final doomsday

Chapter 83 The Devil’s Voice

Have you ever felt painful for being alive?

Have you ever hated this world?

If so, congratulations, you have the potential to become a real devil.

Strictly speaking, the group of demons led by Xu Tianshi in the vicissitudes of life version are not real demons. They long for death and their own end. They only want to destroy the end of the world, but do not want to destroy the beautiful memories hidden deep in their hearts.

Zhao Yu is different.

All life left to her was pain and hatred. Whether it was peaceful times or the end of the world, it was hell for her.

Her childhood was spent in quarrels between her parents and domestic violence. Whenever one of them was angry, she was the best punching bag. Even so, she still hoped to have a complete family. Once, she naively thought that as long as she had a good life

Studying and getting a grade that makes others jealous can restore her father's love and mother's love that she has never received.

She did.

Unfortunately, she only guessed the beginning, but not the ending.

The top three grades in grade were just a way for her parents to show off to relatives and friends. Nothing about her had changed.

Nothing.

On the contrary, her cousin, who used to get along well with her, became more and more alienated from her. It was a simple thing, because her cousin was always told, "Look at what your sister is doing."

Finally, in the second semester of her second year of junior high school, her parents divorced. Neither her father nor her mother wanted this child.

Their biological flesh and blood.

It's still a very simple thing, she is a burden, a burden because of their remarriage.

She had been away from home for a long time and had seen all kinds of people in society.

Then she was raped.

A girl who is alone is almost tempting others by saying: "Come and fuck me, come and fuck me."

That year, she thought she would never cry again.

In the end, she was taken home by her father. At that time, she still naively thought that she could get the long-lost father's love. What awaited her was endless beatings, scoldings and abuse. However, her father always looked down upon outsiders.

I'm pretending like I'm the victim.

She began to learn to hate, a shuddering hatred.

Her father is a stingy and greedy man, so she desperately squanders his savings. So what if I get beaten? So what if I get scolded? As long as I can make you unhappy, I will be happy!

Whenever it was quiet at night, the pain hidden under the pleasure of revenge was like ants, biting away at her fragile heart bit by bit.

She wants to die.

She just wants to die.

Junior high school, high school, college.

Little by little, her father's savings were taken away and eaten by her like a mouse.

She didn't understand why he had to pay so much for herself?

Why?

Why?

Could it be that he really has a father-daughter relationship towards him? His usual beatings and scoldings are just his poor way of expressing himself?

Her heart softened.

Forget it, forget it. Forgive him, he is your father. The inner voice encouraged her and tempted her.

She began to work-study, studying hard to get a scholarship to pay for the high tuition of three majors. Although it was hard and tiring, she endured it. She wanted to repay her father for raising her.

Everything is developing in a bright direction.

Until the first semester of college.

When she returned home, she suddenly received the news.

Grandma died, half a year ago. She had terminal cancer and it was not easy to survive for so long.

She was not deeply touched because her grandma had never lived with her. Her knowledge of grandma was limited to the two dollars she spent passing by her stall every morning in elementary school.

She didn't wonder why, she didn't even notify her when her grandma died.

During that holiday, her father was very kind to her, so good that she could not imagine it. Although he married a new wife, it was less than ten days after grandma died.

But it doesn't matter, I just want the father's love that belongs to me.

Until the will was in her hands.

That is grandma's will.

Grandma left her nothing but a house. Her father asked her to give him the house, saying that he bought it. Grandma was just sick and confused, so she gave the house to the wrong person.

Is this really the case?

She heard some gossip.

Gossips that chilled her heart beyond measure.

It was she who forced grandma to death. She was a cold-blooded person, and she didn't even come back to see grandma when she died.

The source of the rumor is my father.

Hahaha, she finally understood and understood everything.

It turns out that it was just for a house?

The reason why my parents divorced was because of that house. At that time, my father was afraid that my mother would take away a share of the family property, so he changed the name on the property certificate to grandma's.

That house is nominally grandma's, but grandma has never lived in it for a day.

She also understood why her father didn't keep her when her mother drove her away. It wasn't a ridiculous family harmony, it was just because her grandmother was in the way. He was a filial son in front of outsiders, but he was a cold-blooded man in his heart. Sometimes, he

You can go two months without visiting your grandma.

It turns out that everything is just a show, done for others to see.

After grandma left, her little daughter didn't want her either. She had no choice but to rent a house by herself. Living alone was too lonely, and she longed for her children to visit her.

Very few, very few.

So, she got a puppy.

Every month, she relies on the meager pension to support herself. Rent, water and electricity, food, drink, clothing, use... Which one does not need money? Even so, she will silently take out her old wallet every morning

Two one-dollar coins were handed to her granddaughter.

The granddaughter ran away from home, and it was she who persuaded her father to look for her. Unfortunately, her father just sat at home and did nothing, while grandma led the puppy around the city every day to look for her.

The granddaughter came back, and it was she who threatened her father with the house to support her granddaughter.

The granddaughter was afraid of having a stepmother, so she refused to let her father find another stepmother for her.

It’s grandma, it’s grandma!

Maybe the reason she survived for so long was to see her granddaughter before she died?

She didn't see it and died.

Ridiculous, ridiculous!

How ridiculous!

Why, why is this like this! Why didn’t I find out before! Why didn’t I know all this until my grandma died!

The tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop; the child wants to be raised but the relatives are not there.

Zhao Yu's heart was shattered.

She couldn't bear the poor performance her father put on in front of her. Don't you want this house? Don't you risk your life to get it? I want you to never get it for the rest of your life!

Not even death!

Zhao Yu roared crazily in his heart and burst into tears.

After returning to school, she stopped working and studying, and just asked for money from her family. Want a house? OK, give me living expenses, give me money!

Die, die, die to me!

future?

Zhao Yu knew that she didn't need a future.

She just wanted to kill her father before committing suicide.

alive?

It was pain and despair.

She only has hatred.

In 2012, she graduated from college.

Every day, every day, she had to endure all kinds of words from so-called relatives. They were sarcastic and emotional. They had only one purpose, which was to let her give up the house to her father who had paid so much for her.

One after another, one after another.

Her father was snickering.

She couldn't bear it and didn't want to bear it anymore.

On the day when the end came, she put sleeping pills in her meals. After her father and stepmother fell asleep, she carefully sealed the doors and windows and turned on the gas tank.

Die, die with me.

The only ones who died were her parents.

Because the end is coming.

She awakened her abilities and became an esper. The coming of the end is the end for some people, but it is the beginning for others. And she is ready to welcome a new life.

On the way to escape, she met a handsome man who had no awakening ability.

The man conquered her, both physically and mentally.

In 22 years, she fell in love for the first time.

until……

The man found a new woman.

The woman tortured her in various cruel ways. She was raped countless times, including by that man; her hand and hamstrings were severed by the man; her face was corroded by sulfuric acid.

The man moved his hands...

Her bloodline awakened.

The first generation direct blood descendant from the Queen of Pain.

Even among the bloodline awakeners and even demons, they can be regarded as the bloodline of the noblest among the nobles.

She was expressionless as she licked the blood from her hands.

Destroy the world?

I will.