Farming and Reclaiming Wasteland, I Pampered Hou Ye In Ancient Times

My name is Chu Liu'er, I got my name because I was ranked sixth, and my father is the third son of a concubine in the Hou family.

We saw my grandfather and my grandmother very rarely because my dad didn't want to see them.

My father thinks he is superfluous, and the specific reason is not something that a child like me should know.

Under my father's self-discrimination, any concubine children of Sanfang are superfluous.

But they don't know that doing so will kill me, and even ruin me.

My father is not reconciled, he wants to change, he desperately wants to succeed, so he marries many women.

With many father-in-laws as his backers, he is not afraid that the sons of the Hou family will find fault with him.

My father has a good skin, and many official daughters want to marry him. My mother is a beautiful and smart woman.

My father also loved her very much at the beginning, and doted on her very much, but my father was too carefree.

The distance between him and my mother grew farther and farther, and finally he got tired of it.

He started to neglect my mother, and even my son stopped paying attention.

My father is also a selfish person, he only values ​​himself, he doesn't care about other people's life or death.

Not to mention the feelings of us concubine children. When I was five years old, I started to depend on my mother and younger sister for life.

Because my mother was very sad, she was in poor health after giving birth to my younger sister and was always sick.

But in order to let us brothers and sisters be able to read and write, she has been persevering.

When I was nine years old, my grandfather and uncle were all killed in battle.

My father is even more disrespectful to the wife of the eldest son of the Hou Mansion, but my grandmother severely punished him.

So he suddenly brought back a woman, who was my mother's concubine sister.

She is only about sixteen years old, and she is quite pretty. My aunt doesn't dare to care about her, and my mother won't even refute my father.

I just took my sister and I to live alone and live our own lives behind closed doors.

At that time, my mother's body was already very weak, and she didn't have the energy to fight.

I also watched helplessly, her concubine sister often came to provoke my mother, and I was so angry that I wanted to beat her.

My father once loved my mother, and I never doubted his sincerity.

It's just that my father is a selfish person, he forgets the old love when he has a new love.

Ever since he neglected my mother and my siblings, he began to like other women, and he only had eyes for those women.

During those days, my mother was very sad, I was very angry, and my father was very indifferent to my mother.

Every time my mother looks at my father disappointedly, my mother is a very kind person, she never blames anyone.

She never said anyone was wrong to her, she always endured all this in silence, which made me feel extremely angry.

My mother loves us very much, but I am useless at all. My father has a new love, so he doesn't care about my mother.

As a result, the servants in the mansion worshiped the high and stepped on the low, and they didn't even prepare good meals for my mother.

During that time, my mother was in great pain. She didn't know how to touch my father's heart and make him treat our brothers and sisters better.

But my father keeps looking for new lovers, he has many wives and concubines, and has many children, who can he treat well.

My mother left in such a sad way, leaving behind me at the age of twelve and my sister at the age of eight.

My sister is a very timid girl, unlike me, she has the courage to resist, she just hides in a corner and cries secretly.

She can't even say a flattering word, but I know that she is just inferior, not stupid.

My mother left, my father had already forgotten about our siblings, my mother's death dealt a huge blow to our siblings.

During that time, we hardly dared to show up at Lord Hou’s Mansion, not even my grandmother’s.

Because of my grandfather's death, my grandmother didn't take much care of the affairs of the Hou Mansion.

I still ask my father occasionally, but my father's attitude is very cold.

My father and my first brother Chu Lijie hated my grandmother very much. In fact, I feel that my grandmother and Mrs. Shizi did not abuse our third wife.

I have been very sensible since I was a child, and I listen to my grandmother very much. Although we are the sons and daughters of the concubine, we are also favored by my grandmother.

But my father hated my grandmother and didn't allow us to have more contact. I was afraid of him, so I could only hide in my own yard.

I also have a few brothers and sisters, they are very well-behaved and never disobey me.

When I was fifteen years old, we were exiled from the Houfu, and at the beginning I felt it was worse.

Unexpectedly, a better life is ushering in us. I brought a few younger brothers and younger sisters to eat and drink spicy food with my cousin.

My cousin married a young wife who is one year younger than me. She is very beautiful and kind.

Out of her tolerance and care for her younger brothers, she made me feel unprecedented warmth.

I was gradually lost in that warmth, and my heart was also trapped in that tolerance.

Since ancient times, heroes have been saddened by beauty, not to mention that an insignificant person like me will naturally fall in love with the beautiful cousin.

My sister-in-law in the lobby is not only beautiful, but also very capable, especially the kindness she shows to us fascinates me.

When any man sees such a woman, he will feel admiration in his heart.

Then, my sister-in-law in the lobby may become the white moonlight in the hearts of men.

But a man can't help but miss her, so he naturally embraces me. A man's love is a secret love.

But men generally regard this secret thought as their first love that they never forget.

Men are more rational in love, but on this point, they are not as rational as women.

Women tend to think this way, they feel that only the person they are in love with is the person they are in love with.

Women believe that the object of their first love must have had an ambiguous relationship with themselves, so it becomes their first love.

But men feel that as long as they have the other party in their hearts, then the other party is the woman they have loved in this life.

Even if he didn't get the other party, he already had her in his heart.

That's what I think, my cousin sister-in-law is something I can't reach, and it's the first thought that's always buried in my mind.

Therefore, I always feel that I love her to the bone, but in fact this is just an illusion.

I always feel that if I can be with her, I must treat her well.

But there is a saying like this: "What you can't get is always the best."

At the beginning, I thought it was when I couldn't get her that I thought she was good in everything.

However, when I don't want to get married or contact any opposite sex for ten years, I don't think so.

Men know men best, so I found out that there are men like me who miss my cousin.

But they didn't last long and got married, and I despised them while being happy.

What do you say about love? It’s not about marrying a wife and having children. I later learned that a man will love at least two women in his life.

Some men even fall in love with more women, but the one they can't get is the one they love the most.

After my cousin found out what I was thinking, he sent me out of the capital to manage his group of newly subdued old subordinates.

Everyone there is older than me, so you can imagine how difficult my job is, but I enjoy it.

Since I was exiled, I have lived happily and with dignity, all of which my cousin sister-in-law taught me.

She loves my cousin very much, so she loves Wujiwu and takes good care of us brothers and sisters.

I shouldn't have other thoughts about her, but I can't control my heart, no matter how I control it.

The younger sister of my mother has also found her own happiness, and my concubines and concubines are all married.

But I don't want to get married at all, I just want to protect the obsession in my heart.

After the Xuanyan Dynasty stabilized, I took the initiative to ask for instructions to go to the Nanman to subdue the Nanman saint who wanted to take the opportunity to stand up.

As a result, I was poisoned by the saintess there. At that time, I thought I was going to die in Nanman like this.

But I thought, even if I die, I will kill the person who threatened my cousin and her before going to hell.

I struggled with various poisons of the Nanman saintess, and finally I defeated the saint with perseverance, and she died of the poison.

I thought it was God who refused to take me away and gave me a chance to survive.

In the end, I learned that the jade pendant my cousin gave me was specially made by him with medicine to defend against various poisons.

And I heard from my cousin that as long as he helps, all Gu worms will automatically stay away.

So I searched for the source of the poison in Nanman, and wiped out the power of the saint in one fell swoop.

But I know that my cousin doesn't have that ability, so my cousin must have prepared it.

I know it was prepared by her for my cousin, but I am still very excited to use it on me.

Afterwards, I stayed in Nanban until October, during which many things happened and I took care of them.

But I didn't want to go back to the capital, so I took the initiative to ask my cousin that I would go to the most remote mountainous area in Nanban to do poverty alleviation work.

Naturally, my cousin was very happy to see the results, and he kindly gave me a large amount of funds and materials for poverty alleviation.

People in mountainous areas rely on mountains to eat mountains, and water to eat water. I rely on the experience of my cousin and sister-in-law.

So I have succeeded in raising those mountainous areas, so that they can live comfortably.

After five years like this, one day I met an old man in Nanban, he was Chen Xi's grandfather.

At that time, he was very optimistic about me and insisted on helping me keep the media, but I was naturally unwilling.

Every day he tells me how outstanding his granddaughter is, but I have been indifferent.

After going through this for a year, I didn't let go, and Chen Xi didn't see me either.

To be precise, I haven't seen her, but she has seen me several times.

It took me a year to build their village almost.

Chen Xi knew that I was leaving, so she ran out to see me because she was unhappy, but when I saw her face, it was as if I had been struck by lightning.

She looks exactly like my mother, and I can't help but think of my mother who died young.

I have a very deep relationship with my mother, so I have a kind of good face towards Chen Xi.

At first, Chen Xi thought that I fell in love with her because I treated her differently, what a smart person I am.

Naturally, I would not let this kind of misunderstanding happen, so I told her: "You look a lot like my mother, so I would like to be friends with you."

But I told them very clearly, "I can't marry a woman who is exactly like my mother."

The grandparents and grandchildren had nothing to do, but they still followed me and said they were my relatives.

Their grandparents and grandchildren are very persistent in helping the poor everywhere with me, and they said that they have nothing to worry about.

Wherever I go, they will go with me, and the grandparents and grandchildren will never talk about my marriage.

This made me let go of my fortifications and treat their grandparents and grandchildren as relatives, and we live together.

When I met Chen Xi, his grandfather and grandson, I was already twenty-seven or eight years old, and Chen Xi was seventeen.

She has always refused to find a man to marry, and she hugged my arm carelessly and called her big brother.

I thought she had no idea about relationships between men and women, and I had no idea about any woman.

Of course, the white moonlight that covered me is an existence that I cannot desecrate, so I have no ripples for all women.

In this way, the three of us went to many mountainous areas to help the poor, and passed five years in a mediocre manner.

My cousin and sister-in-law have traveled around the world, and I just want to go back to the capital to help my young imperial nephew.

I think I can't delay Chen Xi, who looks like my mother, so I don't agree to take her back to the capital.

I hope she stays in the local area and finds a good man to marry and have children, "Chen Xi, brother help you find a good man to marry."

"You're not my real brother, so why should I listen to you? If I want to find a man, I'll go to Xuanyan Capital City."

Her voice is clear and sweet, but full of stubbornness. After all, she has lived with me for many years, so just follow her.

"Chen Xi, I'm doing it for your own good. Those rich men and boys in the capital are used to it, so it's not suitable for you, a simple girl."

I tried to persuade her earnestly, but she still shook her head stubbornly and said stubbornly.

"I never thought about what you said. I don't like them. I just like you alone."

Her words made me very helpless, but I was more determined to decide not to take them with me.

"I've already decided on this matter, and I won't take you there." My attitude was also very firm.

"Okay, then I'll cook for you. After the last meal, you can go."

Her attitude is also very firm: "In this case, don't regret it."

She dropped the harsh words, turned and ran away.

I looked at her back running away, and shook my head helplessly. I didn't mean not to agree to her, but I really couldn't agree.

She doesn't understand, and I won't tell her, the secret thought in my heart is the untouchable web.

But I never dreamed that such a simple girl would put medicine in the food.

My willpower is so firm, even the poison can't do anything to me, but I was surrounded by Chen Xi who has been by my side for six years.

Put me to sleep, I was so angry that I wanted to kill her, but she said she might be pregnant.

So we lived in the mountains, and I never talked to her again, and she really hit the spot.

Her belly is getting bigger and bigger, what else can I do, I can only marry her.

After getting married, she was cautious and often overworked, and her body couldn't bear it.

It is very dangerous to give birth in this poor mountainous area, so I can only guard her there.

After giving birth, I couldn't put it down when I saw the beautiful daughter, so I took her mother, daughter and grandfather back to the capital...

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