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Chapter 230 Extra Episode 1 Gu Tingfeng's Regrets
My name is Gu Tingfeng. I have grown up in a deep house and compound since I was a child. I know very well that in this world, no matter what you want, you must pay the price.
Before I was eight years old, my mother was my God. She used her frail body to support the lives of our brothers and sisters. However, when I was eight years old, my father's concubine came to my door. From then on, my mother's life became more and more difficult.
stand up.
But I was too young at that time and couldn't do anything but let my mother be killed. Before her death, my mother had been bedridden all year round with no one around her. Her body had become extremely weak, as if the wind had blown her away.
She seemed to be falling ill, but my father never came to see my mother. He accompanied Aunt Lin to have fun in the small courtyard every day.
From that time on, I decided that in the future, I would definitely make my father regret it, keep this family under my control, and let my sister grow up without any worries.
Later, when my grandmother came back, Aunt Lin did not become the mistress of the Gu family as she wished. Seeing my grandmother scolding my father harshly, I knew that rights are such an important thing.
I began to try my best to play the role of a qualified heir apparent and a good grandson in the eyes of my grandmother. Only in this way can I gain my grandmother's love and give my brother and sister a chance to breathe in this cannibalistic Gu Mansion.
I have suppressed a lot of my temperament. I can't have anything I particularly like, and I can't show my thoughts casually, because if there is a flaw, Gu Mingcheng and Aunt Lin will have an opportunity to take advantage of it.
Until that girl appeared, she seemed different from all of us. She seemed obedient, but she had her own unique way of doing things.
The first time I noticed her was actually earlier than I thought. She and her daughter, the talented girl from the Yan family, fooled the eldest daughter of the Su family around and embarrassed her in public.
Later, I never thought that she would save Xiaoyue. Seeing her casually teaching the thugs who came to kidnap Xiaoyue, there was no trace of fear in her eyes.
At that time, I only thought that she would be a very good maid and could protect Xiaoyue very well.
It wasn't until she studied the dead so skillfully that I felt for the first time that she was actually more powerful than I thought. She knew a lot. Although she didn't change her treatment of the dead, she had enough knowledge to treat other people.
Kindness.
At that moment, I knew that I couldn't keep her. Sooner or later, she would leave Gu Guogong's mansion to open up a new world for herself.
In order to let her contact me, I deliberately gave her my best store. Sure enough, I became her partner. At that time, I was actually attracted by it, but I thought I was just curious and didn't
I didn't take my feelings seriously. Maybe it was because of the suppression of my feelings for so many years that I actually didn't know what I wanted.
The war came so suddenly, as if it was destined. I decided to go north to join the battle. During those months at the border, my thoughts were like a worm, eating away at me bit by bit.
With my willpower, I began to think of that girl constantly, that girl who was always bright.
When she faces me, she always carries a formulaic respect. That kind of respect is not engraved in her body. Most of the time, she looks at my life and all the things I have done like a bystander.
Everything she did seemed to be expected.
Several times, when I tried hard to accomplish something, I actually wanted to see approval from her eyes.
So, I started to dream, and the protagonists in the dream were, without exception, her and me. I dreamed that we lived together in a farmhouse in the countryside, and she was teaching the children how to feed chickens and ducks, while I was doing repairs.
Our house, but after waking up from the dream, I knew very well that this could only be a dream. This scene that Xu Zhiyi once dreamed of was something I could not give her. Even if I reached the highest position, I could not give her what she wanted.
.
Then, soon, I dreamed that I was getting married. She was the bride. She was wearing a bright red wedding dress and looked at me with a smile. Then I hugged her and spent a wonderful wedding night, but
When she woke up the next day, she was gone, and the person next to her was Yan Suyu.
After waking up from this dream, I felt lost. In fact, I knew very well that my bride would probably only be Yan Suyu. The capital had already sent me a letter. In order to help me protect the Gu family, Yan Suyu moved into the Gu family alone. If I didn't marry her,
, this is unfair to her.
But in my heart I resented her, why did she care about my affairs? If she didn't care about it, maybe I would still have a chance to choose.
In order to defeat the enemy as soon as possible, I did not hesitate to risk my life and let the enemy think I was injured and risk attacking our camp. In the end, I won the bet.
On the day when my master returned to the court, I felt more excited than ever before. The horse under me was urged by me to run very fast. Zeqi kept reminding me to slow down from behind, but I just couldn't slow down. I just wanted to see him soon.
to her.
It turned out that I was right to hurry up that day. If I had been a little later, maybe I wouldn't have seen her. The man was standing in front of her with a knife, and she fell to the ground. All I saw at that time was her.
He had a panicked expression, so he didn't care and shot the man to death on the street.
Blood spattered on her face, but she was still the same as I remembered, calmly wiping the blood off her face, and then just said a simple sentence: "Are you back?" But it made me really feel that I was home.
.
I hesitated not to leave her side, but my grandmother asked Xiaoyue to come over, and I had to go home.
I didn't expect my love to be so obvious. It was so obvious that Yan Suyu noticed it. She was very considerate and said that she could accept being an equal wife with Xu Zhiyi. I just felt that there was a lot less burden in my heart, but at the same time, I was also a little uneasy.
Deep down I know very well that she probably won't accept it.
After I really said it, when she really didn't accept it, the loss in my heart was so obvious, but she didn't notice it at all, and even sent Xingchen and Xingyao back. She no longer accepted any of my kindness.
Keep your distance from me and even give me your house.
That was the first time I felt powerless from the bottom of my heart. Just like when I was eight years old, I couldn't save my mother, and I couldn't capture her heart. With the last trace of luck, I went to the temple in the middle of the night.
When I found her wishing card on the wishing tree and saw that strange name, I knew that my last bit of luck was gone and she had never belonged to me.
So after I got married, I never inquired about her again. I wanted her to disappear completely from my life. This would make me feel better and would be fairer to Yan Suyu.
But when I got news about her again, what I learned was that she left the capital and went to live in seclusion in a place no one knew about, perhaps with that man named Jiang Muye.
My heart aches, but looking at Yan Suyu who still insists on taking care of her family affairs every day after becoming pregnant, I can't say anything. Maybe this is the reason why I lost to Jiang Muye. I have too many responsibilities and obligations, and I can't do them.
As long as you stay with her and leave, I hope she can live happily with the person she loves in the world she likes. May she always have a smile on her face!
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