fate: I tear up the heroic spirit

In the quiet park, the children went home because of the snow.

But there is a figure sitting on the park seat.

She stretched out her tender white little hand and watched the dancing snowflakes fall in her palm and melt instantly.

She was like a child waiting for her parents to take her home.

But what about her home?

She doesn't have a home, she's just a homeless child.

"Isn't it cold to sit here?"

Shirou Eimiya walked up to her and unfastened his coat and gently draped it over her.

I didn't expect to meet Sha Nina here.

The snow-like silver hair, angelic cute face, ruby beautiful pupils, and long eyelashes set off these beautiful big eyes.

It's so similar, almost identical to Illya.

"I don't want it!"

Sha Nina put the coat over her body on the chair, and she stood up and didn't look at Shirou Emiya with a small face.

After a moment of silence, she spoke again: "Are you here to kill me?" "

They are all participants in the Holy Grail War, the masters of the fifth Holy Grail War, and they are hostile relationships, but at this moment, the other party's behavior is incomprehensible to Sha Nina.

Obviously an enemy, why can't he feel even a trace of killing intent on his body?

"I won't kill you." Shirou took a deep breath, not knowing why, his heart was trembling, and said, "Never." "

Is it because of Illya?"

"You don't have to be like this, Illya is Illya, Sha Nina is Sha Nina, we are two completely different people, I don't know you, and I have nothing to do with you..." Sha Nina

fell silent again, and then said: "We are enemies, even if you want to kill me, I can completely understand."

"Without saying that, how long have you been in Fuyuki City?" You must not have had a good time in Fuyuki City, right?

Shirou Emiya didn't seem to want to talk about that, and he asked with a smile.

Sha Nina was silent and did not get an answer, and Shirou Emiya took Sha Nina's small hand and walked towards the street.

Sha Nina wanted to resist, but she was too petite and weak, Eimiya Shirou increased the strength in his hand, but he was afraid of pain, and the strength in his hand was loosened a little, Sha Nina no longer resisted, and let Emiya Shirou pull him.

At this moment, they are like a disobedient sister walking on the road holding hands by her brother.

Night had completely fallen, and twilight shrouded the entire city of Fuyuki.

This illuminated Fuyuki City shows another side of its prosperity.

"Would you like to try the seabream yaki?" Both Illya and Sakura love to eat.

Shirou Emiya said with a smile.

"Don't!"

Shanina resisted a little.

She didn't understand why the person in front of her was doing this, was there any need for these meaningless things?

Shirou Emiya just smiled and set his eyes on the clerk at the front desk.

"Hello, I want two portions of seabream yaki."

Soon, Shirou Emiya squatted down and handed the sea bream yaki to Sha Nina.

"Try it, it's delicious, and if you come to Fuyuki City, you must try the taste of sea bream yaki here."

Shirou Emiya's gaze met Sha Nina's.

Shanina avoided Shirou Emiya's gaze, and she set her eyes on the seabream yaki, which seemed to smell good, the aroma of cream.

After hesitating for a moment, she took the seabream from Shirou Emiya.

With a light bite, it was a taste that had never been tasted before.

"Hmm... Delicious!

Sha Nina's eyes lit up, she had never eaten this kind of food, she didn't expect to buy such delicious things on the street.

"It's delicious, isn't it?"

Shirou Emiya looked at Sha Nina with a smile on his face and said, "There is also takoyaki over there, and it tastes very good."

This time took Sha Nina's small hand, and she did not resist again.

"Is this your sister? It's so cute. "

Some clerks praised Sha Nina.

"Yes, of course my sister is cute."

Shirou Emiya responded with a smile.

"I..."

Shanina tried to say that I am not your sister, but for some reason she couldn't say it.

Sitting on a chair in the park, Shanina wrapped in Shirou Emiya's coat, and she took small bites of the food in her hand.

At this moment, she experienced a mood that she had never felt before.

Is this what happiness feels like? It's really fun.

It's obviously just such a simple thing, why do I feel so satisfied and happy?

Shirou Eimiya just quietly watched Sha Nina eat food, looking at her simple and cute appearance, but his heart gradually became complicated.

Once again, pain spread in my heart, like an unstoppable tide.

"What was it like at Einz Belen Castle? Shanina?

Shirou Emiya took a deep breath and sat down next to Sha Nina.

Sha Nina's eyes were calm, but her face became cold, this was not indifference to Shirou Emiya, but the environment she was in, and everything she had experienced made her habitually show this indifference.

She is not Illya, and Illya has Mom and Dad.

Although if Shirou Emiya hadn't taken Illya, Illya's end would have been extremely tragic.

Mother will die, father will die, but Illya has had a father and mother since birth.

But Shanina didn't.

She's just a meaningless substitute, a machine, a doll.

I have never felt what maternal love is, and I have never known what fatherly love is.

No one cared about her, no one gave her love.

This is a bit similar to Alice Phil, but later Alice Phil has her own husband and has her own children, and she is no longer a doll.

But what about Sha Nina?

She still has nothing.

Born already doomed to such a fate, a doll as a substitute, she has nothing, no meaning.

"Every day is the same, I practice magic on time, at the beginning my body often has to be cut open and bandaged, it really hurts, but then I get used to it... But only when it hurts, I feel like I'm alive... Nothing..."

Shanina shook her head.

The cold Einz Belen Castle, even no one could speak, she was so lonely.

Shirou Emiya's nose was sour, and the corners of his eyes were a little moist.

He couldn't imagine what kind of numbness Shanina had been in to this day.

Why did she endure so much loneliness, so much pain?

The most terrifying thing is that she came to this world alone, unable to find any meaning in living, so lonely that the world seemed to leave her alone.

"It's all my fault,

Sha Nina..." Shirou Emiya hugged Sha Nina tightly.

The moment she saw Sha Nina, the moment she understood her existence in this world, self-blame and pain had taken root in her heart.