First Marriage Then Love

"Enough!" Zhou Han whispered, his voice suppressing his emotions, and his hands held back slightly from her.

"Why, do you want to escape? You are a coward. You don't have the courage to face it. You always avoid the pain of the past, but even if you avoid it, the wound is still there, you think If you pretend that you can't see it, you can ignore it. If you don't have that injury, then when you poke it, when you think about it again, the past injuries are all in the end, and the pain is still fresh!" Said, Lin Li's whole mood is a little excited.

"You--" Lin Li still wants to say something, but this is the mouth, and the mouth is blocked by people, and a word can't be said.

In the darkness, Zhou Han kissed her lips accurately, blocking her mouth and blocking her mouth, blocking the words that would be thrown out of her mouth and making him hate.

"Hey... let go, let... open..." Lin Li struggled and reached for him.

Zhou Han reached out and pulled the dying hand on his chest and lifted it directly to press her head. Lin Li exclaimed, and the moment of opening his mouth made Zhou Han have the opportunity to explore the tongue to her. In the mouth, then attacking the city and plundering the pool, there is no gentleness and pity.

Lin Li struggled, and couldn't move her hand and tried to use his feet to slap him, but he could not directly press his powerful and strong thighs.

Zhou Han’s kiss with the nature of punishment, some violent, no gentleness, at this moment, he was like a lion that had been blown up, and was stepped on the tail with a foot, violent and extremely aggressive.

For a long time, when Zhou Han let go of her, Lin Li had already been a little breathless. Lying there, the whole person was violently undulating in front of her chest, and she could not make a little effort.

"How good do you think you are!" Zhou Han’s low voice rang in her ear, almost gnashing his teeth: "You are not stupid, loved for 10 years, and you are hurt and bruised. How do you think you are good? For the man torment himself and not eat well, how do you think that you can see the man coming back and drink and get drunk, don’t say that you have nothing to do, we are just half a catty!"

Lin Li is still out of breath, the whole person can't answer a word except for a low asthma.

Seeing her, Zhou Han couldn't bear it any more, let go of her hand, then turned her waist around and turned around, letting the two people adjust their position directly, let Lin Li lie on his body, then big palm Gently back and forth on her back, let her go smoothly.

Lin Li is not easy to slow down, and can't take care of the posture of the two at the moment. He said with anger: "I am better than you, I have made up my mind to let go, it is only a matter of time!"

Zhou Han looked at her, and with the dim light of the street lamp outside, he could only see her outline in a vague way, and could not see her eyes at the moment. Silently sighing, for a while, slowly speaking, said: "Do we have to expose each other's scars like this?" In a low voice with helplessness and powerlessness.

Wen Yan, Lin Li lived, and fixedly watching him for a moment, he couldn’t speak. They had similar experiences with each other. In fact, they poked the pain of the other party and they were not revealing their scars. Who is better? Who, both of them are people who have been hurt by love.

"Let's take time, you need me, I just want to shorten this process. Some people say that forgetting the pain caused by a relationship is to start a new relationship again. If this really makes us forget each other's pain, we Why not try it?" Zhou Han asked slowly.

Just my father told him to go in. This is the first formal conversation with his father seven years later. Compared with 7 years ago, this time the father said it was very subtle, just reminding him to remember his identity at the moment and remind him to choose The new beginning is to let go of all the past.

If you can only use one emotion to forget another, then he is willing to try.

Lin Li stunned for a while, pushed him away from him, turned over and fell to the side, carrying him, saying only: "I won't love again." She has already loved, she has been in her for ten years. The love in life is all gone, she never dares to love it.

Zhou Han looked at her back and only slowly opened her mouth. "So you want to spend the rest of your life finishing the 10 years of feelings?"

Wen Yan, Lin Li's body unnaturally twitched, and then like Xiaobin's powerless Transformers, the whole person is stiff and motionless.

Seeing her no words, Zhou Han said again: "I still don't want to forget, so you don't want to try."

"I didn't!" Lin Li returned quickly and quickly. She turned her head and fixed her eyes on him. She said, "I just don't want to be someone else's substitute!" She had been doing it for 10 years. In the heart of the substitute, Cheng Xiang wanted to borrow her to forget her feelings for her, but in the end, she did not want to be a substitute for Ling Xiao, so that Zhou Han would forget to Ling Xiao.

Behind Zhou Han said: "I won't, I am not Cheng Xiang."

Lin Li didn't talk, didn't turn her head, stared at the front with her eyes fixed, and the room was dark.

For a while, seeing Lin Li did not move, Zhou Han side turned around and reached out and took her into her arms.

Lin Li was stiff, but she did not refuse.

Zhou Han boarded her body, reached out and let her head rest on her arm, bowed her head and kissed her forehead, then gently patted her back, whispering, "Sleep."

His voice was like a hypnotic potion. After a while, Lin Liyi slept with her eyes.

When Lin Li woke up again, it was already the next morning. The outside was already bright. The environment around the institution was beautiful. Because it was located in the suburbs, the air here was very good, and the osmanthus was just planted in the courtyard of Zhou’s house. The tree is being planted outside the window of Zhou Han’s room. At this moment, a few birds are resting on the tree, singing a cheerful song. The crisp bird is a rare city that is hard to hear. It has been in Jiangcheng for more than 10 years. In the first few years, I heard such a bird call at school, but in the past few years after the society, I have never heard such a voice in the best community.

When the eyes adjusted to the brightness of the whole room, Lin Li slowly opened her eyes. The bed was no longer in the bed, and the bed on the right was cold and there was no temperature.

I grabbed the mobile phone that was placed on the bedside table last night, looked at the time, and lay a few more hours on the bed. Lin Li just turned over and went to the bathroom to wash.

When Lin Li picked up herself and came out of the room, the Zhou Jiabin Xiaopenyou in the living room had been dressed neatly sitting on the sofa in the living room. In front of him, Zhou Han was holding a medicine box to carefully clean the child's wounds. Looking at it, Lin Li stepped over to them.

On the other side of the kitchen, Zhou’s mother and aunt were busy with the breakfast today. When the mother came out with a few porridge dishes, she saw Zhou Han half-dressing the child in front of the living room, and Lin Li handed the potion. And gauze, in such a situation, the peace and harmony of the party, Zhou's mouth is somewhat unconsciously bent and tilted, the smile is gratifying.

After the family had eaten breakfast, Zhou Dad was taken over by the driver and drove directly to the municipal party committee. The hand of Zhou Jiabin’s Xiaopenyou was no longer a problem, but in general, pay attention not to touch the water, so there is not much relationship, so directly Zhou Han and Lin Li drove him to go to school together. Although Ms. Zhou was reluctant to give up her grandson, she also supported Zhou Han’s thoughts and did not delay learning and classwork.

After sending Zhou Jiabin's children to kindergarten and handing over to their class teacher, Mr. Chen, Lin Li specifically told Mr. Chen about the situation of the little guy, let her have more time to pay attention. After seeing Mr. Chen nodded, Lin Li was relieved to leave. .

Back to the car, Zhou Han is on the phone, and the content of the conversation should be with Xu.

"Okay, I found it. After 10 minutes, I went to the company. You told me to go to the conference room for half a little time." After hanging up the phone directly, I looked at Lin Li, and then did not say anything, and immediately started the car to leave.

Sitting in the car, the two did not open first, Zhou Han focused on the road ahead, Lin Li focused on the scenery outside the window. The atmosphere inside the car is slightly a bit embarrassing.

When Zhou Han drove the car into the basement of the company downstairs, slowly parked the car on a fixed parking space.

Now that I have been working, there is no one in the garage.

Sitting in the car, Lin Li drink Zhou Han who did not open the door to get off the bus, the two sit like this.

For a long time, Zhou Han took the lead in breaking the silence and said slowly: "Is there an answer?"

There is no explanation, but both of them are very clear about what it is.

Lin Li was silent for a while, then closed her eyes and opened it again. Turning her head and looking at Zhou Han, she seemed to have made a major decision. She decided to say: "If you can, I will try. test."

Looking at her, for a while, the mouth swayed with a smile, reached out and touched her head, took back the moment of the hand, hooked her neck and brought the person directly to her face, then lowered her head directly Covering her lips, unlike the punishment and violentness of last night, this kiss Zhou Han kissed a special gentleness. At first, Lin Li still couldn’t open her embarrassment. Finally, I thought that I decided to try it, and then refused it. After the situation, I closed my eyes slowly and put my hand on his back.

At the end of a kiss, Zhou Han let go of her and hugged her on her chest, letting her breathe in her arms.

Lin Li leaned in front of his chest and wanted to say something. He opened his mouth but didn't know what to say. He repeated it several times and finally gave up.

The two just hugged in the car for a while, and finally Zhou Han let her go, reached out and touched her, and she managed to manage her hair and said, "Go up."

When I opened the door and got off the bus, Lin Li suddenly spoke up and said, "Zhou Han, if you really can't forget, tell me, don't take me as a substitute."

Zhou Han decided to look at her, and finally nodded, solemnly said: "Okay."