Final fight

After Li Sa in the ward heard Yang Luo's footsteps leaving, he spoke out again to the person responsible for taking care of him this time: "Except for consultants, if anyone else comes to visit me... they will all come first.

reject."

"Mr. Li Sa, why are you doing this?" The caregiver just saw Yang Luo leaving the ward with a sad face, and he couldn't help but feel pity for this. "Representative Yang, a busy person can do this in his heart."

She rushed over to see you not long after your operation, which shows that she is really worried about your condition."

"It's because she's like this...that's why I can't let her come to see me again..." Li Sa frowned tightly, and then replied in a very helpless tone.

He thought that after Yang Luo confessed to him and then deliberately alienated her, she would let her give up. In this case, they might be able to be a pair of close friends who talk about everything as before.

And he was also trying hard to hypnotize himself, forget Yang Luo's confession, and just pretend that it had never happened. Similarly, Yang Luo obviously meant the same thing, and he never mentioned that time again in the subsequent interactions.

Confession. It seems that this has automatically been defaulted to a taboo topic between them. Once exposed and spoken out, the two of them will enter an embarrassing situation that is difficult to repair.

But before Li Sa went to Country E to carry out this dangerous mission that seriously injured his eyes, Yang Luo assumed that ambiguous attitude again. This made him couldn't help but think to himself at that time, it seems that

I really can no longer let go of the good feeling I have for Yang Luo, and I can't let Yang Luo continue to get close to me like this.

Otherwise, he feels that sooner or later he will no longer be able to strengthen his beliefs, and then he may actually become a murderer who hurts other people's feelings like his father and mother.

When he learned that his mother was a mistress who destroyed other people's families, and that his father was a man who betrayed his relationship with his first wife, this was a completely subversive blow to Li Sa, especially after learning these things.

The victim was the neighbor aunt whom he had always respected the most back then, and since he also had his favorite good friend Cheng Jie, Li Sa really felt that his existence was full of filth.

Although he has settled the feud with Chengjie now, he still keeps telling himself in his heart that he must not become a heartless man like his biological father, nor can he do anything just to satisfy his feelings like his biological mother.

Such wanton destruction of other people's feelings.

That's why he was so upset that he couldn't help but deliberately say such hurtful words to Yang Luo. In fact, God knows how sad he felt when he said those words.

Yang Luo is a woman he has always admired. He couldn't help but help Yang Luo, who had just arrived here, adapt to this base. It was also out of the inner appreciation and goodwill he felt when he first met her. So in

Seeing the look on her face after hearing his hurtful words, he really felt guilty.

In fact, Yang Luo didn't need to hear these words from him at all, because he always knew that Yang Luo cared about him and was always very measured and never did anything to make him feel embarrassed.

But just because Yang Luo was so good at doing things, Li Sa didn't know what to do with her.

After seeing the confusion written on Li Sa's face, the caregiver could understand his dilemma. After all, both Yang Luo and Zhao Ying waiting outside the door looked very different.

She is a very nice girl, and it is normal for ordinary men to find it difficult.

"It seems that being popular is not a good thing." The caregiver could only sigh, "But Mr. Li Sa, even if you reject Representative Yang, your fiancée shouldn't reject it, right?"

"No... don't let her in either..." Li Sa continued to frown and said, "I can't see her yet..."

"But she seems to really want to see you." The caregiver patiently added, "I heard that you haven't seen each other for many years. Don't you want to see her?"

"I don't want her to see me like this..." Li Sa could only find the most reasonable reason to excuse the caregiver. In fact, the main reason why he didn't want to see Zhao Ying was not because of this.

"Oh, that's right. She should be very worried if she sees you like this." The caregiver was not suspicious and accepted Li Sa's statement. After all, Li Sa had such concerns.

It's normal that there are a few men who can make the woman they love see such a powerless and vulnerable side of themselves.

"Yes." Li Sa immediately followed the caregiver's words.

After all, he couldn't directly say that he was unwilling to meet Zhao Ying now. One of the reasons was that he felt that he had no face to see her at all. The other reason was that he hoped that by ruthlessly rejecting her visit, she would give up the relationship with him.

An unconsummated marital relationship.

Although the relationship between the two was indeed stable before, and they had already reached the point of discussing marriage, if the zombie virus had not broken out and forced him to stay on the front line and fight, he might have actually married Zhao Ying at that time.

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But before the zombie virus broke out, he already lacked contact and communication with Zhao Ying. In addition, in the days after the zombie virus broke out, he even lost contact with Zhao Ying.

From that moment on, he felt that he was really not qualified to be with an outstanding girl like Zhao Ying, because he did not stay with her in the most critical time, but chose national justice and ran to the front line to save her.

Abandoned in a concentration camp for survivors.

He thought that Zhao Ying would be disheartened by him, and then find a man to start a new life. But he didn't expect that Zhao Ying would not hesitate to become a nurse in the preparation area of ​​the base for him, and even come to his door.

So he, who has always been cautious and conscientious, knew that he could no longer continue to put Zhao Ying aside like this, and he also really felt that he had to re-examine this relationship. He could not let Zhao Ying wait for him for so many years.

It's really behavior worse than an animal.

After thinking about this, Li Sa felt that he could not have these two women who really liked him now, because he felt that he was really despicable in dealing with feelings, so he was not worthy of them at all.

If this choice allows them to give up and find a happier destination, then he is willing to stay single for the rest of his life.

Of course, at this time, neither Yang Luo nor Zhao Ying understood Li Sa's entanglement and sadness. Especially Yang Luo couldn't understand why Li Sa rejected Zhao Ying like this. After all, Li Sa's behavior would make her uncontrollable.

She lived with hope, making her feel that she might still have a chance.

After all, when she was getting along with Li Sa, she could also feel that Li Sa did not reject her approach. Especially after he came back from country T after being seriously injured, she took care of him with all her heart, which made her feel

He seemed to be closer to Li Sa again.

But no matter what, she sticks to her principles. She doesn't want to interfere with Li Sa's judgment on her emotional belonging. She wants Li Sa to make the truest choice in her heart.

Even if Li Sa still chooses to be with Zhao Ying, she will hold the most sincere blessings. Because she feels that Li Sa's happiness is her happiness, so as long as Li Sa feels happy, that is enough.

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