Fantasy world

I was mentally prepared. If I offended Mi He this time, it would be tantamount to announcing a complete break with these little girls. In Wanzi, I once again fell into unprecedented loneliness and helplessness.

In the following days, Mihe really hated me and treated me like a stranger. In the bay or in the working room, even if they were face to face, they would turn their faces to one side indifferently. Mihe treats me like this. Lingzi and Mifu all act based on Mihe's face. Although they don't hate me as deeply as Mihe, they are definitely not as friendly as before.

But it turned out that I was really wise to be so cruel. The emotions and sorrows of several little girls are written on their faces like this. Even a fool can see the emotions and awkwardness of such children. At that time, for young men and women in the countryside, even if they met secretly, it was as bad as possible. Country people like to make excuses, but there is no complete evidence or evidence for this kind of thing. No one dares to make any excessive or vicious remarks. Otherwise, the families of these little girls will be unforgiving. Fortunately, there is no relationship between me and them, and no one in the bay has paid much attention to it. Now that we are so awkward with them, this is really a way to nip things in the bud.

I feel frustrated and sad about my situation, but also somewhat relieved and grateful.

I was once again discriminated against and hit in Wanzi, and Michelle was even more cheerful and gloating about my misfortune. There was no political night school, and even Wu Wenyan ignored me, so I could only stay at home every day. As long as I stay at home, Michelle can find all kinds of reasons to cling to me and pester me. She won't let me go until I go to bed every day.

I was so attached to her again, so I wasn't particularly annoyed. The things I used to deal with those little girls in the political night school were more than enough to fend off her. Besides, she is now starting to take piano lessons from me. She annoyed me, so I made her practice the piano. In this way, we all have ways to restrain each other. That way we can live in peace and harmony.

Now, it is Wu Wenyan who is extremely unbalanced and even extremely angry in my heart. I offended Mi He, and Lingzi Mi Fu took off her anger on me. I can understand and forgive her. But Wu Wenyan, why is she like them? She treats me coldly and hates evil, why does she treat me like this?

I was constantly tormented by this grievance and doubt, and finally I couldn't hold it any longer, so I came to see Wu Wenyan again to find out what was going on.

Although I took the initiative to find her, she seemed to have been waiting. As soon as we met, she lowered her head and complained to me.

"Are you finally willing to come see me?"

"I - I just want to ask you, why did I offend you? You hate me as much as they do!"

"You have fallen out with all of them, can I still be the same as before with you?"

"I had a falling out with them, and there was nothing I could do about it. You and them are different. We are public partners. How can you turn your elbows outward? Are you taking advantage of others' danger? Adding insult to injury?"

"You can also bully me! It's obvious that you and them are angry, but I still want to stand between you and suffer from both sides!"

Wu Wenyan said, tears welling up in her eyes. I felt more and more strange and angry.

"Why did I bully you? How can I make you angry?"

"I have told you a long time ago that they and I are also rare good sisters now. They also all knew that we were acting. Just because of this incident, I became the target of public criticism. Now that you are in conflict with them, do you think I should face them or you? If I get too close to you now and see you and them being angry and gloating about their misfortune, that will only add fuel to the fire and add insult to injury!"

What's all this? The little girls and I just have more contacts and are more familiar with each other than others, so there's nothing wrong with it at all. It's good this time. It's really pornographic to have so many entanglements at once. Mud fell off my crotch, it's hard to explain why I can't understand

"It's true that we are engaged in a public engagement. A public engagement means a public relationship. But I have nothing to do with them. It would be a sin to say more than a few words on weekdays. Now I am angry with them, and you are also making fun of them. Of course I feel bad."

"You feel uncomfortable and I feel even more uncomfortable. If you are angry with them, I must turn on them. You can come to me alone but you won't come to me either. Aren't I just caught in the middle and suffer from both ends?"

I thought about Wu Wenyan's words carefully, and she was indeed aggrieved. The two of us got engaged publicly, and it was indeed just to deal with Mi Guocai's entanglement. Many people in Wanzi also understood this. We were in a hurry at the time After making this decision, neither of us thought that there would be any trouble later. In fact, our family relationship is now another sting hidden in Wu Wenyan's heart and another burden on her body.

Her situation and bitterness , I know it very well in my heart, but what can I do? If there was no Zhang Xiaolian, if there was no Michelle, what would I do to her? Will I like her? Will I fall in love with her? I have done this silently countless times I asked myself. But I don’t have a very definite and firm answer in my heart. I am just an ordinary educated youth, and she is an out-and-out country wine drinker. In that era, after all, there was an inexhaustible barrier between the city people and the country people. This gap is not something that anyone can easily cross. Although I jumped in and settled here, deep down I am still not willing to stay rooted like this for the rest of my life. In my heart, no one here really thinks of us. Country people. Therefore, in that era, educated youths dated educated youths, and country people dated country people. No one thought there was anything abnormal. But if an educated youth dated a country wine drinker, most people still thought it was This is pure hooliganism.

I understand these principles, doesn’t Wu Wenyan really understand? Besides, there is Michelle between us. Even if I retreat to the end and bravely break through all obstacles, I can only Michelle is responsible. Therefore, under the circumstances, I can agree to help her like this, which is the limit. No matter how outstanding and beautiful she is, I can't be moved by her. No matter how sad or pitiful she is, I can't pretend to be with her. The drama is real. This is the principle, this is the bottom line.

Among these four rural wine jars, Wu Wenyan is not the most beautiful, but she is definitely a beauty, but her thoughts and temperament are completely inherited from her parents. And influence, no matter how you look at it, she doesn’t look like a country wine drinker. This alone is enough to make her stand out from the four girls. She is also very noble and aloof at heart, but her life experience and situation make her show Extreme inferiority complex. She is also very sharp and sensitive. She can also see through my heart from my expressions and words. It is very easy for me to communicate with her, but I must also be very cautious.

Regarding this awkwardness, I am very Obviously she is right. She grew up in a wine jar in the countryside and has a deeper understanding of the countryside than I do. She is also more careful and considerate about my relationship with them than I am. She didn't say anything for a long time, Wu Wenyan deliberately tested me:"You and Mi He - did you do anything to others? See how she hates you so much that she grits her teeth"

"What can I do to Miho—what can I do to her? I dare? Am I looking for death?"

"If you and I don't want to tell the truth, how can I help you? Judging from their attitude towards you these past few days, I think you are bullying them!"

"I don't! It's her - she wants to promise her - a date alone, I dare to agree to this? Then I have no choice but to offend her!"

"I’ll just say it! No wonder Mihe hates you so much"

"You really hit the mark. Fortunately, I haven’t provoked them too much!"

"Don't get too excited, I think it's just starting!"

"What?"

"I have said it a long time ago, our place was originally a pool of stagnant water, and those of us country wine jars were originally as calm as water. During your time in night school, you were unintentional, but you made a big mistake!"

"In night school - I always relied on you, that is, I complained in private. How could I make a big mistake?"

"You tell us those beautiful stories and instill those counter-revolutionary remarks and ideas. Didn't you think of the consequences at the time?"

"What are the consequences?"

"This is the consequence! A few days ago everyone could get together and have fun and talk about everything. Now that we are separated, we no longer have such opportunities and conditions, and suddenly we are strangers. You don't care, and you have never thought about what this means to us little girls?"

"But you can’t blame me! The night school was originally good and nothing happened, so wasn't it because they were afraid of causing trouble and they broke up? You also talked about it in detail!"

"yes! So, if we little girls want to meet and talk to you again, we can only do this secretly and act like thieves."

"What? What's the point of a man and a woman meeting each other secretly like this? How can you explain this clearly if someone gets caught? Do you really want to see me playing with fire and burning myself?"

"This is playing with fire! You are playing with fire, aren't others also playing with fire? You are an educated youth and a man, but you are still a country wine drinker! You languished at the critical moment, you were so indifferent to others, not to mention they looked down on you, I even blushed for you"

"What? you you——"

I was simply stunned by Wu Wenyan. Is she helping me? It's completely revenge, they are digging a hole for me again, and they want me to jump down myself!

I looked at her coldly, and suddenly felt that she had become strange. I had never felt so lost and depressed, and I didn't even want to say a word. It seems that her attitude towards me is not an act. In her heart, she is like a few little girls. She really hates me and gnashes her teeth.