final doomsday

Chapter 206 Dream Catcher

What is a dream?

After thinking thousands of times, I still can't get the answer. But if you can't get the answer by relying on yourself, then wouldn't it be better to go to Baidu. According to Baidu Encyclopedia, dreams have three meanings. The first one is ideal, but they are different.

In ideals; the second is desire; the third is ideals that can be realized in dreams.

After seeing such an answer, I became even more confused.

Ideal? I once had. When I was a child, my ideal was to be a freelance photographer. I wandered around the corners of the world every day and shot the pictures that shook my heart. But when I grew up, I realized that I couldn’t do this.

I am the only child in the family and I have parents who need to be filial. That ideal is selfish, so I gave up on it.

Is it longing? I don't seem to have. Desire means urgent hope, eager hope, just like when I'm very thirsty, I have never worried about material needs. What about feelings? Family,

I have my parents who love me; friendship, I have my close friend Xu Tianqing who can talk about anything; love, I have my brother Xu whom I have a crush on.

I'm already satisfied.

So, is it the ideal that can be realized in dreams? I think it is not. Yes, becoming a freelance photographer is indeed my ideal, but when I grew up, I suddenly realized that it is not only the scenery that shakes my heart

.In fact, many trivial things in life can also shock me, but these pictures do not need to be retained with cold videos.

As long as you have this memory in your heart, it is enough.

So, what exactly is a dream?

I really want to have a dream that belongs to me...

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"Brother..." Xu Tianqing looked helplessly at her brother who was crawling towards the Holy Grail desperately, and her tears had already burst.

She can't do anything.

She is neither a master nor a servant, and the Holy Grail does not allow her to interfere with the normal progress of the Holy Grail War without authorization. Not only her, but everyone around her is like this. Fitt, Pachuli, Zhenyi, Luo Ya, Liu

Li, all of them could only stand there and watch, sadly and desperately.

What about being allowed to move?

Chu Yuan and Joan of Arc were seriously injured and dying, and Brenheld could only shake his wings from time to time to prove that she was still alive. In order to protect them, Galami was shattered by Xu Tianshi's dragon roar and fell down with blood all over her body.

Caster Tamamomae and Saber Nero also tried their best to protect them, but now they are also unaware of life and death.

The final belonging of the Holy Grail was only between two inhumans with only half of their bodies.

The blood dragged two long traces on the ground, and the flesh and blood fragments and the wreckage of internal organs remained on the trace bit by bit.

They can't feel it.

The belief in their hearts supports them and quietly consumes the few remaining lives.

The moment their hands touch the Holy Grail, faith fulfills its mission. Without faith, they have no reason to live.

Perhaps, there will never be a winner in this Holy Grail War.

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My father named me Liuli because he wanted me to be as crystal clear and flawless as Liuli? The dazzling glass, the glass that is cared for in the palm of his hand, is the focus of everyone's attention, and has always been the focus of his sight.

Unfortunately, I haven't become that kind of person. I'm very ordinary, without confidence, without a sense of existence, and have been staying in a corner where no one has ever been around.

This is the real me.

I also want to make friends, and I also want to be a person like my name.

However, I can't do it.

From elementary school to junior high school, I have been studying in ordinary schools. I also understand what my father meant. He hoped that I could grow up in an ordinary environment and did not want me to get into the bad habits of those playboys. But,

Every time the friends I make are good at the beginning, but gradually change. They are greedy for my parents' money, and they regard becoming my friends as a kind of conquest.

I later realized what they meant. They longed for a material life that would satisfy them, and at this time I appeared. How many boys who pursued me were because of me and not my family? None of them were there.

They can't give me what I want, but I can give them what they want.

My feelings were trampled on again and again until they were completely exhausted.

I'm just an ordinary girl, and I don't want to be hurt...

But why, why are there always people who are trying to satisfy themselves by hurting me?

When I was in high school, I begged my father to take me to aristocratic school. I thought, no one would hurt me there, right? I could find real friends there, right?

I was still wrong.

There, my family background is very ordinary. I don’t know how to dress up, and I always cover myself with my long bangs.

No one will notice the ordinary me.

There are always people who chatted for a long time before they said to me in surprise: "Ah, so you are here?" There are also always people who ask the people next to me in confusion when announcing the results: "Who is that Liu Li? We

Is there that person in the class?" "It should be." "I just don't talk to that one all the time." "Ah, it's her."

Slowly, I became a shadow.

I was no longer hurt, but more hurt.

Until, I transferred to that school.

Until, I met my only close friend.

She always thinks about me and tries countless times to make others remember me. But I am not very proud, and every time I communicate with others, I ended in failure. She always tells me a lot, most of them

It was Brother Xu's business. She did not shy away from the fact that she loved her biological brother, and only treated me alone.

It was also at that time that I met Brother Xu, the boy who always had a cheerful smile. No matter what kind of treatment he was treated, he would deal with it with a rather careless attitude. He was isolated by everyone, and I was forgotten by everyone.

.We have a lot in common, but I don’t have a lot of them.

I want to stay by his side, like a moth flying into a fire, unrestrained.

I also know that his feelings for his sister have also surpassed the boundaries of ordinary siblings, and I have no hope of intervening in this life.

Ah, a secret love can satisfy me.

Tianqing always tells me that I am as crystal clear and flawless as glass. It is because the world does not understand my preciousness, not my fault.

However, glazed glass is brittle.

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Is your brother going to die?

Ahh, how could you survive if you were injured like that?

What if my brother dies?

Is it necessary for me to live in this world?

No, no, no!

But, even if I follow my brother, what's the point?

No……

I hate myself like this.

Unable to help my brother, I could only die cowardly.

Such a life, such a life...

Nothing meaning!

Ha, I think so much is useless.

Brother, you have to die together even if you die!

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I am very satisfied with my life.

I have everything. According to Brother Xu, I am the winner of my life, right?

But, I still have no dreams.

To be more precise, my dreams have been realized.

But my father said, and my mother also said that a life without dreams is incomplete, and such a person is also incomplete. People who live just for the sake of life cannot be called human beings, they are just walking corpses. As long as they are human beings, they will have dreams.

, Even if you just want a house and a perfect family, that is a kind of dream.

I didn't tell anyone about what I had no dreams, even my close friend and Brother Xu.

I don't want them to think I'm an incomplete person...

If they knew that I was a person who had no dreams, they would hate me very much, right?

I don't want to lose them, I don't want to lose anyone.

What is a dream?

No matter how I look for it, the answer never appears before me.

Hesitant, helpless, no one can help me.

Apart from……

Dream catcher.

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"The Holy Grail...is just a little bit short..."

"It's about to... it's about..."

The two of them were incomplete and their hands stretched out at the same time, with their fingers less than an inch away from the Holy Grail.

Within reach.

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I don't understand what the ability is, just like I don't know what the dream is.

I just need to know one thing.

Dream catcher, can capture other people's dreams for me and realize them.

By chance, I captured a person's dream. That person, like Brother Xu, likes to watch animations. His dream is also very simple, which is to engage in a Holy Grail War in this world, with heroic spirits, order spells, and

The war of the Holy Grail, the real war of the Holy Grail.

I don't understand those things, but I remember one thing.

The Holy Grail can realize people's wishes.

All...wishes.

Since all your wishes can be realized, can you give me a dream?

Can it be...

So--

Your dream will be realized by me.

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Xu Tianqing held the sharp blade in her hand tightly and stared at her brother.

The sharp blade has been ready for such a day.

Because, we are twins?

Since you are together, you will naturally be the same in death!

If you don't leave...

I will not give up!

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The Dream Catcher once told me that although it is an absolute ability, it also has corresponding restrictions.

As long as I find my true dream, it will leave me.

"Enough, enough..."

I know that everyone is not wrong. They fight for their beliefs and even their lives can be given up.

Everything is my fault.

If it weren't for me, the Holy Grail War wouldn't have happened, right?

If it weren't for me, Brother Xu wouldn't... like this, right?

If I die, will everything be restored to its original state?

If my death can really end all this, if my death can really restore everything to its original state, I would rather die!

I can't stand it anymore...

I don't want to be hurt anymore, but what did I do?

I have hurt more people despicable for myself.

I am not qualified to live like this!

Sorry, sorry, sorry...

Me, I just want to...

"My host, you have found your dream."

dream?

Ahh, it turns out that my dream has always been there.

So small, so insignificant.

A dream that has always existed but is hidden by my cowardice and inferiority complex.

I just want to live peacefully with everyone.

"Host, since you have found your true dream, my existence is meaningless. In this way, let me use a little abilities in the end..."

The Holy Grail disappeared like that.

Everything was restored to its original state, but the curse and memory of the participants were not eliminated.

After all, her last dream was just to live peacefully with everyone.

"Host, please grasp your dream..."