Fantasy world

At the construction site, we started to pack up our tools, pack our luggage, and head home. Yu Ruonan suddenly found my place. The young adults who lived and ate together in the bay should all know Yu Ruonan, and they seemed to be full of curiosity about Yu Ruonan's sudden arrival. Everyone in the room looked at us with inexplicable expressions. It felt like the two of us had just been caught red-handed doing something shameful, which made Yu Ruonan and I shudder at the same time.

I glanced at the expressions around me and quickly pulled Yu Ruonan away from the scene.

On the vast water conservancy construction site, there were suddenly no overwhelming crowds, and the situation seemed particularly deserted and desolate. The two of us strolled along the desolate construction site, stepping on the mud all over the ground.

"Your team - leaving today?"

"Aren't you leaving today?"

"The whole army is leaving today, and I still have to bring a few people with me."

"You have become a model in the county this time, and your progress should be rapid!"

"progress? Where to enter?"

"Of course, move forward step by step and move upward!"

"To advance from Youth League Secretary to Party Secretary, isn’t it still about repairing the earth to earn work points? What's the difference?"

"That’s not even possible! Maybe you can step into the county seat in one step, or be transferred to a commune as a cadre"

"Don't make fun of me, I don't have such a big dream. At this point, I don't even know what to do. Just messing around like this? You are not willing to accept it yourself; do you want to do it well? I don’t know where to exert my strength. That's all you can do, get angry with yourself and punish yourself"

"Sister Nannan! you——"

"I know! Many educated youths are making fun of me and looking down on me, but I——"

"No! I understand you! I also feel the feeling you mentioned."

"Hao Bin! We used to bully you a lot and look down on you a bit. A grown man always acts like a girl. But during this period of devolution, after not seeing each other for a few days, why did I suddenly feel that I missed you?"

"Yes - yes? I - I actually - ever since I was a child, I have always admired you. I simply admire and admire you."

"screw you! I see you haven't changed anything else, you just learned to be glib and make fun of people."

"I don't! What I said is true."

"So tell the truth, have you ever thought of me?"

"To be honest, I rarely think of you. However, I didn’t think of anyone else. I’m lazy and usually don’t like to think about anything."

"What happens next? Will you think about it in the future?"

"In the future - I hope you can make progress soon. If you become a high official one day, you will also take more care of us revolutionary comrades!"

"You’re not bad either! Although you failed to become a model worker in the county this time, you are still a model worker in the commune. As long as you continue to persist, you may progress faster than me!"

"Don't don't! I was not born this way, and I have never thought about it this way. I'm an advanced model, and I'm always opportunistic. If I were to risk my life for progress like you, I probably wouldn't be able to in my lifetime. I have always been a backward element, no matter where I am, I am willing to lag behind."

"never mind! I'm too lazy to talk nonsense with you! Hao Bin! Do you still remember that when we were young, the adults of our two families often made fun of us? In the past, I would get angry with anyone I heard making such a joke. But now that we are devolved and separated, I feel that I am still closer to you, and sometimes I feel uncomfortable! boring! I don’t want to talk to anyone. I want to talk to you, but you’re not around. I feel really disappointed"

"sister! But I - I really feel in my heart that you were born to be a leader, you are smart, capable and strong. And I was born with mud that can’t stick to a wall. I feel like we are never on the same level. I see you always looking up."

"I hate it. You still hold grudges now. Just say that I bullied you cruelly before, so you don’t want to find a chance to earn it back?"

"Don't dare! I’m still heartbroken when I see you! My legs are weak"

"Boring! I don’t care if you are really so afraid of me or you are pretending to be in front of me on purpose. We grew up in the same yard, and now we are both sent to this hellish place. From now on, we have to be closer than others. If you have anything to do, you can discuss it with someone, and you can take care of each other. dont you agree?"

"Of course, it should be!"

"This period of time is really tiring! Go back and have a good rest, and walk around a lot when you have free time!"

"Um! You come to my place to play when you have time, and I will also visit you when I have time."

"That's pretty much it!"

Yu Ruonan and I wandered around and chatted casually, and there was always a faint layer of sadness in our hearts. This was not separation or farewell, but a helpless confusion.