"I don't care whether it's true or not. When I'm angry with you, I'm worried about you. I'm afraid that you'll be thinking all day long and going crazy."

"well! Then from now on I won’t miss anyone but you!"

"Thinking of me makes you even sicker!"Michelle broke away from my arms with an angry look on her face. She turned around and glared at me again, and then ran away.