First Player

Chapter 138 It turns out that love is pain. "

Su Ming pretended to check Yu Zhu's situation.

He doesn't understand medicine, but Ah Du, a smart watch, can get the result immediately by scanning the watch.

The result was clear: Yuzhu, a disease that can last for such a long time and make people physically weak, had cancer.

Su Ming'an immediately went back to Si Que and asked for a stone of life left by Luo Tasha, and held it in Yu Zhu's hand. Yu Zhu's expression quickly improved.

"…miracle…miracle…"

"Oh my god..."

The onlookers knelt on the ground and marveled at the miracle.

Su Mingan retrieved the Stone of Life with almost no loss.

Yu Zhu stared blankly at Su Ming'an, his green eyes flashing, as if he had determined something.

…

Su Mingan left behind a lot of timeless items.

Penicillin, ironware, sewing machines, solar cells, electric fans... and hundreds of books in various fields.

There are only two hundred people here, and they can't even recognize the characters. It may take a long time to understand these things.

In the stone house, the group of four stood in front of Su Ming'an.

Su Baobao was already fluent in the language and asked respectfully: "Lord God, do you think we have any other urgent problems that we need to solve?"

The village is prosperous, but Su Baobao always feels that there is still something wrong.

Su Mingan looked around: "Of course. I see a lot of sick people in the village. You must build an isolation zone as soon as possible."

"I remember it." Su Baobao nodded: "Do you have any other advice, Lord God?"

Su Mingan thought for a while: "In addition, the population issue is the most important. I can't squeeze it with my own hands every time." Just pinching two hundred people almost made him vomit blood, but he couldn't be allowed to pinch tens of billions of people himself.

The foursome looked at each other, and Yueying couldn't help but ask: "Lord God, how can we increase the population?"

Su Mingan was surprised: "You don't know?"

The bamboo-green pupils contained clear confusion: "I don't know."

Su Mingan hesitated and said: "...You really don't know?"

Damn it, these people really don’t know, no wonder the population hasn’t increased at all in recent years.

"Know what?"

"What do you mean, Lord Kami?"

"What to do?"

They racked their brains and thought about it. According to the concepts left by the gods, few were related to this concept. They were created, not naturally evolved humans, and their instincts only depended on the gods.

Su Ming'an almost wanted to vomit blood. If he had known this, he should have asked Yamada Machichi to squeeze a few people. Yamada Machichi seemed to know a lot.

"This way...I will teach you..." Su Mingan gave them some popular science. Rejecting shame and facing up to knowledge is the correct concept.

If everyone could look at it correctly, many tragedies in this world would not happen.

After listening, several people were thoughtful. Li Li said: "Lord God, you just mentioned that 'Only with love can the next generation be born.' What is love?"

Su Ming'an thought for a while: "Those men and women who confessed to Su Baobao, what they have in their hearts is love."

Su Baobao was surprised: "But they just want to share power with me. Does this count as love?"

Su Mingan shook his head: "This doesn't count. If they would rather give up power to be with you, there is no doubt that this is love. But it is not the only form of love. Love is a very complicated thing. Sometimes, letting go It’s love, but sometimes, possessiveness is love.”

He seemed to be facing four children, analyzing it bit by bit for them.

The four of them were still too pale to understand such colorful things. They seemed to understand but not understand.

"It's like the four of you are together and don't want to leave each other. You will be sad when you see each other getting hurt, and you will be anxious when you see Zhu getting sick. This is a kind of love. Love and love are different." Su Mingan said:

"Love is not simply about giving, sacrificing and gaining, but about constantly developing and improving your own personality in getting along with each other. In this process, you will become more and more independent and complete, and thus establish a connection with the world. Good love It will make people feel positive, healthy and stable.”

"Oh..." Yueying nodded: "It turns out that 'love' means not wanting to be separated."

Li Li also has his own understanding: "It turns out that 'love' means perfecting one's own personality together."

Yuzhu thought for a while: "It turns out that 'love' is pain."

Su Baobao thoughtfully said: "'Love' is empathy..."

The foursome thought for a long time and came to their own conclusions.

Su Mingan was not in a hurry to leave. He stayed here and taught Su Baobao for a while. Time flows very slowly in the small world, so there is no need to worry about Rovasha. He could finally rest for a while.

He liked getting along with Su Baobao, which made him seem to see a still immature version of himself.

Su Baobao wanted to learn everything about him, his thinking, actions, three views... He also generously told the child everything. He has so many insights into the world, people, love and death. From his first loss at the age of four, to the life-changing accident at the age of ten, to the warmth he gained after meeting Uncle Zhao, he turned all these loves, hates and desires into experiences and told them to Su Bianbian.

"Lord God, do you love your father?"

"Yes, I love."

"Do you love your mother?"

"...I don't know. I can't come up with a definite answer."

"You love your companions."

"Yes."

“You love your world.”

"Yes."

"Then do you love yourself?"

"……like."

"Your love is very broad... It seems that there is nothing in this world that you don't love. This makes me wonder, if you love everything and everyone in the world, what is love compared to other emotions? What’s special? Rather than saying that your love is love, it’s better to say that your love is a habit.”

"You're right. I..."

"I love you."

"……Um?"

"I love you, I love you, I love you."

"Why did you..."

"You gave me everything, and everything I have is yours. I can't escape your shadow from the beginning, and the subsequent teachings are all given to me by you."

"You can't think like that, Su Baobao, you are independent. I am just a passer-by in your life. Your name, your temperament, and your life all belong to you."

"I know what you like and what you hate. I know which dish you would choose to eat first among dozens of dishes. I know what you think about a thing, and I know how you will react - because All this is what I will do. I am almost the same as you. It is you who made me become your shadow. This is inevitable because I am a character you made up. How can you separate yourself? "

"I……"

"I heard you talk about Si Que and the Master of the World. Unknowingly, we seemed to have such a relationship, but I am not as rebellious as the Master of the World. I completely obey you. However, your retreat can Do I understand this as 'the hypocrisy of the creator'?"

"..."

"It doesn't matter, I won't blame you. Because you are my Lord and I am your lamb. You have given my tribe the power to survive. I am eternally grateful to you, worship you, and praise you."

At some point, Su Baobao became more and more fluent in language, and her thoughts became more and more profound. Sometimes Su Ming'an would escape for a short while, return to the black water dreamland, and contemplate her words to the starry sky for a while before going back.

He knew that Su Baobao's "love" for him was not pure. He is the Creator, and gaining his favor can make the tribe live a better life. But she also truly loved him.

The small world is developing faster and faster, and its population is increasing day by day.

At eleven o'clock noon, Luowasha time, Su Mingan returned to the Blackwater Dreamland again.

"How do you feel? Do you like this feeling of being a creator?" Si Que leaned on the recliner, looking like he was about to fall asleep.

"..." Su Mingan said nothing.

He felt scared.

Yes, he was slightly afraid of Su Baobao.

He stretched out his right hand, tracing his fingerprints with his eyes, opening and closing his fist, opening and closing it again, as if this could calm him down.

Every time he gets along with Su Baobao, a fear of being out of control arises spontaneously. Although he doesn't want to control her, the more independent she becomes, the more like him she becomes. The way she looked at him made his heart skip a beat.

"Guilty." Si Que pointed out at a glance: "You are guilty, Creator."

Get along with people who seem to be the same as you, but know that you are the source of everything. Su Baobao is like his mirror, always clearly reflecting the haze and hope hidden in his heart, making all his hidden aspects openly reflected in her, and illuminating some of his little thoughts. Her presence, even if it is not malicious, will suddenly and bloodyly peel off his hidden flesh.

No wonder the world master is so rebellious, but Sique lets him do nothing. Because Si Que felt guilty. It was he who made the world master become what he is today. It was he who peeled off a piece of his own flesh and blood and grew into the world master. How could he kill the "child" separated from himself?

Love comes from Him, hate comes from Him, everything comes from Him.

"Mr. Lighthouse, the reason why you are confused is because Su Baobao is your only protagonist. As long as you add more protagonists, she will no longer be able to shake your mood." Si Que directly made slanderous remarks.

"Pinch a few more?" Su Mingan felt embarrassed. Who knows if it will turn into a situation where Si Que is chased by everyone?

"You have ready-made cards." Si Que pointed at Su Mingan: "You can't always stay in the small world and teach people, so why not put your cards in there. First, the cards are useful to you. Loyalty can help you develop the small world. Secondly, the growth rate of cards can no longer keep up with you. Putting them in the small world for decades can quickly upgrade them. Cards are also your creations. They can serve as your second or third protagonist, alongside Su Bianbao.”

What Si Que said makes sense.

Su Mingan clicked on the card interface:

…

[Card Name: SSR·Mirror·Su Qing]

[Class: Chanter (back row)]

[Belief in gods: none]

[Personality Alignment: Neutral Evil]

[Blackening value: 78 points]

[Level: lv.59]

[Personality: 0 stars]

[Glimpse of God: Angel of Light]

[The favor of the World Tree: None]

[Equipment: None]

…

[Card Name: SR·Humble Mourner·Su Jingtang]

[Class: Knight (front row)]

[Belief in gods: none]

[Personality camp: orderly and kind]

[Blackening value: 0 points]

[Level: lv.55]

[Personality: 0 stars]

[Glimpse of God: None]

[The favor of the World Tree: None]

[Equipment: None]

…

"Go to your world? Sure, I have no objection." Su Qing agreed readily.

"From the primitive period to the civilized society... OK, I'm very interested." Su Jingtang pushed his glasses and said softly: "Even if I'm not interested, I will do what the master tells me to do."

After obtaining consent, Su Mingan sent two people.

Su Qing, Su Jingtang, Su Baoma. If these three Su join forces, the times will surely develop rapidly.

After a short rest, Su Mingan spied on the movements of the demon line Su Mingan. At this time, the demon line Su Mingan had walked to the bottom of the world tree and was talking to Grandma Lu.

This day is destined to be reset, so Su Mingan has no intention of intervening to help, and soon entered the small world again. Now his only task is to make the small world a safe haven for the Zhaixing people as soon as possible.

...

【Welcome, Creator Su Mingan. ]

[Current small world stage: low magic world (Stone Age)]

[Current years: 19 years]

[Current population: 326 people]

…

Unknowingly, the four-person group is 19 years old.

After Su Mingan's previous popular science, the number of newborns has increased significantly. The tribe has gradually developed from being individual-centered to family-centered. In order to give their children better food, the originally selfless villagers have gradually learned to hide some of the fruits of their labor.

The village is no longer a big pot-style resource distribution, but is divided into four major households: farmers, hunters, fishermen, and workers. Public ownership began to transform into private ownership.

The stone houses of the four-person group are built higher and higher. In the past, the door was wide open, but now a high stone wall was built outside the door to prevent people from sneaking in.

Civilians gradually could not enter the house of the clan leader, and a clear gully appeared between them.

Su Mingan landed in Su Baoma's room, but this time she was not writing at the desk, but waiting for something.

Seeing Su Mingan suddenly appear, Su Mianbao rushed up as if he had planned for a long time, and pressed Su Mingan's shoulder.

"... Are you waiting for me?" Su Mingan said unexpectedly.

Su Mianbao helped him and let him sit on the soft chair, but his hand did not leave his shoulder: "The interval between the Lord God's visits is similar. I guessed that you would come these days, so I have been waiting."

"Is there anything urgent?" Su Mingan turned her head, her eyes were a little too sharp.

"Yes." Su Mianbao whispered, her dark eyes flashing, and her breathing was almost the same frequency as his: "... Recently, two new settlements have appeared outside the village, one of which is named Su Qing and the other is named Su Jingtang."

Su Mingan did not expect that these two people would choose to be king instead of helping Su Mianbao. Yes, they are not like people who are inferior to others. Competition can make the world develop faster, and Su Mingan does not intend to intervene.

Su Mianbao's breathing quickened a little, and she leaned close to his ear: "...If a war breaks out between tribes, you will choose to stand on my side, right?"

Su Ming'an's pupils dilated for a moment, and he wanted to say no. After all, he would not favor either side.

But Su Mianbao repeated it again, like a child suddenly abandoned by his father:

"I am the first life in your hands. We are born from the same body, and I will be better and more loyal to you than your bloodline Su Qing and Su Jingtang... You will be obedient, right?"

Her fingers tightened, fell on his palm, and lowered her voice:

"...You will choose to stand on my side, Father God."