First Player

Chapter 8·【I did something wrong. 】

"cough--!"

Lin Guang coughed up a mouthful of blood.

He leaned back, his feet already falling on the edge of the rooftop, like a piece of flying white paper.

The wind and snow became more and more violent, and it was almost impossible to see anything five meters away. Su Ming'an took half a step forward and saw Lin Guang's eyes staring at him - the eyes were like a wounded beast, like a silent tombstone, like a wet and rotten swamp in the rainy world, full of slime. It was as turbid and cold as mud, and all the ugly words were not enough to describe it.

Su Mingan had seen this terrifying look like a curse in the eyes of Mizushima Kawaharu on that rainy day.

——Lin Guang seemed to be cursing him with his life and soul.

"..."

In the fine wind and snow, the light hung on the edge of the rooftop, and blood gushed out. He slowly raised his head and leaned back. He could no longer maintain the weight of his body and might fall at any time.

"——We are both extremely indifferent lunatics, the most terrifying idealists... I thought you would hold back, I thought you would let me go, just like I did to you." Lin Guang laughed at himself. Author:

"However, Luvis - such a cold-blooded, ruthless, and inhumane person will sooner or later turn your ideal paradise into hell. I look forward to you reaching the same ending of dying for the city."

"Crazy." After Ming heard this, the blade in his hand deflected and caused a bigger wound, while Lin Guang had already taken the initiative to step back.

The heel of his shoe tapped slightly on the edge of the rooftop, making a "ding" sound. His white hair was slightly raised by the wind, moving in opposite direction to his falling figure, like a bird with its wings raised.

A line of bright red light from the searchlight on the roof spread evenly on his face. He smiled softly and slowly. His eyes were more confused than angry.

yes.

He is out of control, abnormal, wrong, incalculable.

He is a mistake, a traitor, a heretic, and he is extremely sinful.

In the endless simulation, he once thought he was going crazy, but now it seemed that it was true - he was crazy, and he was crazy enough to want a friend who could accompany him. The craziest thing is that he actually chose Lewis, the person least likely to accompany him.

He admitted that he had killed many people, and friendship was never something a villain should hope for.

When a villain wants something, he should grab it instead of begging like a dog.

What he did was wrong from the beginning, and his sin is unforgivable.

He still doesn't feel that his action of destroying everything was wrong. He only feels that he was wrong in not robbing everything at all costs from the beginning. If he had ignored Lu Weisi's wishes from the beginning, the ending would not be like this.

"Wha—!"

The next moment, he fell from the edge of the rooftop, falling rapidly, like a bird with broken wings, and there seemed to be the sound of flapping wings in the air.

The 132-story building is like a bottomless black abyss below.

——The white-haired young man fell in the wind and snow, and the snow fell on him.

White source light gathered between his fingers. In an instant, a strong electric current surged out of his hand, and the rooftop shook violently, as if the entire glass column was about to collapse.

A bright light lit up below the rooftop, surging with the energy of the space.

In the violent blue electric light - Lin Guang fell into it.

Ming looked deeply at the endless night below and turned around.

"There was a space vortex below. He escaped. This is his territory after all." Ming said.

"The goal has been achieved, it doesn't matter." Su Mingan said.

His original idea was just to terminate the nuclear explosion, but now it has exceeded his expectations. If Lin Guang does not die, those secrets can be dug out in the future.

This war must end.

There is no doubt that the winner will be the liberal camp. Asa Aktor led the freedom camp and won the "War of the Dawn" recorded in history. Although the public still does not know the nature of the "Dawn War" data war.

He stared at the flames of war rising in the distance and discovered that the sense of historical destiny is a very magical thing.

"This is what Lin Guang threw out before he jumped. I checked and it's not poisonous." Ming handed him a bunch of ugly knots.

Su Mingan took the white bracelet. There is a line of small words written on the white cloth.

[——You are the music, the sky, the palace, the river, the angel, the deep rose that God shows to my blind eyes, secret and without end. 】

...Is this the poem Violet read to Lin Guang?

"You continue to crack." Su Mingan took off the watch and handed it to Ming, then turned to see Tredia's condition. She was in good condition and did not die even though she was punctured.

When Su Ming'an approached, she slowly opened her eyes. Her face was covered with blood, and even the edges of her eye sockets were red.

Su Ming'an took out the blood bottle and approached her lips, but she suddenly stretched out her hand and tightly held his wrist with great force.

"Cough..." After being pulled hard, Su Mingan coughed up blood.

"Why did the teacher just give up on me? Don't you know I will die?" Tredia said.

"Um?"

Su Ming'an didn't expect that she would ask this - give up on you and kill Lin Guang. Isn't this what you asked for?

However, he could only see the despair in her eyes. Her five fingers tightened around his wrist like steel bars, leaving deep red marks.

"I went through all the trouble to sneak into the City of Gods to save you - it's because I love your soul." Tredia said: "I hope to get your love in return, then I will let go of everything in Doomsday City and hope I can fight tooth and nail to get your attention. But if you don't reciprocate that love - what's the point of my rescue?"

Su Mingan blinked.

He suddenly understood the essence of Tredia's feelings——

The essence of "love" is selfishness.

Her love reaches the extreme, and is only for his soul - so she must get a response, she must get even a trace of love. Her rescue is essentially an "investment", and she hopes to get his feedback.

She is not as selfless as Yamada Machichi. She said she asked the teacher to leave her alone, but in fact it was just a talk. She still hoped in her heart that he would save her.

However, Su Mingan took it seriously. He thought of Xia Sheng who died selflessly, and of Yaowen who rushed towards the mechanical army without hesitation - he really thought that Tredia was a selfless person like them, and she did not want Lin Guang's escape to bring greater disaster.

In fact, she only has "love" in her eyes.

For this kind of "love", she can risk her life, or she can fall into utter despair when her "love" fails to receive feedback.

It turns out that he is surrounded by crazy people.

Her mood changed drastically and she smiled desperately: "In the past ten years, when we have gone through all the pain, teacher, where were you? Will you only use us? Will you only come back to obtain the 'source' at the critical moment? ?Why can you be so indifferent?"

"..." Su Ming'an paused.

Is he cold?

Maybe she was right.

"I am the judge in the camp, responsible for forcibly killing those who have the deficiency disease. Everyone in this life will fear me, but I still choose to pick up a gun. Do you know why I chose to become the judge?" Trey Tia.

"you say."

"Thirty years ago, my family and I went out and met a pregnant woman suffering from a deficiency disease." Tredia said: "She was about to give birth at the time, so we were soft-hearted and let her go. Three days later, her symptoms developed, and while I was She killed my father, my mother, my sister and my brother with her own hands while she was away... She killed everyone I loved. Since then, I have had no one to love."

"..."

"From that moment on, I knew that I could never love anyone again in this world..." Tredia cried and said, "But why did I fall in love with a soul like you again?"

Su Mingan was silent.

Her hands hurt his wrists, and he couldn't understand her love for a soul.

His body became colder and colder, but she squeezed him tightly and refused to let go. The emotions in her eyes were like hot chains, penetrating her body and nailing her spine.

Her eyes are like falling sunlight:

"Teacher, have you ever loved me even a little bit? Can you save me? Can you see me? Can you love me?"

"——Ha, hahaha, hahahaha..." Su Mingan was about to speak, but she suddenly laughed like crazy.

The scattered hair stuck to the side of her face. She was smiling, her beautiful lips were raised upwards, the corners of her mouth were curved, and there was blood on her smiling lips. Her whole body trembled, like a young poplar tree shaking off frost and snow. Scarlet blood droplets scattered all over the ground along with her wild laughter, and the creaking sound of the skeleton could even be heard faintly.

She had an emotional breakdown early on.

She has realized the reason why he doesn't love her - he doesn't have time to love someone.

How ridiculous, yet so reasonable—what a great reason! She has no room for refutation!

"——Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, you don't even dare to love, you don't even know how to hate!" Tredia laughed loudly: "You even have to weigh your feelings for other people again and again, you Are you still a human being? Do you still deserve to love people? Are you a machine, teacher, are you a machine? So many people died for you, do you still remember their names? Do you have feelings? Are you just a machine that wants to Want a war-winning machine?

"If you hate me, kill me; if you like me, hug me tight.

"If you hate me, kill me. If you like me, hug me tight!!!"

The laughter was like a flock of birds flying out of the wide open window, colliding and squeezing in the clouds.

She smiled brightly...but her tone was like an evil ghost demanding life.

Su Mingan took a step back.

"...It turns out that you are the scariest one, teacher. There is no one in this world who is scarier than you..."

Tredia smiled sarcastically and questioned him word by word:

"You made the flame rise and then extinguished it. You attracted me to fall in love with you, but you didn't allow me to love you. You gave Lin Guang hope and then made him despair. You obviously had feelings but acted like you had no feelings. You are not a human being at all - you are a god, a teacher, and you are the most qualified Asa Akto!

The whole world is your pawn... You only have human civilization in your eyes. You have never thought about how cruel your actions are to individuals. Do you still remember why you want to fight this war? Do you remember who was the first person to hand you food? Do you still remember who gave you the demon fox mask? "

She took a step back.

Su Mingan stretched out his hand, trying to pull her——

She fell back, her body falling into the night, her hair raised high——

"...If you want to save the world, how can humans save the world? God is the only one." She said, "I regret falling in love with a god..."

At the height of 132 floors, her voice was silenced.

She disappeared from his sight with a crazy expression, maybe she fell without saving herself, maybe she was escaping by herself.

Of course she was beautiful, she was so beautiful that she flew in the fire, pierced him with the most decisive and ruthless words, and then was burned to nothing.

But now, the flames have dissipated, and the survivors have disappeared into the night.

…

[——Are you a machine? So many people died for you, do you remember their names? Are you just a machine trying to win the war? 】

…

He stared blankly at her figure falling into the night on the 132nd floor, his vision spinning.

"It's so cold," he said.

A brighter fire lit up in the distance, and the wind and snow almost obscured his vision. He could not see the millions of soldiers and civilians fighting life and death.

Lin Guang, Tredia, Xia Sheng, Yao Wen, Luna... At this moment, he felt that his mind was in chaos, and the memories of the past were blurred like being soaked in water, and their appearance seemed like a dream.

... He seemed to have really experienced the days of living with them.

...and it’s like I’ve never woken up.

Although only seven days had passed, it seemed as if he had lived half a person's life.

For a moment, he doubted whether he had traveled a long way or whether he was a brand-new machine that had just been indoctrinated with nineteen years of life.

Chaotic thoughts dominated his brain, and his vision became hazy.

The negative state of his body surged out instantly at this moment. His whole body was cold, he closed his eyes and fell backward——

A slight touch came and Ming supported him.

"Okay, it's over, Happy New Year. You are the best, don't care what they say." Ming's voice disappeared into the snowy night:

"There's something I still won't tell you..."

…

Cataclysm 4 snow.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year in 2024 in the Gregorian calendar, it snowed heavily.

This year was the only year since Su Mingan was five years old that he did not persist in staying up until twelve o'clock.

All the survivors, as well as the people of the Dragon Kingdom in the world of the Lord God, lit up the fireworks in their hands at the moment twelve o'clock arrived, and the light bloomed in the night sky. Their laughter and laughter are like songs of peace, and all happiness shines at this moment——

No one knows whose fire burned out on the building of the City of God on the day before the new era, and who was watching the long night.

As the New Year arrives, we sing "Unforgettable Tonight" during the Spring Festival Gala.

Humanity has ushered in the fifth month of the World Game.

One yuan begins again, and everything is renewed.