For The Rest of Our Life

When Xiao Wanqing woke up the next day, it was time for three shots in the sun. She looked around. It was her familiar bedroom, the clock on the bedside table, and the alarm had been turned off artificially.

Xiao Wanqing rubbed his head, and he felt dizzy and unconscious after a hangover. She remembered that she was insomnia last night, at midnight, and wanted to drink some wine to help her sleep better, but then it seemed that her mind was gradually disturbed by drinking and drinking, and then...

Xiao Wanqing raised his forehead, and some could not remember it. Only vaguely remember, it seems that Lin Xian found her smoking, she hugged Lin Xian, or Lin Xian hugged her? Xiao Yuanqing bit her lip, and there was always a crack in her gentle and calm look...

Has she had any malaise after drinking, and will not say anything strange, did something strange? or? Is drinking crazy? She...she remembers that her wine tastes okay?

When Lin Xian came in with the freshly squeezed orange juice and honey water, what he saw was Xiao Wanqing sitting with his fluffy and natural hair on his head, and his face looked tangled and annoyed.

Sunlight sprinkled on her through the window, and gave her a layer of dim warm light. Under the sunshine, Lin Xian seemed to be able to see, Xiao Wanqing was exposed to the snowy white ears in the air, and the soft fluff that was barely visible on weekdays. Greet her cutely.

Lin Xian laughed with a flutter, and walked to Xiao Wanqing's bed.

Xiao Xuanqing looked at Lin Xian with a voice, and his expression was at a loss for a moment. At the next moment, Lin Xian saw that Hongxia slowly climbed up to Xiao Xuan's white cheeks.

Lin Xian's eyes had a soft smile. In fact, she was a little bit upset, Xiao Wanqing, do you still remember what happened last night?

But she still calmed her mind and put the orange juice and honey water on Xiao Wanqing's bedside table. She said to Xiao Xiaoqing: "Aunt Xiao, you're awake, good morning. Do you have a headache? I squeezed orange juice and put honey. You wash It will be more comfortable after drinking."

Xiao Yunqing's hands unconsciously twisted together in the quilt, staring at Lin Xianru's smiling face, hesitating for a long while, or asked Wen Wen: "Envy, did you send me back to the room?"

Lin Xian glanced at Xiao Wanqing quietly, thinking about what Xiao Wanqing still remembered. She nodded frankly and responded to her: "Well, I brought you back with Aunt Xiao, you are drunk, and it's so cold outside, I'm afraid you'll be cold for too long." After that, she added naturally A sentence: "Aunt Xiao, you are so thin and light, don't you usually eat well outside at noon?"

There was a broken shadow flashing in Xiao Yunqing's mind, but he couldn't remember the details. She lowered her neck slightly, and thanked Lin Xian somewhat: "Trouble you, Lin Xian, it's my gaffe." Xiao Yunqing was extremely annoyed at heart. She was afraid that she had set a bad example for Lin Xian and left a bad one. Impression. Next time, just take the medicine next time. Eating once or twice occasionally is still okay.

But Lin Xian grinned and revealed a little white tooth, Chan Ran said: "No trouble, Aunt Xiao, you are drunk so cute."

Xiao Yunqing's already red-faced face suddenly became more and more glamorous. She looked up at Lin Xian with her eyes closed, and asked quietly with anxiety: "Did I do something strange?"

She didn't remember it... Lin Xian for a moment, didn't know whether it was a sigh of relief, or, a little more lost.

For a while, her cute little fox-like eyes blinked slyly. The apple earrings Xiao Xiaoqing put on for her last night shone in the morning light. She suddenly sold Guanzi: "Aunt Xiao, you go to wash first, remember to drink this, and I will tell you after drinking out." After that, I turned and went out.

Xiao Yunqing stared at Lin Xian's lightly leaving, staring blankly. She patted her forehead on the head, and it seemed that drinking was a mistake, and her reputation was ruined.

Because he was eager to get the answer, Xiao Wanqing moved much faster than usual. After she finished washing quickly, she patted water on her face and smeared the lotion. She took the orange juice and honey water and went to the restaurant to find Lin Xian while drinking.

Before arriving at the restaurant, she smelled an overflowing aroma, like the smell of toast. Sure enough, when she walked into the restaurant, she saw Lin Xianzheng carrying a porcelain white plate, and on top of it, she placed a sandwich with rich ingredients.

Seeing Xiao Wanqing, Lin Xian put the sandwich on the dining table where Xiao Wanqing usually sits, and spit out his tongue, embarrassed: "Aunt Xiao, I seem to have burnt the egg in the middle a little."

Xiao Yunqing looked at the hot milk rising on the table, and the scented sandwiches, and his heart was soft and soft.

She sat down at the dining table, bent her eyebrows, and praised, "It's okay, it's delicious."

Lin Xian was making his own sandwich. He turned around when he heard the words, and he smiled dumbly, dissatisfied: "You haven't eaten it yet."

Xiao Wanqing's slender ten fingers carefully picked up the sandwich, and looked softly at her with an eyebrow and replied softly, "I know it in my heart."

Lin Xian felt for a moment that his heart warmed up uncontrollably again.

Xiao Wanqing took a bite of the sandwich elegantly, chewed it slowly, and after swallowing it completely, praised Lin Xian once again: "It tastes better than I thought."

Lin Xian chuckled lightly, sweet in his heart, and he inevitably lost his words. He teased Xiao Xiaoqing: "Did I just put too much honey in the juice I just gave you?"

Fortunately, Xiao Yunqing didn't notice Lin Xian's tone of intimacy and size. When she heard the juice, she suddenly remembered what they had just said, and Lin Xian did not give her the answer. She put down the sandwich and seriously asked Lin Xian, "Envy, did I say anything weird yesterday, did I do something strange?"

Lin Xian served his sandwich, walked to Xiao Wanqing, narrowed his eyebrows, and pondered, "Yes."

Xiao Yunqing's heart suddenly tightened, staring at Lin Xian momentarily.

Lin Xian put down the sandwich and whispered: "Aunt Xiao, I saw you smoking yesterday."

Xiao Wanqing's fingers were slightly folded, and shame and shame flashed alternately on her beautiful face, her eyes apologized and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I gave you a bad influence."

She... actually seldom smokes. Even, she used to be a very unpleasant person. She was born and her parents are self-disciplined. Her father never smokes, and even alcohol is rarely contaminated. When she was young, when she met people who smoked irrespective of the occasion, she would like to avoid it immediately, and she was bored. She only felt that the smell of smoke was too smelly, and then she became angry. Myself.

We all know that smoking is bad for your health.

But later, she also became, this stupid and self-controlling do not know to cherish a member of her army.

The first cigarette she borrowed from Wen Tong.

At that time, she and Yan Jiagang broke up soon, and learned from Zhou Qin that her father was ill and was hospitalized. She went to visit with confusion, but was turned away mercilessly. She was immersed in unwillingness, remorse, and helplessness. She was insomnia all night and all night, and she could only fall asleep with a lot of sleeping pills. One night, she was very anxious and confused, not knowing how many sleeping pills she took, she fell asleep, unconscious...

When she woke up again, it was in the hospital that Wen Tong stood by the window of her ward, with her back to her, and at the edge of the window, she unbuttoned an unburnt cigarette.

Later, Wen Tong didn't worry about her, as if she didn't believe she really inadvertently swallowed too many sleeping pills. Xiao Wanqing wanted to go to her home for a while, but Xiao Yunqing only lived in a meaningful way.

One night, she lost sleep again, but Wen Tong had taken all her sleeping pills. She was bored and helpless. She had to leave the bedroom and wanted to get some hot water in the living room to find something to do. But he saw that Wen Tong was standing on the balcony, between his fingers, a little orange sparkle was flashing.

She put down the glass and paced to Wen Tong, raised her eyebrows and whispered to Wen Tong to ask: "Lend me a cigarette?"

Wen Tong's sharp eyebrows were somber and gloomy, watching her not moving.

She took a cigarette from Wen Tong's cigarette box placed on the balcony, opened the lighter awkwardly, lit the cigarette, and the first choked tears burst into tears...

Wen Tong frowned through the haze of smoke and asked her in a low voice: "Xiao Wanqing, when are you going to come out?" It was the kind of melancholy she had never seen before.

She didn't answer Wen Tong in silence, took another breath, and again, couldn't stop choking...

The next day, she left Wen Tong's house.

As a friend, Wen Tong did enough, and she thanked her.

The next way, she should go alone.

She thought, if she was not happy, she would be enough. She shouldn't have to pull Wen Tong together into this sad and sad quagmire as if she couldn't climb out. Once, without such troubles of her, how free and easy was Wen Tong.

Later, she learned to smoke slowly at night alone, and then quit smoking slowly.

Today, many years later, in fact, she only burned cigarettes when she was occasionally bored and unable to herself.

Unexpectedly, he was hit by Lin Xian.

Lin Xian didn't mean to blame her. Besides, what's wrong with Xiao Wanqing smoking? She is too harsh on herself. Lin Xian shook his head and said: "You didn't let me smoke second-hand smoke, what's the bad effect?" She squatted down, resting her jaw on Xiao Wanqing's thigh, blinking her big eyes coquettishly: "But Aunt Xiao, smoking is bad for your health. Are you talking about it?"

Xiao Wanqing stared blankly at the small head on his knee, but there was some movement in his heart, but he could not distinguish the reason. He only nodded gently and said, "Naturally, all count."

Lin Xian's big eyes bent into a crescent shape, and said briskly: "Then you promised me yesterday, you said, do not smoke in the future."

Xiao Yunqing quickly overturned the broken memory in his mind, vaguely felt as if it had happened, and seemed to have no such thing?

Lin Xian saw that Xiao Wanqing didn't speak. Obviously, she didn't remember it at all. She suddenly said, "I don't care, Aunt Xiao, you can't be fooled. You promised me."

There was a shallow curvature on the lips of Xiao Yunqing's lips. She touched Lin Xian's small head and warmly agreed: "I don't remember, but I promise you now."

Lin Xianli added: "Then you promised me, and you won't drink so much in the future."

Xiao Wanqing was good at her: "Well, I promise you."

Lin Xian opened her mouth and wanted to say, you promised that I didn’t like her, but in the end, she thought of others, and gradually lowered her lips and bleak her eyes, saying: "Aunt Xiao, you asked me yesterday, You ask me, are we too close?" She raised her eyes and felt aggrieved: "Aunt Xiao, have I made you uncomfortable?"

Xiao Yuanqing felt a suffocation in his heart for a moment, and the dangerous breath and the uneasy feeling filled his body.

Yes, she was restless last night, not only because she met Yan Jia, but also remembered the past. Even more, she felt that she and Lin Xian seemed a little strange. Unconsciously, Lin Xian and her should make her feel a little uneasy.

When she was young, she was thin-skinned, and because of the stricter tutoring, she rarely spoiled her elders; also, she had never been close to children with such a big age difference before, so she did not know that she and Lin Xian In the mode of getting along, she occasionally has a soft heart for Lin Xian's strange feelings. After all, it is not normal.

However, when she looked at the docile and lovely girl lying on her knees like a little milk dog, and saw her clear big eyes full of loss and grievances, she couldn't bear to refuse her. She shook her head and comforted the girl softly: "No, envy, don't take the drunk talk seriously."

Lin Xian dragged her small head and said in a low tone: "Aunt Xiao, don't look at my mother who looks very gentle, but she has always been very strict with me. She is angry to train me, and my dad can't stop her. Yes. So when I was a kid, I occasionally envy other classmates who have tender and gentle mothers, as if I would never criticize her. I saw Aunt Xiao at first glance, and I liked you very much, you were like I imagined from childhood Like the most beautiful person in China, gentle and soft like water, I felt for a moment that you seemed to have my ideal reflected in reality, so I always didn’t want to be close to you.”

"Aunt Xiao, don't you push me away, okay?" At the end, even with a faint cry.

Some words, it sounds wronged to make Xiao Yunqing tremble.

Xiao Yuanqing blamed herself, the little girl was clean, but just wanted to get closer to the elders she liked. Where did she come from so many twists and turns. She held Lin Xian's small face in her hands and comforted her softly: "Envy is just drunk, don't be afraid."

Lin Xian's wet eyes sparkled brightly, verifying: "Really?"

Xiao Yuanqing smiled and scratched her nose: "Really. Don't be afraid, hurry up and go eat, it's cold."

Lin Xian suddenly gleamed with starlight in her eyes and jumped to her: "Okay, I'll eat it."

Xiao Yuanqing sighed in his heart for a long time, thinking, probably, she hasn't been close to people for too long, and too long, hasn't relaxed her defenses and let others walk into her heart, so, a little bit of wind and grass, It's a cup of snakes.

She took a bite of the sandwich and convinced herself not to think too much.

The author has something to say: Aunt Xiao said: I really fell asleep with no intention, and I think there is a little grievance.