Fantasy world

I am a man, but not a strong one. I have my own personality, my own principles, and my own bottom line, but whenever I encounter reality and face choices, more often than not, I can only choose to retreat and compromise.

Huang Huimin, I knew from the beginning that she was a girl with a background. She was also a country winemaker, but from her words, deeds, appearance, appearance and appearance, there was not much resentment and sorrow! From her core, she still shows more self-improvement and pride.

Until now, I still haven't figured out why she suddenly became abnormal and hysterical. But I firmly believe that her stubbornness towards me is definitely not stupid or crazy. She is not such a girl.

After defeating me and conquering me mentally, Huang Huimin did not show excessive excitement or pride. Obviously, the focus between us is still behind.

At the turn of spring and summer, everything revives. The countryside is even noisier at night than during the day, and the noisiest thing is the croaking of frogs one after another. That voice was full of anxiety and hunger, which could easily make people's hormones boil.

In the brief silence, my thoughts suddenly flew to Zhang Xiaolian in the distance. She has taken away everything from me, leaving behind an empty body in this lonely and noisy country night.

"What are you thinking? Why don't you speak?"Huang Huimin suddenly pulled me back from the distant silence.

"say what? Isn’t everything agreed and finished?"

"oh! I mean, it's such a beautiful night, with the moonlight dim and the breeze blowing on our faces. Even if we are in love now, you don't have anything to say to me?"

"oh! Then I have to speak first, be a gentleman first and then a villain."

"good! What do you want to say?"

"I want to remind you and warn myself. From now on, whenever and wherever we are, as long as we are alone together like this, you are not allowed to tease me intentionally, and I will not have any wild ideas. This is the principle. otherwise——"

"how?"

"If something goes wrong, we are not responsible!"

"look look look! The true colors are revealed! I’ll just say it! snort! Stop dreaming!"

"OK! That's good!"

"Okay, no more kidding. I'm looking for you this time because I really have something to do and I want to ask for your help. Things are very important to me, and only you can help me, otherwise I wouldn't be so desperate and reckless. And it brings you so much trouble"

"Do you really think I'm stupid? Do you really think that you are attracted to me and rely on me? cut! I'm very self-aware. We don't just know each other, we have some friendship. If you ask me for help, how dare I say no?"

"If I didn’t force you to this point, then maybe"

"What's going on? Is it worth all the trouble?"

"The success or failure of this matter has a bearing on my life. Do you think it is important? Is it worth it?"

"Such a big deal? How can I help you with such a big matter?"

"You'll understand after listening. You know, our family is a half household. Although my father is still a cadre in the work unit, we children are all stuck in the countryside due to our household registration. You have had some time since your devolution, and you have also seen how miserable life is for wine drinkers like us in the countryside. How desperate is life?"

"And we, the educated youths who went to the countryside, don’t you think we are even more unjust? More sad? Moreover, among us educated youths, there are quite a few female educated youths"

"This is true!"

"So, relatively speaking, you are still the lucky one"

"Yes, I am the eldest in the family, and my parents also value me. My dad is always thinking of ways for me. But when it comes to household registration, everything is ironclad and there is almost no room for maneuver. The only option is to find a way to get an indicator, pass local recommendations, and go to university."

"This is a road in Huashan, and it is also extremely difficult. There are indicators at the top and recommendations at the bottom. However, you really have the conditions"

"Yes, so, I usually work hard and strive for progress. You have also helped me a lot in the past few times. Don’t worry, I am not an ungrateful person. I will remember your kindness and your kindness throughout my life."

"Hey, no, no, no, no, this is all the result of your own efforts."

"Years ago, my dad told me that he would try to get me a target this year. However, it is now recommended to go to college, there are new policies, and exams are also required"

"Now it is recommended to go to college, but also have to take exams?"

"yes! The policy that just came out, you ask, why am I so unlucky? I was recommended to go to college in the past, but I didn’t even hear about taking an exam. Why is it my turn to take the exam?"

"I really don't know this. Going to college is a pie-in-the-sky thing. I believe that if you make a mistake in this life, it won’t hit me."

"I'm so anxious, do you still have the guts to make a joke? You have to rely on yourself to do this, no one else can help. I thought about it over and over again, and then I suddenly thought of you. Otherwise, would it be so easy for you to become a teacher? I just graduated from elementary school, why should I come to school? Can I be a teacher?"

"oh! It turns out that you had already planned for me to teach?"

"Not entirely, it could be considered a coincidence, and things would go a little smoother. My parents have never given up for me all these years. Now that I finally have a glimmer of hope, I can't give up on myself for the rest of my life just because I don't live up to expectations? It’s about half a year until this year’s recommended exam. As long as you provide guidance carefully and I work hard, I think there is still hope. My family took a big risk by sending me to school. I leave my future and destiny to you and count on you. No matter what, you have to help me this time. As long as you can help me cross this hurdle and pass this test. I - I will definitely repay you!"

"Hey, don’t, don’t, don’t! Let’s not talk about this yet. Please calm down first. Make no mistake, I'm just a high school graduate who got mixed up. You know how much money I have in my stomach. Besides, I have never taken this kind of exam, and I don’t know how to review and prepare. It's a matter of your whole life. I really don't dare to take this on."

"Are you going to reject me again? Do you believe that I will die right now to show you?"

"You, you, you, calm down first, don't get excited! If you have something to say, say it well and slowly. Your matter is really too important. I really can't bear this burden and responsibility."

"If you can't bear this burden, just try your best. I won't hold you responsible for the final outcome. I'm not very good at reading, and I probably don't even have a basic elementary school education. If my dad gets the indicator for me this year, I won’t have much time left. Think about it, I am like this, what else can I think of now? I have no choice but to rely on you, a dead horse to be a living doctor. During this period of time, you will try every means to put as much of what you have in your stomach into my stomach as possible."

She had said all that, what else could I say? I turned around silently, paced around, looking at the distant night sky, and saw only confusion in my eyes.

Huang Huimin suddenly hugged her tightly from behind Me, resting my head on my shoulder:"Hao Bin! Will you help me? This is my last chance, my last hope. I don’t want to give up, so just take the gamble with me. I won’t blame you whether I win or lose, and I will be grateful to you forever."

Her voice was trembling, and my body was trembling too. I opened her arms hard and quickly moved away from her body.

"You - I promise to help you as much as I can, but I don't want you to be grateful. As long as you fail to pass the exam in the future, don't blame me, I will take a gamble with you"

"Then - even if you promise me, don't go back on your word!"

"I do my best and you do your best. In this matter, even if we help each other and cooperate friendly"

"good! good! I listen to you"

"Also, during this period of time, the two of us were pretending to be lovers just to facilitate our studies. This doesn't make any real sense. Apart from studying, other things do not interfere with each other"

"OK! I understand what you mean. During this period, you are still as free as before. You can do whatever you want."

"You also have to keep your word"

"However, you can't be too showy or go too far. Since the two of us are pretending to be lovers, you can't leave me no face at all and make it impossible for me to meet people or get off the stage."

"No problem, I can guarantee that!"

Our conversation once again returned to the topic and tone of the negotiation. This is how we should feel and be together. At this opportunity, we further discussed and implemented the specific steps and related details. For convenience, she also proposed that Hou Jinbiao Make a room for me in school and make it a dormitory for me. In this way, we can better save time and concentrate on studying peacefully. I was a little hesitant at first. I was worried that it would have a bad impact on her, but she didn't care at all.. Anyway, when she goes to college, she will slap her butt and leave. Who cares about these country girls and women talking all over the place? In the end, I will still be blamed for everything.

This is fate, it is inevitable, and you can't escape even if you want to..