First Lady of the Crown Prince

  Chapter 436 Confession (four more)

  When Princess Xinyang decided to raise him, he was just a baby, so naturally it is impossible to listen to her in person. Princess Xinyang later told him in person.

   "So that's the case." Gu Jiao said, "Then, does Xuan Pinghou know?"

Xiao Liulang lowered his eyes: "Knowing, it was after he was kind that made Princess Xinyang mistakenly believe that her son and the slave girl were taken away by the assassins and killed. It was not until four years ago that she knew the truth by chance-it turned out. She raised her son for 14 years for the murderous enemy."

  After that, Princess Xinyang collapsed.

  She has never forgotten that son, and never regarded Xiao Liulang as a stand-in for anyone. She is really raising Xiao Liulang as another son.

  She tried her best to teach him, and devoted all her efforts to train him to become the young master of the most brilliant capital.

  Because of this, she could not bear the blow of the truth.

  The slave girl is dead, so I can only kill your son!

  This is her demons and all her evil.

   "I was the last one to know." Xiao Liulang said calmly.

  He is calm on his face, and it is unclear whether his heart is so peaceful.

  Gu Jiao paused: "So the fire four years ago..."

  Xiao Liulang nodded: "She wanted to kill me, she wanted to die with me. It's a pity that something went wrong, and the person who was burned to death was not me. Long Yi came back and rescued her."

  He didn't say anything wrong, but Gu Jiao thought that it should be related to the real Xiao Liulang.

  He once said to her, if I am not the person you think, she thought he was referring to Xiao Liulang, but it turned out to be Xiao Heng.

He suppressed the huge pain in his heart and said, "Sometimes I wonder, why didn't the person who died back then was me? Why did I survive? How many lives do I have to carry on my body? A person like me... A dirty person like me!"

  Gu Jiao gently took his hand.

   "Miangong, you are not dirty."

   "Also, it's not your fault."

  The night is as cool as water.

  The house on Zhuque Street is quiet.

   Princess Xinyang woke up, Yujin entered the house with a pot of hot water, and said to her: "How does the princess feel?"

  Princess Xinyang sat on the head of the bed and asked faintly: "Did I just faint again?"

  Yu Jin said in fear: "Yes, fortunately, I fainted on the bed, otherwise it won't be good to knock it anywhere."

  Once Princess Xinyang fainted by the lake, it happened that Long Yi went out to work again, but Yu Jin didn't hold her back, and both fell into the lake with her.

  Princess Xinyang looked at the extra pinholes in the elbow socket, and almost guessed that Gu Jiao had come by: "The girl did something strange for me again?"

   Yujin smiled: "Thanks to Doctor Gu."

   Xinyang Princess muttered: "I don't know where she learned her weird ability?"

   Yujin waited for Princess Xinyang to wash her face, then took the pills left by Gu Jiao, and poured a cup of warm water to her: "Doctor Gu said that from today onwards, we will take one more medicine."

   "Hmm." Princess Xinyang has no objection, anyway, it's not bitter, just eat.

   Princess Xinyang took the medicine and was a little hungry.

Yujin went to bring a bowl of millet porridge, and moved the small coffee table to put it on the bed: "Doctor Gu told the kitchen to boil the millet porridge before leaving, saying that he would eat a little bit when the princess woke up. ."

   Princess Xinyang took a spoonful of millet porridge: "One bite, one doctor Gu, are you following her way or entering her demon?"

   Yujin smiled and sat down on the bed.

   Princess Xinyang did not want to eat a few mouthfuls of porridge, she still had no appetite.

   Yujin persuaded: "Eat more."

  Xinyang Princess rolled her face: "Stop eating."

   Yujin pushed the bowl in front of her: "Take another five bites."

   "...Oh, you."

   Princess Xinyang had no choice but to endure and eat more.

  After eating, seeing Yujin not leaving, she asked: "What? Is there anything else?"

   Yujin hesitated for a moment, and finally summoned the courage to say: "Princess, do you really... hate Master Xiaohou so much?"

  Princess Xinyang's expression faded: "What to mention him for?"

Yujin said, "You are in a bad mood when you come out of the medical hall. He is living so humiliatedly now, and it is more uncomfortable than death. If the princess really hates him, she should feel so happy to see him in such a situation. The princess fainted with sadness, princess, in your heart...you also care about Master Xiaohou, right?"

   "You're talking nonsense again." Princess Xinyang said, and then she put a spoonful of millet porridge into her mouth indiscriminately.

  Yujin has served her for many years, how can she not know her temperament?

Yujin said sadly: "I'm not talking nonsense. The princess did not set off the fire that year. The princess was relieved at a critical juncture. In fact, the princess has never let go of her mother-child relationship with Xiaohou. If so, why not princess Do you recognize Master Xiaohou? What happened back then was not his fault, he was just an innocent child. What happened back then was not the princess's negligence. The princess should stop torturing Master Xiaohou, and don't torture yourself again!"

  Princess Xinyang has a complicated look.

  She opened her mouth, she wanted to say something, then she gently put down the spoon in her hand and thought thoughtfully: "There was another person who set the fire back then, but I can't find out who he was. And..."

   "What else?" Yujin looked at Princess Xinyang.

   Princess Xinyang sighed and whispered: "Forget it, nothing."

  A few people returned to Bishui Hutong, and the third son drove the carriage back to the hospital.

  Gu Jiao hugged the sleeping small clear space, not giving Xiao Liulang a chance to refuse, Xiao Liulang looked at his hand wrapped around gauze, and at his weak right foot, a trace of disgust flashed between his eyebrows.

  Disgust of oneself.

  Xiao Jingkong was playing with mud. Gu Jiao took a cushion and placed it on the bed, put the person on it, and went to the stove to get hot water.

   "I'm coming." Xiao Liulang said.

  To take a bath, Gu Jiao has never been able to do anything since he descended the mountain, either Xiao Liulang washed him or Gu Xiaoshun or Gu Yan washed him.

   "Okay." Gu Jiao hooked up the stool with her feet, and put the basin and towel in place.

  Xiao Liulang tossed Xiao Jingkong over and over, wiped his body and changed clothes, Xiao Jingkong didn't wake up for a while.

  Gu Jiao leaned against the wardrobe with her arms around her arms, and raised her eyebrows lazily: "What did he play today? So tired."

  ——A misfortune with the dragon, Princess Xinyang’s flowers are gone.

   Xiao Liulang didn't say this.

  After washing Xiao Jingkong, Xiao Liulang went to pour water, but Gu Jiao took the basin over.

  This is a trivial matter in life, but when there are too many trivial matters, it is not a trivial matter. From the initial indifference to the present, he is gradually unable to ignore it.

  He used to not care about his own life or his disability, because his sins should live in purgatory.

  But what is wrong with her? Want to meet such an unbearable self?

  He once deceived himself and thought that as long as he worked hard to do it, maybe they could really live a peaceful life.

  But when the truth was finally revealed, all his secrets were exposed, as if tore all the window papers at once, only then did he realize that all his efforts were so vulnerable.

He was the son of the most inferior female slave. He was bleeding with low and dirty blood. His birth was a sin, and his survival was also a sin. He was stepping on the bones of his own brothers, and he was not worthy to take in those beautiful things. thing.

  Gu Houye is right, he is not worthy of her, he should stay away from her.

  Xiao Liulang sat in the house for a while. Before she went back to the east room to rest, she heard waves of noises coming from the yard.

  It's so late, everyone is asleep, and she doesn't go to bed, what is she tossing about in the yard?

  Xiao Liulang wanted to see, but felt that he shouldn’t.

  Since she decided to let it go, what she does has nothing to do with her.

  She is still young, and one day she will understand that there are many good men in the world, and she is only the one she should never meet.

  He closed his eyes and tried to make himself cruel, but he couldn't ignore the movement in the yard.

No matter   .

  Sooner or later, we have to say goodbye. It is better to hit the sun than to choose a day.

   "Wow~" The little clear space on the bed chuckled and kicked the quilt over.

  Xiao Liulang walked over, put the quilt on him, and tucked the quilt.

After   , he left the house and followed the sound to the backyard.

  The scene before him stunned him.

  Under the cool moonlight, in the cold courtyard, she bent over and stepped on the stone bench to cut wood by herself.

  She is taller than two years ago, but she is a woman, she still looks thin and thin.

  Yomo didn't want to wake up the family. Her movements seemed to be very light, but in fact they were very hard. This is much more difficult than letting go of logging.

  It was just such a few strokes of effort, and fine beads of sweat were oozing out of her forehead.

  Xiao Liulang walked over and asked suspiciously: "What are you doing?"

   "Did you bother you?" Gu Jiao asked him.

  Xiao Liulang shook his head: "No, I haven't slept yet."

  After that, his eyes fell on her saw and wood.

  Gu Jiao bends the corners of her lips and said, "You lost your cane. I will make you a new one."

  (End of this chapter)