Fantasy world

Such intimate passion can easily ignite the desire for life. I was afraid that I would expose my uglier face in front of Mihe. Control and suppress your emotions as much as possible. Never allow free rein and indulgence.

After a while of passionate kissing, I cruelly helped her up and sat up:"Mihe! Let's calm down, don't do this again, we are playing with fire! Do you know?"

"I know, I know I'm playing with fire, even if it's a fire pit, I'll jump in"

"Why? What are you doing?"

"It's all your fault, you stole my heart and took away my soul. If you don't come today, if you still treat me so coldly, I'm afraid I'll do something stupid! Come! Hold me, kiss me! I miss you! All I think about is you, and all I dream about is you. I just want to be nice and crazy with you for once in my life!"

"no! Miho! Something will definitely happen if this continues!"

"What happened? I know the worst thing that can happen is a belly. If this happens, I don’t want you to be responsible. I have a partner, so why don’t I just ask him to marry me as soon as possible?"

"you——"

"Don't worry, you are an educated youth, and we are all country girls. For such things, we are more cautious than you and know how to protect ourselves."

I really made one wrong step after another. Who taught me to do that to others in a daze? Now my life is really in the hands of others. This feeling and love, even if it is true, is heavy and makes me Feeling extremely scared

"All right! I promise you that I won't make you angry anymore, but I can't love you with all my heart, and I can't have any consequences with you. I know that sooner or later you will regret it and hate me. But that’s all I can do, I can’t lie to you"

"say what? I have already thought about these things. We often talk about you together. We country girls have a bad life, but we are not bad-hearted or greedy. We all believe in fate and accept it!"

"What? You four little girls, you——"

"yes! The four of us were the little girls you fished out of the lake together. We all think that you are the one sent by God to rescue us, and we all regard you as a noble person in this life. No matter what you do to us, we will love you wholeheartedly for a lifetime"

"Just talk about yourself, don't involve them all"

"what? For such a long time, all of us have been obsessed with you. We can’t eat well and can’t sleep. Don’t you feel anything at all?"

"You - don't joke, don't scare me. I saved the four of you that day, but it was very accidental. It will be the same for everyone who meets you. It has nothing to do with whether you like it or not."

"When you saved us, it had nothing to do with whether we liked you or not. But later, you and Wu Wenyan fell in love and went to cram school with us. This is no longer a coincidence, right? In the following period, these things allowed us and you to truly understand each other and get to know each other. In this way, we were completely conquered and captured by you."

"How is this possible? Wen Yan and I—me and you—I treat you as friends and sisters!"

"You are a good person and very decent. Wen Yan told us all this. At first, a few of us thought that you thought Wen Yan was easy to bully, so we dated her just to act like a gangster. However, you are not like this at all. You and Wen Yan are dating just to help her. You two have never even held hands until now."

"I was just here to help her, let alone take advantage of others' danger."

"But the more you act like this, the more guilty, miserable and heartbroken you make us feel. We country drinkers are born so pitiful and pitiful, and have never been truly loved by anyone. Our parents only think of us as losers who trade for alcohol. Men only think of us as hens who can lay eggs. Many times, we ourselves ask, why do we come to this world? Why do we still live? What are we living for?"

"Miho! You are all so young, how come you have these weird thoughts in your mind? Life is beautiful, life is precious, life is still long, we must cherish it and live well"

"Those days in the cram school were also the happiest time in our lives as little girls. We girls all thought that we could always be your friends and confidants like this. However, our dreams were soon shattered. For this reason, you actually made up your mind to completely sever ties with us, cut off our contacts, cut off the root of the problem, and avoid any trouble."

"I don't want to either, and I'm very sad. But I do as the Romans do. I can't be friends with you. Being friends with you is just playing with fire. It will harm others and yourself, and you will be shattered into pieces."

"Since we can't be friends and confidants in a formal way, we can only make mistakes and engage in crooked ways."

"This is more dangerous and more sinful!"

"Will not. We all have more experience in country life than you. The more upright and upright you are, the more likely you will be exposed to jealousy and plotting; the more secretive and covert you are, the more likely you are that no one will dare to pursue you, and the safer you will be."

"how come? This is impossible!"

"It's possible! Let's just say that if we two want to be friends openly and openly interact with each other, there is no way for us to do it. We will be spread by rumors and rumors in no time. Well, we are sneaking around now. As long as we are not caught red-handed, if anyone dares to fart, I will tear his mouth open. It was the right time and the right place for such a sneaky person in the countryside. Who would be caught red-handed? Unless you are a fool. So tell me, is it more dangerous to be friends openly or to do bad things secretly?"

"According to you, being a good person is worse than being a bad person?"

"In the countryside, everything is fake, including life. A good guy on the surface may be a bad guy secretly; a bad guy on the surface may be a good guy secretly. We all believe that you are the latter type"

"No! You are wrong, I am the former type of person you mentioned, I am a bastard! I bullied you like that just now! I hate myself!"

"Just now - how did you bully me just now? Just now we couldn't help it, we liked each other. If you continue to pretend to be a gentleman with me, you are bullying me!"

"But, I really shouldn’t do that to you, I can’t do that to you"

"Why?"

"I can't get along with you, let alone have a relationship with you. The best we can do is be good friends. If I treat you like that, I'm bullying you!"

"If you bully, bully! I like it, I do! I have never dreamed of being bullied by you like this"

"Miho——"

"For those of us who are winemakers in the country, our marriage partners are all children, and they are all decided by the matchmaker according to the orders of our parents. In this life, I have only known men and women, and I have never known what love is. It is you who let us know that in this life, in addition to men and women, having children, there is also the love between men and women, and the feelings between men and women. We four little girls are the most restless now, but in the countryside where we live, love to us is like the moon and clouds hanging in the sky. In fact, at first we regarded you as the moon and clouds in the sky. That is to say, because of the cram school, the distance between you and us has become closer and closer, and we can see you more and more clearly. We all know in our hearts that to us, you are still the moon and clouds hanging in the sky. But we are no longer fantasizing and looking up to you, but eagerly trying to bathe in your warmth and light. Therefore, we are like moths to the lamp now, we would rather spend all our lives in exchange for your warmth. Even if it is your charity, we will die happily."

"Miho! sorry! It's all my fault for causing you so much pain"

"Your mistake? What mistake did you make? You fished us out of the lake, were you wrong? You set up cram schools for us to teach us knowledge, culture, and ideological horizons. Are you wrong? You are so upright, kind, friendly and compassionate to us, are you wrong?"

"I was wrong! I made you misunderstand, I made you blind; I made you daydream, I made you obsessed——"

"That's our fault too, it's reality's fault! Your kindness, sympathy, pity, and distress to us all come from the heart, and we can all truly feel it. You also sincerely like us four girls, but you just can't give us more love. We all know and understand these. We know that it is impossible to be fair and reciprocal with you, and we also know that there is no result in getting entangled with you. But these can't stop us from flying to the lamp"

"Miho! Don't think everything is too good. I'm not what you say or think. The reality is cruel, I am also a very ordinary and ugly man. What you just said makes me even more frightened and frightened. I have sinned against you, and I am willing to let you do what you want. But for these little girls, I hope you can advise them on my behalf and never do anything stupid again. If I have offended or owed them anything, I can only repay it in my next life!"

"Brother Hao Bin! If you regard my feelings and obsession with you as my punishment for you. I can also stop looking for you from now on. Mifu is timid, Wenyan has low self-esteem, and Lingzi is bold and restrained. Don't worry, they feel aggrieved and will only feel sad. I am the most shameless and least afraid of death. Fortunately, I have said everything I need to say and done everything I need to do today. I will die without regrets! I won’t pester you so shamelessly anymore."

After Mi He finished speaking, he slowly moved his body to get up and leave.